gentle fall

Wen Yan had a deep dream.

In the dream, on the high school playground, Xu Fang held her hand and smiled at her: "Ah Shen, Ah Shen, you look so pretty when you smile."

She blushed when she said a word: "I'm not as good-looking as you said."

Xu Fang covered his lips and giggled: "No wonder they all say you're a nerd, you're really a fool—don't you think you're pretty?"

"It's just... average."

Seeing her seriously thinking, Xu Fang couldn't help rubbing her serious face: "Then who do you think can do it?"

"...Well, who is cute..." The girl began to think seriously again, her delicate eyebrows were slightly frowned, and she came to a conclusion after a while: "...you look good."

You look the best.

From the first time I saw you, I thought you were good-looking, and you are the one who shines brighter than the light when you smile.

Xu Fang was stunned by what she said, and the usually unruly and arrogant person blushed because of her words: "You...are you serious?"

The girl nodded vigorously, her eyes were clean and gentle: "Of course, you are the prettiest!"

Her lips are like cherry blossoms in early spring, with a touch of pink, and the shape of her lips is so beautiful. Xu Fang was fascinated by what she said, and stared at her absent-mindedly: "Ah Shen...Ah Shen, I, can't I can kiss you."

With just such a sentence, Wen Yanshen's face turned red, and she bit her lips from the base of her ears to her neck, looking a little helpless, and Xu Fang finally recovered: "Yes, I'm sorry! I didn't mean that! I just , Just to say this, don't be nervous, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

She was so flustered that the girl was also taken aback for a while. After a long time, she hummed lightly and took her hand: "I'm hungry, I want to go out to eat, okay?"

Seeing that she was not angry, Xu Fang breathed a sigh of relief, both disappointed and thankful. He held her hand a little harder, and tilted his head, not daring to look at her: "Okay, what do you want to eat, I'll take you there, come on , follow me, Ah Shen."

Come with me.

Ah deep.

She also laughed, and followed her subconsciously, but the person holding her hand suddenly disappeared, disappeared into a cloud of mist, and she suddenly returned to her room, as if she had a faint feeling, she was crazy She quickly opened the balcony door, it was raining heavily outside, but she could see clearly - the person she liked was downstairs, stubbornly waiting for her answer.

The servants at home are talking to her, that's what she thought up - our lady doesn't like you, she is going to be engaged to someone else, you can go.

She saw the servant's lips opening and closing, but the girl still stood stubbornly, refusing to take off the umbrella, pursed her lips tightly, and waited from dawn to dark without saying a word.

She saw her crying.

Such a proud person was crying badly, her shoulders were trembling slightly, but she stood so steady, like a green pine, blown by wind and rain, but unmoved.

she cries.

She watched her cry.

That person finally left, she walked very slowly, looked back and looked again and again, but the lights in her room were dark, and the rain was so heavy that she couldn't open her eyes, and her whole body seemed to be frozen It was the same, his hands and feet were stiff, and his heart finally became cold inch by inch.

She couldn't stand it anymore, and rushed down like crazy, trying to stop her, don't go, don't leave me alone.

I will go with you.

Wherever you go, I will follow you.

But there was no one on the long street, only a black car disappeared at the end of the road. Standing in the rain, she said goodbye to the person she loved when she was young.

That kind of despair broke her heart after so many years, and she couldn't help crying in her dream, sobbing softly.

Xu Fang didn't fall asleep at first, and when he heard her weeping, he panicked, wanted to hold her in his arms but didn't dare, so he just pressed her shoulder and called her in a low voice: "Yan Shen, what's wrong? "

She is still dreaming of that dream, the winter night, the heavy rain, the dark long street, the leaving car, taking away the girl she loves so much.

She can't wake up.

For 20 years, she couldn't wake up.

Without further hesitation, Xu Fang pulled her into his arms, gently kissed away the tears on her face, and said in a low and gentle voice, "Ah Shen is not afraid, I am here, I am not afraid, it's fine."

She persuaded her gently, but the bitterness in her heart was about to overflow.

A voice told her, let go, stop torturing her.

Seeing her cry broke her heart.

The woman was embraced by her. Twenty years later, her figure was still as slender as a girl's. She was so slender and thin that it made her feel distressed. She leaned on her wholeheartedly, hugged her carefully, and buried her cheek in the hollow of her neck. He said vaguely: "Don't..."

Xu Fang lowered her head and listened carefully to what she was saying. After listening to it over and over again for a long time, she suddenly froze like a lightning strike. She coaxed softly: "Say it again, dear, Ah Shen, say it again."

The person leaning on her arms seemed dissatisfied with her quarrel, and slipped into her arms, but as she wished, he sobbed and said, "Xu Fang. Don't go."

Xu Fang pursed his lower lip, tears suddenly fell, he held her tightly in his arms, choked up and said, "I beg you. Don't go."

She didn't know when she fell asleep.

When she woke up the next day, she subconsciously hugged the person next to her, but it was empty.

Wen Yanshen left at some point.

Still that clean and ruthless look.

Xu Fang sat on the head of the bed, his lips moved and moved, and finally turned into a self-deprecating smile.

Wen Yanshen was dreaming last night, so he told her not to leave.

How could she soberly tell her not to go.

All her ecstasy and anxiety seemed to be a joke—before she went to bed last night, she was still thinking vaguely that she should wake up earlier in the morning. Ah Shen likes to eat the vegetarian buns next to the high school, and she drove there Bought it back, hope it won't cool off.

……

Wen Yanshen didn't go home until he went to the company.

As soon as she got off the taxi, she received a call from her father. After a while, she adjusted her mood and answered, "Dad."

Wen Yan's voice was also full of exhaustion: "You didn't come back last night, where did you go?"

"...didn't go anywhere, just..."

"I asked, you are not in the company."

"Oh, I went to meet a friend, and it was too late, so I booked a hotel."

"There's such a big thing happening at home, you can't be in the mood to go out and play. Who do you see?"

"Just a friend."

"That girl from the Xu family."

"……I……"

She couldn't speak, bit her lower lip hard, and burst into tears: "I...I'm so uncomfortable, Dad, my heart is about to be pierced, I...I don't know what to do, I I miss her so much, but she is married, I shouldn't see her, she doesn't love me anymore..."

She suddenly squatted down by the side of the road, crying heartbreakingly: "But I love her so much. I miss her so much. I have nothing to do with her, nothing at all."

Ah Shen, Ah Shen.

Can I, can I kiss you?

can.

She said softly in her heart.

I like yours too.

I like you so much, more than you like me.

Wen Yan was listening on the phone, his heart was going to be broken. His daughter was so obedient, so sensible, and obedient since she was a child, but when she met that girl from the Xu family, she no longer cared about her. Skipping class and going out to play with her, going out to watch fireworks together during the Chinese New Year, scared the two adults out together, and stubbornly wanting to fill in a school thousands of miles away together when they go to college...

He once objected, and later gave in, but something seemed to happen between the two children, and they just separated.After so many years, this child is far away overseas, and he still has a difficult knot in his heart.She is such a restrained person, she seldom talks about suffering, let alone crying so uncontrollably.

His voice was also full of bitterness: "Girl, listen to what Dad said, if you really like her and can't let her go, go back to her and don't think so much. Dad will help you with the rest, okay?"

The corners of Wen Yan's eyes were red from crying, but at this time he was still so rational: "No. She is married, and I can't destroy other people's families. Dad, don't worry about this matter. I'm going to the company. Xiao Ji is waiting I, hang up first."

She hung up the phone, wiped away her tears, looked at herself at the window on the side of the road, and breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay, Wen Yanshen, after you finish dealing with these matters, you will go back to Australia."

She is still the gentle and calm woman who holds meetings, handles company documents, and makes decisions.

Public opinion has indeed been suppressed for a long time. Xu Fang has always kept his promises, and he did what he said. He not only did it, but also handled it very well.

Wen Yanshen hasn't seen her for a few days.

She thought Xu Fang was enough, and planned to let her go.That kind of thing... I'd probably get tired of it if I had too much of it.

But she just breathed a sigh of relief when Xu Fang's call came in at this moment.

Wen Yan pressed the button deeply, and his voice was quiet: "What's the matter?"

"You haven't come to my house for a few days. Do you still want me to invite you? Wen Yanshen, you are not trustworthy at all. "

Wen Yan paused for a moment: "I... I have my period. I can't do it... I, I won't come."

Xu Fang was quiet for a few seconds before he chuckled and said, "You are very accurate in identifying yourself, your bed partner?"

Wen Yanshen was silent.

Xu Fang smiled lightly: "Come here."

She was obviously smiling, but her voice was full of anger, which made Wen Yan deeply confused. Since she couldn't do anything, she still told herself to go over, why.

Xu Fang hung up the phone, and called again shortly after: "Come down, I'm downstairs."

Wen Yanshen had no choice but to go downstairs, standing on the side of the road and refusing to get in the car: "I didn't lie to you... I really can't do it. Can I not go there today?"

Xu Fang sneered.

It turned out that she thought she only liked to do it, and only wanted to do it.

She raised her eyebrows and smiled jokingly, but her eyes were cold: "Get in the car."

In the end, Wen Yanshen and Xu put her at her house.

Different from the previous intimacy, Xu Fang was uncharacteristically cold this time, sitting on the sofa, and ordered: "Go and cook, I'm hungry."

Wen Yanshen stood still, and slowly frowned, "I didn't promise you to cook."

Xu Fang took the time to straighten his collar: "No matter what it is—let me eat it."

Her tone was indifferent and casual, but it had an ambiguous meaning. Wen Yanshen took another look at her, then turned and walked towards the kitchen.

Xu Fang breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed the center of his brows tiredly, sat on the sofa, read a magazine, and saw the man wearing a small apron, busy walking around in the kitchen.

This is her dream.

Ah Shen Ah Shen.

I love you so much.

I want to marry you.

"What about after marriage?"

"After you get married, I will hide you at home. No one can see it, only I can see it."

"Are you so bad? Then I don't want you."

"No, no, no, I was wrong, I was just kidding...don't let me go."

you are my world.

The phone rang at this moment.

She dropped her partner and left in a hurry, leaving a mess to be solved. The assistant called her to ask her how to solve it. She thought and thought, but she tricked everyone into going home. She just went out for a while, it doesn't matter. of.

Xu Fang stood up and said to the kitchen: "I'll go downstairs to get a courier, I'll be up soon, you cook quickly, I'm hungry. You...you are not allowed to leave, wait for me to come back."

The woman turned her back to her, with her apron tied around her waist and her sideburns hanging by her ears, she hummed softly.

Her heart was extremely satisfied at that moment, as if they had been married for many years, and she had something to do when she went out, and before going out, she told her wife to wait for her to return.

The assistant's call came in again, and she was not given enough time. She hurried downstairs, drove to the company, had an emergency meeting, and then rushed home. Four or ten minutes had passed.

she won't go?

Xu Fang stood in front of the door and opened it cautiously. She was relieved until she smelled the fragrance of the whole room, and pushed the door open. There were three or four dishes on the table, which were her favorite stir-fried broccoli, Tomato eggs, braised short ribs—after so many years, does she still remember what she likes to eat?

With some secret joy, she walked into the kitchen, but she didn't find Wen Yanshen. She frowned, threw away her bag, rushed up, searched every room, but that person was not there.

Good, good!

She's gone again!

He clearly promised to wait for her!

Xu Fang was so angry at that moment that he didn't know what to do. Obviously Wen's current situation, she dared to be so obedient and disobedient, so she was determined to be reluctant to do anything to Wen's?

Standing in the living room, she felt that every inch of her blood was cooling down, until she heard a slight noise from the kitchen, she rushed in, lowered her head, and finally saw the person she was thinking of - she didn't leave, her face was very pale , eyes closed, sitting on the ground.

"Wen... Yanshen? Wen Yanshen? How are you doing?"

The woman slowly opened her eyes, her eyelashes trembling all the time: "You...you are back. Then I...I can go."

I finally kept my promise once.

Xu Fang pressed her shoulder, touched her hand, it was icy cold, she finally realized: "You touched water... because of cooking... because I asked you to cook, you touched cold water."

Wen Yanshen has always been in poor health. As early as in high school, every time she suffered from dysmenorrhea, she would lose half of her life. Xu Fang would accompany her every time. His heart ached to death, but there was nothing he could do. Such a strong person, but Tears all the time: "It would be great if I could hurt instead of you."

The girl's face was pale, but she reached out and pressed her lips: "Nonsense. Don't cry."

They hug each other.

It will always be like this when I was young, as long as you are by my side, then I will not be afraid of the dark, nor will I be afraid of pain.

I will go forward bravely and overcome obstacles for you.

At the moment when the memories flooded in, Wen Yanshen felt the pain and couldn't bear it any longer. With tears in her eyes, she held Xu Fang's hand and stood up: "You... you are back. I finally... finally waited for you I'm going. I'm leaving."

But before she could finish her sentence, Xu Fang hugged her: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I forgot, I made you hurt."

Why is she such an asshole!

Wen Yan leaned deeply in her arms, his knees softened, his consciousness fell into chaos, and he almost fainted.

Xu Fang was choked with sobs, and hugged her: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

This is the girl she has loved since she was a child.

How could she make her hurt so much.

How can she.