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"Have you ever thought that Lin Ran also heard the secret you heard?"

Lin Yao's words were like a wooden stick hitting Lin Yao's head, causing him to lose all reaction in an instant.

……

"Brother, brother, where are you hiding? I found you, I really found it... Ah, I can't find it."

Eight-year-old Lin Yao likes to play hide-and-seek with his elder brother the most. He can be found no matter where he hides. When he is caught, his elder brother will pick him up and spin him around in circles.

He has the best and gentlest brother in the world.

He also likes to find his brother from various places. When searching, he will find many small gifts hidden by his brother, like a game of finding treasure.

If he can't find it after a while, if he pretends to cry, his brother will reveal his little tail, so that he can find it out naturally.

Lin Yao liked his brother because he was caught cheating.

That day it was his turn to look for someone again, and he touched the back garden of the house.

There is a hut by the back door, maybe my brother is there.

He covered his mouth and walked over carefully on his feet, without making a sound.

When Lin Yao walked over, he heard voices coming from across the garden wall.

Lin Yao was very smart, and immediately recognized his father's voice.

In the eyes of eight-year-old Lin Yao, his father is a familiar stranger who appears at home every day, but every day is in a hurry, seeing himself as if he didn't see him.

And never smile, looks scary.

But, it's Dad!

Every time Lin Yao saw him, he subconsciously wanted to cheer and run over, wanting to ask his father to hug him.

He misses his father so much.

But my father was cold and fierce, with scary eyes.

Mom said that it must be because Dad is busy with work and has no time and mood to accompany him, so he can't disturb Dad's work.

Lin Yao covered his mouth and stood by the garden wall, raising his head to listen carefully.

Lin Yao was very happy to be able to hear his father work up close, as if he was also involved in the work.

He forgot all about playing hide-and-seek with his brother.

outside the walls.

Lin Fucheng looked coldly at the so-called brother-in-law's relative who came to him.

An ignorant rascal who wanted to extort money from the Lin family by relying on a little relationship.

! "Mr. Lin's words are too ugly. What is extortion of money? It seems that we are shameless. No matter how poor we are, we are not like you. We are so rich and still take money from dead people. Others don't know. I thought you were kind enough to adopt your younger sister’s orphan, and you were buying foundations and real estate, but I asked someone to check, and the relationship was all bluffing. Lin Ran hasn’t grown up yet, and you turned your nephew into a Son, this son's things are not all for you, the guardian, to use casually. Who knows how many sons Lin Ran will have left when he grows up. I don't worry about letting it go in your hands. Also, how did your sister die? Mr. Lin himself Clear, if you want people not to know..."

Lin Fucheng has seen this kind of person a lot, and he doesn't intend to waste any time arguing with the other party. There are many ways to deal with this kind of person.The reason why this little time was wasted was because this man was so daring that he almost sneaked into the Lin family.

Lin Fucheng didn't want this person to appear in front of Lin Ran, nor did he want to disturb the family by making noise.

He coldly watched the other party talking nonsense, and after waiting for a few minutes, a car drove away silently, and the people in the car got down and gagged the man and took him directly to the police station.

Lin Fucheng glanced at the garden behind him, and left from the secluded path outside the wall.

Across the wall, eight-year-old Lin Yao opened his eyes wide and stood in the overgrown forest garden with only one sentence in his mind: His brother is not his brother!

The little Lin Yao didn't know that Lin Ran was in the small house not far from him, so he could only hear it more clearly.

At that time, Lin Yao was already nine years old. Compared with Lin Yao who expressed his happiness and dissatisfaction directly like a child, Lin Ran's personality has been quiet and introverted since he was a child.

During the hide-and-seek that day, none of them found anyone.

In the evening, Lin Yao, who tried his best to pretend nothing had happened, rubbed his eyes and said that he was sleepy halfway through the game and went back to his room to sleep, and asked his brother where he hid.

Lin Ran said that he hid in their toy room.

So the game ended with Lin Yao's failure.

"Next time, it's my turn to find Ah Yao."

But that was the last time they played hide and seek.

From that day on, Lin Yao grew up with worries, his temper became more eccentric and stubborn, and he seemed to have alienated everyone overnight, and his favorite brother in the past couldn't get close to him when he was unhappy.

Afraid that he would not be able to hide the secret, Lin Yao, who lost his temper and ran away every time, found that his brother did not come after him as he imagined. Although he was relieved, he was even more disappointed.

We used to be inseparable!The inseparable brothers began to drift away slowly.

Lin Ran didn't pay attention to the subtle changes in his younger brother, he was still immersed in what that person said, trying to find out the half-knowledgeable secret.

……

Lin Lai recalled the past: "Just like you never thought that Xiaoran knew this secret, Xiaoran never thought that you heard it."

Lin Lai was stunned: "In our family, father is not a qualified father, but not just father, mother, me, Miao Miao, everyone in our family is the same. Everyone is immersed in their own fatigue and has no time to care about others. If such a cold and selfish family member becomes a family member under one roof temporarily because of money, it will probably make people a lot easier. When Xiaoran came to ask me, I just acquiesced and misled him. "

Because Lin Ran couldn't tell the truth of the reality, he had to use half of the less cruel truth and half of a white lie to prevaricate.

"But," a helpless smile appeared on Lin Lai's lips, and his eyes were gentle and melancholy, "this child's thoughts are always difficult to understand, because he is not from this family, so any warmth given to him is a Exceeding gifts need to be repaid in return. That's how you think."

Vaguely back to many years ago, Lin Ran, who was thirteen and fourteen, had clear and gentle eyes. He looked at his elder sister who was as old as his mother: "The cost of raising a child is no less than the interest of the inheritance stored in the bank. I used to think that parents are too I was too indifferent, now that I know that I am not the child of my parents, I can understand and get close to them. Can my sister keep a secret for me?"

Whether it is the secret of parents, or Lin Ran's secret.

Even though it has been 20 years since Lin Ran's accident, she still kept the secret well.

Lin Yu looked at Lin Yao, who had a stern expression and empty eyes, and looked at the younger brother who was exhausting everyone, and said calmly and slowly, "Actually, there is one thing you have always remembered wrong."

Lin Yao didn't respond, his withered eyes moved straight to her.

"No, everyone didn't like Xiaoran from childhood. Dad, he doesn't like all children, until now. Even for Lin Ran. Your brother is a quiet child, not clingy. Until you Since you were born, you have been lively and active since you were a child. You two always played together when you were young. You like your father the most. Every time, no matter how cold your father is, you seem to be invisible, and you always tell your brother like this. "

! ...

In the garden on the rest day, Xiao Linyao, who covered his eyes and opened his mouth and cried because his little bicycle broke down, cried and begged for his father. The door of Dad's study.

Lin Fucheng with a cold face asked seriously: "What's the matter?"

One big and one small, looking at each other seriously from a distance.

Finally, Lin Fucheng stood up silently.

In the garden, Lin Fucheng squatted on the ground without caring about his image, repairing the bicycle with a wrench seriously with a cold face.

Lin Yao, who got his wish, ran happily around them with the paper airplane made by his brother, while Xiao Linran squatted beside Lin Fucheng and watched quietly.

Kobayashi ran back a little.

He moved once every time he was expelled, until Lin Fucheng lost his temper and pretended not to see him, then he quietly moved back a little.

"What are you looking at?"

"Learn to fix a bicycle."

"What's the use of learning this?" Even Lin Fucheng himself is the first time in his life. Isn't this kind of thing just to use a wrench to drive ducks to the shelves?

"After learning, I will fix it for my brother next time."

Lin Fucheng glanced at him, but didn't say anything.

……

Lin Fucheng's temper is cold and hard, he is headstrong, especially when facing the children at home, he is extremely impatient and rude.

Lin Yao is not the only one who will be punished, although it is true that due to personality factors, Lin Yao, who is like a hedgehog, is more likely to be punished for contradicting and losing his temper with Lin Fucheng.

But that doesn't mean others won't be affected.

Lin Ran was also punished.

Because of his father's roughness and indifference, Lin Yao, who grew up slowly, became less close to his father, and began to hate his father, showing a rebellious side since he was a child.

The person who used to call daddy in surprise began to angrily clap his arms and stomp his feet, shouting: "I hate daddy the most!"

Lin Ran was different. If Lin Fucheng wanted to punish him, he would not resist, but insisted on executing it in front of Lin Fucheng.

"Why? I don't want to see you now." Lin Fucheng frowned, full of anger.

"I don't want to answer right now because you're angry and I don't trust angry people."! "

Lin Fucheng sneered, and didn't bother to talk to him, a brat.

After dealing with several tasks, Lin Fucheng suddenly came back to his senses, and Lin Fucheng found a person in the study who was startled.

"Are you done with your push-ups? What are you doing here?"

Lin Fucheng laughed angrily: "..."

The kid didn't care about his anger: "Could it be that you could do so much when you were young?"

"Of course I can!"

"I didn't see it."

The child applauded him at the end and praised him sincerely: "You are really amazing. Are you calm now?"

Lin Fucheng nodded and said calmly: "I have always been calm."

The child looked at him, closed the book seriously, and said like an adult: "Since you are calm, there is a problem we need to talk about."

Lin Fucheng thought it was absurd and funny, looked at the kid whose legs were not as long as his own, and said angrily, "What do you want to talk to me about?"

"About making mistakes." The child said earnestly, "Mom said that the reason you were unhappy last time was because your employees did something wrong and it took you a while to remedy it. Although I don't understand it, it is a mistake." Isn't it? Since you adults also make mistakes, you can make up for it. Why are you so angry at children who make mistakes?"

Lin Fucheng pressed his eyebrows: "Don't tell me I shouldn't be angry when you ruined the greenhouse?"

"You can be angry, but you can't be angry for too long." The child blinked and said earnestly, "You can't hit people either."

"so what should I do?"

The child looked at him: "You can teach us how to build a greenhouse correctly, so that we will not make mistakes again. But if you beat someone, we will remember that we will be beaten if we do something wrong. The important thing is to be strong enough to become a beater. Humans, it’s not how they don’t damage the greenhouse.”

Lin Fucheng looked at Xiao Linran's black and clear eyes.

"Who taught you this?"

The child shook his head: "Why do you have to be taught to say these words?"

"Because no one taught me."

The child nodded seriously: "You know now, it means our conversation was a success."

Lin Fucheng was stunned!Ran: "Very successful."

Only then did the kid show a little smile, and stretched out his hand: "Happy cooperation."

"Happy cooperation?" Is this imitating him talking about business with others?

The child said earnestly: "Happy cooperation, which means, I know that you have admitted your mistake in your heart, and you don't need to really apologize. Mom said, adults are very face-saving. As long as you say that, I know you have admitted your mistake and forgive you. "

Lin Fucheng didn't like violence, he just didn't know how to educate him correctly, he was angry, and more regretful that he only punished in this way.

"Also, thank you."

……

The voice of Lin Lai's memory was unhurried, flowing like water in the night.

Lin Fucheng is not a good father, all his shortcomings are not concealed, he is conceited and stubborn, he is awe-inspiring and he can't avoid it.

Lin Yao always thought that he was a loving father only when facing Lin Ran, but in reality there was no difference.

"You haven't seen them quarreling, and your brother is no more obedient than you."

Most of the time, Lin Ran chooses to communicate calmly with Lin Fucheng. He not only listens to his teachings, but also confesses his own thoughts, insists on what he thinks is right, and tries his best to explain and persuade his stubborn father.

Not every conversation turned out to be good. When Lin Fucheng's voice shook the sky, Lin Ran was always unhurried.

But no matter what happened, even if it was a dispute or a fight, even if there were conflicting opinions, he could always reach a balanced reconciliation.

"How did he do it? Unlimited concessions?"

Stubborn people are not so easy to persuade.

But reconciliation does not necessarily mean backing down.

……

"I don't need any persuasion, nor accept any other, you go out first, I want to be quiet."

Whenever Lin Fucheng said this with a straight face, it meant that there was no room for it. The drooping corners of his mouth were majestic and indifferent, enough to make anyone feel disheartened and break up unhappy.

Lin Ran looked at him calmly: "You are angry, since that's the case, the communication on this matter is over! So far, I said that I don't trust any communication that is not calm."

"Then what are you doing standing here?"

Lin Ran stepped forward unhurriedly, and took away Lin Fucheng's coffee pot.

The teenager's clear eyes were gentle: "Because, it's not communication now, it's family time now."

"It's ok."

Lin Fucheng's loud voice stopped abruptly: "..."

"Dad can keep saying nasty things and throw tantrums. All of the above makes me angry, just like Dad is now. But when we go back to family time, it doesn't matter. Get away from everything With all the added value and labels, to children, a father is just a father. He may not be strong enough, not wise enough, he may do wrong things, have many shortcomings, and even our ideas are completely different, and we just quarreled. But we all love Dad. Ah Yao Same with me, my sisters and my mom. I know, and daddy is the same with us."

Lin Ran picked up the coffee pot and didn't look at Lin Fucheng who was looking stiff at the moment, turned around and left, and when he closed the door of the study, he said gently: "Now Dad can be angry alone for a while, but at dinner time, the whole family needs to be together. Get up and eat."

When do people grow up?

Whatever it is, it must not be because the body grows to adulthood, or becomes the parent of another new life.

Many people, there must be many people, their souls are still like children all their lives, waiting to get the love that they never got in childhood.

Waiting to be tolerated, forgiven, and tenderly protected with a fragile and imperfect heart.

Until the broken heart is glued together and you start to learn to give love, you will grow up.

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