middle of the road

Cheng Yang felt that something was going to tear him apart completely from below. The pain and anger made his eyes go black, the shame of giving and taking and the inexplicable madness suddenly made him no longer want to cooperate with him, and he didn't want to bear it anymore. Going down, not wanting to throw his lowly dignity on the ground and let him step on it, he grabbed a wooden soap box at hand and slammed it into Chi Yu's ear.

The irregular edge scratched Chi Yu's ear, and a bloody gash was pulled out immediately.

Chi Yu stopped, and almost at the same time, there was a knock on the door, "Brother?"

It was Cheng Le's voice.

The blood on Cheng Yang's face receded all at once. He took a deep breath and grabbed the edge of the washing machine.

"Are you inside?" Cheng Le knocked twice more and asked in a low voice.

"Yeah." Cheng Yang tightened his voice as much as possible, staring at the door, so as not to let him hear anything strange, he saw that the door was not locked.

"I heard voices..."

"It's okay, I accidentally knocked over something." He said, "Go to bed early."

Cheng Le stood at the door without moving, "Go!" Cheng Yang roared almost angrily.

The only thing he was thankful for at the moment was that they hadn't turned on the lights.

Cheng Le waited for a while, as if he was sure that he was really okay, and then left.

Cheng Yang backed away, jumped off the washing machine, pulled up his clothes, pushed Chi Yu aside, opened the door and went out.

Chi Yu didn't seem to feel Cheng Yang's extraordinary anger from his punch until this moment, and he followed out.

Cheng Yang stood in the living room, without any light, almost completely dark environment, but Chi Yu just saw his hands hanging by his side, trembling slightly.

"Is there any smoke?" Cheng Yang asked him, when he opened his mouth, there was a burst of gravel in his throat, and he was so hoarse that he could barely make out his voice.

Chi Yu took out the cigarette and lighter from his pocket and handed them to him.

Cheng Yang took it and put the cigarette in his mouth, but the hand holding the lighter couldn't light it anyway.

Chi Yu was about to go over and light it for him, when Cheng Yang suddenly took the cigarette out of his mouth and dropped it on the ground together with the lighter.

"Get out!" He pointed at the door, looking straight at Chi Yu with red eyes, "Get out!"

Chi Yu took a step back, reached the doorknob, turned to look at him again, opened the door and went out.

He took off his clothes and covered his ears. He touched the wound. It wasn't too big, but it was still bleeding. When he came out of Cheng Yang's house, he sat on the stairs outside for a while until the bleeding stopped. get up.

Walking downstairs, the phone rang, and Zhao Shuangqing sent him a message.

- don't you regret it!

Chi Yu took a look and put the phone back. At this point, he really can't regret it anymore.

After returning home, Chi Yu simply disinfected the wound with alcohol. Compared with the injury on the ear, the bruise caused by the punch in the abdomen seemed to have more presence, and he couldn't stand up because of the pain of breathing.

He put down his things and went in to take a shower. He took off his clothes and saw blood underneath. He thought it was on his hands, but his hands were clean. He rinsed them with water and found that there were no wounds.

That is Cheng Yang's.

Chi Yu always thought that he didn't use much strength, but he didn't expect to hurt him. No wonder he got so angry at the end.

The scalding hot water poured down from above, his body was a little red from the heat, the glass was covered with fog, and he couldn't see anything clearly when looking outside, Chi Yu leaned back against the wall, squatted down slowly, and covered it with his hands. Face, tears slipped out of the eyes without warning.

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The next day was Friday, Chi Yu didn't go to school, and slept at home all day. When he woke up, Huang Ming called him a few times and sent messages asking him why he didn't come to school, where did Cheng Yang go? When he was with him, he realized that he hadn't gone either.

Chi Yu went back to him and said that he had a fever and went to the hospital. Cheng Yang didn't know, but if he asked him to call his home after six o'clock, someone would definitely answer.

Huang Ming didn't call again afterward, so he probably got in touch.

Chi Yu didn't look for him again for the next two days.

I went to school on Monday and entered through the back door. Cheng Yang arrived earlier than him and was sleeping on the table as usual. Now their seat was changed to the fourth row. He didn't sit behind Chi Yu, but sat on the innermost side against the wall.

Chi Yu glanced at him, walked to his seat and sat down.

When Tang Xiaowei turned around, he was startled, "Hey, Ah Huang said that you have a fever, why is your face so swollen?"

Chi Yu didn't speak, picked up the papers that were distributed on Friday on the table and looked at them.

Tang Xiaowei looked at him, then glanced behind him again, "He had a fever, so you must have fallen."

"Ok?"

"Didn't you both ask for leave on Friday? I asked Ah Huang, and he said that you had a fever and Cheng Yang's leg was injured. I look at it now, why do you think it's the opposite?"

"..." Cheng Yang seemed to be the only reason for asking for leave for so many years. Chi Yu didn't look back to see if he really had a fever, and Cheng Yang probably didn't want to talk to him either.

In the afternoon physical education class boys 1000-meter test, free activities after running, Cheng Yang did not play, sat on the sidelines to watch them play, someone suggested to form a team to play the whole court, told him he did not come, Li Rujiang came late and did not catch up, just accompany He was sitting together on the big playground, Chi Yu occasionally glanced at the figures of the two sitting side by side out of the corner of his eye, and found that Cheng Yang never looked at him. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

And he felt that Cheng Yang obviously talked more when he was with them than when he was with him, so he hates him so much?

Not only Tang Xiaowei and the others, but even Fu Jin ran over and asked him if he and Cheng Yang had a conflict, and why they hadn't seen them eating together for several days, and they didn't usually go together. The entire air pressure around the island was low, and he thought that Cheng Yang, like him, was angered by that depression. After a while, Chi Yu calmed down, and the relationship would be normal.

Then after a while, two full months passed, from autumn to winter, and there was still no hope of breaking the ice.

In the past two months, the two of them haven't spoken a word, and they haven't even made the simplest eye contact. Every day when school is over, there is no one who Cheng Yang runs quickly.

He came quite early in the morning, and slept on his stomach as soon as he came over. Chi Yu saw that he didn't eat at noon a few times, and it seemed that he was just trying to save that little time for sleeping.

The junior high school students end at ten o’clock every night, and it’s only 10:30 when they get home. Including homework and the like, he can be in bed at twelve o’clock at the latest. Compared with before, Cheng Yang’s state during this time It's a bit abnormal, even at the hotel back then, I never saw him so tired as he is now.

The tired person lost weight, his eye sockets were sunken, and his face was always pale like sick. Standing there still, he felt like he might fall down at any time.

That day, he was called to talk by the Chinese teacher, and when he came back just after class, Cheng Yang leaned against the window and blew for a while. When he sat down, Chi Yu saw that his lips were a little pale, and a fine layer of sweat appeared on his forehead.

In this kind of seventy-eight degree weather, it seems that he didn't wear much, and he was sweating after going back and forth from the office?Chi Yu looked at it and felt that something was wrong, but after reacting, he realized that he had hypoglycemia.

He went to the commissary to buy a bag of chocolates and put them on his desk, afraid to write on them, for fear that Cheng Yang would recognize them immediately, but Cheng Yang would definitely not eat them, so he had to give the chocolates to Li Rujiang and let him Helped him, although Li Rujiang expressed some incomprehension about the strange relationship between the two of them during this time, but he still gave it. Chi Yu was not relieved until he watched Cheng Yang eat it.

Chi Yu wanted to see his living conditions during this time, so before the evening self-study was over, he found someone to cover and ran out, went to the junior high school student's house and waited downstairs, and did not see Cheng Yang until eleven o'clock Shadow, this road is the only way he must go home, and it is impossible to go anywhere else.

He thought it was due to special circumstances such as asking for leave, but after waiting for three days without waiting for anyone, he ran up and knocked on the door, and the friend of Zhao Shuangqing whom he had met before told him that Cheng Yang didn't do anything with her. Resigned half a month ago.