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Midsummer's room smells good, and so does he.

He said before that he has no taste, but now Shi Ye thinks that he is the smell of Xia Tian himself.What does summer taste like?It's sweet, sweet enough to make ice cream cry.He is really fragrant, is it possible that sweat is also sweet?

The wine is gone.Sheng Xia searched in his closet for a long time, and found another bottle of wine. He said it was given to him by a beautiful girl, and that girl sold wine at home.Sheng Xia told him about the girl, saying that her name was Feng Min, Dai nationality, his junior high school classmate, they had been at the same table, that girl liked him, wrote him love letters, and gave him alpine fudge.

Shi Ye asked if you fell in love early?Sheng Xia said no, he ate up Alps and rejected Feng Min, and then they became friends.Feng Min didn't go to high school, she went to the medical school, and would come to visit him during the holidays, and every time she came, she would secretly bring wine for Sheng Xia, and they would drink in the attic.

Sheng Xia said that it was Feng Min who taught me to smoke.In fact, I think I like her, the kind of love that won't be together.It's a strange feeling, I can't explain it.

When Shi Ye listened to Feng Min's story, he kept silent and drank.When Sheng Xia finally finished speaking, Shi Ye had already finished the bottle of plum wine in several gulps.After finishing drinking, Sheng Xia went to get a second bottle.

Get drunk quickly, just get drunk, Shi Ye thought, I really like getting drunk.Shaking, true and false, excited.

Shi Ye said: "Not all likings will be together. You can like many people in your life. You like the most beautiful girl in school, you like the movie star with talking eyes, and you like the person in the bar with the best figure and the most beautiful hair."

Sheng Xia smiled: "I'm a little afraid of girls. It's not that I think they're bad, it's the kind of fear that I think they're good. Some 'good' people don't dare to approach, respect them, and keep a little distance. I prefer to let me The kind of 'good' that feels safe, you can hide in it."

"You said something I don't understand again." Shi Ye frowned, he was instinctively upset, "If you don't like it, don't talk about girls."

Sheng Xia hummed.They leaned their arms together, leaning on the edge of the bed at first, and then they were a little tired, so they leaned on each other and lay on the bed.Drink a little too much, no one cares about the distance.

Sheng Xia suddenly asked: "Mr. Shi Ye, are you really unable to sing?"

Shi Ye closed his eyes, he didn't answer this question, he just said: "You sing, I want to hear you sing."

Sheng Xia said yes.He moved his body up, and what happened to his waist was his black-rimmed glasses.He simply put on his glasses, closed his eyes again, lay flat, stretched his hands forward, touched the keys, and played the prelude.

Shi Ye recognized that it was the song "Universe", the song he sang so much.

It was written in one go, but he didn't change a single word afterwards. He didn't have the energy to go back and change it, and he didn't have the courage to change it.When he sang in the early years, he always had a cold face and was very impatient, but in fact it was just because he was angry.This is selling grief right?I write about myself, and you say that I am a fairy who arranges music and sings with a fairy temperament, fuck off, this song is about anger, you don’t understand it, who can understand it.

Later it was numb.There are many performances, playing and singing again and again has become an automatic program.As soon as the music starts, the program starts, and it turns into a machine, turning monotonously.He gradually loses emotion, really not, fans like him the most without emotion, where does so much emotion come from?There is no shortage of joys and sorrows, love, hatred, and hatred in this world. You are sad, you are full of emotions, who are you in this world?You have hands and feet and you don’t have to worry about food and clothing, but what a pity you are.

What about the fans, crying and shouting I love you, I love you, love is so cheap?Don't you just want the lyrics that resonate with you?Turn it into your own personalized signature, post it in Moments, consume it, and destroy it.What's the point, get out.

Shi Ye sat up, he wanted to interrupt Sheng Xia, tell him to stop, stop playing, and stop singing.Forget it, not just this song, but everything else.

When Shi Ye sat up, he saw Midsummer.It's real, it's fake, it's vague, it's intoxicated, it's alluring, lying there, waiting for him.When the lights are down, the piano sounds really nice.Sheng Xia was lying there, blindly playing the song "Universe", sliding his fingers nimbly left and right, and pressing down.

It's beautiful, it's beautiful.

Shi Ye felt himself becoming very light, floating, almost floating to the sky, sinking down again, wanting to land in the illusion in front of him.

Midsummer began to sing.

Very light, is it seductive, is it inviting?White skin, red mouth, black hair, unfolded body, open, all say come quickly, right?Yeah?Is this reasonable?I said Shi Junfeng, you also fell in love with such a good-looking man, didn't you?That's how you're attracted, seduced, right?Well, if it is true, then I seem to understand, I can understand you a little bit.

Then I forgive you, I let myself go, I become like you?Become a group that will be poked at the spine and not recognized. We also become accomplices. We love each other and share weal and woe. We are considerate of each other and understand each other. Don’t hate anyone?

Shi Ye didn't interrupt this universe, and he was floating when he heard it.Who pierced the sky, waved the stars down, such pretentious words, it turned out that it was this feeling that came from Sheng Xia's mouth.He was caught by that feeling, he was sinking, he couldn't get out, he was drunk, he didn't want to wake up.

The room was full of wet and sticky things, floating, throwing him into a very gentle atmosphere, and then he saw the universe on Sheng Xia's face...and saw the center of the universe.

He wanted to kiss that center.

"Midsummer." After singing, Shi Ye called out to the other party, and then called again, the kind of call that didn't require a response, "Midsummer."

Sheng Xia straightened up and leaned his head on the piano. He seemed to know, so he didn't respond.He said: "This song is not suitable for singing. Teacher Shi Ye, I have listened to all your live songs of this song, and I have heard many cover versions... I think this song is not suitable for singing a second time, and the feeling has changed. This song The important thing about a song is the feeling, isn't it?"

Shi Ye smiled and nodded: "Yes."

"Right." Sheng Xia smiled happily, "I think I can understand."

Shi Ye felt that the bristling hairs and sharp thorns all over his body seemed to be smoothed out by the song Midsummer.When the time comes, everything prompts him to do something.

You're right, it's the feeling that counts.

Shi Ye paused, and said, "You said that others taught you to smoke, so how about I teach you something else?"

Sheng Xia blinked. He kept his eyes open so that he could see Shi Ye clearly. He said, okay.

Shi Ye stared at his face and said, "Come here."

Sheng Xia thought for a while, then knelt and moved forward two steps.

Shi Ye: "Come closer."

Midsummer moved forward again, and her knee touched Shi Ye's leg.

Shi Ye frowned: "Hey, come closer."

Midsummer didn't move.

Shi Ye became anxious: "Come closer to me, sit up."

Sheng Xia was so dizzy from drinking, he frowned, and finally realized something was wrong.Shi Ye didn't have the patience to wait for him any longer, he grabbed Sheng Xia's hand and pulled Sheng Xia who was still in a daze into his arms.

"Didn't you want to be like this that night?" Shi Ye pinched Sheng Xia's ears, "What are you pretending to be?"

"Don't move—" Shi Ye pressed Sheng Xia's head, and he wanted to do something else as soon as he moved, "May I give you a birthday present?"

The moment Shi Ye hugged Sheng Xia, he realized that his body was hot.It's true, it should be this day, this moment, this person, he embraced Xia Tian.

Sheng Xia was speechless, his face was forced to rest on Shi Ye's shoulder, and his eyes were fixed on the small wind chime on the windowsill.

Shi Ye felt a little annoyed.He felt that it should be Sheng Xia who kissed him first, but Sheng Xia was trembling, was he too happy?

"Teacher Shi Ye..."

"Don't call me teacher." Shi Ye felt that he should be gentle at this time, but his tone was still cold, and he couldn't change it. "You can call me by name, brother, but don't call me teacher."

It smells really good, like a rainforest, wet.

He kissed Sheng Xia's neck.Sheng Xia didn't hide, but shrank all over, and then slowed down.

Shi Ye smiled, his voice was very low, and it rang in Sheng Xia's ears.

He said, "How about I teach you how to kiss?"

Sheng Xia was completely dumbfounded, and almost woke up from the wine.

A strange feeling, another person's warm body, broad shoulders, fingers and lips, and the temperature against him.How should he react, what should he say, should he cry or laugh?What's this?Is this safe?Can I hide in it?

Xing Xing said she wanted to kiss him, and it was true.He wanted to say yes, but in this atmosphere, it seemed that he should say yes, there was no way to refuse it.

Sheng Xia tentatively opened his hand. He wanted to try to hug Shi Ye, but just as he raised his hand, he saw a pair of eyes staring at him from the window in front of him.

The tenth alarm sounded in his mind, and all the previous thoughts disappeared. He pushed Shi Ye away suddenly, and subconsciously shouted: "Teacher Shi Ye, don't do this—!"

When he pushed Shi Ye away in panic and looked at the window again, he realized that Zhao Jie's gloomy eyes were not there.Did you read it wrong?Is it fake?

Shi Ye was almost pushed out of bed by Sheng Xia.After he reacted, he asked, "What do you mean?"

There was rage and disbelief when the words came out.Shi Ye has never been rejected by anyone after his parents left, only he rejected others, who pushed him away?It's all others coming up to beg.

It's just that there is a plant of expectation in Shi Ye's heart, which has been watered with grievances, and what grows out is boundless loneliness, which is a world that belongs only to him.He is the king of that world, in which he is most real.No one has ever been to that world, and those who touch the ground die, that is Shi Ye's minefield.

He carefully said welcome to Sheng Xia, come quickly.The other party stood at the door hesitantly, as if frightened by that barren world.

On the surface, Shi Ye is a very cold person, but he is not very calm when he is emotionally involved, especially when it comes to feelings, which makes him lose control more easily, unlike himself.He is irritable and irritable. At this moment, he looks like a beast that wants nothing but an empty stomach. He growled and only wanted to understand one thing, why.

Why do I get close, and everything still pushes me away?