Peek into the light

In fact, in this relationship, Xie Shiye had collapsed many times and gave up many times. He knew that sooner or later, that critical point would come, and he also thought about what it would be like.

When he was in college, he thought that Fu Xu was a straight man, and Wen Hong's fate made him understand that he should be careful.After Fu Xu left school and concentrated on making movies, he thought that he would be a person worthy of Fu Xu and work hard in the entertainment industry.

Fu Xu was married, and his long-term dreams were all empty, and when the dream was broken, he woke up and was in so much pain that he didn't know what to do.

In fact, when he participated in "Birth" this time, when he knew that Fu Xu would also be starring, he couldn't say that he had no selfish intentions at the moment.But this selfishness does not mean that he wants to be with Fu Xu, he has long since given up this dream, not to mention Fu Xu is married.

His selfishness was simply to want to cooperate with Fu Xu in a play. This idea has been around since a long time ago, but unfortunately it didn't work out.

When Fu Xu left the industry, he was negotiating a movie, and Fu Xu was chosen as the leading actor.He asked the team to take the initiative to approach him, wanting to play a role in it, and passed the interview.After Fu Xu's incident came out, the starring role in that movie was changed.

Although he entered the entertainment circle and started acting because of Fu Xu, he also likes acting, otherwise he would not have joined the drama club since his freshman year, and he never expected to meet Fu Xu there.

He followed the footsteps of light and walked on the same path.

When you like someone, you will make yourself want to be better, just to walk to him.

Even if they can't be together, he still wants to cooperate with Fu Xu in a play, which has been his wish for many years.

When he learned that Fu Xu had retired from the industry, it was more regret and unwillingness for him.Feeling too timid and always missing out.

It turned out that Fu Xu could also like men, but he didn't take the initiative and lost the opportunity, no one could be blamed.

He looked at the rubber band that Fu Xu had re-tie on his hand, and his heart was filled with soreness. At this moment, the critical point finally came, just like broken glass, only one crack is needed, and it is not far from a complete collapse.

Xie Shiye turned his wrist and wrapped the rubber band with his palm. He asked, "Brother, do you know that we almost cooperated four years ago."

Fu Xu originally saw that Xie Shiye didn't want to pick up the phone to tell Yang Yang about the injury, so he had to take the phone himself and explain to Chen Feng.Chen Feng replied speechlessly on WeChat, saying that he didn't use it.

Fu Xu replied: How do you know.

Chen Feng: It seems that Mr. Xie is sick and troubled.

Chen Feng: I have already bought him the third medicine.

Fu Xu didn't reply to him anymore, but when he heard Xie Shiye's words, he was a little surprised and said, "Really, which one?"

Xie Shiye kept his eyes down, and he didn't know where his eyes fell. He smiled and shook his head, but the smile was not very real: "You really don't know."

Fu Xu didn't like Xie Shiye's current state very much, which made him a little uneasy, but he still calmed down his thoughts and coaxed him: "Tell me, I'll know after you tell me."

Xie Shiye said a name, and Fu Xu still had an impression of this drama.It was a drama he was in contact with before retiring from the circle. He originally wanted to finish the performance, but the crew forced him to terminate the contract on the grounds that he had breached the contract.

During that time, Fu Xu experienced a lot of what it was like to be pushed by the wall.

Fu Xu said, "I remember which character you played in it."

"The hero's younger brother." Xie Shiye said in a very strange tone, and soon he laughed, his eyes were so bitter, but his smile was so sweet: "Look, it's like fate, Even in the play, I can't be your brother."

Fu Xu didn't speak, nor did he smile, even though Xie Shiye's smile was contagious.There seems to be a premonition in the dark, and the accumulation of premonitions comes from the accumulated details of life.

Even if you don't pay attention, you have left an impression in your mind.

Xie Shiye finally raised his eyes, and Fu Xu noticed that it was the first time Xie Shiye looked at him with this kind of eyes, frank and frank, and deeply affectionate...

Fu Xu's heart kept sinking, and he even wanted to interrupt Xie Shiye's speech.

But he didn't. He knew that at this time, he could only listen and not stop it. This was the most basic respect.

Xie Shiye looked at Fu Xu's tense expression, unconsciously revealing his hard mandible, and the uncontrollable irritability in his eyes.

He knew that Fu Xu knew it, but he still wanted to say that this was an explanation for this long time, even if he would regret it later, at this moment, he just wanted to hand in the confession that had been silent for nearly ten years, and get a final result.

From falling in love at first sight at the age of 19 to being exhausted at the age of 29.

Xie Shiye took the rubber band off his hand, wrapped it around his fingertips, and asked softly, "Are you divorced from Si Nan?"

Fu Xu remained silent and did not deny it.Xie Shiye handed the rubber band to Fu Xu. The dilapidated rubber band was also his heart: "I stole this from you, don't you remember?"

Fu Xu's lips trembled, and he looked at the rubber band in Xie Shiye's hand.

Xie Shiye spoke slowly and calmly, not too depressed, nor fierce or excited: "You had long hair when you were in college. Didn't you always lose your elastic back then? I stole it all."

As he said that, he even smiled: "I don't know that you don't even have long hair."

Fu Xu raised his hand and took the rubber band from Xie Shiye's hand. He looked at Xie Shiye, as if he wanted to speak, but he didn't know how to speak.

Xie Shiye shook his head: "It's okay, don't force yourself. I say this just because I think I can finally say it, and it's time to say it."

"It's strange to say that I want to tell you today what I haven't dared to say for so many years."

"Fu Xu, I like you. No, I can't say I like you. I love you for many years."

"It started when I was 19."

He met Fu Xu's astonished gaze, as if he thought it was funny, he couldn't help laughing out loud, this time it was sincere.Fu Xu seemed to be frightened by him, even he himself felt that he was too crazy now.

He looked at the rubber band in Fu Xu's hand with nostalgia and nostalgia: "I know... how you usually treat those friends who confess to you."

Fu Xu spoke hoarsely, his eyes sank, filled with emotions that Xie Shiye couldn't understand: "You know?"

Xie Shiye nodded lightly: "I know, I don't even have to be friends."

Fu Xu seemed to take a deep breath, his chest heaved greatly, as if he was a little annoyed and helpless.This is because he wants to vent his emotions but can't find an outlet, because he can't blame anyone, the person who likes him?

Fu Xu said, "Xie Shiye, don't do this."

He clenched the rubber band tightly, not intending to return it to Xie Shiye.

In fact, Xie Shiye could have thought of this reaction a long time ago. It would be strange if Fu Xu agreed.

Even though he had dreamed many times of confessing his love to Fu Xu, Fu Xu never promised him in it, let alone in reality.

He knew that he couldn't get the rubber band back, and he couldn't get Fu Xu either.

Pity.