Peek into the light

It has been almost quiet for nearly half a century, maybe not that long, but the waiting is very exhausting. Xie Shiye's heart is hanging in the air, tightened by silk threads, and gradually shrinks with each heartbeat.

Fu Xu finally spoke, after hearing this confession.In fact, he didn't even need to speak, Xie Shiye could tell.Because Fu Xu's face showed strong guilt and discomfort uncontrollably, he said, "I'm sorry, I don't know."

The last thing Xie Shiye wanted to see was Fu Xu's guilt, apologizing to him.Fu Xu didn't feel sorry for him, he just didn't like him.

Just like liking someone, you don't need to apologize, and being liked, you don't need to apologize.

Fu Xu looked at the rubber band in his hand. He never knew the meaning of this place, nor did he think that someone would keep his things for nine years.

Heavy, scorching hot, it's almost impossible to hold this small thing that is usually inconspicuous.

Just like Xie Shiye's love, he has never discovered it.Fu Xu even had difficulty breathing, he knew that he should refuse, it has always been like this, just like what Xie Shiye said, how would he treat those friends who confessed to him.

It will be alienated and become strange, and it will no longer be close before.It is good for both of them to cut the mess quickly and not give any chance.Relying on the fact that the other party likes you, flirting unscrupulously is the worst thing to do.

But he couldn't say it, his heart felt uncomfortable, his mind was agitated, and uncontrollable worries and protection desires permeated the air.

Yes, Fu Xu discovered early in the morning that he had a desire to protect Xie Shiye, probably when he saw Xie Shiye enter the play in such a fierce way, he was angry and felt distressed at the same time.

In other words, this desire to protect has existed since earlier.

Maybe it's because of cherishing talents, maybe it's the friendship of the subordinates back then, many reasons are mixed together, and I can't figure it out for a long time.

It's just that this doesn't prove anything, he doesn't want to start a relationship again, it won't do him and Xie Shiye any good.Relying on his own will to make a decision hastily, he has already tasted the bitter fruit.

When Fu Xu was thinking about what to do, Xie Shiye suddenly stretched out his hands and took Fu Xu's right hand holding the rubber band.

He raised his eyes and saw Xie Shiye's eyes full of love, no longer trying to hide it. He looked at him so tenderly, even in a comforting tone: "It's not your fault that I like you, and you shouldn't It's your right to feel bad for rejecting me."

Xie Shiye really thought so. He felt how hard Fu Xu was clenching his fist, and the veins on the back of his hand were exposed. His confession made Fu Xu uncomfortable.

Under his palms, Fu Xu's hands were trembling, feeling slightly cold, like a child who was at a loss for what to do. He was obviously a gentle and mature man, but he would be thrown into chaos by his words.

This almost made Xie Shiye laugh untimely, which comforted his lost and sad mood very well.

It also made him feel much better. It would be sad if Fu Xu was indifferent, or even calmly understood the matter, and then rejected him.

He was indeed a bad person, seeing that Fu Xu would have a headache because of this matter, and it was difficult to make a choice, he even felt that he didn't regret it, because Fu Xu's current expression and distress were because of his appearance.

This scene was much gentler than he had imagined, after all, the results he had envisioned before were all tragic.

He patted Fu Xu's hand reassuringly: "Relax, it's not a big deal."

Looking at his smiling face, Fu Xu seemed to be unable to understand: "Why is it not a big deal..." Besides, isn't Xie Shiye uncomfortable? He didn't dare to ask this question, because they all knew the answer.

Xie Shiye shrugged his shoulders, and said in a joking tone with his friends for many years: "Otherwise I will force you to be with me, or I will force you to kiss you, just like in TV dramas, let's see if you will Will you be tempted by me?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt that Fu Xu's body froze, and he hurriedly said: "Don't worry, I'm just joking, I haven't reached this level yet."

Fu Xu pursed his lips and remained silent, he couldn't laugh.

Xie Shiye looked at Fu Xu's hand: "If you can't kiss, can you hold hands?"

Although he is very happy that Fu Xu has had many close actions between seniors and brothers in the play, but he has never held hands.He was really curious about how it felt to hold Fu Xu's hand.

This is a simple wish that has been cherished for many years, just like an ordinary couple, holding each other together.Maybe we can get Fu Xu to agree while he is still under attack and soft-hearted?

Fu Xu didn't answer, Xie Shiye's smile gradually faded, thinking to himself, it's really not good...

He pulled his hands back, but in mid-air, he was held.

Xie Shiye opened his eyes slightly, watching Fu Xu hold his right hand with his left hand, and then exerted a little force to change the direction, as he thought, holding hands like a couple.

He obviously didn't want to cry, but at this moment he felt the warmth in his eyes unstoppable.

At such a time, this person... is still so good.

Fu Xu held him, silent and gentle, pressing his cool fingertips on the back of his hand, like a kind of silent comfort, Xie Shiye received it.

He blinked slowly, a tear fell down, and the back of Fu Xu's hand trembled slightly.

Xie Shiye said: "Thank you." Liking Fu Xu is indeed the most beautiful thing.

Even the end is like a gentle dream.

The dressing room was pushed away, and it was Tu Yan who came in first. She was stunned when she saw them holding hands, and subconsciously closed the door with her backhand, blocking Ah Xing from the outside.

Ah Xing almost bumped into the door and slammed it inexplicably: "I haven't gone in yet!"

Xie Shiye looked at Tu Yan, his eyelids were still red, and his eyes were moist.He wanted to take his hand back naturally, but failed, because Fu Xu held it very hard and didn't let go of him immediately.

When Xie Shiye looked over, he found that Fu Xu frowned tightly and his eyes were focused. Xie Shiye was slightly stunned, but the heat in his hands dissipated at this moment, and Fu Xu let go of him.

Xie Shiye breathed a sigh of relief, and said to Tu Yan: "We are playing against each other, you can let Ah Xing in."

After speaking, he got up and returned to his seat naturally, as if he didn't look like a person who just confessed to his crush of ten years.

Even Xie Shiye himself was surprised by his current state. Although he would still be too sad to get what he wanted, but because he told a secret hidden in his heart, he relaxed a lot.

It's probably a bit broken, let's ignore it, he smiled self-deprecatingly.

Xie Shiye dealt with makeup, preparation on set, and filming in an orderly manner.His current mood suits Bai Changan's state.Bai Changan was reconciling with his wife Jin Lan, and he was going to see Bai Qifeng forever.

Heart ashes, but that's all.

Because he could understand Bai Changan's psychological state, he performed well, Zhong Changming even smiled at him, and praised him rarely.

Compared with his state, Fu Xu rarely appeared NG several times, and everyone in the crew was surprised.

When Xie Shiye took a break to touch up his makeup, he couldn't help but go to see Fu Xu.In fact, he didn't find a state where he could get along with Fu Xu.It seems impossible to be like strangers. They are all on the same crew. It is best not to mix personal emotions with business affairs.

Fu Xu stood beside Zhong Changming, with his face downcast, he couldn't see his expression clearly, but his aura was depressed.

Is it because of him that he can't act well?Xie Shiye bit his lower lip subconsciously, causing Ah Xing to yell, "I'm the only one with good lip makeup."

Xie Shiye said sorry, and Ah Xing followed him to look at Fu Xu, and whispered: "There is something wrong with Mr. Fu, I have never seen him like this before."

Yeah, never really.

After Zhong Changming had finished training Fu Xu, he sent him to reflect and shoot other scenes first.Director Zhong has always been strict, even if it is his beloved apprentice, if he behaves badly, he can still be scolded.

When Xie Shiye was told by Zhong Changming, he still felt that he could understand Director Zhong's painstaking efforts.

But watching Fu Xu being scolded by Zhong Changming, he was very depressed.It's just that at this time, it's not his turn to comfort Fu Xu as the chief culprit.

Isn't it him who made Fu Xu behave abnormally?

After thinking about it, Xie Shiye looked around the crew, and when Ah Xing finished his makeup, Xie Shiye walked towards Wen Yao and Liu Yinian.

Wen Yao was watching a video with Liu Yinian, laughing all over the place, very unladylike.Liu Yinian sat beside her and looked at her, and also laughed, but it was obvious that he was not laughing at the video, but was looking at the girl beside him.

Xie Shiye paused slightly, thoughtful.When he was still a few steps away from them, Wen Yao saw him, put the mobile phone back into Liu Yinian's hand casually, and ran up to Xie Shiye almost hopping, compared his hands with guns, and shouted to him: "My lady ~"

Xie Shiye didn't cooperate with her at all, but looked at her with raised eyebrows, making Wen Yao's mouth curl up: "You should answer me, aha!"

"Stop making trouble, I have something to ask you." Xie Shiye pressed Wen Yao's hand.

Wen Yao said with great pride: "Don't worry, what the lady told me, I will definitely do for my husband."

After Xie Shiye finished speaking, Wen Yao froze: "The concubine can't do it."

At this time Liu Yinian came up behind them: "I'll do it."

Xie Shiye looked at him quietly, while Wen Yao reached out and slapped Liu Yinian lightly: "You idiot, Fu Yingdi is in a bad mood right now."

Xie Shiye said, "Thank you for your hard work."

Wen Yao turned her head and looked at Xie Shiye in disbelief: "No, how can you harm my brother, my brother!"

Xie Shiye: "It's just a cup of coffee and a few words, don't be afraid of this."

Wen Yao asked bluntly: "Then why don't you go by yourself?"

As soon as he finished speaking, the forced smile on Xie Shiye's face disappeared.

Wen Yao wanted to ask again, but Liu Yinian's younger brother pulled her collar. When she turned around, she saw Liu Yinian shook his head silently with her, signaling her not to ask any more questions.

Liu Yinian said, "Where is the coffee, I'll send it over. I just happen to have some questions about the movie and ask Mr. Fu."