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Xiao Qin, a disease control worker who accompanied these students to do publicity and questionnaires, ran over and asked, "What's wrong?"

At first, Xiao Zichong didn't know what was going on behind the door just now, but he became aware of it in just a few seconds, but he didn't want others to rumor that Yan Ran had entered that kind of place, so he said to Xiao Qin: "Sister Qin , nothing happened. Just now Yan Ran entered a store and fell down. It just hurts."

Xiao Qin didn't believe Xiao Zichong's explanation, but she was engaged in the prevention and treatment of AIDS and tuberculosis, and sometimes even cooperated with the staff of the anti-pornography and anti-crime or anti-narcotics departments of the city's public security bureau. Also understand.

She saw that Yan Ran was indeed frightened. The safety of these students was much more important than this publicity, so she said: "Everyone is too tired, my sister invites you to dinner, and I will take you home after dinner."

She ordered a small restaurant and ordered some home-cooked dishes. These children, all growing up, had been busy all afternoon and were starving.As soon as the dishes are served, they are basically quickly clipped.

Yan Ran had no appetite, and ate the rice in front of him in a daze, rarely adding vegetables.

Xiao Qin knew that Yan Ran was the son of Section Chief Yan, so he asked him, "Are you not used to these things?"

Yan Ran said, "I'm not hungry."

Tired all afternoon, it's no wonder she wasn't hungry, but she couldn't persuade her anymore.

Xiao Zichong knew that Yan Ran was frightened. In that case, everyone would be afraid.

It is difficult to have an appetite after being frightened, and if Yan Ran forced himself to eat, he might feel uncomfortable with the accumulation of food, so Xiao Zichong did not serve him food to persuade him to eat more, but whispered to him: "I see that there are some food for sale. Cherries are very sweet, I will buy cherries later, do you want to eat them?"

Yan Ran stared at him blankly, then nodded slightly.

Coming out of the restaurant, Xiao Qin called a taxi, negotiated the price with the driver and gave the money first, asking him to take Jiang Kun, Bi Hua, Liu Yang and Lu Dan home or to school, and she herself He drove the car, took Xiao Zichong, Yan Ran and the rest of the materials back to the CDC, and sent the two children home.

When Jiang Kun and the others got into the car, Liu Yang said, "What happened to Yan Ran before, and suddenly she became Sister Lin."

Neither Lu Dan nor Jiang Kun responded, both of them felt disgusted by his words. Yan Ran did a lot of things today, and he seemed to have been hurt in the end, but they didn't know what was going on, and Xiao Zichong seemed to be the only one. know the situation.

Bi Hua said, "I've heard people say that there are quite a lot of shops like that on this street."

"What kind of store?" Lu Dan and Jiang Kun were both confused, and didn't know what he was alluding to.

Bi Hua laughed and said, "With Lu Dan around, I can't talk about that kind of store."

Now everyone knows what store it is.

The driver said: "I didn't expect you students to know a lot. It's serious for everyone to go to school. Don't come here in the future."

Now everyone is sure that what Bi Hua said is true, and what happened to Yan Ran, everyone can only guess their own, and no one talks about it.

Xiao Zichong went to buy some cherries. This kind of local cherries are not as big as cherries, but they are more juicy and sweeter.

He picked up the car and handed it to Yan Ran, and then sorted out the items and materials with Teacher Xiao Qin before getting in the car.

Yan Ran held the cherry and didn't eat it, just dazed.

Xiao Zichong was afraid that he would have post-traumatic stress disorder. After the car started, he held Yan Ran's hand tightly, and looked at Yan Ran from time to time. Yan Ran was just in a daze at first, trembling from time to time, slowly The situation was a little better, he looked at Xiao Zichong, Xiao Zichong immediately said: "I'll be home soon. Sister Qin said, take us home first, and leave our things at my house, and don't go back to the disease control. Propaganda can be placed in our own school to promote the junior high school and high school, so that the work can be done quickly and the data obtained will be complete.”

"Oh." Yan Ran replied in a low voice.

Xiao Zichong put his arms around his shoulders, and for a moment, he didn't know how else to comfort him.

It was quite a long way back to Weixinyuan from the outskirts of the city. Xiao Qin drove for an hour, and it was already nine o'clock in the evening when he sent the two children home.

Yan Ran went home by himself, was welcomed by his grandmother, ate some lotus seed tremella soup, took a bath, and went back to the bedroom to lie on the bed in a daze.

Although his door is equipped with a lock, Yan Ran rarely locks the door except for changing clothes. Grandma came in with washed cherries, put the cherries on the desk, and came over to pat her grandson gently: "Good grandson!" , do you want to eat cherries? Grandma washed them for you. You bought a good cherries, very sweet."

Only then did Yan Ran come to his senses, thinking that Xiao Zichong bought the cherry.

He said, "Xiao Zichong bought the cherries."

Grandma said: "Then you get up and eat?"

Yan Ran got up and ate the cherries, he was in a daze while eating, he didn't have any feeling whether the cherries were sweet or not.

**

Xiao Zichong's home on the sixth floor.

Xiao Qin is a staff member of Wu Lan's department and a graduate of a 985 university majoring in prevention.

It is not easy to find a job for the major of prevention. Although Xiaoqin has a good school and excellent undergraduate grades, but under the family-losing thoughts of not wanting to go out for a living and the simple expectation of her family wanting her to go back to her hometown to get married and have children, it is a good job for her to get a job in the city's disease control. s Choice.

If there are more graduates in this major in a few years, she may not be able to get into this unit.

Learning is difficult and finding a job is difficult.

Xiao Qin still remembers that she was an intern in a certain city in her fifth year of junior high school, and followed her teacher to the community to do chronic disease screening. The uncles and aunts came over and called her, "Are you here to pick up stalls and sell medicine? It can't be a lie Counterfeit medicine?" It can be seen that domestic public health work is difficult, and Xiao Qin was so depressed that he wanted to cry on the spot.

So Xiao Qin cherishes his current job very much and doesn't want to offend the leader.

After she sent Xiao Zichong home, she went to Wu Lan and whispered to her for a while, to the effect that the young master of Section Chief Yan's family seemed to have entered the pheasant shop by mistake and saw something she shouldn't have seen, and was frightened stupid up.

But she is a small staff member, so it is not convenient to go

The family of Section Chief Yan of the opposite sex told him about this, so he could only rely on his immediate boss, Sister Wu Lan, to help him.

Wu Lan was very surprised, and then became worried.

Xiao Qin thought about it, and had to tell Wu Lan another truth: "It was Chong Chong who entered the store and pulled Ran Ran out. Chong Chong knows what happened best."

Xiao Qin didn't want to talk about this at first, but Xiao Zichong is Wu Lan's son, and when Xiao Zichong leaked his words, he would be charged with concealing the truth and offending the leader, so why not Let's talk about it first.

Xiao Qin left.

Wu Lan just came to Xiao Zichong's bedroom to look for him.

After Xiao Zichong took a shower, he sat in front of his desk. There was an English tape in the repeater, but he didn't listen to anything.

Wu Lan found that his door was unlocked, knocked on the door and went in, calling him, "Xiao Zichong, why are you in a daze?"

"Mom, what's the matter?" Xiao Zichong came back to his senses and looked back at Wu Lan.

Wu Lan found that Xiao Zichong's expression was not right, and he was more melancholy than usual.

This was the first time she saw her son showing such an adult expression. She thought that Xiao Zichong and Yan Ran had indeed encountered something that impacted their worldview.

Wu Lan walked to the desk, reached out and patted her son's shoulder lightly, and said, "Just now Xiao Qin said what happened to you today, but she doesn't know what it is, let me ask you."

Xiao Zichong looked up at her and was silent for a while before saying, "It's not a big deal."

He didn't want to tell others about Yan Ran's encounter with that kind of thing.

Wu Lan said, "Can't you tell mom?"

Xiao Zichong met his mother's gentle gaze, and couldn't refuse for a while, he turned his eyes away in embarrassment, and said, "The main thing is that this is Yan Ran's business, and I can't tell you without his consent."

Wu Lan put her arms around her son and said, "You and Ranran are still young...Of course, I don't mean that you don't have the ability to handle things by yourself, but I just want to say that you are young, so the things you have experienced must have lived three years longer than us. 40 years is rare, isn't it?"

Xiao Zichong nodded silently.

Wu Lan looked down at her son's heavy face, feeling very distressed, and continued, "Many things are not like the mathematical formulas and physical theorems you learn, where right is right and wrong is wrong. Many things we have experienced are not so Clear standards. When you grow up, and what you will come into contact with in the future, it is more likely to be this kind of complicated, right and wrong, or you don’t know how to judge things. Because this society is too big and too complicated However, each of us is too small and our abilities are too limited. If this society is the ocean, we are fish, and we must learn to swim and breathe in this ocean in order to survive. And, sometimes you feel that, in fact, It’s just about living. Chong Chong, you, you must understand the word great and the word ordinary. If you accept this world, the world will accept you.”

For a moment, Xiao Zichong didn't understand why his mother would mention this point. He opened his mouth, wanting to ask her what she misunderstood so that she talked about this kind of issue, but he didn't ask.

Wu Lan sat on the edge of the bed and said, "We have been working as a couple of grandma and grandson for the past few years. Both of them are AIDS patients. Maybe they will die soon."

Xiao Zichong sat on the chair, his back straightened instantly, and the hand holding the pen was clenched tightly.

Wu Lan told her son a very cruel thing. After the child’s mother gave birth to him, she went out to work. During the process of working, she also engaged in sex work, so she was infected with AIDS. She returned home later, Infected the virus to her father-in-law, and then her mother-in-law was infected with the virus, and the child was also infected.

The mother died of AIDS and other diseases in other places.

The local family didn't have the awareness of needing to be tested. It was only when the father-in-law was diagnosed with HIV that he went to the hospital for treatment. Children, the situation is a little better, after being tested positive for HIV began to take medicine.The state has provided them with free medicines for treatment, and the disease control has tried to apply for subsistence allowances and other assistance for them. But now, the children have started to have other complications, and it is estimated that they will not live long.Grandma was a little better off, but she certainly wouldn't want to live without a baby to care for.

Xiao Zichong looked at his mother in shock, not only shocked that such a thing existed, but also shocked that her mother would tell him the cruelty of this world bluntly.

Xiao Zichong looked at Wu Lan motionlessly, and Wu Lan said: "The staff in the district and I just visited them this morning and gave them some food and clothing. I can only guarantee that they are dying. He didn’t suffer from starvation and cold before. That child, now more than five years old, doesn’t know a single word, and neither does his grandma. But he is a very sensible child, and when I go over, he will hold a stool for me to sit on.”

Xiao Zichong suddenly collapsed, clenched his fists tightly, his eyes were red, he stared at his mother and said, "Why did you tell me this."