don't be alone anymore

*my selfish person*

……

The emotions accumulated for decades are out of control.

Wen Yang didn't feel sad when he gave up half of his undergraduate studies.

Wen Yang didn't feel sad when he returned to high school to repeat his studies. Since joining the police, Wen Yang has never regretted or felt sad because of the choices he made.

But today, when everything is clear...

At the moment when he finally confirmed his mother's last concern before her death, Wen Yang didn't feel as good as expected.

The sound of mourning and crying disturbed the other two in the room as well.

Two people who were also powerless and unable to give any comfort, one stood by the door, and the other hugged Wen Yang tightly and tightly.

Jian Muzi repeated in her heart:

Wen Yang...

The revelation of the truth can at least make Wen Yang, who has been trapped for many years, understand one thing: as a policeman, Yang Changrong, at the last moment of his life, only wants to return to his identity as the mother of his child, and to the place where she came from. family.

……

Wen Yang tugged on Jian Muzi's collar, tears soaked Jian Muzi's chiffon shirt.

The entire shoulder area was soaked in tears, and Jian Muzi felt that her heart was also soaked in blood.

The blood water from the bone erosion is mixed with the most sour lemon.

Facing Wen Yang's scar with her own eyes, she was still not mentally prepared.

After all, she overestimated her ability to bear...

Still use the state of a person in the past to imagine the current situation.

The only thing she forgot was that she had already lived in a person in her heart.

She locked the door of her heart and threw away the key.

……

The two who hugged each other to keep warm didn't know how much time had passed.

It's just that when Wen Yang withdrew from Jian Muzi's embrace, her eyes were already slightly swollen.

The same eyes are not as usual, and there are people who have been following her emotional ups and downs.

Wen Yang cried until he closed his eyes...

is really tired.

Take a deep breath.

She leaned on the wall and stood up from the ground.

He was frozen on the ground for too long, and almost staggered when he got up.

And the person who supported her and guarded her at this time burned her heart extremely.

She took Jian Muzi back to her bed, and pulled out two boxes from under the bed.

In this family, not only Wen Guodong has secrets, but Wen Yang also has secrets.

There are two boxes, one contains Yang Changrong's photo albums and presentations, and the other contains Wen Yang's college diary.

When he was very young, probably when he was in elementary school, Wen Yang was a person who kept a diary every day.

In middle school, because she looked down on the missing family and parents a little bit, she put her mind in the bottom of her heart.

When she is older, she just relies on the world presented by the camera to express her mood.

Then, after Yang Changrong died...

Wen Yang bought a diary again, and began to express all his emotions on the tip of the pen.

During the time of re-study, the time of Public Security University, she held her breath and hid her unknown inferiority complex.

Deep down in her heart, she always felt that she was not the one chosen.

When she feels that life is difficult and she doesn't want her father, who is also a sad person, to worry about it, she can only put her feelings in the diary.

These diaries kept in the dark have finally seen the light of day.

……

Wen Yang stroked the dust off the surface of one of the cardboard boxes, and found the hidden key from the corner of the bedside table.

She spread Yang Changrong that she had collected in the past...whether it was in newspapers or police briefings, and spread them all on her bed.

One by one, show it to Jian Muzi.

Then, he took out another photo album.

There are not many photos of her with her mother.

A whole photo album is only filled with about one-sixth.

Counting down, there are only a dozen or so photos, most of which are photos of Wen Yang when he was one or two years old.

After the age of 3, there is only one group photo.

Back then, Wen Yang was admitted to the Media College of Shuimu University with the first place in both major and college entrance examination scores. The teacher of Beicheng No. [-] Middle School took a group photo for the outstanding graduates and their parents.

This is also the first time that Wen Yang's family of three have been in the same frame since Wen Yang was 3 years old.

……

Wen Yang talked a lot...

A lot of stories about Yang Changrong...

Those stories she heard from newspapers, colleagues, and her father, those mothers she never knew.

It was in such an environment that she grew up under the influence of her mother.

Before Yang Changrong died, she grew up under the influence of her father, and it was also in such an environment.

But later, Wen Guodong's company finally made up for some of the previous absences.

As he talked, the voice of the person leaning against the wall became smaller and smaller.

Seeing that Wen Yang was rarely sleepy, Jian Muzi, who hadn't finished listening to the story, felt more at ease.

……

It was getting late outside the window. Before falling asleep, Wen Yangqiang opened his eyes and looked at Jian Muzi.

She is selfish.

She left the people around her because she was worried that it would be unsafe for Jian Muzi to go home alone, but in her heart... she might not have other thoughts.

When love comes, she is not as good as she imagined.

She trapped Jian Muzi by her side, and also trapped in the cage she woven.

Like a vampire, she absorbed the warmth from the other person, and then gradually found her way in the darkness.

She is a selfish person.

Ever since she realized that Jian Muzi might also like her, during this period of time, every moment she held Jian Muzi, she thought so in her heart.

She is the most selfish person.

She is still there when she needs it...

Jian Muzi was left behind.

……

"Don't leave tonight, Jian Mumu..."

She gave up the bed beside her, and then fell into a coma.

Just let me be a vampire again...

……

After the summer, Director Zheng and the head of the patrol detachment were waiting for an opportunity to mediate the mood of their subordinates.

On the eve of the National Day, the director of the sub-district where the Beicheng Public Security Bureau is located visited again.

Every year on the eve of the National Day, the director of the street always wants to hold a police-people get-together with the Public Security Bureau.

In the past few years, Director Zheng has rejected such entertainment activities, but this year is uncharacteristically.

The police-people get-together was scheduled for two days before the National Day.

The fountain square in the neighborhood next to the Public Security Bureau.

This time the party does not require the police from the Public Security Bureau to produce any programs. Instead, the street and community staff will jointly perform programs for the police and residents of the jurisdiction to watch.

In order for more subordinates to have the opportunity to watch the party, the detachment leader called the deputy detachment leader to adjust the shift schedule for each patrol team.

……

On the day of the police-civilian association, Yu Rang, a new member of the patrol team, patrolled with Wen Yang for the first time.

It was the first time to patrol with the team leader, and the rookie was very excited.

Because of Wen Yang's injury before, this rookie started to worship Wen Yang before he got in touch with him.

Before the patrol, Zhang Luzhi, who took over the shift, specially called Yu Rang aside and gave some instructions for patrolling with Wen Yang.

At this time, Zhang Luzhi really looked like a senior.

"Don't talk too much, the boss doesn't like to listen to people's nagging. When you arrive at the scene, pay attention to your words and deeds. You are a newcomer, and the boss will definitely help you. Also... the boss's hand is still recovering, so it is not convenient. When you drive Concentrate, don't let the boss worry about your driving. Also, be smart when driving, don't really think you are a driver..."

The more Zhang Luzhi explained, the more excited the couple felt.

The haste on the face was seen by Jian Muzi...

She frowned, slightly dissatisfied.

In the past year, Zhang Luzhi's performance with Wen Yang can only be regarded as barely passing.

Now that Wen Yang is recovering, there are such newcomers following him...

……

In the past few days, Wen Yang managed to sleep well for a few days.

It is a rare and precious time in recent months to wake up to dawn and have no nightmares.

While Jian Muzi was happy about this, she was also worried about the addition of newcomers.

She noticed the expression of Yu Rang who was called aside by Zhang Luzhi, but when facing Wen Yang, she couldn't say much.

Wen Yang, who had injured his hand, still prepared Jian Muzi's daily meals.

This little matter was not left behind by her.

Jian Muzi took the heat preservation bag that Wen Yang handed over, and pointed to Wen Yang's left hand.

The bandage on the arm was removed, and now only the little finger of the left hand still wears the retainer.

Wen Yang's left little finger has entered the second half of the recovery period.

"Be careful."

"Ok, I know."

……

Because of the police-community get-together in the afternoon, today's patrol team only needs to be on duty for half a day.

The emergency team worked the evening shift last night, so when they met in the morning, the two teams met to participate in the afternoon police-civilian party together.

The rookie Yu Rang patrolled with Wen Yang until 1:[-] p.m. nothing happened.

When Yu Rang was thinking about what to eat for lunch, the 110 dispatch center called the police.

In the artificial lake in the community not far ahead of the turning, a citizen committed suicide and jumped into the lake.

After the police car arrived at the scene, the rookie who wanted to show off in front of Wen Yang rushed out...

Regardless, he rushed directly towards the artificial lake.

"Yu Rang!"

Wen Yang yelled several times in succession, but Yu Rang didn't hear it at all.

As he approached the lake, Yu Rang kicked off his shoes and jumped into the lake.

Wen Yang paused, and was immediately stunned.

It wasn't until she saw the head of the person who plunged into the artificial lake exposed and started to paddle, that she regained her sanity a little.

While Yu Rang swam towards the dying and struggling suicidal man, Wen Yang quickly judged the surrounding environment.

Police officer Wen, with quick eyes and quick hands, found two swimming rings with leashes under the guardrail of the artificial lake in a short time.

Fortunately, residential properties with artificial lakes have been paying great attention to the safety of artificial lake waters over the years.

"Yu Rang!"

Before the swimming ring was untied, Wen Yang noticed that the suicidal person who was hugged by Yu Rang was subconsciously pressing down on Yu Rang's shoulders because of his desire to survive.

Yu Rang slammed his head into the lake, and thumped his hands on the surface of the lake a few times.

Wen Yang's heart was in his throat.

The name just on the lips, but I can't say it alive.

She immediately took off the shoes on her feet, took the swimming ring and went into the lake.

The newcomer who made her so nervous finally showed his head, and slightly stabilized the suicide victim in his arms.

Wen Yang threw the swimming ring in his hand and threw it towards Yu Rang.

The policeman who saved the life was saved, and the person who committed suicide was also saved.

……

When the ambulance came, Wen Yang put his shoes back on.

She returned to the grass by the lake along the original road, and picked up Yu Rang's shoes.

The crowd of onlookers gradually dispersed, but Wen Yang was still watching the new policeman slumped on the grass panting heavily with red eyes.

"What a brave Officer Yu! Really well done!"

The pair of shoes were thrown on Yu Rang's shoulder.

With a lot of effort, it will naturally cause dull pain in the shoulders.

"Did your parents send you to be a policeman to let you learn how to write the word sacrifice?"

Wen Yang dropped this sentence, turned around and left.

She didn't wait for Yu Rang behind to catch up, and even left the police car with Yu Rang.

She hailed a taxi on the side of the road and got in.

And her trousers were wet from the lake water, and her shoes were completely soaked.

……