i see your calling

Lian Yan got up late, and when she woke up, she was dazzled by the head-on light. She was in a hurry to put on her clothes and trousers. She didn't have time to turn up the collar of her school uniform, so she picked up her schoolbag and ran out.

Shen Pingge had an organized activity at school this morning, and he was about to go out at five o'clock. He used to ask Shen Pingge to wake him up, because he could get a good morning kiss, even though sometimes he woke up early , also listened to the footsteps, pretended to be just waking up, and looked into his eyes.

It’s almost April, and the flower shop passing by is very lively. Anthuriums are in full bloom, with velvet yellow tips, and peach blossoms with broken branches. It’s good to see peach blossoms on the tree. It would be ugly and not close if broken. Favor.

The last birthday seemed to be far away, Lian Yan was sweating all over, and began to think about the 17-year-old cake, speculating about the gift that Shen Pingge would give him, Shen Pingge might have started preparing it very early, even Yan ran a few steps, then went to look at the window of the flower shop.

It would be great if Shen Pingge sent him flowers.

It's a pity that Shen Pingge's birthday is in winter, when there are no flowers blooming, and the freshness period of flowers is short, so he can't send Shen Pingge flowers.

Fortunately, I was not late. The wall clock at the entrance of the teaching building showed seven o'clock, and self-study started at seven ten. Lian Yan slowed down and adjusted the collar of her school uniform.Before going through the front door, Lian Yan softly opened the back door and closed it behind her back.

The noisy classroom suddenly fell silent. Lian Yan paused for a moment, then looked back inexplicably, and met dozens of pairs of eyes. Those eyes were dark, reminiscent of wormholes in the universe, and very strange. Quickly moved away and resumed shouting.

This kind of sudden silence usually means the arrival of the head teacher in high school. Just now, he probably regarded him as the head teacher. Lian Yan didn't pay much attention. She threw her schoolbag on the table and sat down. Suddenly, she noticed Pang Nian's gaze and looked sideways. Looking over, Pang Nian looked hesitant to speak, Lian Yan frowned, didn't pay much attention to it, and went to look up the bibliography that he was going to memorize in self-study this morning.

Well, geography.

He is not familiar with the third unit of history either.

"Lian Yan..." Pang Nian touched his elbow, and Lian Yan looked over with doubts.

"You... Didn't read the group news?" Pang Nian asked tentatively.

Lian Yan was stunned, what group news?

"Uh... that person was kicked out of the group, and he doesn't seem to be from our grade. My cousin is in the second grade of high school. He said that someone in their grade group also posted that video." Pang Nian spoke slowly, speaking carefully After a pause, "Don't take that matter too seriously... Actually, it was quite late at that time, the administrator withdrew it in the morning, and probably not many people saw it..."

Lian Yan became more and more confused, tore a piece of paper, and the handwriting was scribbled.

-what?

"Don't pretend to be with me, I already know." Pang Nian approached, his voice was very small, and it exploded like thunder, "You and the senior are a couple."

Lian Yan suddenly opened her eyes wide, heard the "buzz" clearly, and forgot in the blink of an eye. She didn't respond in time, her breathing was stagnant, and she just looked at Pang Nian, as if she had lost her mind.

"No wonder the seniors keep coming to you for dinner. I thought it was because you have a good relationship—no, you really have a good relationship," Pang Nian continued as if talking to himself, "Did you ask someone else to help you take pictures?"

The blood all over his body seemed to be frozen, flowing in an unknown direction, causing his heart to beat violently and his panting to be heavy. Even Yan felt as if he was sitting on pins and needles, feeling an indescribable bewilderment about what happened. He grabbed Pang Nian's wrist and went to write again. This time the handwriting was trembling and seemed to be crumbling.

- what video

"Hey, didn't you ask someone else to shoot it? It was in a bar, it looked quite messy," Pang Nian tried his best to describe the video to him in dull language, "You hugged your senior, and... still' that ' A moment. I don't mean to be prejudiced against you, but it's really rare for boys to like boys—hey, the class teacher is here! Read and read!"

The homeroom teacher came. Lian Yan looked at the book stiffly like a robot, and was surrounded by the sound of reading. He was still too slow to react. He didn't know what he was reading. Clenched hands, fingertips turned white.

The homeroom teacher went around as usual, and stood next to Lian Yan for a while, saying, "Don't always memorize history, read more about geography..." He didn't hear anything else, and just nodded unconsciously in response.

As soon as the door was closed, Pang Nian came over again, touched Lian Yan, and was about to speak, but Lian Yan avoided it in a big reaction, stood up quickly, and the whole class fell silent.

He saw those dozens of eyes again, and looked straight over again. The air became the standard to measure the distance, or there was no distance, so that he felt that the eyes were approaching him deeply, almost making him unable to stand. Whispering sounded, and Lian Yan ran out without closing the back door. Hearing the sound of the classroom getting louder, with the meaning of booing, those voices moved away again, and the sound of wind replaced the sound of discussion.

What are you doing running out?Where are you going?who?

There was no answer to this. Lian Yan was sweating coldly on his back, and his temples were also wet. When the wind blew over, there was a clear chill that made him shiver.There were videos in the group of the second year of high school, so there must be videos in the third year of high school. The third year of high school had to go across the building, and Lian Yan turned around in a hurry and ran down the stairs, trying to find Shen Pingge.

A sudden force behind him grabbed his arm, Lian Yan struggled subconsciously, but didn't shake it off, and turned to meet Shen Pingge's eyes.

Lian Yan was stunned for a moment, her eyes suddenly turned red, before she had time to think why Shen Pingge was here, she hugged him vigorously.

"What are you doing running so fast?" Shen Pingge's voice was above his head, helplessly, "I almost didn't keep up with you."

Lian Yan was very anxious and wanted to gesture to him, the corners of her eyes were a little wet, Shen Pingge clasped his hand, "I know."

"Actually, he should have posted earlier, early and late, it's all the same." Shen Pingge's voice was still steady, looking into Lian Yan's eyes, "Can you expect a person who will threaten you with a video to really keep his word and delete the video?" gone?"

Lian Yan was almost out of breath, her chest heaved violently, she turned her eyes away, bit her lips tightly, and felt a sense of powerlessness - all of this was worthless, it would be better not to listen to Wei Ziping at the time, and let him The video is already out!In this way, Shen Pingge didn't have to rush to participate in the competition, and he didn't even need a letter of recommendation.

"It was also posted in the group of our grade, but it was withdrawn in a timely manner. There are not many mobile phones in the third year of high school, but our class knows about it," Shen Pingge said, "The rest will come naturally, if you really don't want to Faced with these, I can ask my dad to ask for leave for you, just say sick."

Lian Yan lowered her eyes and shook her head for a while.

"Don't be afraid," Shen Pingge rubbed his hair, glanced sideways, and gently kissed his forehead, "There are too many unknowns, and I can't predict them, but everything is up to me, you take care of yourself." Just go to class."

Shen Pingge really doesn't like promises, but he seems to have made many promises to him, protecting him every time, and he has indeed fulfilled it every time.Lian Yanhong looked at him, took a long breath, and nodded slightly.

"Our teacher asked me to deliver materials to the office of the language group," Shen Pingge said softly, "You know the place, take me there."

He returned along the same road, instinctively separated a long distance from Shen Pingge, instinctively felt scared, stopped, and approached Shen Pingge, wanting to be with him, before entering the office, Shen Pingge said : "You go to the classroom, come to me on the third floor if you have anything to do."

Lian Yan's eyelashes trembled slightly.

-how about you.

"I, you don't have to worry, I'm prepared," Shen Pingge said, "You just need to protect yourself."

This tone doesn't sound like an open relationship, but rather like facing the end of the world, the sky is falling, the world is dark, and the entrustment of life and death is being faced. Lian Yan wants to avoid these. Students like them are very few who can accept homosexuality.

If it wasn't for Wei Ziping, he probably wouldn't have the courage to admit his love with Shen Pingge for the rest of his life, but that's fine - the only benefit?Everyone knew that Shen Pingge belonged to him, they liked him, those who could kiss him.

Lian Yan comforted herself a little, and said "hmm" to Shen Pingge. On the way to the classroom, he had to turn around every step. Shen Pingge held the handle of the office, didn't go in, and smiled very lightly. Look at him, make sure that Lian Yan can see him every time she turns her head, and when she reaches the corner, this gaze disappears, and it seems that there is no such gaze, hugging him warmly through layers of white lime walls.

The author says:

Thank you all for watching! (Stretches out the small broken bowl) Thinking of everyone’s comments_(:зゝ∠)_