i see your calling

There was no reply for a long time, the screen went dark and was turned on again, repeated several times, Lian Yan hesitated to send another message, Tan Yun suddenly replied.

[Tan Yun]: Where are you?

Lian Yan couldn't figure it out for a while, so she replied: In the classroom.

[Tan Yun]: Wait for me there.

This is a bit inexplicable, obviously he was asking Tan Yun about Shen Pingge's going abroad, but Tan Yun suddenly wanted to come to him?Lian Yan sent a message, but Tan Yun didn't reply for a while. It took about two or three minutes before he replied.

[Tan Yun]: Ah, he passed by.

【,】:he?

[Tan Yun]: Pingge was beside me just now, and went to find you.

Lian Yan's heart skipped a beat, mixed with some inexplicable guilt, a moment of blankness, and when the blankness passed, she suddenly became depressed again.There were large clouds in the sky, so the clear and dazzling sunlight at noon was covered, and the classroom looked gloomy. Sitting here blankly, like a prisoner waiting to be executed, Lian Yan lowered her eyes and dangled her feet.

The cloud moved away when he heard the footsteps, the classroom was bright again, and the sky was a very low-concentration cyan blue, which made people unable to open their eyes. Lian Yan looked back subconsciously, and the back door opened. Shen Pingge stood there, his body in the dark, watching him quietly.

Lian Yan stood up abruptly, her heart beating violently, she bit her lip, hesitated for a while, walked over, and stood in front of him.

Ah... He has indeed grown taller. Lian Yan used to reach Shen Pingge's lips, but now he can reach his nose, but Shen Pingge is also growing taller. He still needs to raise his head slightly to see Shen Ping Accurate eyes.

Shen Pingge looked at him without saying a word, and after a while, he suddenly said: "Go out."

Lian Yan was stunned for a moment, followed quickly, and walked out of the teaching building in silence. There was a piece of greenery outside, Lian Yan liked this kind of quiet place, the shadow cast by the teaching building covered them, the wind was a bit cold, Lian Yan didn't wear a school uniform , shivering.

The cold gave rise to some feelings of grievance, as if standing in the cold wind all over the mountains and plains in the twelfth lunar month, the little curiosity was also lost, Lian Yan gritted her teeth, ran a few steps faster, and grabbed Shen Pingge's hand—he It seemed to use a lot of strength, but it seemed to be light, and the surrounding wind sounded like a crowd of people, which made him nervous, and the warmth attracted him, making him unable to let go.

Shen Pingge finally stopped and felt the temperature of Lian Yan's hand, "Is it cold?"

Lian Yan remained silent.

Shen Pingge took off his school uniform jacket and put it on his body, covering Lian Yan's slightly thin body in a shabby way. What's the use of a thin jacket? It was cold, but Lian Yan felt that her heart was boiling hot, and the scorching heat spread to her eyes, bringing a sour feeling.

"Do you still want to know the answer?" Shen Pingge said slowly, even though Lian Yan clasped his hand, no one was around, the grass and trees were peepers, the darkness was a fig leaf, and the voice only whispered in his ear, Lian Yan hesitated Next, shake your head.

"I don't like when you see me arguing with my dad. After all, I'm also vulgar, and I want to show my best side, and it's about the college entrance examination." They walked forward side by side, and Shen Pingge said, "I also Don't like when you don't trust me, you'd rather ask others than me, right?"

Lian Yan shook her head anxiously, clenched his hand tightly, not caring if it hurt him.

"Actually, I didn't say anything just now. I kept thinking about what I was going to say." Shen Pingge stopped, and there was a dead end in front of him. The garden with an inverted "U" looked like a chemical test tube. When they reached the end of the tube, the oxygen seemed to change. No, Lian Yan felt extremely sad, as if she was helpless.

None of them left the end of the pipe, Shen Pingge sat by the flower bed, even though there was dried mud and dust there, Lian Yan also sat there, carefully protecting the corners of the school uniform coat from dirt.

"It seems that there is nothing to say," Shen Pingge propped his chin, separated his legs, the wind was blowing, his thin coat was bulging, his hair was messed up, but his eyes were clear, and he smiled softly, "You should understand. "

He probably really has a kind of compatibility with Shen Pingge - he really understands Shen Pingge's meaning, understands Shen Pingge's promise that he will not leave, but he still feels regretful and confused because of this, Lian Yan hugged him closely, and turned sideways Body kissed his ears, kissed the fine fluff and earballs on it, it was very soft there, it must be suitable for earrings.

Lian Yan looked at him beggingly again.

"Is it tiring to fall in love with me?" Shen Pingge looked at him sideways, "or, very insecure."

Even when bullying him, he can't speak, no matter how anxious Yan is, she can only babble, or shake her head, blushing, and can't say a word of rebuttal, which is useless.

How can you be tired!I like it so much, it's too cowardly to say I'm tired so easily, Lian Yan gestured to him and said: I like you.

"Like and insecurity don't conflict," Shen Pingge sighed, and laughed again after a while, "Brother can't do well, he'll be sideways while doing it, and boyfriend can't do well either." He moved closer, smiled lowly, "Thank you for your hard work."

Lian Yan just shook her head.

He gestured to Shen Pingge: Brother, do you regret it?

"In fact, love is not a necessity of life, and neither is love. I always felt this way when I was in love before. When we broke up, it was only a short-term regret. To a certain extent, taking love lightly will avoid a lot of harm. Although it seems like this Too cold," Shen Pingge looked into Lian Yan's eyes, which were clear, reminiscent of the almost transparent butterfly wings under the strong sunlight, he said, "You take your feelings too seriously, you are different from me, you think too much Sensitive, this makes you easy to be hurt. Like - I said stay in China, not abroad, you will feel that you are dragging me down - you don't trust me, you will feel tired, these are objective facts .”

Lian Yan didn't want to hear him analyze these things again. Objective analysis is rational and without warmth. He wanted to make Shen Pingge dumb too, just like... just like Shen Pingge did in his dream, gnashing his teeth His lower lip was reluctant to force it, it was obviously venting, but it became sticky and coquettish, kissing him softly, as if those cold words entered his mouth and could become softer.

When it was released, a very thin silver thread pulled between them and broke again, very erotic.

Shen Pingge touched his cheek and sighed lightly, "I'm not willing to hurt you."

Lian Yan was startled, and clasped her hands tightly, relying on the pain to maintain consciousness.

"It's an adventure to fall in love with you. I also want to meet you, and when I think of you, I feel that my shadow is all around me, whether it's dust, soil, or green orange peel. It's amazing. Yes," Shen Pingge was quiet for a while, and then said, "I like you, not only because of the sense of responsibility. So you trust me a little more, okay?"

This seems to be the first time since they confirmed their relationship - over a year, Shen Pingge told him clearly that he likes Lian Yan.Lian Yan is self-aware, he speculated about Shen Pingge's mood, and came to the result in frustration.Shen Pingge was with him at that time, he had a soft heart and a responsibility, but there were probably few liking factors.

But Shen Pingge just said that he likes him!

Lian Yan didn't show any extreme emotions right away, but as if in a dream, she nodded slowly, promised Shen Pingge to trust him, and let Shen Ping hold his hand, and sent him back to the classroom. Kissed his hair in the corridor and said goodbye.

After waking up from the dream, Lian Yan lay on the table giggling, and wanted to cry again. He even wanted to go for a run. Of course, he didn’t go for a run in the end. Instead, he walked up several flights of stairs, from the first floor to the sixth floor, and went back and forth several times before he calmed down. After coming down, he calmly analyzed that at that moment, he loved Shen Pingge the most.

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Even if Shen Pingge stayed in the country, Lian Yan thought that he would probably not be in the same place with him, his grades were not good, and it was even more difficult to meet Shen Pingge, but he still felt extremely happy.

Pang Nian noticed his enthusiasm and guessed: "A beautiful sister confessed to you? So happy."

Lian Yan didn't deny it, just smiled with crooked eyebrows.

"Which class?" Pang Nian was curious, "If you don't want it, why don't you get in touch and let me get in touch with the beautiful sister, maybe they like my model more."

Lian Yan smiled, using silence as a cover.

After the evening self-study, Shen Pingge still came to look for him to walk together, some people were separated by a distance, and no one would hold hands, and before entering the villa, they had to rub their hands together for a while, Shen Yiming stayed at home for a long time recently, so it was inevitable to avoid suspicion.

Today I have sports, I sleep fast at night, my mobile phone is placed by the bed, Lian Yan did not sleep with Shen Pingge this time, worried that Shen Yiming found out that before going to bed, there was a light on the eyelids - group message, reminding someone to join the group, The name has a bunch of unrecognizable characters, and I haven't had time to change the name.Lian Yan didn't care, she closed her eyes and continued to sleep.

Suddenly the phone screen turned on again, Lian Yan was a little annoyed, so she simply turned over the phone screen, now there was no trouble from the light, and the night was dark and dreamless.

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