White Moonlight Nobody Wants

Time flowed slowly, but since that person passed away, it seemed to be repeating the same day over and over again.Once upon a time, Jiang Lifei was a ray of light that suddenly appeared in Gu Qing's quiet life.

This light illuminated his life, and even after Jiang Lifei passed away, the warmth he left behind did not diminish.

Every time Gu Qingyan thinks of her belated discoveries, she will be grateful for her lover's tenderness from the bottom of her heart.It turned out that when he was still ignorant, this person had already thought so deeply and so far.Not only did he plan the future for him, he invited the best teacher to learn painting for him, and even the opening of the art exhibition had his secret help to make it so smooth.

Even……

Rubbing her lower abdomen with her hand, a faint smile appeared on the corner of Gu Qingyan's mouth.Even this child who is still unknown to him, he has already thought of it.

This is the secret that Chen Cen told him when he experienced the torment of pheromones again. His lover had already made his glands into medicine.As long as this pheromone is injected into his body, it will not only help him resist the torment of not having alpha during pregnancy, but also form a permanent mark.Eliminates his estrus and makes him immune to the pheromones of other alphas.

In other words, from now on, he will no longer be affected by other alpha pheromones.

"The weather is fine today. I'm holding Pudding and walking in the garden with Little Moon. I know you've always been by our side and guarded us. I want to say that I'm doing well, and I hope you are too."

I don't know when, Gu Qingyan developed the habit of keeping a diary, always writing a few notes in the garden in the sun in his spare time.It's like talking to your lover in this way.

"On the [-]th day of your absence, the omega reform bill finally passed the review. Since then, omega has truly had the same rights as alpha. I am very happy, and I know you are the same, respect freedom and love."

"During the 150 days you were away, Little Moon was very healthy, and always greeted me with her little fist playfully. I'm fine, but I just miss you a little bit."

"Lifei, I miss you very much."

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Gu Qingyan's life is still the same as when Jiang Lifei was there, except that Jiang Jianshen would come to see him whenever he was free, and apart from talking about his father, this little boy would stare at his bulging belly every time, as if It was as if the little moon could crawl out of his stomach in no time.

Little Moonlight also came a few times, mostly with Lin Ran, and Lin Ran still took care of him in every detail as before.It's just that the eyes looking at him are very complicated, the dark color hidden in those jet-black eyes can't even be understood by Gu Qingyan himself.

Until Lin Ran came to the doctor without saying a word, trying to remove the child in his stomach.It was only then that Lu Qingyan realized that the depth in Lin Ran's eyes was an invisible darkness.

He once thought that Lin Ran was his light, but Lin Ran might be the darkness itself.

Surprisingly, the person who helped him this time was Lu Yunshen.He was the one who helped him drive away Lin Ran and the doctor he had hired, but even though he did a good deed, Lu Yunshen still looked awkward, and even in the face of his thanks, he was not very happy.Gu Qingyan knew that Jiang Jianshen must have told him about Jiang Lifei.

The two remained silent until Lu Yunshen said, "Take care of him."

Gu Qingyan looked at Lu Yunshen, but nodded heavily without saying a word.

The following life was as ordinary as ever, Gu Qingyan knew through Jiang Jianshen that Lin Ran was arrested by Xiao Yijuan and locked up for a few days.When Lin Ran was released on bail, the first thing he saw was Xiao Yueguang. He looked more and more like Gu Qingyan, even his frowning eyebrows were exactly the same.

He just looked at him like this, his eyes full of disappointment, Lin Ran heard Xiao Yueguang say, "Dad, this time you really broke father's heart."

When Xiao Yueguang was young, he didn't understand why his father and father had to separate, and he didn't understand why his father had to leave him and his father to find his partner.All he knew was that there was a father who loved him and a father who loved him in his family. The three of them were very happy until one day, his father left them, ignoring his father's tears and begging, and walked away without looking back , for another man.

This feeling of being abandoned by his father even made him hate facing his father for a while.

It wasn't until his father's partner died, and until his father was hurt by his father again, that Little Moonlight recalled that when he was a child, his father held him and cried alone at night, and remembered how helpless and peaceful his father was when he curled up when his father suddenly disappeared. Fragile.At this time, he finally realized ignorantly that his father was actually the one who was hurt the most. If he didn't say anything, it didn't mean he didn't feel pain.

That day, Xiao Yueguang went to find his father alone, and he watched his father holding pudding, stroking his stomach and smiling from a distance through the courtyard.This scene hurt his eyes, and he felt that he might not be the child his father loved most anymore.

However, when his father noticed him, he smiled brightly at him, and this familiar smile made Xiao Yueguang burst into tears instantly.He rushed to his father's side, crying like a child who had been greatly wronged.

"Father, before you said that I was your favorite child, what about now? Don't you love me anymore?"

"How could it be?" Gu Qingyan stroked Xiao Yueguang's soft hair, looking at the immature face that was exactly like his own, "You will always be my favorite child."

Xiao Yueguang raised her head from Gu Qingyan's embrace, with tears streaming down her eyes, "Is it the same even if you have younger brothers and sisters?"

"Yes, even with your younger brothers and sisters." Gu Qingyan hugged Xiaoyueguang, just like when he was a baby, "My little Yueguang will always be my favorite child."

When he was about to give birth, it was the early spring of the following year. Gu Qingyan supported his huge belly and listened to Jiang Jianshen chattering about the Jiang family's affairs beside him. What old man just doesn’t recognize him.”

The old man Jiang Jianshen was talking about was his grandfather, but Gu Qingyan didn't care, but comforted him, "In fact, the surname Gu is pretty good."

"Gu?" Jiang Jianshen frowned, and asked again, "Did my father give this little guy a name before?"

"Well, we have indeed said that if we really have a baby, we will name him He Ning. The crane is taken from "The Book of Songs Xiaoya Heming" "Heming in Jiugao, the sound is heard in the wild. "Ning has the meaning of tranquility and far-reaching."

"He Ning, Jiang He Ning? It sounds nice." Jiang Jianshen seemed discouraged at this point, "I feel that my father chose my younger brother's name more carefully than me."

"Really? But I think your name is also very nice. The shallow ones are shallow, and the deep ones are deep. What's more, this name also contains your father's love for your father. I think it must be your father's thinking." It took a long time to get it for you, after all, you are his favorite child."

Jiang Jian heaved a deep sigh of relief, lying on the table like a boneless person pinching pudding's hair, he stared at Gu Qingyan's stomach for a while, and after a while, suddenly looked pitifully like a small animal Looking at him, "Can I touch it?"

Gu Qingyan was also surprised, he smiled, "Of course."

Jiang Jianshen immediately looked nervous, and stroked Gu Qingyan's stomach. After a pause, the child suddenly said to Gu Qingyan, "He kicked me."

Before Gu Qingyan could respond, Jiang Jianshen lowered his head and said to the little guy in his stomach, "Little guy, hello~ I'm brother~~"

Although she is already an advanced maternal age, unexpectedly, Gu Qingyan's delivery of Little Moon was smoother than the time of giving birth to Little Moonlight.I didn't even feel any pain. The only people who had some headaches were those who came with Jiang Jianshen. Gu Qingyan heard Jiang Jianshen shouting to those people from a distance, "He Ning is my father's child, and also my brother. Why don't you Let him take Papa's last name."

After Jiang Jianshen drove away the group of people, he was still indignant, but there was a bit of unspeakable grievance in his anger, "My grandfather forbids his surname Jiang, and he is not allowed to use his father's name."

Gu Qingyan also knew that they did this because they were completely unwilling to admit the existence of Little Moon. Anyway, this child is an omega, so it is useless to them.

Seeing Jiang Jianshen's disappointed expression, Gu Qingyan hugged Little Moon, and instead comforted the frustrated young master, "Gu Feiyan, isn't it a pretty good name?"