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Wu Lan leaned over, took Xiao Zichong's hand, looked at him tenderly, and said, "Because there are all kinds of cruel things like this in this world. Some people's lives are like this from the beginning. Cruel. In this world, there will be all kinds of people and all kinds of things. Everyone will have various choices and various results, and some people, from birth, There may also be no choice.

"We will also see all kinds of people, all kinds of things, we don't necessarily know whether it is right or wrong, or we know right and wrong, and we can't do anything about it. You are still young, mother should not Discussing this with you, it might make you hate the world and not expect that much from it.

"When my mother first started working, she also had the painful idea of ​​wanting to change jobs. Later, it was your father and you who made me feel that while the world is bad, there are also many good sides. We may not accept it, But you must learn to understand and understand. This will make you more determined in your life direction, know how to maintain your own heart, and know what to do and what not to do."

Xiao Zichong stared at his mother in a daze. In fact, he has already come into contact with many people in this society of different ages, different educational backgrounds, different life concepts, etc. by doing publicity and questionnaires today. He feels tired. He is still a young man with great energy. It is difficult to get tired physically, but he is really tired mentally.

Especially what happened to Yan Ran in the evening made him not know how to deal with it.

Someone dragged Yan Ran into the room. They saw Yan Ran was so scared, but not only did they have no sympathy for him, they made fun of him instead. Regardless of whether this caused Yan Ran a great psychological shadow, those people are quite impressive. Hate.

What made him even more uncomfortable was that he didn't know how to deal with Yan Ran's state.

Yan Ran is much more fragile and sensitive than him. Seeing Yan Ran in pain made Xiao Zichong feel his incompetence and powerlessness.

Yan Ran is such a good person, but he didn't protect him well.

Xiao Zichong gave a low "hmm", his mood was calm and he was no longer so dazed, he asked: "The thing you just talked about, where is the father of that child?"

Wu Lan didn't expect Xiao Zichong to continue discussing this matter. She thought Xiao Zichong would directly escape from the cruel reality. Wu Lan said, "We haven't seen that person. The master of the family has been missing for a long time. "

Xiao Zichong frowned: "Didn't the police look for someone?"

Wu Lan: "The police don't have that much free time. They find something for themselves to find this man. And the police also sympathize with this man. Marrying a wife and making the house look like this can be said to be ruined. Go and call this man back, isn't it? Embarrass this person?"

Wu Lan's tone was full of sarcasm, and she didn't know who she was taunting, maybe everyone should be taunted.

Xiao Zichong looked at his beautiful mother and asked, "Do you often encounter such things?"

His mother sometimes discusses some work matters at home, but basically doesn't talk about patients.This was the first time Xiao Zichong heard about this kind of patient case.

Wu Lan sighed: "This is my job, not yours. You don't need to know too much. You also know that people with this disease are positive examples. Very few, most of them are not positive things. The more suffering a person suffers, no matter where the suffering comes from, the easier it is for people to be extreme. Because of suffering, there are very few people who are positive, tolerant and open-minded. The happier people are, the easier it is for them to be peaceful. So me and you Dad doesn't want you to suffer. Mom doesn't want to tell you about these things. Do you understand?"

Xiao Zichong stared at her blankly, and didn't reply for a long time.

Wu Lan said again: "What happened to you and Yan Ran today, can you tell mom?"

Xiao Zichong continued to stare at her blankly, Wu Lan stopped urging him, but said: "No matter what happens, Mom and Dad will always be by your side to accompany you."

Xiao Zichong looked at her, tears gradually accumulated in his eyes.

Wu Lan got up, and stretched out her arms to hug his body distressedly.

Xiao Zichong buried his face in Wu Lan's arms, choked up and said, "I think Yan Ran is too fragile, but I don't know what to do." He wanted to protect Yan Ran, but he couldn't, It pains him.

Wu Lan was stunned for a moment, "What happened?"

Xiao Zichong paused for a long time before saying: "When we were doing publicity and questionnaires in the suburban town, because people on the road didn't pay attention to us, Yan Ran went into a store."

Wu Lan nodded in understanding, Xiao Zichong paused, frowned, and lowered his voice, "I'm not sure what that store does, but it doesn't look like a serious business. There were cloth curtains and no signboard. When I entered the store, a man in his 20s carried Yan Ran on his shoulders and wanted to take him away. Yan Ran was terrified. I went in and took Yan Ran out. Inside There were a lot of people, all men, Yan Ran was carried away, and instead of stopping them, those people laughed happily. They also said it was just a joke."

Wu Lan also frowned, and said, "I roughly know what's going on, is there anything else?"

Xiao Zichong: "No more. Yan Ran was terrified, and was in a daze after coming out of the shop. Could he be sick from the fright?"

Wu Lan said: "This, we have to ask him. Maybe we need to guide him well."

Xiao Zichong: "But I don't know what I can do. I thought I could protect him, but he disappeared all of a sudden..." Xiao Zichong thought of his own powerlessness again, he didn't know what to do to protect Yan Of course, or, it will never be possible to prevent him from being hurt.

"I hope Yan Ran can be strong, but I think that's cruel. Obviously Yan Ran is so scared and sad, but I can only make him strong." Xiao Zichong looked at Wu Lan helplessly.

Wu Lan roughly understood why Xiao Zichong was suddenly so vulnerable and sad, she sighed, "Everyone's mental endurance is different, some people are not afraid of being scared, some people will live in this scare zone for the rest of their lives if they are slightly scared. In the aftereffects of coming. This is different from person to person. However, if a person who is frightened is comforted by other people, knowing that someone cares about him and thinks about him all the time, then he will feel differently. As you grow up, your nerves are different. Maybe you won’t be so vulnerable and sensitive in the future. Let him know what you want to tell Ranran. You said you wanted to protect him, but you didn’t do it at the time, he can understand If you care about his mind, he will be stronger."

Xiao Zichong nodded, expressing his understanding.

Wu Lan said again: "Of course, maybe he is not as fragile as you think. He has his own thoughts and ideas. You have to let him know that he is actually a very good person. Your grades are better than his. I think He has always had low self-esteem in front of you. If you always put on a strong side to Yan Ran to stand up for him, then it won't do him any good. This kind of friendship between you probably won't last long.

"Chong Chong, you have to know that you have to treat all people as equals, people who are much weaker than you, people with disabilities, people who sell their bodies to make money, criminals, illiterates, shameless people, penniless people …You think these people are the same as you, and you can think more, and you can be in front of the power you encounter in the future, in front of people who are better than you, and in front of the temptation of huge money interests , you can think highly of yourself and find your place. Only when you treat those who are weaker than you equally can you truly treat yourself equally and correctly.”

Xiao Zichong looked at Wu Lan half-understood, not understanding why she said this to himself.

Wu Lan smiled bitterly: "You are indeed good enough now, and your father and I have always been proud of you. But when you get out of here, you go to a better place where you can get in touch, and you will find that you What your parents give you is too limited. Most of the people you will come into contact with in the future will be better than you, with power, money, knowledge and city status. After that, your parents will not be able to give you any more support, because that is beyond the limit. At that time, you may feel that you have lost everything and become useless. Mom is worried that you will not be able to bear it at that time and lose yourself. Can you understand my worry?"

Xiao Zichong nodded to express his understanding.

Wu Lan said: "It's because you care too much about Yan Ran, so you always feel that Yan Ran is very fragile, but in fact he is not at all. You didn't care about him before, so you don't know, his parents always use you to encourage him to study hard , isn’t he working hard enough? He’s working hard. Every time I walk past the fourth floor, he’s reading English at six or seven in the morning during winter and summer vacation. In the middle of the night, I have never seen him complain about hard work. Are his parents and grandma not good enough for him? His family gave him all the good things in the family. He is so sensitive and sensible, and he has to bear so much love. Chong Chong, not just Hate, dislike, indifference, beating and scolding will bring a heavy burden, but love brings a much heavier burden. Have you collapsed? You still don’t know him well enough. You should ask Ranran what he is thinking, you don’t always Confide yourself to him, listen to Ranran's voice!"

Xiao Zichong pursed his lips and nodded, Wu Lan said, "Go and talk to Ranran first. If he is willing, you can bring him to our house. I'll ask him what happened. Then decide what to do next."

Xiao Zichong sorted out his emotions, then went downstairs, he knocked on the door of Yan Ran's house, it was getting late, Yan Ran's parents were still not at home, grandma had gone to bed, and it was Aunt Du who opened the door.

"Looking for Ranran?" Aunt Du asked.

Since Xiao Zichong "educated" Yan Ran's parents and grandma at Yan Ran's house last year, he felt a little uncomfortable every time he came to Yan Ran's house, but he couldn't help but come. He said, "Well, is Yan Ran asleep? Uncle Where's the lady?"

Aunt Du said: "Seeing that the light in Ranran's room is still on, he probably didn't sleep. His parents haven't come back yet."

Xiao Zichong followed Aunt Du into the house, and he knocked on Yan Ran's bedroom door himself, but no one came to answer the door, so he had to knock again.

Yan Ran's weak voice came from inside: "The door is not locked."

Xiao Zichong then unscrewed the door and peeped in. Yan Ran was still sitting at the desk writing something. At this time, he was quickly putting away his things while turning his head. Yan Ran probably didn't expect it to be Xiao Zichong, so he was shocked. For a moment, "You..."

Xiao Zichong asked, "Can I go in?"

Yan Ran quickly stood up, "Come in."

Only then did Xiao Zichong enter the room, and he closed the door behind his back. After closing it, he thought for a while and locked the door behind him.

Yan Ran watched his series of movements and asked, "What's the matter with you?"

Xiao Zichong walked up to Yan Ran slowly, stretched out his hand and hugged Yan Ran suddenly, Yan Ran was shorter and thinner than him, when he hugged him, he felt like being tightly wrapped by him.

Yan Ran froze, moved and nervous for an instant, at a loss for what to do.

Xiao Zichong said, "Are you still afraid of being almost taken away this evening?"