gentle fall

It was late at night when Xu Fang came home.

She now lives alone in a small apartment, close to the company, and sometimes lives at home, but most of the time, she is here alone.

She walked to the refrigerator with a blank expression, opened the refrigerator door, and took out a can of cold beer, but she pursed her lower lip, as if thinking about something, fearing that it would be diluted, she finally put the beer back and took a bottle of cold beer. Bottle of mineral water.

I remembered the phone at this moment, and a gentle female voice came from the other end: "Mom asked me to ask you, why didn't you come home last night and tonight?"

"No return."

Her voice was flat and crisp, and she hung up the phone regardless of what the other party wanted to say - she has always had this indifferent attitude towards people who don't care.

After finishing a bottle of ice water, she felt a dull pain in her stomach, and the center of her brows slowly furrowed, but... thinking of the kiss a moment ago, her brows relaxed slightly again.

She stood in front of the French window, facing the dark sky outside the window, and said softly: "Xu Fang, you are shameless..."

When Wen Yanshen came to her that day, she said on purpose that there would be a price for any transaction between adults, but she never expected... This man just took off his clothes, and his gentle eyes were full of tenderness. At a loss, he hugged his body slowly.

This was a severe insult to their former relationship, and her anger burned her heart to ashes. At that moment, she wanted to ask the person in front of her if she had any heart.

That girl from the Wen family told her why Wen Yanshen chose to give up on her, and she also knew that she had been alone in Australia for 20 years. Really, I want to ask her if she has ever loved someone else in the past 20 years-but she still loves her, just like she still loves her deeply now...

But that person avoided seeing her.

The man's voice on the phone was indifferent and calm: "What Huaiyu said is true. But it's all over, I admit that I once loved you, and even for many years... I can't forget it. But now, I don't think I'm anymore I love you. Mr. Xu. Don’t chase the past, live in the present. There is no need to meet again.”

The phone was hung up just like that.

At that moment, all the sadness and joy turned into ice. It turned out...it was so many years that I couldn't forget it, it turned out that I couldn't let go of it for so many years, it turned out that the person who tortured himself, hated more and loved more... was only himself.

She is really the biggest joke in the world.

So Wen Yanshen came to her yesterday, she knew she was shameless, hated and angry, but she couldn't let go - she didn't want to watch this man walk away from her anymore.

Xu Fang smiled softly, but a little water came out of the corner of his eyes: "So what. I won't let go."

Originally, it was because she loved more and earlier.

If she hadn't been pestering Wen Yanshen and pestering her all the time, she wouldn't have been with her from the beginning.

She has been the pride of heaven since she was a child, with top grades and recommended all the way, until the first exam in the first year of high school, she came in second. Standing in the sun, squinting slightly, looking up at the bulletin board, slowly read out the first Name: "Wen-yan-deep."

This name has been with her for the rest of her life, engraved in her heart for the rest of her life, even if she wanted to dig out these three words many times, it was really too painful... She couldn't do it, really couldn't do it.

The young girl is arrogant, seeing that she is not number one, she made up her mind instantly, and asked the little follower beside her, "Who is she?"

"Which one is the boss asking?"

"nonsense."

"Oh, oh, Wen Yanshen, that's the girl sitting on the far side of the fourth row. It is said that she was recommended with No.1 grades, but she seldom talks, so I don't know her very well. .”

The girl raised her chin, her ponytail tied high, and she returned to the classroom with a very aggressive look. She walked to the neat and clean desk and knocked on the desk: "Wen Yanshen?"

The girl was doing her math homework with her head down. Xue Nen's neck was bent into a slender arc, and she heard a voice slowly raise her head: "...I am, may I ask you, my classmate?"

"You are the first in the exam, you are very good."

"……Oh."

"What do you mean? Do you think you are great?"

"No."

"You are the first person to make me lose the first place. My name is Xu Fang. Remember, I will surpass you in the next monthly exam."

"okay."

The girl pursed her lips and smiled, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, her eyes were very gentle, and she lowered her head to answer the question again.

Xu Fang: "..."

This is the first time she has been treated as air!

She snorted, turned around and left, and went back to do the questions.

In the month after that, she studied desperately, doing quizzes during class, after class, and physical education. After returning home to eat a few bites, she went back to her room to read books and do quizzes, scaring her family. They thought she was stimulated.

She was not stimulated.

She is... Occasionally, during recess, she would secretly look at that girl. She is very quiet and rarely talks to the people around her. Most of the time she reads and writes quietly. The profile of her face...was so gentle when it was illuminated by the sun.

But she ignored her and treated her like air, which was simply intolerable.

The girl secretly thought, don't regret it, don't cry next time.

Soon, on the day of the second monthly exam, when the results were released, she ran over after class, without the slightest look of indifference and aloofness, standing in front of the bulletin board panting... Huh... second again? !

No.1's name is still Wen Yanshen.

How can it be?

She got full marks in mathematics, physics and chemistry, a few points were deducted for Chinese, and two points were deducted for English—how did Wen Yanshen surpass her?

She returned to the classroom with a cold face, stood in front of the girl's desk, and said in a cold voice, "Show me your test paper."

There are many classmates who love to watch the excitement. Xu Fang is a bit rebellious, three points arrogant, and three points cold and arrogant. This classmate Wen is usually quiet and gentle, but he will blush when he speaks loudly. Such a gentle person... This is obviously a The rhythm of being bullied.

The girl didn't seem to be frightened by her, she was taken aback for a moment, then nodded slightly, took out the test paper from the desk, and said softly, "Okay."

The melon-eaters were stunned, and Xu Fang was also stunned. She didn't expect her to be so straightforward. She took the test paper in a daze. She got full marks in mathematics, physics and chemistry, and English.

She pulled out a chair, sat down simply, and drove away those onlookers with her eyes, and asked in a cold voice: "Do you only care about studying?"

The girl who was reading the book with her head down paused, then raised her head, the sun fell from the window, casting a faint halo, she suddenly smiled, her eyes were bent a little, bright and shy: " I don't know... I don't know what else to do besides study."

Xu Fang: "...You, don't you want to go out and play?"

"where to have fun?"

The girl turned her head, lay down on her desk, and suddenly reached out and tapped her dimple: "Wen Yanshen, you look pretty when you smile—I'll take you to play in the physical education class in the afternoon, okay? "

The girl blushed because of her actions: "Huh?"

"What's the matter, you want to brush the questions, you don't want to go out to play, do you?"

"...No. I want to ask you... is it ok, we are still in class, where are we going to play?"

"You don't need to worry about this," Xu Fang stood up, "see you this afternoon."

The girl was still hesitating, but she had already left, and there was no time for her to refuse. In the afternoon, as soon as the class bell rang, the girl with a proud and bright smile ran to her desk: "Let's go, nerd, Forget about the topic."

She stretched out her hand towards her, and Wen Yan was stunned. She rarely had any close friends, and she was a little at a loss because of her wanton happiness.

Xu Fang didn't care so much, he couldn't wait for her to respond, so he just took her hand and led her out. For the first time, he couldn't even speak fluently: "Let's go to the back of the school, that, that... There is a small door inside, you can sneak out, no, if not, we will, we will..."

The girl lowered her head and smiled: "I listen to you."

The girl also smiled subconsciously, and held her hand tightly, as if she was no longer so nervous: "Okay, then follow me."

Then you come with me.

When the phone rang, Xu Fang woke up from the dream, her heart was beating violently uncontrollably, she was breathing hard, tears streaming down her face unknowingly—it was agreed, you came with me, why, why did you put You lost it.

I don't know how long it took, but the phone stopped. She took a tissue and wiped away her tears indiscriminately. When she saw the call, she quickly called back: "Mom, what's wrong?"

"Fang Fang, why haven't you come back yet? Yuqian called you just now, why did you hang up all of a sudden?"

"Mom... I'll be back soon."

She breathed a sigh of relief, picked up the key, and closed the door.

Xu's new house is in the outskirts of the city, a three-story duplex villa. When Xu's father's company was framed and bankrupt, he made up his mind to go abroad and take his family with him. Fang took over her father's job, and returned to China in the past two years. She is extremely capable at work. The Xu Group soon became a media tycoon, and her personal net worth has already exceeded [-] billion.

The light was still on in the living room, and Xu's mother was sitting under the light, talking to Qiao Yuqian: "Qianqian, don't spoil her too much, this child has a bad temper since she was a child, the more you pamper her, the more you two will grow up in the future." Not having a good time."

After she finished speaking, she sighed worriedly. Her daughter is fine in everything, but her relationship and marriage make her worry. She has been single for more than ten years. Later, she finally let go of her promise to get married, but she almost never comes home. Thanks to her daughter-in-law's temperament Well, otherwise we would have divorced long ago.

Xu Fang was changing shoes at the entrance: "Who said I have a bad temper, I have a very good temper."

Xu's mother was very surprised when she heard that she came back, but she spat: "Little thing, you have a dog temper."

Xu Fang smiled faintly, took off his coat, said a few words with his mother, coaxed her to sleep, and then returned to the room.

Qiao Yuqian was sitting in front of the dressing table wiping the essence, when she heard the sound of the door opening, she turned her head and smiled: "What's wrong? Who made you angry, who has the guts, let me guess—it's your old lover? "

Xu Fang looked at her coldly: "Shut up."

"You...you are still so ruthless, you have to think about it, we are married anyway."

"When did I marry you? The marriage certificate was forged and used to deceive the parents. I don't need to remind you again. I'll give you money, and you can play well for me here and stop talking nonsense. "

Qiao Yuqian was not angry either, she smiled at her, and continued to use her beloved bottles and cans: "Okay, for the sake of this bottle of anti-gravity essence, I forgive your impoliteness. But I'm serious, Mr. Xu , you have such a bad temper, how did Miss Wen catch up with you back then?"

Xu Fang was originally sullen, but when he heard the last few words, his expression relaxed a little: "I was the one who chased her."

She has had a bad temper since she was a child, but she couldn't even say a single harsh word to Wen Yanshen.

Even if she was thrown at the airport by her and waited all night, she still waited downstairs at her house regardless of dignity, as long as she saw her, as long as she said, I'm sorry... no, don't say sorry, as long as she said a word , no matter what it is, she can forgive her.

Qiao Yuqian breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to apply eye cream: "Feelings are really tormenting. It's better to be like me. I don't love anyone. Only money can make me happy. Mr. Xu, I said, you are so rich, why bother?" Are you thinking about being alone?"

Xu Fang's face sank again: "Get out, immediately, immediately."

Qiao Yuqian pursed her lips and smiled, finished tossing these bottles and cans, turned around and went out, and stopped before leaving: "But... if your old relationship is rekindled, why do you still keep me here - when I leave, you can give me more Shall I have some money?"

Why is this woman so noisy!

With a cold face, Xu Fang slammed the door shut, not caring that she was still standing at the door, wishing to slam the door on her face.

……

The next day.

Wen's Group lobby.

Wen Yan walked out of the elevator with his handbag in his hand, lowered his head and thought, if Xu Fang told her to go to her house last night, was he teasing her, or... Seriously.

She was afraid that she would be ridiculed if she went, but she was afraid that if she didn't go, it would make her angry. What did this person do when he was angry... She suddenly froze, as if Xu Fang had never been angry with her before. In front of her, she used to always smile, but now when they meet again, she just sneers with a cold face, as if she doesn't have much time to get angry.

She was in a daze, walking forward, not paying attention, bumped into a person, the heel was tilted, and was held by the arm of that person, her voice fell from the top of her hair: "Why, did you see me?" , can’t even walk?”

Wen Yanshen suddenly raised his head, looked at her, and asked in astonishment, "Why are you here?"

Xu Fang was also taken aback, and sneered: "What's the matter, you promised me last night, you forgot, right? But I haven't. Wen Yanshen, you are best at missing appointments, I don't believe you."

Wen Yanshen was stabbed hard by the word "no appointment", his cheeks turned pale, and he took a step back: "Let go, I'll go with you."

Xu Fang groaned lightly, but he didn't let go, instead he took her into his arms with one hand: "I won't let go, I don't believe you."

Wen Yanshen immediately pushed her: "There are many people here, you all..."

They are obviously married, why should they be like this!

Xu Fang smiled lightly: "What's the matter with me? It's not your turn to worry. You just have to remember, what you promised me will be fine."

Wen Yan fell silent.

She didn't speak all the way until she returned to Xu Fang's residence. As soon as she entered the door, she pressed against the porch and kissed her. She closed her eyes, feeling a little hopeless: "There are many people who can satisfy your desire, why do you have to be I?"

The man buried her neck, kissed tenderly, but his words were ruthless: "Don't be sentimental. You owe me this. I never do business at a loss. I helped Wen's with all my heart and effort. Now I'm here Asking for a reward, is there any problem, Wen Yanshen, you have been in the mall for so many years, you should know how to write a contract."

it is good.

She understands.

So she no longer struggled, and was hugged and kissed obediently by her, still with the same indifferent attitude as last time, no matter what Xu Fang did, she always had an indifferent expression, her eyes were clear, and she didn't seem to be emotional at all. Xu Anxin's hair was cold, and he tossed her more and more crazily, making her cry, making her cry, and making her choke up, saying enough was enough, but she didn't let go.

What was supposed to be done only when two people are in love, has now turned into a long torture and punishment. She couldn't breathe, and she didn't know how long it took until the tears dried up, and the man finally stopped.

She breathed a sigh of relief, turned around silently, and turned her back to that person, and never said a word from the beginning to the end.

Xu Fang looked at her back, and the hand that wanted to hug her stopped in the air...Why, do you just hate her so much, when you hate her, she always looks like that, so hated...I don't want to be touched by her To be approached by her, no... She had already said that she would not meet.

She silently withdrew her hand, staring at the darkness in a daze.

That huge sense of emptiness wrapped her around, oppressing her so much that she couldn't breathe.

When this person was not by her side, her heart was so empty, but now she was by her side, and she had done the most intimate thing a moment ago... But why, she only felt that her heart was getting more and more empty.

If she wanted to let go, this person would leave without mercy... But she held on tighter and tighter, she knew that Wen Yanshen was not happy, and she was not happy either, but she was afraid that once she let go, she would never see her again.

In the silent darkness, she heard light breathing from her side. The man curled up into a small ball, almost sleeping against the wall, stubborn and thin, just unwilling to approach her.

Ah Shen, Ah Shen.

You look so pretty when you smile.

Ah Shen, Ah Shen.

Can I... can I kiss you, just, just once.

Ah deep.

Ah deep.

What should I do with you.