White Moonlight Nobody Wants

Lu Yunshen often thinks, can't people who don't support equal rights and have no dreams not get what they like and what they want?

Probably so, every time he looked at Xiao Yijuan's flamboyant face, and saw him pointing out the country with Jiang Lifei like an a, he always told himself that maybe he really didn't have the right to stand with them.

However, it is accepted rationally, but not emotionally.So Lu Yunshen always asked himself over and over again, can people who have no dreams not get love?

If not, then why is he always the one left behind by his partner when traveling together?Why can he always bring Jiang Lifei and Xiao Yijuan together to reminisce about their military school career.

Lu Yunshen just watched from a distance, just watching, his heart was already filled with pain and unwillingness that could not be vented.

He's just a junior, so why did Li Fei talk more to him than to me?

Does omega have to support equal rights?It seems that he did something outrageous and unreasonable because he kept his law and order?

Obviously his family has been like this since he was a child, obeying his father and mother, taking care of the housework and raising children, that is the most common scene in an ao family.

He took care of the housework, raised children for Jiang Lifei, and thought that all his contributions were no worse than Xiao Yijuan, but why couldn't they, the people he cared about, see it?

Jiang Lifei, who is always busy with business, can't see it, even his son who has poured all his heart and soul into it. Lu Yunshen can often see his son's disgust. Not to mention that he is not as good as his teacher Xiao Yijuan, even he is not as good as an ordinary beta.

That's why Lu Yunshen hates Xiao Yijuan. He hates this person following behind him like a shadow. Everyone in trouble loves to compare him with him.

But how could they understand!How can they understand?

Lu Yun bit his neatly manicured nails deeply and refused to let go. How could they understand that his dedication to this family was never less than anyone else, not to mention that Xiao Yijuan, who was always busy and busy, how could he understand that for children? The best kind of love is companionship.

But in the face of his dissatisfaction, Xiao Yijuan took it for granted, "I also have my own things to do, and it doesn't mean that I have to give up my own things for the sake of my family."

Lu Yunshen was speechless after saying a word.

I know you all look down on me, but I have never had a clear conscience.At that time, Lu Yunshen comforted himself like this in his heart.

He did all this carefully, even if he was neglected by his husband, even if he was separated from his son, he did his best to do everything well, and worked hard to build the family he imagined.

But the two men whom he devoted himself to seem to have forgotten that maybe he only needs a thank you from them.

After such repeated repetitions, in the end it was another young A who changed everything and injected vitality into his meager life.He was a shy and timid young man who would always put the most beautiful flowers in the morning in his room, sometimes roses, sometimes roses, sometimes peonies...

Every day made him look forward to the new day, and when he came to his senses, he had already made a big mistake.The son's cold eyes that he had never had before were hitting him, asking him, must he embarrass his father?

So, he cruelly drove the young man away, and repeated his dull and uninspiring day again.Until the arrival of another omega made him feel like an enemy.

Except for Xiao Yijuan, Lu Yunshen swore that he had never hated an omega so much, with a gentle smile, black hair, snow-white skin, and eyes like lacquer.everything on him

Everything makes people fall in love, as if it was tailor-made for his Jiang Lifei.

When he found out about that person's life experience, Lu Yunshen almost gritted his silver teeth. He felt that he really hated Xiao Yijuan, and couldn't help but ask secretly whether Xiao Yijuan's actions were really out of revenge for him back then. In a flash, Xiao Tingxuan was framed as Jiang Lifei's illegitimate son.

Lu Yunshen had always noticed Gu Qingyan's admiration for Jiang Lifei and just pretended not to know it.Continue to stay beside them foolishly, enjoying the guilt of those two.

That omega is indeed smart, but he, Lu Yunshen, has never been stupid.

No one who grew up in a big family is stupid.Otherwise, how could he protect his identity and drive his younger brother Lu Yunran out of the Lu family?

But what he didn't expect was that the omega named Gu Qingyan was so ignorant that he insisted on doing it himself.They didn't give up until he slipped away in disgrace.

In the end, after driving away this one, he still didn't keep his love.Lu Yunshen did not expect that the deepest secret he buried in his heart would be held in the hands of another person, and in the end he would be judged by everyone on the Internet.

Gu Qingyan thanked him, Lu Yunshen knew that he deserved this thank you, but he was unwilling to open his mouth no matter what, he opened his mouth to say thank you to Gu Qingyan.

He thinks he is not a strong heart, seeing the humiliation on the Internet, he once thought of dying, and for a while he didn't even have the courage to go to the supermarket.

His hysterical questioning was aimed at Gu Qingyan, and also at himself who was powerless to deal with all this.

Those who cried and sighed did not know whether it was Jiang Lifei who had died, or the most precious youth he had buried in that cold home.

But he didn't know that Gu Qingyan's kindness to strangers was not for anything else, but to save himself, the poor shadow who was struggling in desperation.

What he didn't expect was that the person who saved him would be the young man who was severely hurt by him back then.

He was still as gentle as before, but this time, Lu Yunshen didn't want it anymore, he didn't dare to.

The resentment in Lu Yunshen's heart, which had no place to vent, finally condensed into a cloud of air that could not be grasped.

Lu Yunshen finally understood everything he had missed in those years, including dreams and love.

Lu Yunshen, who was forcibly pulled back by his lover, was really full of unwillingness.Until the lover looked at him calmly with a pair of gentle eyes and said, he is my savior.

Even now he still hates him, but facing Gu Qingyan's swollen belly, Lu Yunshen still wishes him to take care with complicated emotions.For Jiang Lifei, but also for their love that was never favored by the world.

Finally, Lu Yunshen heard the man ask himself, "Do you still have dreams?"

He rejected this young man again and again, until all the defense lines were broken by this young man one by one, and finally opened his heart to him.

This time he turned his head, his eyes were firm and deep, "My dream is waiting for me in the distance."

Many things happened later, and Jiang Jianshen finally told him the truth about Jiang Lifei's death because of the farce at his father's funeral.Lu Yunshen locked himself in his room and cried for a whole day, thinking about his long marriage with Jiang Lifei, thinking about the green years he would never get back.

The next day, Lu Yunshen came to Gu Qingyan's house with red eyes from crying, and promptly relieved him of the trouble Lin Ran had caused.

Later, they held a wedding together and had a lovely child.Life should be heading towards a bright tomorrow, until Jiang Lifei's sudden death broke this hypocritical tranquility.