walk through spring with you

Being hugged tightly by Xiao Zichong, Yan Ran once thought that it would make him faint from nervousness, but it was not the case. He found that he was used to Xiao Zichong being nice to him, so although he was nervous, he still had a kind of "So it's like being hugged by Xiao Zichong" rationally, and thought again, Xiao Zichong is so kind, he came downstairs to comfort me.

Yan Ran shook his head, "I'm fine."

Xiao Zichong let him go, and after the two sat down, he looked at Yan Ran for a while, and saw that Yan Ran was no longer as dull as before, except that his spirit was a little listless.Xiao Zichong was very afraid that Yan Ran would be injured and stunned, because Yan Ran was not smart in the first place, and if he was frightened and became even more stupid, what would he do in the future?

Xiao Zichong felt relieved, and asked, "Will that be a nightmare?"

Yan Ran pursed his lips and remained silent for a while. His face was small and his eyes were big, so that when he was not energetic, the end of his eyes drooped a little, giving him a soft and weak feeling.

"I'm actually fine." After thinking about it, Yan Ran replied, "I was just scared. I thought about it later, those people didn't necessarily want to do anything bad to me, they might just want to make me happy .If I stood up and got angry at that time, or ran away as soon as I entered, they would definitely not think it was fun to tease me, so they would not tease me. In the end, I was not calm enough at the time. Thank you for coming to rescue me later. "

Xiao Zichong looked at him quietly, and said: "If you are really okay, then I can rest assured. I didn't see you on the street, so I was very worried about you, and I will go to you right away. Yan Ran, I always want to protect you, no matter what happens, as your friend, I will help you. I think I should let you know. "

Yan Ran's eyes were moved with tears. He knew that Xiao Zichong had always regarded him as a good friend, and also maintained the loyalty of helping him as a friend.

Yan Ran said: "Thank you. If you have anything, you must let me know and let me help."

Xiao Zichong smiled, reached out and patted Yan Ran's shoulder, "Okay."

"My mother said, I always talk to you, but I don't listen to your voice." Xiao Zichong said awkwardly, "I always talk a lot to you, do you think I'm annoying."

Yan Ran immediately shook his head, "No, I like to listen to you talk."

Xiao Zichong: "Really?"

Yan Ran nodded quickly, almost wanting to stand up and swear to the sky, "I really like listening to you talk."

Xiao Zichong smiled and said, "That's fine. You can tell me anything you want to say in the future. Why did you go to that store today?"

what?

Yan Ran was a little embarrassed and didn't want to talk, but seeing Xiao Zichong staring at him with burning eyes, as if he wanted to listen, he had no choice but to say: "I heard the sound of the TV broadcast of the basketball game inside, and thought it was a teahouse , I thought there would be a lot of people inside, so I squeezed in through the crack of the door.”

"Squeeze in through the crack of the door?"

"Yeah. That door is very narrow, I can squeeze in sideways." Yan Ran stood up and performed.

Yan Ran is too thin, he looks like a paper star, maybe the door of his house is closed, who would have thought that Yan Ran would squeeze in.

Xiao Zichong asked again: "Why are you afraid of the people inside?"

Xiao Zichong intuitively felt that Yan Ran was not afraid of the people there for no reason, so he did not make effective resistance.

Yan Ran looked at Xiao Zichong in embarrassment, not wanting to speak.

Xiao Zichong thought about it, and asked bluntly, "Did you find that...that kind of place?"

Yan Ran was even more embarrassed, blushing all over her face.

Xiao Zichong said: "You didn't even understand physical hygiene before, why did you know so well what that store does?"

Yan Ran was so embarrassed that not only his face was flushed, but he was also sweating all over his body. Xiao Zichong laughed suddenly, and stretched out his hand to grab Yan Ran's hand. Yan Ran evaded his hand reflexively, but Xiao Zichong still caught him. Xiao Zichong took his hand and shook it like a handshake, and said, "Boys are not safe. Next time you meet that kind of person, he will come to make fun of you. Don't be afraid of him. There are things around you. Hit him with anything, and if you judge that you can’t beat him, run away and call someone for help. Anyway, you can’t suffer from this kind of thing. If someone asks you, you don’t know what’s going on, thinking that the other party is going to rob !"

Yan Ran blushed to the point of burning, and her big eyes were wide open.

Xiao Zichong let go of his fleshy hand, stretched out his finger to poke his blushing cheek, "What's the matter, you look at me in disbelief."

Yan Ran's breathing became heavy and his expression was serious, he asked, "You...have you ever been bullied before?"

After all, Xiao Zichong is the best-looking boy around. If Xiao Zichong was bullied, what would he do? Yan Ran felt unbearable just thinking about it, and felt the urge to grab the knife in his hand .

Xiao Zichong said in surprise, "Who would dare!"

Yan Ran hurriedly said, "I'm sorry."

Xiao Zichong snorted, "I think your parents are really incompetent. Has no one told you?"

Yan Ran was embarrassed and did not answer.No one in his family would tell him this.Although he is 16 years old, his family still thinks he is a six-year-old kid.There was no door lock in the room before, and sometimes you have to hide under the quilt to change your underwear, otherwise it is very likely that grandma will open the door and see it.If grandma sees him showing embarrassment, grandma will make fun of him, saying that it's not like he hasn't seen him running naked before, so there's nothing to be shy about now.

Yan Ran thought about it, he was really pathetic before, and he was extremely grateful to Xiao Zichong for winning the right to lock the door for him.

Xiao Zichong said with a smile: "Then if you don't understand anything in the future, just ask me directly."

Like a big brother.

Yan Ran: "..."

Yan Ran blushed again, feeling that he was being molested by Xiao Zichong, and he never thought that Xiao Zichong would actually say such a dirty joke, is this a dirty joke? !

Seeing Yan Ran's unbelievably embarrassed look, Xiao Zichong didn't feel uncomfortable at all, and continued: "Isn't this the most normal human condition? If you don't understand anything, then other grown-ups who understand People, maybe they will use this to take advantage of you. However, are you listening?"

The two overlapping sounds of "Ran Ran" made Yan Ran nervous and sweet at the same time. This was the first time Xiao Zichong called him by his nickname.

Yan Ran blushed and nodded: "Yeah, I know."

Xiao Zichong said seriously: "I'm telling you seriously. It doesn't matter whether it's a man or a woman, especially those who are older than you. Of course, people of the same age or younger are also included. If you think The other party makes you feel uncomfortable, including sexual harassment with verbal hints, physical touch, and sexual harassment with unruly eyes. You have to show resistance. If you meet someone who encounters this kind of harassment, if you can help, Help others too. Do you know what sexual harassment is?"

Yan Ran nodded quickly.

Xiao Zichong said: "That's good. I think this kind of thing happened to you today. If you don't like it or be happy, you must show it quickly and accuse them of bullying others and their behavior is wrong. Otherwise, I think They themselves are unconscious, what a bunch of psychopaths."

The word "crazy" sealed that group of people.

Yan Ran has completely come out of the fear of the evening, and he doesn't need to care about the shadow brought to him by that group of "psychopaths".

Xiao Zichong was afraid that he would make Yan Ran stupid by instigating him, so he had to say again: "If you can find help quickly, don't forget to ask for it."

This can be regarded as earnest, and he can completely make Yan Ran recognize himself as a "godfather".

Xiao Zichong asked again: "Do you know what to do in the future?"

Yan Ran smiled and nodded.

Seeing him smile, Xiao Zichong felt completely relaxed, and asked, "How on earth do you know what that store does?"

It seems that Xiao Zichong still has the spirit of gossip. Yan Ran had always thought that Xiao Zichong was not interested in anything other than science and learning.

Yan Ran was always uncomfortable talking about this kind of thing to Xiao Zichong, but seeing that Xiao Zichong had confided his heart to him just now, it was hard not to say anything, so he said: "I eat at home, and my second uncle sometimes They will talk about this kind of thing. They said that in our city, there are quite a lot of gay men of that kind, and there are also shops dedicated to men doing men's business, so I know."

"Ah? Is that so." Xiao Zichong wasn't very interested.But thinking of his mother saying that he should listen to Yan Ran more, he asked again, "Doesn't your second uncle know a lot about these things?"

"But he doesn't talk much, unless it's very special. Because it's always those things that go to the anti-pornography, over and over again, men, women, some men are arrested, wives go to pay, they quarrel, or simply Those who are not noisy because they are used to it. The husband and wife do this kind of business together; there are also men who pretend to be women. In the end, the client and the person who pretends to be a woman are arrested together. Only in the police, the client knows I was with a man, so when I got into a fight, these things are quite strange. My second uncle would talk about them sometimes. I would not talk about them if they were too common. Sometimes he would talk about meeting someone with dignity Say who..."

Xiao Zichong: "..."

Xiao Zichong, who was shocked when he heard it, had to say: "I thought you didn't know anything, and I just told you so much just now. You actually know more than I do!"

Xiao Zichong felt that he had been deceived by Yan Ran, who always had a pure and shy face, all deceiving.

Yan Ran shyly said: "Is there any benefit in knowing more about this kind of thing?"

"Yes." Xiao Zichong came back to his senses and realized that he was stupid just now.

So he didn't dare to be stupid again, so he said: "Then I'll go back first. If you have something to do, just call me." Seeing that Yan Ran has no psychological burden, there is no need to take him home to be enlightened by his mother.

Yan Ran got up to see him off, Xiao Zichong walked to the gate of his house, suddenly smiled and hugged Yan Ran, let him go in a second, and said, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Yan Ran didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he waited until he went upstairs and he was no longer seen before closing the door and entering the house.

Back in the bedroom, Yan Ran took out his diary and wrote: "Plato said, if a person's passion, whether in happiness or distress, keeps the creeds taught by reason about what to fear and what not to fear, Then we call every such man a brave man because of his passionate part. Xiao Zichong is my passion and my joy, my distress and my reason, my fear and my Creed. He is my courage itself."