Confessions of a retired star

Fang Tingchen began to communicate with Zhu Shisi, using Fang Shuyun's identity.

Sometimes he can realize that this kind of behavior is impersonation and lying, but sometimes he feels that since the other party didn't ask, and he never claimed to be his brother, the content of the reply letter is also what he thinks and feels, at most it is Hiding is not cheating.

For a man like him, a lowly prisoner in a juvenile prison, what qualifications does he have to be loved by a man who is about to become a star?In order to seize this only light, Fang Tingchen is willing to become inferior and wicked.

And he discovered that the other party also needs him.

"How about me? My 16-year-old brother and I are airborne trainees in group A, and we are under a lot of pressure. Some people in the same group have been training for four or five years, some are child stars, and the 16-year-old brother can sing. , I can't do anything, and I can only sing nursery rhymes. I'm so stupid. Alas, it's a bad feeling to be an underachiever. I hope my situation will become better when I receive your next reply How about you, how are you doing in Gordon Hill? I saw that your mailing address has changed, but the receiving address is still the same?"

"Great, I thought you would not receive it if you filled in the address as usual. It seems that I was too worried. After two months of devil training, I feel that I have made a little progress. For example, I can easily run down before dancing. It’s been 1000 laps. I remember that I fell down in the [-]-meter high-body test. How bad was my physique at that time? XD (These two symbols represent smiling faces, you should understand? Just in case I should make a note ) New Year is January, are you coming back for the Spring Festival? If you want to come back, can you write your mobile phone number in the letter? Maybe we can meet each other. By the way, I forgot to tell you, I am now in Fengyuan City, the first The planetarium on a postcard was shot in Fengyuan City, big cities are different.”

"I'm sorry, I forgot my sense of proportion. I did that kind of thing to you. It would be embarrassing even to make a phone call. You are right. Letter communication is the most suitable way for us. I will stay home during the Spring Festival After two days, I planned to go to your grandma’s house some time, but they seem to have gone out. During this period of time, I learned the first dance, I can, but I was ridiculed wildly by everyone, like a praying mantis boxing, my limbs are not coordinated at all , please, I didn't start learning to dance until I was an adult. How can it be like these people have been in the dance studio since they were young? I think when I was in school, radio gymnastics | I still did very standard, I was really uncoordinated? What do you think?"

"Finally, finally, I was praised by the reserve manager once. She praised me for my singing and dancing! At that time, I was almost overwhelmed (I learned new words on the school net, funny?), but I used to pretend The small action of wiping sweat wiped it away. After half a year of scolding, she finally fell into her old eyes. Damn it, I want to eat a dessert to avenge my shame! Is Gordon Hill hot? Let's practice There is no air-conditioning in the room, and the fan has broken down again recently, and the few of us are like cooked shrimp after practicing every day."

"Today the trainees of our group A performed on stage. As the backup dancers of our predecessors SMASH (a rock group), they performed for four and 10 minutes on stage, and 10 minutes of it was our alone time. I didn't expect that we didn't even have names A temporary group that doesn’t exist still has fans, and there are quite a few of them? When I saw those girls screaming with my support fans and light signs, I was still shy. It seems that I haven’t quite adapted to the life of an idol. XD, it swelled up a bit. Whether I can debut is still a problem. If I can’t debut, I plan to become a graphic model. The income is not bad, and my mother doesn’t have to suffer anymore. But I will still be disappointed when I meet college students I feel, sometimes I think, I used to work so hard in my studies, why do I only get a high school diploma now?"

"Thank you for comforting me. I have been communicating with you for almost a year. In fact, I have always wanted to ask you about your current study and life. If you are willing to say something, can you mention a few words in your reply? There is good news, we A The trainees of the group are expected to make their debut in April next year. The name of the group is CrushONCrush, or COC for short. Another member and I are tentatively determined to be the double C of the group (C means the core member). He is very similar to you, more than you Also cheerful and outgoing, everyone likes him. He is [-] days older than me. He was a strong competitor at first, and then we became good friends. I like this kind of healthy competition that helps each other. It reminds me of you Study together ("study together" was written on the correction fluid, after Fang Tingchen scratched it off, he saw the three words "together" covered under it)."

"How embarrassing! What greeted me in the new year was not red envelopes, firecrackers, or dumplings, but a vulgar article about me and Ye Kai. Ye Kai is the person I mentioned to you last time. Our nasty captain, Everyone calls him Yan Donggua. He woke me up at seven o’clock this morning, saying that he had sent me an email, and I had to read it carefully. I turned on the computer and almost had a cerebral hemorrhage! I don’t know which villain wrote it , arranged a new identity for me and Ye Kai, I am the younger brother, he is the elder brother, we fell in love and were kicked out of the school and became a crooked way, Chapter 1 wrote that we kissed, kissing is fine, and there is even more unbearable Purpose thing, I'm terrified! Tomorrow we are going to record a show, how should I face Ye Kai? Yan Donggua must have sent the document to Ye Kai, I'm so angry, I just want to smash this short winter melon with my bare hands! "

"Don't get me wrong, I don't like him, and he doesn't like me either. He likes girls. Now I'm just friendly to him or to you, so don't feel pressure. It's March and I'm going to debut soon. Everyone in our group has designed a star map bracelet corresponding to the constellation. I hope we can stay united and the star journey can go smoothly. I may be very busy starting from April, please forgive me if the reply is slow, and we will keep in touch. "

These are just some of the postcards that Zhu Shisi sent back to Fang Tingchen. From the second reply letter belonging to Fang Tingchen, the signature changed back to "14".

1 and 4, like the password to unlock, let him hide his thoughts in a postcard that is as wide as the palm of his hand, and be carried by the words to fly to the other end of the earth, and then be interpreted by another person.

His troubles, his confusion, his pride, his joy, every word, every sentence, was condensed into flesh and blood, gradually pieced together a complete wish in Fang Tingchen's heart.

The boy I met in the afternoon at the age of 12 is no longer just a short memory, an unchanging picture or an ethereal dream.

He existed three-dimensionally, and communicated vividly with Fang Tingchen. They talked about various things and became spiritually intimate.

Fang Tingchen draws strength from these youthful postcards. As a junior, he is encouraged by his senior who is three years older, and at the same time he is the most loyal admirer of the other party. Fang Tingchen's attitude towards life has undergone tremendous changes. change.

One month before Zhu Shisi's debut, Fang Tingchen had finished his middle school courses, planted 2 trees in the forestry farm, and as a pitcher, he led his companions to win No.[-] in the state baseball game.

When this was done, he had only been in prison for two years, and the first year and a half was wasted by him.

As the trainer in charge of Fang Tingchen, Eric regarded him as his half-child. Fang Tingchen also proved with his actions that he would respect the agreement with Eric. They became good friends. With Eric, Fang Tingchen He experienced the strict yet kind and reliable care between his father and grandfather, which Fang Liwen never gave him.

Not only that, there are even bigger surprises waiting for Fang Tingchen.

In May, Eric brought two good news to Fang Tingchen. The first one was that he sent a postcard newly written by Zhu Shisi. Fang Tingchen was the happiest when receiving letters every month. Except, he skimmed it first, and then translated the content of the postcard to share with Eric.

"He said that he made his debut successfully, and he was so busy that he could only sleep two hours a day for half a month, and his schedule was so full that he was about to explode."

"Shh, don't let 'explosion' be heard," Eric joked with a relaxed shrug. "Those nervous co-workers will think we're plotting something."

Fang Tingchen smiled and continued: "Then he also explained that the postcard was written a few days ago, and he couldn't find a chance to send it. Being a star feels like being a secret agent. By the way, he also said that next time I will send the DVD of my debut concert together."

Eric nodded and muttered, "Then you'll have to wait a few months to appreciate it."

"what?"

"Let me ask you, Fang," Eric smiled mysteriously, and changed the subject, "What do you want to do after you go out?"

"Ah, this..."

Fang Tingchen rubbed his neck, tilted his head and thought for a while.

Eric crossed his fingers: "Go to a good high school? Be a baseball player? You have talent for both."

"No," Fang Tingchen shook his head, "I was an adult when I got out of prison, I have to earn money first, and then...maybe..."

"Maybe?" Eric saw a smile in Fang Tingchen's eyes looking out of the window, and he sat up curiously, "Maybe?"

"If possible, I would also like to try to be on the stage, hehe," Fang Tingchen buried his shy smile in his hands, and his voice came out from between his fingers, "Because this is what my mother and 14 both love. place."

Eric smiled thoughtfully: "Okay, I understand."

"Huh?" Fang Tingchen put down his hands, and looked at Eric with bright eyes, "I feel that your words have no deep meaning."

Eric lowered his head and laughed, and handed a document to Fang Tingchen.

"Fang, this is the second piece of good news. Your sentence has been commuted, and you will be free in half a year, and..."

Eric paused and blinked mysteriously:

"After you go out, I will give you a present."