don't be alone anymore

*Love is a matter of two people*

……

"Did you reject him, or did he reject you?"

Wen Yang put down his wine glass, and turned Jiang Chen upside down.

He was really his best friend, and he said such heart-wrenching words as soon as he entered the restaurant and sat down.

Wen Yang didn't answer, and focused on returning the glass in his hand.

She stared straight at the beer in the glass, but her heart seemed to be agitated by alcohol.

When he raised his eyes again, he still gave Jiang Chen a cold glance.

After agreeing not to bring his wife to attend, Jiang Chen still brought Jian Ting.

Jiang Chen smiled, put down the chopsticks in his hand, and took away the glass in Wen Yang's hand along the way.

"Waiter~"

The waiter at the door of the private room entered in response,

"Excuse me, what do you need?"

"Please serve a pinch of freshly squeezed corn juice."

"Okay, right now."

This restaurant was found by Jiang Chen and Wen Yang together.

Wen Yang is a regular customer here, and so is Jiang Chen.

Jiang Chen poured freshly squeezed corn juice into the cup.

Three cups of corn juice were given to Wen Yang first, then to Jane Ting, and finally to herself.

"Wen Zai, frankly speaking, I don't think I can solve your problem by myself here today."

Wen Yang raised his head and looked at Jiang Chen suspiciously, for a moment he couldn't understand what kind of excuse Jiang Chen was making.

Jiang Chen turned his head to meet Jane Ting's gentle gaze.

She lifted her clasped hands from under the table to above the table.

"I think you may have come to me today because of a relationship problem. Think about it carefully, Wen Zai, you seldom ask for help, and it is even rarer to ask for friends. The only time you asked me for help in the past was because you found yourself in love with Dr. Jane ..."

Wen Yang blushed immediately, but changed back to a sad expression after a while.

She waved her hand, as if admitting the subsequent compromise,

"As soon as you came up, you even pierced my heart twice... unreasonable..."

The three words "unreal" have a moderate voice.

It sounded like the person involved was muttering, but it was actually meant for Jiang Chen to hear.

Jiang Chen smiled softly,

"Xiao Ting originally didn't come, not to mention that you specifically asked me to come alone. But after thinking about it, if you came to me because of relationship problems, then I had to bring her along. "

Wen Yang turned his eyes to look at Jane Ting, who also had a bewildered look on his face.

Obviously, Jane couldn't understand why such a one-on-one dinner must be attended by herself.

Jiang Chen immediately cleared up the confusion for his lover and friends,

"Emotion is a matter between two people. Listen to me, then what you hear is only my personal thoughts, which are relatively one-sided. I brought Xiao Ting here to let you hear her thoughts. Based on our thoughts, You may be on the right path.”

Jiang Chen patted Wen Yang's hand that was on the table, and continued under the puzzled but clear gaze of the other party, "You know, you and I have similar personalities in a certain way, that's why we hit it off and became friends in a short period of time. friend."

"I'm the only one here, and I may only agree or understand your thoughts, but Xiao Ting is here, maybe, you can also look at the problem more comprehensively from Dr. Jane's perspective..."

……

The meal starts immediately, and so does the heart-to-heart conversation.

As the chat gradually deepened, Jiang Chen and Jian Ting probably understood the reason why Wen Yang started this meal today.

Wen Yang is a person with low self-esteem and pride.

However, tonight, Wen Yang only let Jiang Chen see the deep inferiority complex hidden in plain words.

It seems to be like this when you like someone, fall in love with someone, and want to bring the best of the world to someone.

The first reaction was not that I could or that I was qualified, but that I hated myself infinitely and felt that I was the most unworthy person in the world.

Jiang Chen listened quietly, sometimes echoing Wen Yang's words.

When she made it clear that she liked Jane Ting, she might have felt the same way.

Even after many years, when people around her felt that she was qualified enough to stand beside Jane Ting, she was still the self who had low self-esteem at the beginning.

In my eyes, my lover is all the light.

And this kind of light will make people mistakenly think that they are darkness in many moments.

How can a person who is conscious of darkness be willing to devour the beautiful light?

There is always hope.

Even hoped countless times, hoping that another light would give her warmth and love.

……

"Wen Yang..."

Jane on the side stopped the two who were caught in their own emotions.

Jane Ting looked at Jiang Chen, her eyes were cloudy.

"How do you..."

Just as Jiang Chen was about to raise his hand, Jian Ting smiled lightly and wiped away the tears on the side of his face.

"Have you and Guaichen never thought about it? In fact, for the person you like, you may also be the light."

Jane laughed and didn't look at the people around her.

She set her eyes on Wen Yang, as if she had recalled something, her eyes were surprisingly warm.

"Although I'm not sure whether Dr. Jane has the same thoughts as me, what I can tell you is that since I was 17 years old, Guaichen has been the light in my life."

"Are you the only ones who have low self-esteem? Don't you think we won't feel inferior when we face you? Because we feel that we are not good enough, we can only choose to accept your attitude... with the idea of ​​living this life alone and then with You get along peacefully, this idea, at least I also have..."

"Wen Yang, you're afraid that you won't be able to accompany someone to the end, you're afraid that the other person will reap regrets and have to make sacrifices and cut off the possibility of love beginning... But have you ever thought that you can't get your likes, It may be her regret and pain that she can't make it clear what you like, and this may be the sacrifice she has to make..."

"I understand you, I understand that you have given yourself too many shackles because of the death of Auntie and Uncle Li, and because of the sacrifices necessary for this profession... But Wen Yang, what I want to tell you is that the reason why I was able to hold on , I can even live because I know that the person I love loves me too... Whether we end up together or not, at least I know this clearly.”

"The sacrifice and neglect of your lover you are worried about, the lack of companionship, love, and care you are worried about, how do you know that Dr. Jane didn't see and think about these things?"

"In the past, you were considered a victim. As a child, you became your parents because you were sensible too early. Then today, why do you make Dr. Jane have to be sensible for you when history repeats itself? How do you know that Dr. Jane is unwilling to use the necessary sacrifices? In exchange for being with you?"

Wen Yang lowered his head deeply, pursed his lips tightly,

"...I'm actually...not sure if she likes me that much...Maybe someone else will appear soon...Maybe those changes are not only because of me...Maybe I want to..."

"Then make sure!"

The excited words were actually shouted by Jiang Chen.

"I……"

Wen Yang still hesitated.

She was shocked by Jane's words just now, but after all, the experience of the past years has disturbed her life for many years...

She just loves Jian Muzi too much...

It is only a moment to love to the point of delusional possession, but not daring to approach is the essence.

She loves someone deeply...too much to dare to love.

……

Jiang Chen and Jian Ting drove Wen Yang home, and Wen Yang got out of the car in a daze.

When he pushed open the door of the unit, he was staggered by the threshold.

She managed to stabilize her figure, but her thoughts were already confused.

My heart hurts so much...

It was still wrong.

Those considerations and considerations caused by inferiority complex turned out to be just another manifestation of selfishness.

She and Jiang Chen...are actually still selfish people.

Afraid of losing and trapped in the prison she drew, she never asked another person's thoughts.

She just made a decision and let the other party be forced to accept it.

Love, after all, is a matter of two people.

……

In the car outside the unit door, Jiang Chen was short of breath after Wen Yang got off the car.

It's sunny today, and she drove the car.

The steering wheel in his hand was pinched extremely tightly until the person in the passenger seat covered the back of her hand and hugged her.

"Good Morning~"

Jane listened with a slight sigh.

Tonight, because of enlightening Wen Yang, she explained all the unbearable and inferiority in her heart these years.

She had never told Jiang Chen these feelings before, and Jiang Chen had no way of noticing her emotions.

The unbearable and inferiority of the human heart is of course hidden in the deepest and most imperceptible corner.

If it wasn't for this opportunity today, Jane Ting would completely let these emotions turn over and blow away with the wind.

……

Jiang Chen sideways hugged Jane Ting tightly, and kissed her on the lips hastily and eagerly.

The kiss that got right to the point instantly made Jane Ting short of breath.

A lover who is shy by nature rarely expresses his love outside.

Jane Ting infinitely pampered the trembling lover in her arms until the other party calmed down the guilt and self-blame in her heart.

……

She nibbled on the side of her ear, and her choked voice was attached to her ear.

She said deeply,

"Sorry……"

Everything that she hadn't noticed in the past...

Everything that she has been selfish in the past...

Let it turn into a kiss and a breath tonight...

Let them bloom, let them dance, transform into a communion and joy of souls.

……

The wind gathering ended early, and after Xia Zhizhou returned to Beicheng, the Xia family began to have a weekly dinner together.

A few days ago, Jian Muzi missed several family dinners because of her concern for Wen Yang.

This week, because they confirmed their identities as best friends, Jian Muzi got into Xia Zhizhou's car and followed Zhizhou back to the old house.

The old house was built on the site chosen by Mr. Xia Qiuren and Ms. Feng Lan.

Xia Qiuren is a well-known contemporary landscape master and calligrapher in China.

Feng Lan is still a Distinguished Professor in the History Department of Shuimu University.

The two grandchildren of the family happened to inherit the mantle of the two Mr. Xia.

The eldest granddaughter Xia Zhizhou inherited her grandfather Xia Qiuren's sensitivity in art, and has shown her proud talent in art since she was a child.

The youngest granddaughter, Jian Muzi, inherited her father Xia Liang's medical sensitivity, studied under the British Cardiac Knife, and used to work in the Department of Cardiac Surgery at the London Hospital.

The only two gentlemen in the restaurant, whenever they saw Xia Zhizhou and Jian Muzi, it was as if they saw the most proud works of their lives.

Xia Zhizhou and Jian Muzi are very used to this.

They let their grandfather and father compete with each other on their "works", while the two concentrated on chatting with the two ladies at home.

After dinner, Jian Muzi followed Xia Liang to the study.

"What's the matter, Xiao Mu, do you need to find Dad?"

Jian Muzi paused for a moment, she was going to say this after all.

"If I don't go back to a hospital... you..."

Xia Liang, who was on the sofa looking for a contract, was stunned for a moment...

Last year, he and the former dean called Jian Muzi back, originally planning to let Jian Muzi take over the work of presiding over the Department of Cardiac Surgery.

But later, considering the factional turmoil after he took over as the dean, Xia Liang temporarily transferred Jian Muzi out of the hospital, lest his daughter be affected by this dispute.

And when Jian Muzi was called back at that time, Jian Muzi was still in the hesitation period without making a decision.

The middle and high-level leaders of the hospital thought that Jian Muzi had signed a long-term contract with the hospital, but she didn't.

This is also Xia Liang's concern.

He was worried that he would be affected, so he didn't sign a long-term contract with Jian Muzi immediately.

In fact, Jian Muzi only signed for one month.

……

After a long silence in the study, Xia Liang finally replied to Jian Muzi.

"It's all right, Xiao Mu. Dad listens to what you want. But, don't waste your ability."

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The author has something to say:

I took my driver's license, beeping~hehe~ I didn't expect that we, Guachen and Xiaoting, would appear again~ Hohoho~