middle of the road

Chi Yu asked Huang Ming for leave that night, saying that he had to go back to deal with some matters at home. Huang Ming simply asked a few words and let him go. Coming out of the quiet campus, Chi Yu found that he had asked for a lot of leave during this time , almost catching up with him in the fourteenth middle school.

He went to Cheng Yang's house to look for him. This time was before, when Cheng Yang had just picked up Cheng Ying and Cheng Le and came back, but when he got there, he was gone. He asked Cheng Le where his brother was. Le only said that he went out, but he didn't know where he was going.

"Have you eaten yet?" Chi Yu asked.

Cheng Ying shook her head, Cheng Le looked at him and said, "I'll do it now, Brother Chi Yu, have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet." He took a while to ask Huang Ming for leave, "What about your brother, did you leave after eating?"

"He went there to eat." Cheng Le said.

Chi Yu didn't know which side he was referring to. It sounded like a place that still cares about dinner, but with Cheng Yang's style of deceiving them at any time, it's hard to say whether this place has this meal, maybe he Just buy some on the side of the road and even deal with it.

Chi Yu looked at the time, it was past six o'clock, he went to look in the refrigerator, and found that there were not many things to eat, and there were a few scattered items, he sighed, when he straightened up, his heart seemed to be blocked by something, and there was a kind of saying The feeling of not coming out.

"Don't do it, go out and eat." He said.

He took them downstairs and asked what they wanted to eat. There happened to be a McDonald's in front of them. Cheng Ying said that he wanted to eat McDonald's, and Chi Yu bought them a children's meal.

After eating back, Chi Yu sat in the living room and accompanied them to do their homework. He checked and signed after finishing, and then watched TV together for a while. After nine o'clock, the two of them washed up and went to bed, and he sat alone. Outside, do the papers left over from the evening self-study.

Cheng Yang didn't come back until eleven o'clock.

After finishing what he could do, Chi Yu went to stand outside on the balcony for a while. It was already a little cold at night this season. After standing there for not long, it was a little cold inside and outside. He went in and wanted to call Cheng Yang. Looking up, he found that his mobile phone was placed on top of the TV cabinet.

He suddenly felt uncomfortable. He walked back and forth in the dark living room twice, but he couldn't get rid of the discomfort. He forced himself to sit down, feeling a little cold, and went to Cheng Yang's room to find a thicker one. He put his coat on himself, and then went back to sit dryly. After sitting for an unknown period of time, he fell asleep with his pillow on the sleeve of the coat in a daze.

He was awakened by the sound of the key opening the door. He opened his eyes nervously and looked towards the door. He was relieved when he saw Cheng Yang. He stood up and glanced at the clock on the wall.

two o'clock.

"You're back." Chi Yu looked at him, "Where did you go?"

Realizing now, he seems to be struggling with his whereabouts.

Cheng Yang's hand holding the key paused slightly when he saw him. Besides, he was not as shocked as he should be when he suddenly saw a big living person in his home in the middle of the night. He took off the key, turned around and closed it gently. door, did not speak, and did not look at Chi Yu again.

Chi Yu coughed, not knowing what to say, it was impossible to question him like before, "...Have you eaten yet?"

Cheng Yang changed his shoes, threw the key on the shoe cabinet, and nodded.

"Where did you eat?"

"In the shop."

Seeing his reaction, Chi Yu hurriedly asked again, "What store? Have you changed jobs?"

This time Cheng Yang ignored him, went to Cheng Ying and Cheng Le's room to have a look, after reading it, he went to his bedroom, took two steps, then went back to open the refrigerator, took out some green beans and carrots, "I'm a little hungry Come on, fried rice, do you want to eat it?"

This question finally made Chi Yu heave a sigh of relief, he didn't know before that he was so afraid that he would ignore him.

"The rice is too hard. It's not good for your stomach to eat at night." He said, "Do you have noodles here? I'll make you a bowl of noodles."

Cheng Yang came out with a bowl of leftovers and went into the kitchen. Chi Yu watched him deftly pour oil on the fire, and smashed an egg.

He stood at the door and watched for a while. There was obviously nothing unusual, but for some reason he felt a little sore in his heart. He walked in, hugged his waist from behind, reached out to turn off the fire, and gently rubbed the tip of his nose against the back of his neck. Ceng, "I'm sorry." Chi Yu whispered.

Cheng Yang stopped holding the chopsticks and looked ahead without moving.

"Is your anger gone?" Chi Yu buried her face on one of his shoulders, and said aggrievedly, "You ignored me for two months."

Cheng Yang still didn't respond after speaking, his arms tightened, "I... miss you a lot."

"What are you thinking?" Cheng Yang tilted his head slightly, "Do you want to have sex with me?"

"I don't think about it now." Chi Yu said, "I didn't think about it when I told you I was sorry."

"Really?" Cheng Yang broke away from him, turned around and scooped a spoonful of salt into the egg from the jar by the stove, re-ignited the fire, poured in the oil when it was hot, then put green beans and carrots, and finally rice.

Chi Yu didn't know if he believed it, so he stood by and watched for a while, then took the spatula from his hand, "I'll come, you go out and sit."

He held half of Cheng Yang's hand, but did not let go. He stared into the pot for a while, and suddenly asked, "Have you ever thought about what we are like now?"

Chi Yu looked at him, this time it was his turn not to speak.

Cheng Yang's question stopped him, yes, what are they doing now?

friend?A true friend wouldn't do something like that between them, not even if he and Fu Jin had an affair.

That's not a friend, buddy with benefits?

Friends in Pao also insist on your love and my willingness. Now not only Cheng Yang is unwilling, but he also doesn't want to classify them into the same relationship as he and Qu Jingya.

Pay off debts?Although Cheng Yang kept saying to pay it back and took the money very seriously, Chi Yu never wanted him to pay it back, and he didn't even think it was a loan.

Because not only can he give him, he can give him more.It sounds a bit like nurturing, but he knew Cheng Yang didn't want it.

What does he want?He didn't want anything, before the relationship became like this, Chi Yu didn't even ask him if he would like to be friends with him, everything has come to this point so unexpectedly.

He said he missed him, but he really missed him a little bit. He was not used to the sudden change from being intimate to being relatively silent for such a long time.

"What do you think?" he asked back.

"I'm asking you." Cheng Yang said.

"I..." Chi Yu thought for a while, and then said, "I don't know, I haven't thought about it too much, what do you hope for?"

Cheng Yang didn't speak, the answer was within his expectations, maybe Chi Yu just expressed his more naked intentions in a different way, a sentence can sum up a lot, including the rhetorical question that he couldn't answer either.

Similarly, saying "I don't know" can also solve a lot of unnecessary troubles for them, he let go of his hand, stepped back a little, looked at Chi Yu, "I hope, if you just want to have & love, I can agree With you, but not like that night."

Can let go but not without bottom line, Chi Yu can understand his request, even if he doesn't mention it, he probably won't have a next time.

But Cheng Yang said it so bluntly in front of him. To be honest, he felt a little uncomfortable. He didn't know exactly where the discomfort was. It was like someone making a request to you. Even if there are reasons, it just sounds unpleasant. .

"Okay." As if struggling, he replied bluntly.

Cheng Yang threw the pot to him, turned around and went out, Chi Yu saw him walking to the bathroom with his clothes, he turned down the fire, went to the refrigerator and got another egg, scrambled it and poured it in, that's all. Who is it for? @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

Chi Yu held his breath and turned back to make himself hungry, so he added some ingredients and fried another bowl. He bought some fruit when he came up, and he went to cut an orange for Cheng Yang. After cutting, he took a look. , I suddenly felt that I was a little childish that made people laugh.

When I came here, I didn't want to apologize, I just wanted to see how he was doing, and now that I've said it all, why did I get into a fight with him again?

Is it because he has a bad temper, or does Cheng Yang just have a way to make him angry?He touched the dimple on his forehead, shook his head and sat down.

Cheng Yang came out of the shower, his hair was half dry, and he sat at the table with his legs open. He looked really hungry, and he ate quickly, feeling like he swallowed it without chewing. Chi Yu took his own bowl Set aside some of the rice in the bag and give it to him, "Eat slowly, no one will grab you."

After half a bowl of rice went down, Cheng Yang got up and poured a glass of water for him and Chi Yu.

"Why don't you go to the tutor?" Chi Yu saw him like this, and gave him two more eggs, "Did something happen?"

"Low money." Cheng Yang said.

"..." If he hadn't repeatedly confirmed with Cheng Le that it wasn't Boss Zhang, he might not have such a good temper today and wait here. Boss Zhang's matter is a real minefield in his heart. Once you catch it, no one will think about it.

But when it comes to money, it’s only 200 yuan less than Boss Zhang’s, but it’s much easier, and it’s closer to home. It’s the best choice when money is not so tight and you’re a senior in high school. Chi Yu didn’t expect him to suddenly Reasons to give up, "So what are you doing now?"

"Restaurant." Cheng Yang didn't look up, "After finishing, go to the bar across the street."

"Are you so short of money now?" Chi Yu frowned, a little unbelievable that he had to work two jobs, and he still worked until the early hours of the morning.

Cheng Yang didn't say a word, he cleaned up the last bit of rice in the bowl, and put down his chopsticks.

Chi Yu stood up suddenly, walked to his room, took out the accounting book from his drawer and looked through it.

He wants to see, what kind of expenses does he have to torment himself like this at this time? !

Cheng Yang took two steps over, turned on the light in the room for him, and leaned against the door, "I've never been short of money."

"But there is always a limit." Chi Yu threw the notebook on the table, "Cheng Yang, I really don't know what you are thinking, you don't want to ask me, you want to make money yourself, yes, I promise you, but not now Usually, do you know that you are in the third year of high school? You will graduate in less than a year. If you have brains, even if Cheng Ying and Cheng Le drop out of school this year, you will have to graduate first. This is the right thing to do The most responsible consideration for you in the future, instead of just staring at the small profits in front of you like now, and then waiting for that little luck."

"What luck?" Cheng Yang waited for him to finish, and asked calmly, "Do you know where I want to take the exam?"

"Local, you've said it before."

"Think I can't pass the exam?"

Taking Cheng Yang’s grades at the end of last semester with a little effort, indeed, the best local university may not be difficult in his opinion. When the time comes, you can go to a major you want to go to, and you will soon be able to do so after you come out. To be able to find a job with a good starting salary, that's how he planned it. In fact, he also has the ability to achieve it, but...

Chi Yu looked at him, and his heart, which had been tightly closed all this time, opened a slit unexpectedly, "You...haven't thought about passing the exam?"

Cheng Yang's expression froze for a moment, Chi Yu was suddenly a little scared, afraid that he would ask him where he went out, he didn't know how he would answer if he asked, but fortunately he didn't, Cheng Yang shook his head, things seemed There is no room for negotiation.

Chi Yu came over to hug him, put his chin on his shoulder, and kissed the short stubble on his neck. He might have guessed why Cheng Yang suddenly became more profitable than before after their relationship became cold. Perhaps they all knew how much he was depressed about being owed him, but no one said anything out of the tacit understanding.

Are you really in such a hurry to get rid of him?

Chi Yu tried his best not to think about that, he hugged him tightly, and whispered in his ear: "But I don't want to see you working so hard, it will make me feel very useless, I am obviously capable of helping you."

"Then what do you want?" Cheng Yang asked.

"Don't go?" Chi Yu said, "Or I'll find you another job that's easier, so you have time to study."

Cheng Yang still shook his head, "I don't need to review."

"But I need you." Chi Yu softened his voice, even with a pleading tone, "Stay with me more."

Chi Yu has too many sides, gentle, violent, forceful, gloomy... But none of them is like this, with a bit of coquettish pleading, the first time Cheng Yang heard him speak like this, he suddenly felt a little bit Sour, followed by a little tingling.

He didn't know which sentence he said was true, he would have believed it before, but after Chi Yu told him clearly that he only liked his body, and showed this "like" to the fullest that night, he So he decided not to speculate on his real thoughts anymore. He didn't know when he would have an expected answer, but up to now it seems that there is nothing more than nothing.

"Huh?" Seeing that he didn't speak, Chi Yu gave a reminder in dissatisfaction.

"I can quit my job." Cheng Yang took a step back after all, "I don't need to talk about anything else."

Chi Yu raised the corners of his mouth as if he had succeeded, and kissed him hard on the lips, "Then tell me what time it is, and I'll pick you up."