i see your calling

Wei Ziping's incident was probably a turning point. Shen Pingge asked Lian Yan to hand over everything to him, so he really felt relieved to hand over all his burdens and worries, returning to a peaceful life, and he didn't have to worry about the sun. Lie or Feng Xueshuang, Shen Pingge will protect him.

He hoped that Shen Pingge would beat Wei Ziping up, but he didn't want to see Shen Pingge fight, the effect of force is mutual, as mentioned in the physics textbook, he didn't want Shen Pingge to feel pain.

What method did you use?Shen Pingge didn't tell him.

Lian Yan's heart was overflowing with curiosity, but she was helpless.

On Sunday, Shen Yiming made up for his birthday as scheduled, and he was still at the hot pot restaurant. The location was changed from the window to the second floor. Lian Yan blushed and said sorry to Shen Yiming. That's it."

There will be no next time.

Lian Yan thought that he would participate in Shen Pingge's birthday in the future, from 17 years old, 27 years old, 37 years old, until 97 years old, a person can't live to one hundred and seventy-seven.He wants to spend his birthday with Shen Pingge until the world doesn't want him.

How strange, he was clearly only fifteen, but he started to think about death, secretly measured the distance to death in his heart, and easily made a promise, a promise that only he knew—to give it to him for the rest of his life.

He bought another cake and didn't make another wish this time. This was Lian Yan's only small regret. He thought that if he made a wish today, Shen Pingge's wish might have a place for him, but he probably didn't have it yesterday.The cake was cut into pieces, and Shen Pingge wiped off the white cream and chocolate sauce for him as before, and handed it to him calmly.

"Xiaoyan doesn't eat butter?" Shen Yiming was still cooking mutton, "I thought you all like sweet things at your age."

"He doesn't eat sweets." Shen Pingge went to cut another piece, "It's easy to vomit if you eat too much."

Lian Yan was afraid to death, afraid that Shen Yiming would see the clues, he obviously wanted to laugh, but he could only bite his lip and bear it, when Shen Yiming drank water, he would quickly glance at Shen Pingge, and then look at the tree outside the window branches of a tree.

Shen Yiming went to the bathroom halfway, Lian Yan's tense nerves relaxed, Shen Pingge suddenly grabbed his hand, Lian Yan was startled, looked around in a panic, and heard Shen Pingge say: "So Afraid?"

Lian Yan said "um", and couldn't help but also grabbed Shen Pingge's hand.

"Don't be afraid," Shen Pingge sighed, "It was like this at the beginning, so what should we do in the future?"

Lian Yan shook her head sincerely.

"It's still the same few words, just follow me," Shen Pingge said with a smile, "I won't harm you."

Shen Pingge really doesn't shy away from such things. He restored the relationship with Lian Yan to the way it was before, but it was sweet and transparent. Calling him out loud, she just leaned against the back door and waited for Lian Yan to sense his gaze before greeting him with a smile.

Lian Yan couldn't be as calm as him, rushed out recklessly, the bench would make noise, Shen Pingge handed him the candy in his hand, wrapped in cellophane, "Here for you."

Candies are not uncommon, and Lian Yan always carries candy in his schoolbag to prevent dizziness caused by low blood sugar, but he feels the candy in his hand is hot, so he puts it carefully inside the schoolbag.Is it the feeling of falling in love when giving lump candies during recess?This made Lian Yan feel extremely happy.

Lian Yan also tried to take the initiative to find Shen Pingge, but he had nothing to give away, so he copied poetry collections and small notes, and the copied things were messy. He had written about Zhu Shenghao, Mu Xin, Gu Cheng, Haizi, and Shu Ting. , ran to the high school between classes, and stuffed it into Shen Pingge's palm.

Shen Pingge didn't hate him for giving these things, Lian Yan felt happy.

But he wanted more. When No. 13 delivered the note, he gestured to him in the empty corridor.

- Brother, can I kiss you?

He was also worried that Shen Pingge would dislike him because of his excessive demands, so he gestured again.

- It's okay without kissing.

He heard Shen Pingge sigh, his voice was very low, so as not to be heard by others whispering.

"We are in a relationship," Shen Pingge said, "right?"

Lian Yan said "um", her heart was beating.

"Kissing is allowed when you're in a relationship," Shen Pingge said, "You don't need to ask about that."

Lian Yan was not as brave as before. Before he had nothing, the worst was breaking up with him, but when he had everything, he began to be afraid of losing everything. Shen Pingge easily understood what he was thinking, and gently pinched his face, He quickly released his hand again.

"But it's not allowed in the corridor," Shen Pingge laughed, "You can kiss when you go home."

"Go back and study hard," he straightened Lian Yan's clothes, "don't think wildly."

How can I stop thinking about it?His head is his, but his thoughts don't listen to him. He thinks a lot about Shen Pingge's tone of voice, his lip shape, his earballs, and the tip of his nose. He wants to send Shen Pingge a message and tell him He has all these things, but when he opens the chat software, he can see Wei Ziping's chat box.

He didn't delete Wei Ziping, and Wei Ziping didn't delete him, but he didn't message him again either.Lian Yan would often think of the video that was like an invisible bomb, he was afraid to ask Wei Ziping, Wei Ziping would suddenly think of it, and then send the video, he is not alone now, he is still pulling Shen Pingge.

He skipped Wei Ziping's message and sent a message to Shen Pingge.

About a week later, the results of the composition competition came out. It was Saturday afternoon, and he was still taking a nap. Lian Yan’s nap was long, and he was tired from the sun. When he answered the phone, it was Ge Hong. Yes, the words over there were blurred in his ears. He listened to "Number One" and "Congratulations", but his mind was dull. After hanging up the phone, he slept under the hot quilt again, Dreaming while half asleep and half awake, he suddenly came to his senses, turned over and got out of bed, staggered, and ran to Shen Pingge's room without even putting on his slippers.

It's all instinct, he didn't even fully wake up, he didn't knock on the door, he pushed it away rudely, Shen Pingge was sitting at the desk writing something, listening to the movement, looking sideways at him, Lian Yan hugged him , too hard, the chair is in danger of tilting.

"What's wrong?" Shen Pingge's pen hadn't been put down yet, and there were messy marks on the paper, but the paper hadn't been broken yet, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Lian Yan didn't know why she was crying, it was obviously a happy thing, but he felt sore and swollen from the blockage in his heart, he needed a little pain to pierce the blockage like a needle, and the tears kept falling like this , he stained Shen Pingge's clothes.

The pen was placed on the table, and it made a crisp sound. He felt Shen Pingge hugging him, stroking his back, listening to his crying, Lian Yan was buried in his shoulder, sitting on his lap , Shen Pingge became his only source of strength.

After crying enough, he got up, went to wipe his face with a piece of paper, and heard Shen Pingge's voice with a smile: "It's over."

Lian Yan became ashamed, pointed at herself, and gave a thumbs up again. He felt that this gesture was a bit boastful, so he smiled through his tears and raised his index finger again.

"First?" Shen Pingge slowly stroked his side face, "Is there a composition competition?"

Lian Yan said "hmm".

"That's worth crying for," Shen Pingge said, "Do you want to cry for a while?" He said with a smile.

Lian Yan rubbed against his face, then turned her head to kiss his cheek, he couldn't speak, so he vented with movements, he felt that Shen Pingge understood him best in the world, he was like a woodpecker, pecking Looking at him, at that moment he loved Shen Pingge very much, he repeated in his heart, I love you, I love you.

At his age, it is easy to expand everything into love. He knows that all these are illusory and exaggerated, but he feels that he can't find a second way to express his feelings other than saying I love you all the time.

"You seem to like this very much," Shen Pingge didn't evade, looked into his eyes and asked him, "Why?"

Lian Yan doesn't know how to kiss, he just rubs against him sticky, touches him softly, he calls this kissing.Shen Pingge didn't correct him, and he rarely took the lead in kissing, and completely handed over the initiative in love to Lian Yan.

Lian Yan blushed and said nothing.

"Tomorrow Monday, you have to take care of yourself," Shen Pingge put one hand around his waist, and changed the subject to prevent Lian Yan from being too shy. I will go—if I can’t, I can skip the morning self-study, don’t worry, I’ll watch you from the audience.”

Lian Yan nodded.

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Lian Yan knew that she would probably attract attention, but she didn't expect so much attention.

No.1 caused a sensation, not only in the school, but also in the city. The newspaper even left a page to display Lian Yan's name. This experience was magical for him, although most people mentioned him When I was a child, the first sentence was "It's a little dumb".

Ge Hong rubbed his hair and said, "You are really great."

Pang Nian also felt strange, and kept asking him what he wrote.

It was the first time he received so many gazes, and he stood on the stage of the flag-raising ceremony again. It was almost December, and the wind hurt his face, and his ears were buzzing. Unbelievable, it was still a cloudy day, and the sky was so cold that it turned blue and gray, like a poor-quality white wedding dress.

The compliments were all similar, the principal read the speech slowly, Lian Yan felt that he didn't need to be praised, Shen Pingge had already praised him, but he still wanted to listen.The table is bigger than the ground, and Lian Yan thought of geography out of season, so it is colder here than the ground, the wind is stronger, his face is red and hot, and he is afraid of the crowd.

But in the middle of the flag-raising ceremony, Shen Pingge came to keep his promise-the flag-raising ceremony of the high school and the junior high school were separated, but he still came, at the iron gate of the playground, wearing a blue and white school uniform , the lip color is lighter than before, but the eyebrow and eye color are very dark, looking at him quietly.

Looking at him through the white gauze all over the sky.

Lian Yan suddenly settled down, looked at him from a distance, and called him "brother" in her heart.

The author says:

It's a holiday, maybe I can update more frequently.