middle of the road

Zhao Shuangqing called him several times, but Chi Yu didn't answer, he knew what she was going to tell him.

Except for hesitating in front of her last time and saying that he would think carefully about it, the decision he made later was not discussed with Zhao Shuangqing. She had strongly opposed him helping Chi Haidong, so there is no need to guess this call, everyone knows it is Xingshi Asked about guilt.

Chi Yu didn't want to explain the reason to her, and he didn't want to hear her question him. He especially didn't like being accused of not being able to judge himself when he was forced to make a decision.

Chi Haidong is guilty, but the crime does not amount to death. It is hard to say that Zhao Shuangqing's one-size-fits-all approach is not mixed with her own selfish desire to get out of this mess, so since this is the case, he decided to do it according to his own ideas. The same is understandable.

Zhao Shuangqing must have been angry these two days. According to her temper, it is impossible to listen to what she says. Chi Yu wants to wait for a while until she calms down and talk to her again. The company can stay in the long run. See, at least it won't do them any harm.

At the end of class this afternoon, he and Cheng Yang went out of the school together. They saw Zhao Shuangqing's car across the road. Chi Yu froze. Cheng Yang glanced at him and followed his gaze. At that moment, Yu's face was very ugly.

Cheng Yang: "What's wrong?"

Chi Yu: "Nothing."

Chi Yu took two steps back, to a place where there were relatively more people, without looking at him, "Go back first."

Saying that he re-entered the school gate, Cheng Yang stepped into the car, looked back at him again, turned and left.

Chi Yu didn't expect that Zhao Shuangqing would come to his school directly. If the phone calls she made before might be due to other things, then this time, Chi Yu can almost conclude that there was a conversation with her about his should Quarrels that shouldn't be done that way are already inevitable.He doesn't want to quarrel now, if possible, he still hopes to have a good talk with her in a calm and matter-of-fact manner.

After dinner, he settled it in the cafeteria. When he met Fu Jin, he made a table together. After eating, he made an appointment with him to go back after school. He sent a message to Zhao Shuangqing, saying that he had time to visit her this weekend. After the evening self-study ended, Zhao Shuangqing didn't reply to him.

Tang Xiaowei and the others went in and out with him for countless times without discovering the door. After Fu Jin walked in, he saw that the car waiting at the door was here to pick him up. "Your father sent it?"

Chi Yu glanced there, and didn't intend to pay attention to it. He turned the car and signaled Fu Jin to go straight away.

"I really care about you. I know you are in the third year of high school, and the treatment is different." Fu Jin said with a smile.

"It doesn't matter whether you are a senior or not." Chi Yu said.

"What does that have to do with it?" Fu Jin asked, "Didn't you be allowed to ride a bicycle by yourself before?"

Chi Yu didn't care that he dug a hole for himself, he coughed, "Who knows what it's related to."

Just as the two of them were about to leave, a light flickered in the distance. A car stopped in front of them. Zhao Shuangqing opened the door angrily, and then walked towards him. It was too late for Chi Yu to hide. wait until now.

When Fu Jin saw someone approaching, he was about to say, isn't this your aunt, but when he saw Zhao Shuangqing's expression was wrong, he immediately swallowed the words back.

He touched Chi Yu, and Chi Yu got out of the car, looked ahead and said nothing.

Zhao Shuangqing walked up to him, took out a piece of paper from her bag and threw it on his face, "Did you sign this thing?!"

Chi Yu knew what it was without looking. Although it was a copy, his name was written in black and white on it. He caught it with his hand, looked down, and did not refute, "Yes."

"Yes?" Zhao Shuangqing slapped him when he heard that he actually admitted it, "Chi Yu, what do you mean?! Did you sign this kind of thing to protest with me?!"

Zhao Shuangqing didn't have much strength, but this slap was quite forceful, and a crisp sound could be heard in the noise around her.

Fu Jin was stunned by the rushing slap, and it took him a long time to react. He hurriedly threw himself out of the car, came over and pulled Zhao Shuangqing, and stood in front of Chi Yu, "Auntie, please calm down first. If you have something to say, don't do anything." .”

"Ask him what he did first, and then ask me if I should talk to him properly!" Zhao Shuangqing broke away from him, still glaring at Chi Yu, "You told me the other day that you would think about it, and this is the result of your consideration." ?! You really want to make things difficult for me, don’t you?!”

As soon as Zhao Shuangqing finished speaking, someone rushed over and pulled Chi Yu and Fu Jin back a little, "Miss Zhao, if you have something to say, please tell me, Xiaoyu is still a child, how can you fight him."

When Zhao Shuangqing saw that it was Li Lin, her heart dropped halfway. She looked at Chi Yu and sneered, "Stay with them and deal with me? Now I'm an outsider?"

"Miss Zhao, this is not the place to talk, why don't we go to the car to talk." Li Lin looked around, and many students passing by had already looked this way.

"That's right, let's go to another place, there are too many people here." Fu Jin knew that Chi Yu wanted to save face, and family affairs had always been his quarrel, so he would definitely not be able to bear the trouble at the school gate, so he followed suit A word of persuasion, although I don't know what Chi Yu did to make Zhao Shuangqing so angry, but it is always a private matter, no one wants to expose their privacy to outsiders, especially him.

"Where to change?" Zhao Shuangqing didn't agree with them at all, and sneered, "Now you know how to discuss it with me?! You know it's saving face, so why didn't you think about it when you signed the contract, why didn't you feel ashamed at all! "

"Why should I feel ashamed?" After being silent for so long, Chi Yu finally spoke, his voice was a little hoarse, and he could hear trembling because of being too depressed, "I neither stole nor robbed, my own power What's wrong with me giving someone else?"

"Xiaoyu, please don't say a few words." Li Lin pulled him, "Look, there are so many of us, and the student road is blocked here. My car is there. Let's go there first. How about finding a coffee?" The restaurant is also fine, let's sit down and talk."

"I don't want to go with you, and I don't go to any cafes. I just want to be here today, in front of his classmates, and let him explain everything to me!" Zhao Shuangqing pushed Li Lin away, and pointed at Chi Yu. , "Your power? You forgot where your power came from. If your mother wanted to give it to Chi Haidong, why didn't she just give it to Chi Haidong and leave it to you first, can you have some brains?!"

Chi Yu took a deep breath. Zhao Shuangqing questioned him like this in front of everyone, which made him feel more embarrassed than the slap on his face. He pushes away and points Fu Jin, "You go back first."

"You..." Fu Jin looked back at him, Chi Yu's face turned blue and red, it was extremely ugly.

"go!"

He didn't want people to see him, Fu Jin knew him well, and it would only make him more sad if he insisted on being with him at this time, he glanced at Li Lin, Li Lin closed his eyes to signal him to rest assured, he patted Chi Yu on the shoulder, "Then... I'm leaving first. Call me if you have anything to do."

Fu Jin looked back and took another look, then turned around, and drove away a few people who were watching the excitement.

"Then do you know what she thought back then?" Chi Yu looked up at her, "Did you hear her say that?"

"I don't know what she thought back then, and I don't need to hear it! I only look at the facts, and you don't want to clear Chi Haidong's name!" Zhao Shuangqing said, "Now I'll give you a chance. Go over and sign it. Take it back, and I can pretend nothing happened!"

"Then give me a reason to take it back, if it's the one you said before." Chi Yu shook his head, "Impossible."

"Ask me for a reason?" Zhao Shuangqing suddenly wanted to cry, "You are actually asking me for a reason now, aren't the things he did by Chi Haidong enough to be a reason for you to hate him? What are you doing here, are you helping him?"

"I don't have to help him." Chi Yu lowered his voice, "Unless one day you really get evidence of his cheating."

Emotionally, he is undoubtedly on Zhao Shuangqing's side, but it doesn't mean that he will support her decision without a bottom line.

"Chi Yu, are you out of your mind?!" Zhao Shuangqing raised her voice and pulled his clothes tremblingly, "He killed your mother and your sister, and all your grandparents died because of him, forget about it!"

"Chairman Chi is not that kind of person. Ms. Zhao needs evidence for her speech." Li Lin said: "Otherwise, you are slandering."

"Shut up!" Zhao Shuangqing glared at him angrily, "When will it be your turn to intervene in our housework? You know how much he has done to your heart!"

"Enough!" Chi Yu suddenly roared, "Shut up, all of you!"

"Chi Yu, you can't be so heartless!" Zhao Shuangqing's face was full of anger just now, but after being yelled at by him, she looked at it with unspeakable sadness, "Your grandpa and grandpa are so kind to you, your mother You were born and raised to such an age, and you have suffered so much, but now you are facing that bastard, do you feel sorry for them by doing this, do you want them to die in peace?!"

"What evidence do you want? So many people died in front of you is the evidence. He Chi Haidong dared to act and dared to let you stand up for him. He is not a human being. What do you want to do with him? You don't even want face? !"

"I forgot. Your surname is Chi, not Zhao. You are from their family. You should speak to him. I am the outsider!"

"..."

There was a sharp scream that was suppressed shallowly in Chi Yu's throat, with dense thorns, hooking his flesh like this, every inch of breath was bloody, as if it would blurt out in a second.

He wanted to yell, to vent, to let Zhao Shuangqing disappear with her questioning like a whip, but facing the probing and curious eyes who looked around from time to time, he could only forcefully express these bloody things. His voice was swallowed.

why?

Why must he be the one going through all this?

Why should the person he loves die because of his dearest person?

Why is his decision no matter what is wrong, yet he has to choose?

He also wanted to ask why, Zhao Shuangying, and Chi Haidong, the reason for all this, but no one answered him.

In the past few years after the incident, he packed up the emotions that were on the verge of eruption time and time again, and put them back safely, as if there was a vacuum compression bag there, and he could throw everything into it, and he would never have to worry about pretending. full day.

He will not feel depressed or collapsed, he will calmly face everything that is happening in front of him.

So no one has ever asked him, whether he can bear it or not, whether he can still tell the direction in the endless disputes, sometimes when he calms down alone, he will complain about Zhao Shuangying's selfishness, and she's done. She disappeared from this world, and let the people left behind bear the unresolved pain for her. He is, Zhao Shuangqing is, and Chi Haidong is too. Why?

What else Zhao Shuangqing said later, he didn't listen, just ran out of her hysterical cries, Li Lin blocked her for him, no matter how many times she scolded him to stop, as long as he didn't look back, those words It didn't work for him, he stepped on the bike, and rode forward quickly, as if this would leave behind Zhao Shuangqing's curses on him that were filling his mind.

There was a raging fire in his heart, and every time the sparks burst out, he almost lost his mind. He hated everything that happened in front of him. He even thought of death like Zhao Shuangying, but he didn't dare. He didn't have the guts to end it.

So he deserved to linger on like this.

There was no light around the low houses. Chi Yu rode all the way, and the seemingly endless darkness that hit his face fermented the pain in his heart. Every step he took made him breathless, and he squeezed the brakes tightly with both hands. brace yourself.

He threw the car downstairs at Cheng Yang's house, and it fell there together with his broken car. He rushed upstairs and slammed on the door twice.

Cheng Yang came over to turn it on, the lights were not turned on in the room, he was wearing pajamas, Chi Yu rushed in and hugged him without saying a word.

"Why..." Before Cheng Yang could say a word, Chi Yu's icy lips bumped against him, and he couldn't help but press his head, rolling around with a bit of fanaticism and biting force.

Cheng Yang pushed him, and found that he didn't know how much strength he was using to strangle him. He even felt suffocated for a moment. He frowned, and took a step back while struggling. Chi Yu quickly chased him, his body He bumped into the chair behind him and fell to the ground, making a loud noise in the darkness.

Chi Yu tore his clothes and grabbed his waist, Cheng Yang pushed him hard in pain, Chi Yu moved a little away, but quickly stuck up again, and went straight to pull his pants, Cheng Yang Yang was wearing pajama pants, most of which were loose and loose by him.

After realizing that he wasn't joking, Cheng Yang's hands also started to tighten. He remembered that he said before that he could have sex with him, but it must not be in his house. For those shameful things, this place will always be a place Forbidden place.

He tilted his head, grabbed Chi Yu's neck with one hand, pushed him back to the door fiercely, and looked at him fiercely, "Did you take the wrong medicine?"

Chi Yu only glanced at him with red eyes, and after taking two deep breaths, he grabbed his collar and pulled him violently into the bathroom.

And Cheng Yang's most direct reaction to Chi Yu's rudeness was to give him a hard punch on half of his cheek with a red mark.