i see your calling

It's quiet here at ten o'clock.At 52:57 for evening self-study, at 59:[-], Shen Pingge appeared at the door of the classroom, at [-]:[-], Lian Yan stepped on the first step of the stairs, and at [-], they walked out of the school gate.

Today's Lian Yan has a secret. He secretly wore Shen Pingge's thin sweater. His frame is smaller than Shen Pingge's, and the sweater also looks precarious, and the exposed skin is pale with cold, but he probably ran too fast. The zipper of the coat slipped downwards, Shen Pingge saw his clothes, but he didn't say anything, just zipped the coat for him.

Lian Yan hadn't gotten out of that hallucination yet, he seemed to be on the clouds, dizzy, and followed Shen Pingge to wait at the school gate for a while, even though he didn't know what he was waiting for.

does it matterEven if Shen Pingge wanted to cut his skin here and make him bleed, would he resist?

Shen Pingge took a taxi.

The villa is not far from the school, and it only takes about [-] minutes to walk slowly. If it is snowing and the ground is slippery, it may take half an hour, but today the weather is dry, Shen Pingge stuffed him into the back seat of the car, and Lian Yan suddenly became frightened , tightly grasping his wrist, looking at him, trembling all over, Shen Pingge leaned down and said: "I'm not leaving you - let go, I'll sit on your right side." He spoke very slowly , "You can hold my left hand."

This is Lian Yan's habit. He is used to holding Shen Pingge's left hand. This is all superstition. He stubbornly feels that the left hand is close to the heart, so it must be hotter than the right hand. But he is not greedy for temperature, he just wants to suffer from Shen Ping grid closer.

Shen Pingge bent down and got into the back seat, Lian Yan grabbed his hand as she wished, and listened to him say to the taxi driver, "Go to Renxing Department Store."

Lian Yan was stunned, a little puzzled, but he still didn't ask.

"Young man, are you sure you want to go to Renxing? There are a lot of people in the night market there, so there may be a traffic jam," the driver turned his head and asked, "The traffic jam fee will be high."

"Yes, go to Renxing," Shen Pingge didn't explain too much, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

The car started, there were mottled street lights outside the window, and yellow shadows passed by their holding hands. There was silence, and Shen Yiming called in the middle. I want to buy something." He lied—it wasn't a lie, and his expression remained unchanged.

After hanging up the phone, Lian Yan hesitated to speak, Shen Pingge turned his head to look at him, leaning on the cushion, "Now there are only two of us."

"I have my dad at home, and the time on the road is too short, so it's just right now," Shen Pingge said casually, "It's not convenient for me to talk about many things at home, so I just talk about them here."

Lian Yan suddenly understood Shen Pingge's intentions, he just wanted to be stuck in traffic and to be alone with him.His courage suddenly collapsed, he was not afraid that Shen Pingge would take a knife and cut his skin, but he was afraid that Shen Pingge would ask him questions, so what if he couldn't speak, his eyes and body reactions would betray him .

"That afternoon, I woke you up, and you cried for no reason. Last night, you made a mess of my closet. The closet was full of peach juice smell, and the clothes were dirty." Shen Pingge moved closer , said in his ear, exhaled warm breath to his ear, whispered, "You masturbated with my clothes, didn't you?"

Lian Yan subconsciously looked at the taxi driver, but couldn't see his face. In fact, he didn't need to pay too much attention to the driver.His face was hot, Lian Yan hid back again, first shaking his head, then nodding, he was as naked as a peach.

He used Shen Pingge's clothes to do dirty things - he didn't do it on purpose, it was unconscious, he could associate a lot with Shen Pingge's breath, but he probably just wasn't popular, he mostly thought of "sex".

"Your behavior is very strange. You don't usually behave like this." Shen Pingge sat back again, playing with Lian Yan's fingers with lowered eyes, forcing him to separate his tightly clenched fingers and stroke the red crescent moon pinched out of his palm, "I I have thought about it, but my guesses are all subjective after all, and you don't need to tell me the truth, you just need to nod and shake your head."

When the car arrived at the night market, there was a traffic jam, the car glass cut off the noise outside, Lian Yan felt uneasy, especially when he couldn't hold his hands tightly, he felt like he was standing on the edge of a cliff, and even broke out in a cold sweat from nervousness.

"At first, I thought it was because of the video. The prejudice of so many people must have a big impact on you, but I overturned it myself. If it was because of the video, then you should be the same for a few weeks. A reaction," Shen Pingge looked out the window, his rational analysis was always indifferent, "but you wondered what happened in these two days, that is, these two days."

Lian Yan bit her lip, tasted pain and rust.

"These two days are just going to school and at home, so nothing major will happen, but when my dad went to see the teacher, he seemed to have a private relationship with you," Shen Pingge said, "his clothes were put in the I’m in my own room, why did I ask you to get it.” He looked at Lian Yan again, and Lian Yan lowered her eyes, her eyelashes trembling slightly, and he said, “I guess these things. There are only two possibilities. One is that you met someone at school. to campus violence, whether it is cold violence or physical violence. The second is..."

He said, "What did my dad tell you?"

Lian Yan moved her fingers.His right hand was held by Shen Pingge, and there was almost no way to escape that slight reaction, basically acknowledging the fact in disguise, which made Lian Yan feel frustrated, embarrassed, and still trembling.

"What did you say?" Shen Pingge said softly.

The answer is already obvious, but Shen Pingge still doesn't let him go, he must let him reveal the bloody truth, he and Shen Yiming are the same!I just want to make him hurt.

Lian Yan felt that it was difficult to breathe, but her eyes were still dry. For a moment, he resented Shen Pingge, but Shen Pingge let go of his hand, but he mistakenly thought that Shen Pingge was going to abandon him, and the resentment dissipated quickly. After driving away, Lian Yan grabbed Shen Pingge tightly, hugged him, and kissed him in the back seat of the taxi, in the bustling night market streets.

The taxi driver looked at the glasses, obviously startled, coughed, and Lian Yan became angry.

Why do they fall in love, the sky has to take care of it, the earth has to take care of it, they can't see the light, they can't get up!They are not nobler than others, but they should not be lower than others. Ants also have the right to mate under the soil. Why can't he kiss his lover in the crowd?

Shen Pingge held his waist, and the car started to drive slowly again, and finally walked out of the night market. Instead of customers, he was pushed against the door of the car, and his hands were placed on the back of his head to prevent Lian Yan from kowtowing. The sound of water, even Yan's last complaint was gone, his body bones were softened, and Shen Pingge felt the wetness of his cheeks.

Let go, Lian Yan sobbed and gestured to him.

-sorry.

Like talking nonsense, he gestured to him again: I love my brother, I love you, I love you very much.

"Actually, I'm very angry. You never believed in me. If you don't believe that I can handle all this, I am so incompetent that you will feel that only you can handle this." They were all in the dark, dappled light and shadow Occasionally, the pupils are bright and dark. Shen Pingge looked at his lips, brushed his thumbs, and said in a hoarse voice, "Aren't you brother? Why don't you believe me. I don't want you to feel so tired."

They just stared at each other as if time stood still.

"You are beautiful, I have always thought so, even though this word is not reserved for boys," Shen Pingge ran his fingers through his hair, in the beginning of April, the voice was also like this April, inexplicably reminded Lian Yan In the evening sun, oxidized apple flesh, and dove gray clouds, he said, "You should be in full bloom, don't wither in my hands."

Lian Yan was not so tired suddenly, he smiled at Shen Pingge, even though there were tears on his face, he was not that pretty.

The taxi stopped, and the taxi driver was obviously uncomfortable, and said, "Renxing Department Store is here, 45 yuan."

Shen Pingge said the name of the villa complex, and said, "Go there, the fare is one lump sum."

Lian Yan looked at him.

Gesture: Don't quarrel with your uncle.

"Depends on the situation," Shen Pingge opened the car window to cool down the temperature in the car, and his voice was not very clear, and when Lian Yan approached, he heard him say, "What's the matter if my brother didn't protect my brother. "