i see your calling

Emotions and other illusory things have accumulated a lot, and they are stacked on top of each other, and it is inevitable that they will be on the verge of falling. When I was doing the language test paper, I saw "dangerous eggs", which is an appropriate description.In the second class after the flag-raising ceremony, he received a message from Wei Ziping.

At that time, she was still in Chinese class, and Ge Hong praised Lian Yan again on the podium, asking everyone to learn from him. Lian Yan pursed her lips, sat down again, and looked at her eyes like fire, which soon went out—— ——Everyone will only find it strange, instead of pinning their eyes on him.During the second half of the class, the phone vibrated.

His mistake, forgot to turn off the phone.

There is not much movement, no one pays attention here.

Anyone can send him a message, the most likely ones are Shen Yiming and Shen Pingge, Shen Pingge will send a message to remind him of some things, and he habitually takes care of Lian Yan.

But his heartbeat stopped abruptly, and then started beating quickly.

Lian Yan raised her eyes to look at Ge Hong who was still lecturing, propped her chin with one hand, put the other hand into her schoolbag, and turned on the screen on button.

[Your friend "Wei Ziping" sent two messages]

His intuition is always surprisingly accurate. Lian Yan stared at the word "Wei Ziping", took a deep breath, didn't click on it, then threw the phone back, continued to stare at the printed words on the test paper, and did the wrong sentence questions. Every sentence has a problem.

After finally getting out of class, Lian Yan sneakily stuffed her cell phone into her fat sleeve—the winter school uniform is spacious, and half of her hand is buried in it. No one would have guessed that he had a cell phone under his fingertips.After running into the cubicle, I took out my mobile phone. The screen of the mobile phone was cold, and the body temperature reached it, which was considered warm.

[Wei Ziping]: Let's end here, shall I delete you, or you delete me?

[Wei Ziping]: Are you there?

It's so cold here, the window next to it is not closed, and the wind blows in from under the cubicle, the ankles are numb from the cold, the breath has turned into a thin white mist, even Yan's fingers are frozen stiff, and her thoughts are sluggish, it took a long time to understand The meaning in Wei Ziping's words.He wants to finish.Lian Yan exhaled into her palms to feel warmer, and then sent a message.

[Happy every day]: What about the video?

[Wei Ziping]: The video is no longer posted. I have given out all the letters of recommendation. I will post the video again. I am not a human being.

[Wei Ziping]: The recommendation letter is not over yet, you remember to delete the chat history, record a screen and send it to me, after deleting the friend, the bridge returns to the bridge, the road returns to the road, it is the end.

Lian Yan looked at the news blankly, and suddenly felt that she was illiterate, her mind went blank, and her hand movements also stopped.

【Happy every day】: What letter of recommendation

[Wei Ziping]: He didn't tell you?

[Wei Ziping]: Then you can ask yourself, I don't care about this kind of thing, you hurry up and send over the screen recording of the deleted chat history.

After recording the screen, deleting chat records, and deleting friends, Lian Yan still felt like he was dreaming. He walked out of the bathroom in a daze, and washed his face with cold water. The water dripped down his chin, and his clothes were wet.

There was a lot of voices in the corridor, he wiped the water on his face with his sleeve, walked slowly back to the classroom, the moment he opened the door, his brain started working again, and said: Shen Pingge gave the letter of recommendation to Wei Ziping .

It was foggy in the morning, but the sun recovered from its illness at noon. The light was no longer a bunch of beams, but overwhelming. The classroom was very chaotic during the break. Even when Yan opened the back door, there was no one there. Notice that when Pang Nian saw him coming back, the plastic packaging rattled, and he handed snacks to "No.1" with great enthusiasm, and said in greeting, "Lian Yan, do you want some snacks?"

Why did Shen Pingge do this.He sat down.

"Hey!" Pang Nian's voice became louder, "Do you want to eat snacks?"

Lian Yan was taken aback, looked at him in confusion, and shook her head.

"What's the matter?" Pang Nian took a bite, "Didn't you even eat snacks when you got the first one?"

The voice seemed to be separated from him, Lian Yan lay on the table, buried her head in the small space surrounded by her arms, remembering Shen Pingge telling him, don't worry, leave everything to him.What method did Shen Pingge use to make Wei Ziping shut up?

Wei Ziping is sick, he is mentally abnormal, he might send out the video if he is in a hurry.But so what if the video is released, isn’t it just for others to look at and speculate more, at most it’s a malicious joke, in a few months—three months, six months, who remembers?But if the recommendation letter is successful, it will be a lifetime thing.

So it is impossible for Shen Pingge to joke about the recommendation letter, and it is impossible for him to give the recommendation letter to Wei Ziping.And Shen Pingge also told him, how can you be sure that Wei Ziping will delete the video.He clearly understands the reason, it is impossible for him to do such a thing.

Wei Ziping lied to him.

As soon as this idea came out, Lian Yan suddenly felt that the burden from her whole body seemed to fall off.

Yes, Wei Ziping was lying to him, and it was impossible for Shen Pingge to give up the letter of recommendation for him.

Yes, definitely so.

But he still felt cold, and lay motionless on the table. This class was a music class, so he didn't need to move. The teacher played a movie, "La La Land", in which the main character was chanting, and Lian Yan felt sleepy. But the bell for the end of class rang again quickly, and people around rushed to the cafeteria to grab food. He didn't fight or grab, and he lay there. Pang Nian patted him on the shoulder: "Lian Yan, go eat, if there is no food Already!"

Lian Yan shook her head slowly.

"What's wrong with you?" Pang Nian felt something was wrong, "Does your stomach hurt?"

Lian Yan was still silent, and suddenly heard Pang Nian's voice raised: "Senior?"

Lian Yan opened her eyes.

"What's up with him?"

Shen Pingge's voice and footsteps got closer.

Lian Yan reacted slowly, sat up straight quickly, and met Shen Pingge's eyes blankly. Pang Nian was still saying: "Senior, do you finish class earlier than us? He seems to be unwell, and he won't go to eat even if he is asked to eat." .”

Lian Yan clenched her hands, lowered her head and said nothing, Shen Pingge said: "Then you go first, thank you."

The greeting ended here, a shadow fell beside him, the zipper of the jacket touched the edge of the table, making a clear sound, Shen Pingge looked at him: "Not feeling well?"

There was no one in the classroom, Lian Yan looked into his eyes, Shen Pingge's eyes were beautiful, with thick eyelashes, so the outline was clear, the pupils were brown, he was as clean as glass, Shen Pingge asked again, stretched out his hand Yan's forehead, Lian Yan suddenly grabbed his hand.

Shen Pingge paused, and looked sideways at the camera at the back of the classroom. There was a tall stack of books on the table behind, which was barely concealed, so he probably wouldn't be seen. He looked at Lian Yan again, with a relaxed tone, "Look You didn't get sick when you got up, why, you guessed that I was coming to see you, so wait for me to wake you up?"

Stepping on the horizontal bar in the middle of the chair, Lian Yan turned sideways and clutched Shen Pingge's left hand, and put Shen Pingge's hand next to her face.

Shen Pingge smiled again and said: "Let's go eat first, so as not to run out of food. I just got No.1, so I have no food to eat. It's unreasonable."

How can you still be joking?

Lian Yan questioned him in her heart.

Shen Pingge withdrew his hand and said, "Go home and kiss again tonight, let's go, I'll take you to the cafeteria."

He couldn't help saying that he took Lian Yan and left the classroom. The golden dust and low-temperature clouds were left inside, and Lian Yan didn't resist anymore.

It is indeed a bit late to go to the cafeteria at this point. There are huge crowds inside, and the queue for cooking is very long. It is hot and restless, and the smell of food is everywhere. Pingge's clothes corner, shaking his head.

"Then go out and eat," Shen Pingge said lazily, with one hand in his pocket, "Anyway, the price is about the same."

He silently followed behind Shen Pingge - he was silent to begin with, Shen Pingge would not notice something was wrong, but his expression would never pretend. They went to a steak restaurant, and when the meal came, Shen Pingge Pinger asked him, "In a bad mood?"

This atmosphere and environment are very suitable for asking him questions, but he can't figure out his own emotions. There seems to be a layer of gauze between them, which is easy to pierce, easy to break, but the consequences after the break, Lian Yan really have no idea.

With his fingertips dipped in the tea, he wrote on the wooden table.

- I want to drink matcha.

"It's just because of this." Shen Pingge laughed, stretched out his hand to pat his hair, "What are you thinking? I want to buy it for you after school this afternoon. Well, it's just that I can't add ice, otherwise it will be so cold If you drink it, your stomach will hurt."

The beef steak rice was served soon. The soft white rice was served with roasted steak, and the brown sauce was poured on it. The soft-boiled egg broke when poked, and golden egg liquid flowed out. Lian Yan buried her head in eating, Use this monotonous action to cover up.

When he was about to finish eating, Shen Pingge suddenly said, "I may be away for about a month next month."

Lian Yan looked up at him in astonishment.so long.

"Participate in a Mathematics Olympiad competition, the competition time is longer, it is different from that composition competition, and the place to go is also far away," Shen Pingge poked open the soft-boiled egg with the tip of his chopsticks. He doesn't like to eat soft-boiled eggs, but I remembered that Lian Yan liked to eat, so I put it on Lian Yan's rice, "You eat it. Take good care of yourself this month, it seems that there is nothing to ask, so don't forget to eat, so as not to suffer from hypoglycemia again."

Lian Yan's heart skipped a beat again, the pain was severe.

"Why this look," Shen Pingge said with a smile, "It's not like I won't come back, I'll bring you some fun things there."

Today is November 27th.

Does November have 30 or 31 days?Lian Yan never remembers such things.Shen Pingge probably won't come back at the end of the year, and he won't be able to see Shen Pingge during the New Year's Eve, it's only been a month, but Lian Yan feels sad. .

- Don't you just need to participate in the finals, how did it take so long?

Shen Pingge was stunned for a moment, his face was as usual, he looked directly at Lian Yan, still smiling: "No, don't you all need to start from the preliminary round?"

Deceiving.

Shen Pingge probably thinks he is stupid, he can't even remember this.

Lian Yan suddenly thought, he seems to have been causing troubles and troubles to Shen Pingge all the time, there is happiness, it falls loosely on the sad sponge, flows into the pores, and just disappears.

He looked at the large expanse of sunlight outside the window, and his eyes hurt from the light. He dipped in white water again and wrote on the table.

Guang followed the wet traces, tried his best to dry his words, he wrote very slowly, his fingertips trembled, but he tried his best to write horizontally and vertically.

- What about letters of recommendation?

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thanks for reading.