i see your calling

one year later.

The water on the table cooled down, and the steam in the glass disappeared, and the water droplets on the wall of the glass refracted bright light. Lian Yan stared at the glass, thinking it was amazing that the water droplets could actually reflect a rainbow.

"Actually, your grades are too bad to be in a key class. Although you chose science, your liberal arts grades are not very satisfactory." Dai Jing flipped through the report card, and there was a clattering sound, "During the last semester, you failed in geography. Three times, and your math teacher also told me that your math scores are quite worrying."

"Isn't it, Lian Yan?"

Lian Yan looked up at him as if waking up from a dream, opened her eyes slightly, and nodded.

"However, when you were in junior high school, you won an award in a national competition, and you were still No. 1. You must have a place in this key class. You have to work hard. There are two months before the placement test," said Dai Jingming together. After reading the report card, he patted Lian Yan on the shoulder, "I am optimistic about you. I guess I will take key classes in the sophomore year of high school. Whether our teacher-student relationship has a chance to continue is up to you."

After leaving the office, I have to take a few more classes. From the corridor, I can see the brick-red building outside. Lian Yan often feels that he is dreaming, or all this is not real. He is indeed staying in this brick-red building. , you can walk to Shen Pingge's classroom in two or three minutes.

But he still hasn't made much progress, like his still lackluster interpersonal relationships. Except for Pang Nian, who was admitted to the same class as him, he has no extra friends. The money-like education came along the edge of the admission score line.

Early self-study time, back to the classroom, Pang Nian was sleeping, he was startled by the sound of the door being pushed open, he was muttering something, but he didn't know what he was chanting, he saw that it was Lian Yan, and said: "I I thought it was a teacher."

Woke up and dozed off, curious again: "Why did the head teacher ask you to go to the office?"

Lian Yan took a notebook and wrote: things about class division.

"Talk about class division, hey, it's too early, it's only the end of March, I really want to recruit you in advance!" After Pang Nian finished speaking, he lay on the table again, and the history textbook that was spread out was still there. On the first page of the first unit, he said slowly, "I'm going to eat the latest oden at noon today, don't you want a piece?"

Lian Yan shook her head.

"Still with the senior?" Pang Nian said, "He is not allowed to prepare for the college entrance examination—oh, there is no conflict between preparing for the exam and having lunch. When I passed by the third floor last time, I saw many seniors who were still studying. Don’t you want to eat? It’s really hard work.”

The classroom was really noisy, and Pang Nian's voice seemed indistinct. Lian Yan was inexplicably tired of this messy voice, and it was almost like when Pang Nian mentioned "senior", Lian Yan thought of a quarrel similar to messy.

In January, Shen Pingge and Shen Yiming had a quarrel.Since Shen Yiming was hospitalized that time, Shen Pingge seldom quarreled with him, and after a long time, the outbursts became violent, and the reason for the quarrel was very simple.

Because of the college entrance examination.

Shen Yiming insisted on letting him go to a foreign university, but Shen Pingge refused, saying that it was the same in China.They started arguing at eight o'clock in the evening. Lian Yan's voice was too soft when she entered the door. She was covered by the noise of the quarrel. She was in a dilemma for a while, so she had to stay at the entrance with her schoolbag in her arms, her figure hidden in the darkness, at a loss.

Shen Yiming said: "You have to stay in the country, what are you planning? There are some in the country, but not in the foreign countries! Don't you know how to measure it yourself?"

Shen Pingge was tired, so he sat on the sofa and said softly: "Stop making noise, Lian Yan will be back later."

Before the sentence was over, he glanced at him and met his eyes, which was too embarrassing.Lian Yan even felt a little regretful——I couldn't hear what he said later, how is Lian Yan coming back?What can't be heard?

Quarrels always end in vain, everything is still running silently, Shen Pingge didn't take the initiative to mention it, he talked to him with a normal face, secretly tested how much he heard, even Yan laughed, and when he brushed his teeth, he found a reason to be silent, and waited for Shen Pingge to talk to him. Pinger left the bathroom, spit out the foam of toothpaste, and looked in the mirror for a long time.

When sleeping at night, Lian Yan was still curled up in his arms.

Go to sleep, Lian Yan took his hand and wrote in his palm.

- You listen to uncle.

Shen Pingge did not sleep, and said: "Listen."

Lian Yan said "hmm".

"Don't think about it," Shen Pingge probably didn't want to talk about this matter anymore, stroked the back of his head, and said uncompromisingly, "Go to sleep."

Lian Yan sometimes felt that she was afraid of him, or it was because of his natural timidity, once Shen Pingge was colder to him, it would be like the sky falling.But tonight he became stubborn, clenched his hand, and wrote.

-Because of me?

"...Don't attribute all the problems to yourself," Shen Pingge said slowly, and held his hand instead, depriving him of the right to speak and ask questions. His voice was a little hoarse, which inexplicably reminded Lian Yan On a rainy day full of water, he didn't want to hold an umbrella, but he couldn't compete with Shen Pingge, "It has nothing to do with you."

In the end, Shen Pingge did not apply for a foreign university. He deliberately procrastinated and missed the exam and application time. Shen Yiming had all the application materials ready, but he had no choice but to send out a lot of anger. : If you go to a domestic university, you should handle everything yourself, including fees.

"Yes," Shen Pingge said.

Shen Yiming slammed the door and left, with a sound of "boom", Shen Pingge lowered his head and smiled slightly, glanced at Lianyan, and was still in the mood to joke: "I don't have any money." He felt better, changed the subject again, and said inexplicably Speaking of Lianyan, he said that he looks like a goldfish when he speaks with his mouth, which is very cute.

Lian Yan's heart was still cloudy, and she gestured: What should I do then?

Shen Pingge didn't give a definite answer, and repeated his words, smiling: "Yes, what should we do then?"

Shen Yiming was probably really angry this time. He stayed in the company for several days, and only slept and had breakfast when he went home. Lian Yan felt guilty towards him. Where did the guilt come from? It's not an exaggeration, but he couldn't give a reason why Shen Pingge must stay in the country.

How far to go abroad!Lian Yan has never been abroad, she relies entirely on her imagination, and her impressions are very trivial, such as a beautiful woman with white skin and blond hair, a red telephone booth, chattering conversations in a coffee shop, tall buildings, and humid weather.If Shen Pingge wants to stay in such an environment, will he look like a prince?

Lian Yan also wanted to have a hearty quarrel, thinking about it during the day and dreaming at night—he saw Shen Pingge in the illusory white, their identities changed, Shen Pingge became a mute, unable to speak, even Yan thus appeared bossy.

"You're going to study abroad! Why do you stay here? There's nothing you want to guard here," Lian Yan said to herself, "I don't want you to stay here, and don't keep watching you. I'm not You can't do it without you!"

Shen Pingge looked at him, his face couldn't be seen clearly, he seemed to be smiling.

"Brother, what are you laughing at?" Lian Yan knelt down and held his face, feeling aggrieved, "Brother, don't laugh at me."

Shen Pingge kissed him, Lian Yan was speechless, soft in his arms, the surroundings became black and green soil, they were the steam buried in it, all the breath contributed—too foul, he couldn’t speak, Also seal Lian Yan's mouth.

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However, he and Shen Pingge had no conflicts, and they still had lunch together. Lian Yan gradually discovered some of Shen Pingge's eating habits. He was very picky when eating. He didn't like coriander and green onion, and he didn't like spicy ones. He didn't like garlic moss, and he didn't like fatty meat. .In front of Lian Yan, the side of picky eaters is more fully revealed. In front of others, Shen Pingge is not too picky, just eat more or less.

But Shen Pingge seemed to eat less today, he ate a few mouthfuls, Lian Yan looked up at him with a puzzled expression.

Shen Pingge clasped his hands, his eyes fell elsewhere, and he suddenly said: "Is everything right or wrong?"

Eating probably slowed down one's thoughts. Lian Yan couldn't give an answer for a while, but Shen Pingge continued: "Is there a clear answer to my question? Tell me, if there is an answer, is it the truth?"

Lian Yan was dumbfounded.

"Keep eating," Shen Pingge laughed, the sunlight from the cafeteria window piled up at his feet, Sanyue didn't need to wear too thick clothes anymore, he just wore a thin sweater, neglected , got hairballs, and was conspicuous under the light, and the smile quickly dissipated.

Lian Yan touched him and shook her head.

Do you have to tell right from wrong?Or, does it make sense to separate right from wrong?

Lian Yan's definition of meaning is simple and self-willed, and what can get joyful emotions is the meaning of existence.If it's just entanglement and struggle, this kind of problem is meaningless.Lian Yan suddenly thought, did Shen Pingge repent?Does he want to apply to foreign schools again?It's unlikely, and the time may not be enough, but if the ability is strong enough, if the process is completed in a short time, Shen Pingge will still go abroad?

He didn't sleep in the dormitory, and went back to the classroom at noon. There was no one in the classroom. Lian Yan sat there for a while, and secretly took out his mobile phone.

Open the software, there is a group in their grade, there are hundreds of people, they are usually more active after school, after all, not many dare to bring their mobile phones, the latest news is anonymous.

[Anonymous]: Answers to math lesson plans!Damn, where can I buy this thing, I will hand in my homework in the afternoon!

There is a group entry message under the anonymous message, other than that, this group seems extremely cold.

Lian Yan scrolled through the news, but there was nothing interesting, so she exited out of boredom, and found that Tan Yun had approved his friend application 2 minutes ago.

Lian Yan straightened up abruptly, took it seriously, hesitated for a while, and sent a message to say hello.

【,】: Good afternoon, sister.

Tan Yun replied immediately.

[Tan Yun]: Yo, you also brought your mobile phone.

【Talk Cloud】: [Wow.jpg]

[Tan Yun]: You have something to do with me.

Lian Yan typed slowly.

【,】: It's just a little thing.

[Tan Yun]: Pingge?

The girl's sensitivity to this aspect should not be underestimated. Lian Yan originally wanted to ask questions step by step, but now she didn't think about the words well.

【,】:Um……

【,】: I just want to ask...

【,】: Is Brother Pingge planning to apply for foreign universities?

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