Heterogeneous love

Brother is the kind of person who has always been very clear about what he wants, and has strong restraint. He does what he says, and he said that he and I are just brothers and sisters, but he really only becomes a brother and sister. He cares and behaves politely, Chu Hehan Never go beyond the bounds.

It's just that sometimes, he smiled at me clearly, but the moment he turned around, he would feel a kind of deep sadness on his body, sweeping over like a cloud, making people suffocated and having nowhere to hide.

I don't know how much sadness and loneliness a person's body can carry.

I also don't know how much strength a person can burst out, how much strength and tenacity a person can last.

But I clearly understand that this kind of pain, brother Yu is the limit of bearing, I dare not touch the string again, because once it breaks, brother has pushed himself to the limit, I am afraid that he will not be able to bear it.

So, I had no choice but to maintain the warmth on the surface, not daring to demand so much, suppressing desires a little bit, and tremblingly holding my brother's hand on the cliff to move forward step by step. I don't know when I will fall off the cliff or see the flatness , but it can only go on like this.

However, I just refused to go on like this. He almost deliberately shortened the time to see me. When he came to see me, he usually dragged Dongzi along, which made Dongzi ask me in a daze, "Yuanyuan, what is Changyou doing recently?" What's the matter?"

I can only smile wryly.

That's not enough for my brother, when he sent me back to the dormitory that night, he even persuaded me intermittently, "I'm a senior, I can find myself a boyfriend."

When I heard that sentence, my heart sank coldly, I couldn't figure it out, and I was so painful that I couldn't speak.

"Okay. Okay." I didn't cry, but my voice was a little trembling.

Don't open your eyes, turn around and walk back.

I stood there watching him go away, suddenly a great sadness welled up, and I opened my mouth and shouted, "Brother, I won't fall in love with anyone else!"

It attracted the attention of passers-by, so I stared at my brother desperately and waited for him to turn around.

However, my brother stopped for a while and didn't look back.

When he left again, he staggered twice, but he still didn't look back.

I ignored the eyes of the people around me and turned back to the dormitory.

Covered in the quilt and crying bitterly, it seems to be back to the sophomore year in high school. I miss him so much and the sadness when I can't see him, but this time I understand that my brother really decided to let go...

I cried for a long time at night, and slept late the next morning, so that when Dongzi called me, I was still in a daze, "I'm downstairs? Give something, what?"

……

"Brother is gone? Where did you go?"

"I don't know." Dongzi said over there, "He just asked me to give it to you."

I woke up all at once and sat up from the bed, "What?!"

Dongzi understood over there, "Didn't he tell you that he was leaving? Kid! I knew it would be no good for him to find me. Let's go to the station to catch him now. He just left not long ago."

I put on my clothes and rushed out. I forgot to bring the money. Fortunately, Dongzi brought the money.

Take a taxi and go to West Station.I searched around, "Go to the east station!" Dongzi said, "Smelly boy, you will hurt me, see if I catch him or not and peel him! What are you talking about? I am afraid that you will send him sad and cry. It turns out that there is no Didn't tell you."

"Yuanyuan, don't cry, ah. I'll clean him up for you when I catch him. But what happened to you guys? Although that kid Changyou is stinky, he really hurts you so much. How could he not?" Let me tell you and leave."

I was sobbing so hard I could only shake my head.

Seeing this, Dongzi was helpless and sighed.

When I arrived at the East Railway Station, I jumped out of the car and ran around to look around. I didn't care to wipe the tears all over my face, and I felt extremely regretful. If I hadn't said that sentence last night, maybe my brother wouldn't have been forced to leave by me.But what to do now?what to do?

Seeing me running around like crazy, Dongzi pulled me and asked, "Have you seen my brother?" He was frightened, and hugged me tightly behind him, "Yuanyuan, don't you Panic, don’t panic. Let’s go to the waiting room to have a look.”

I searched back and forth twice, but I didn't see brother.The trains drove away one by one, and I was so anxious that I wanted to blow up the station.

"Will that kid leave by plane?"

I shook my head, "Probably not, what happened last night, he probably didn't have time to buy a plane ticket."

"But where will he go? It's not a way to search aimlessly like this."

Where will brother go?He has never liked the uncle's house, so he will definitely not go there.

We had no other relatives, and few reliable friends.

There are many places I like, because I am greedy and say that I want to eat all over the world. My brother always puts me first, and he said that he will take me around to play in the future...

Where will brother go?

You don't just buy a ticket and leave, do you?

Since then, wandering around the world, making home everywhere?

But he has been admitted to graduate school, why?

The one who likes school so much, the one who promised to accompany me to study in school, and the one who promised to take care of me for the rest of my life, how could he just leave?

I stood in the waiting hall and cried bitterly, my brother actually left, unexpectedly left...

He—don't want me anymore.