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hand.I shook my head, but she just curled her lips and didn't say much.

The boys chatted about the hottest game at the moment, while the girls sat in groups and talked about the boys at other tables.Following their gazes, it was indeed a man with a delicate and impeccable face, his eyes looked more agile and sparkling under the dim blue light of the bar.Perhaps I noticed that someone was looking at him, and my eyes followed this direction, but what I never expected was that he stood up and walked towards this side.

"Hey." He patted me on the shoulder.

I raised my head in a panic, opened my eyes wide, and asked cautiously, "Are you talking to me?"

He nodded, then bent down and put almost his whole face against my ear, a hot breath patted against my ear, feeling itchy. "I like you, please be my girlfriend." He spoke frivolously, with a smile in his eyes.But I have no time to take care of these, I just feel that my face is hot, as if I have been burned by a raging fire.And his intimate move also caused an uproar from the surrounding people.

Seeing my blushing cheeks and my bewildered reaction, he suddenly burst into laughter: "You don't really think I like you, do you?" Then, he proudly turned around and compared me to the brother opposite him. An "OK" gesture, which seemed to tell them his task was done.

I later found out that it was just a punishment for losing the drinking game, that is, to confess to a random girl on the spot.I also asked him with doubts, there are so many girls in this bar, and there are all kinds of girls who are better looking than me, why he chose me who is the most inconspicuous sitting in the corner.I remember that he answered very seriously at that time, he said:

"Because of you, you are different."

◆【03-04】

【03】

[I want to have a sun that shines only for me]

How small is the world?

Even just this part of my life, I always thought that since that joke happened, my life would never have any intersection with this man again, but fate is such a tricky thing.When the head teacher called the transfer student in to introduce himself, my entire facial expression was frozen, and everyone's eyes were frequently looking at me.

That day, I heard his name for the first time: Lu Han.

His self-introduction is: The deer of the sika deer, Han indicates that the sky will be bright.

Later, in such a daze, he became my deskmate.What I still remember so far is the first sentence he said to me: "Aren't you the girl with the blushing monkey butt, what a coincidence!"

This boy is really annoying.

I swear, I, Yu Shen, will never say a word to him.

But I have to say that Lu Han has a very thick skin, just like Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death. After being defeated, he will always be resurrected with full blood.He talked to me, but I ignored him, and he kept chanting in my ear like an 80-year-old woman; he asked me to borrow homework, but if I didn't borrow it, he could make up a lot of homework. The reasons are, for example, for the growth and physical and mental health of the young people in the motherland... I am often amused by his fallacies. Su Qing also said: "Yu Shen has changed with Lu Han."

I have forgotten how Luhan and I got out of the estrangement, but that time I really broke the promise I made.Even though I know that he is a bad student, I still want to get close to him. There is always an invisible light on his body that attracts me. I know that it is the only way for me to cross the darkness.

Unfortunately, he was never my sun.If it wasn't for helping the homeroom teacher deliver homework and passing by the third floor that day, I don't think I would have known that the girl hidden deep in Lu Han's heart was named Zhi Xia in my life.I wouldn't know that the "ZX" he wrote over and over again in the draft book was an abbreviation of her name.

When Lu Han appeared across from Zhi Xia with a hot breakfast on which I wrote the note "I will be with you 99 not 88" by myself, I suddenly felt a pang of sadness in my heart.I once observed that girl carefully. Her face was covered with a thick layer of foundation, her waist-length hair was permed into big waves, and her body smelled of pungent and strong perfume.I have thought more than once, how can such a woman be worthy of Luhan's liking.

Perhaps driven by curiosity, I hid in a corner.The conversation between them was very slight, I only saw that girl named Zhi Xia slamming the breakfast in Lu Han's hand on the ground very hard.The pan-fried buns in the bag rolled all over the floor, and the soy milk that had just come out of the pan was emitting thick white gas.

"Lu Han, who the hell do you think you are!" She yelled loudly, her voice seemed to permeate the entire corridor, and then she left without looking back.Luhan was left alone, standing where he was.

It turns out that loving someone is really humble to the dust.

It's a pity that the love between Lu Han and Zhi Xia will never blossom like that.

【04】

Yu Shen is having an affair with Lu Han.This seemingly absurd rumor spread throughout the No. [-] Middle School in less than three days. I heard it from Su Qing. Almost the whole school was spreading about how Lu Han carried me home. thing.In fact, the relationship between me and Lu Han, sometimes I can't explain it myself: more than friends, less than lovers?It doesn't seem to be the case, just like this is not a black and white world, many things are seen through the fog, and the hazy and unclear may be good for everyone.

I always remember the day when Lu Han carried me home, the sky in Beijing was so blue, as if it had been washed by pure water, it was spotless.I just stuck close to his back like that, and I seemed to be able to hear the strong and powerful heartbeat in his chest, so that the pain in my feet was completely forgotten.

"Lu Han." I called his name, and he hummed lightly.

"Thank you."

"Need not."

Luhan walked with me on his back for quite a long way, through the busy streets and through the deep and secluded alleys.Recalling the way he carried me on his back in spite of everything just now, my empty heart seemed to be affected by some subtle thing.It wasn't until many years later that I realized that the feeling of throbbing was love.

In the evening, the road extending from the entrance of the alley could no longer be seen clearly, only the dim street lights stretched the figures of Lu Han and me into a long distance.I finally couldn't help asking him: "There were so many people in the school just now, aren't you afraid of being misunderstood by you so blatantly behind my back?"

"What are you afraid of? It's not like they don't know that the person I like is Zhi Xia."

My heart skipped a beat, as if a gust of wind whizzed by.

Beijing in July is cloudy and sunny.Especially the sudden thunderstorm, which caught people off guard.After a burst of thunder, the downpour arrived as expected.The bean-sized raindrops mercilessly hit the city and the potholes, intertwined with the rumbling thunder.At this time, Lu Han and I were like those headless flies running around, hiding from the rain.Finally, at his suggestion, we went to his house first, after all, it was relatively close to here.

Lu Han's home is located at the entrance of the next alley, it is a civilian house.Before I even took a step into the room, I heard the sound of copying mahjong. Lu Han told me that one of the men was his father.Just when he and I appeared in front of everyone in a soaked state, the mahjong players in the room were stunned for a moment, and one of the men with a cigarette in his mouth asked perfunctorily, "Are you back?" Buried in the fun of mahjong.

Lu Han ignored it and went straight into his room.He gently put me on the bed, then rummaged through the drawer to find a new towel and handed it to me: "Wipe it first, don't catch a cold by then, I'll find medicine for you."

After I took the towel, I was at a loss for a while, and then I simply put it aside.Looking around, this is a hut of less than nine square meters. There are only a few pieces of everyday furniture in the entire room, a bed, a wardrobe, and a table.This was a bit beyond my expectation. In my mind, Lu Han should be a person with a good family background, but everything I witnessed was completely different from what I imagined.

I picked up a book by chance. I can't remember the title of the book. I only remember that I found a picture mixed with it while flipping through it.The photos are a bit yellowish, but Luhan preserved him very well.I remember a pretty girl in the photo, she was sitting under the shade of a tree wearing a long snow-white dress, showing a sweet smile to the camera with scissors hands, the sunlight at that time was just right, pouring through the gaps between the leaves on her hair.For a moment, an inexplicable sense of familiarity welled up in my heart.

Seems to be……

Zhi Xia.

What I can't figure out no matter how much I think about it is that Zhixia, who is shuttling in places where fish and dragons are mixed, and this Zhixia with big hot waves and thick smoky makeup, has ever been so innocent and so innocent. evil side.It turns out that time can really change a person's appearance, as well as a person's heart.

When Lu Han came in with a medicine box, I was fascinated by Zhi Xia's photo. He probably noticed what I was holding, and rushed to me in three steps at a time, and quickly snatched it away. After leaving, I put it back in the book.

"Lu Han, that person..." I just wanted to confirm from him whether the person in the photo is Zhi Xia, but he abruptly cut off my words: "Who allowed you to rummage through my things?" I could see that there was a trace of sullenness on Lu Han's face at this moment.

"I……"

"do not move