this damn love

Eight years later.People's Orphanage (formerly Fort Lecter).

World War II has ended for many years. The Soviet Union occupied Lithuania. The original Fort Lecter was designated as a public area by the government, and an orphanage was built to adopt children who lost their relatives and displaced children due to the war; Lithuanians are politically brainwashed.

"Great Marshal Stalin, save us from fire and water, give faith..."

When it was time to eat again, boys and girls uniformly dressed in monotonous gray uniforms stood at the long table and sang in unison a hymn to the Soviet leaders at that time.

The young instructor took the coach and shuttled among them, his eyes swept over everyone, suddenly, he found that there was one person who did not sing along with the chorus!

"You, get up!" The instructor pointed to Hannibal. The 17-year-old boy had an indifference and ruthlessness that his peers did not have. He stood up expressionlessly. He was thin and taller than the instructor by a head.

"Why don't you sing!" The instructor yelled angrily, and was about to come over to grab him as soon as he stretched out his hand.Hannibal's eyes flashed coldly, his fingers moved slightly, and the knife and fork tightly clenched between his fingers showed sharpness.

"Brother." Just at this critical moment, a girl's soft call came from Hannibal's side, and she clenched his fist. Hannibal paused, restrained his movement abruptly, and instructor Ren clenched his fist. His chest was pulled in front of him across the table.

The instructor sneered, "Are you dumb?"

Several other instructors rushed over when they heard the movement, and seeing that it was Hannibal who caused the trouble again, they smiled maliciously, "Hey, it's the young master of Fort Laker."

"What little master, don't forget that he is now a class identity to be reformed!"

"Now is the era of socialism, you deserve to die! The government is kind enough to support you, so you should be grateful!"

Under the watchful eyes of everyone, several instructors sneered and taunted Hannibal loudly, but Hannibal didn't say a word, and looked at his people arrogantly.

He was originally tall and handsome, but because of the strict upbringing he had when he was young, he had an aristocratic air of aloofness, which made him always stand out from the crowd even though he was wearing an ugly gray uniform.At this moment, the condescending gaze seemed to be looking at a clown, and the immediately agitated instructor became even more furious, and he was about to come up to teach him with his sleeves rolled up.

And Hannibal abruptly pulled out the hand held by Lilian, holding the silver knife and fork tightly in his palm, his muscles tensed and ready to go.

Hannibal!

Seeing Hannibal's posture of going head-to-head again, Lily's anger welled up in her heart, and she tried her best to suppress it. She turned her gaze to the instructor in charge, and smiled sweetly, "I'm sorry, instructor Ilse, my brother I caught a cold and my voice became hoarse and I couldn't speak."

The soft and waxy words resounded in this cold and hard place, attracting everyone's attention at the same time.

A twelve or thirteen-year-old girl is sitting in a wheelchair, with platinum-blond shoulder-length short hair that is soft and shiny, and her appearance is fading and becoming more and more beautiful. She sits there quietly, with her hands folded in front of her body, His demeanor is not as demure as his peers

Female.

When she was talking, several instructors unconsciously breathed lightly, lest they disturb her.

--Although they were born in the peasant class, they naturally hated and loathed the original aristocrats, but they couldn't help being attracted by the aristocratic charm of the girl.

And when the girl spoke, Hannibal's face suddenly became gloomy, and he stared coldly at the instructors who were looking at his sister, with murderous intent in his eyes.

"Hmph, I'll let you off for now." Seeing Lilian's rescue, Ilse let go of Hannibal's collar with a look of disgust, and waved, "Sit down and eat!"

Everyone sat down neatly when they heard the sound, without making any other noises, and started to move their knives and forks with a dull expression.

There was a slight glance and complacency in Ilse's eyes.

So what if he was a descendant of aristocrats, but now he has fallen under his hands, relying on his winks to eat?And Lillian...

After Hannibal sat down, he didn't look at these people again. He scooped a few pieces of diced meat from the bowl onto Lilian's plate, quickly tore off the scorched edges of the brown bread for himself, and took the soft part in the middle. Give it to Lilian, until Lilian pushed it several times and said enough is enough, then retracted her hand and started eating her own.

He kept a cold face the whole time, not even looking at her.

Lilian remained silent, and the anger in her heart calmed down a little. Even if my brother got angry, he would not forget to take care of her.

She lowered her head to pick up the spoon, and suddenly felt a bunch of fiery eyes focus on herself.

After a pause, she raised her eyes and met East's eyes who were not far away. The man moved his mouth and said a few words to Lilian, smiling meaningfully.

Lilian can read lips.What he said was, you owe me one more time.

After speaking, the man turned and left.Lilian picked up a piece of bread and stuffed it into her mouth, chewing hard one by one.

Of course she understood what the other party meant.If you owe too much debt, there must be time to pay it back.

These flies buzzing around without eating meat are really annoying.

After dinner, everyone went back to their dormitories under the strict watch of the instructor.

The dormitory is separated for men and women, as in the past, Hannibal sent Lilian back first.

There was a long corridor between the two buildings, and he pushed Lilian's wheelchair and walked slowly towards the opposite side.

This rare time for the siblings to spend alone on weekdays is the most cherished.

But now, the two ignored each other because of what happened at the dinner table.

"Lilian," Hannibal stopped when he was about to reach the door of the women's dormitory, and stood behind Lilian, his tone was stiff, and the restrained anger could be heard.

He said, "I will warn you for the last time, I will handle my affairs myself, and you don't need to intervene! You don't need to curry favor with those scumbags!"

Lilian was furious. She turned the wheelchair with her hands and stared at Hannibal with a sneer, "Your so-called treatment is to smash Ilse's hand with a fork!? Your elm head Can you be smarter? You never thought about hurting him, how will you get revenge on you in the future? We will stay here until I don’t know when, you think life is too boring, so you just want to provoke them, right? "

When Hannibal heard her sarcasm, anger welled up in his eyes, and if someone else had said that, he would have punched him viciously.But……

She took a few steps back quietly, shrugging her back so that Lilian could look at him without raising her head, so that her neck would not be too tired.

--It's purely a personal habit developed by the sister-in-law.

Lilian didn't notice his movements, she pointed at him more and more angrily and said, "What do you want me to please them, I don't do this, we both couldn't survive in the early years! Hannibal, I know the arrogance and self-esteem in your bones , well if you don’t want to, I’ll do it, I can’t just watch you being tortured to death!”

Eight years ago, after Lilian's body gradually recovered, she and Hannibal, two orphans who lost their parents and relatives, were sent to a wartime orphanage.

Supplies were scarce, and in order to support himself and his sister, Hannibal would fight desperately for a piece of dry and hard black bread. The adults were amazed.

Later, with the end of the war, the government set Fort Lecter as a people's orphanage, and Hannibal and Lilian were transferred here.

The castle that was once safe has been plundered and no longer belongs to them.The orphans adopted by this People's Orphanage all lost their parents during the war, and most of them are ordinary people. There are very few original nobles like Hannibal and Lilian, so the two have been labeled since the beginning. Labeled as class enemies, other orphans ostracized them, and the Red Guards tried their best to bully them.

Hannibal has a stubborn temper, and if someone slaps him, he can return two slaps.

When I was young, I could bear it because I had to protect my sister.

After entering adolescence, the long-term oppression made his mentality gradually distorted, his personality became more silent and withdrawn, his eyes were always gloomy when looking at people, and his hands were fierce and merciless.

But Lilian is disabled now, and she couldn't use many of the previous methods at all. It was hard to wait until she was a little older and had a good appearance. Then she got some capital, and gradually got acquainted with Ils and others among the instructors, and gained a lot of convenience. , making the two of them much easier in the orphanage.

The two quarreled many times because of these things.

Especially Hannibal, Lilian's flattery to those scumbags was like a fishbone stuck in his heart, and he was bitter about it.

Hearing Lilian's words, Hannibal couldn't help but roared at her, his face twisted, "Even if I die, I don't want you to do that!"

Lilian quickly interjected, "That's what I said back then!"

A sentence blurted out, and both of them were stunned.

My thoughts were caught off guard and pulled back to eight years ago.

How Lilian begged to die, Hannibal cried over and over again and begged her to live, and even knelt down to beg for help to save her.

Although Lilian survived in the end, she was really upset.

There was a dead silence between the two.

"...You blame me, don't you?" The young man's deep and hoarse voice suppressed the pain that outsiders couldn't understand, echoing in the quiet air.He stared down at Lilian, his eyes were bottomless black, and the muscles on his cheeks trembled, as if he was about to cry.

Seeing his expression, Lilian rubbed the center of her brows tiredly, and the reason blinded by anger slowly came back.

She understood that her brother wanted to protect her and was reluctant to let her suffer. The words she said just now were just angry and unscrupulous, and they were not intended to provoke her brother on purpose.

She found that there was something wrong with her mentality. She felt sorry for Hannibal, but also angered him uncontrollably.

Because if it wasn't for his begging, she wouldn't have survived desperately.

The wound seems to be healed, but the root cause of the disease has fallen. Every time it is rainy, the pain at the broken leg is unbearable. As she gets older, she also begins to develop, but because of the amputation, she cannot go to the toilet. And bathing must rely on help from others, living like waste.

Tormented by illness and humiliation, she began to hate herself for being soft-hearted and promised Hannibal would survive. After a long time, that resentment was also transferred to Hannibal.

Although he understands rationally that he suffers no less than her, every time the old disease relapses, Hannibal hugs her and coaxes her gently, and hates the way he looks red when he is incompetent.

But emotionally... She really didn't know how long she could hold on.

Lilian was silent. She didn't complain, and she didn't say she didn't complain.But to a certain extent, it was acquiescence to Hannibal's words.

Hearing the words, the young man's slender body stiffened immediately, and his teeth gritted.

Lilian didn't look at him, she knew the pain Hannibal was suffering at the moment, but strangely, she felt a little joy and joy while her heart ached.

It seemed that seeing her brother in pain made her feel better.

She really...was broken.

She sighed, and looked away at the twilight sky, "I'm so tired, I have to go back."

She was really tired, and for the first time in her life, she was looking forward to the end of the nightmare so that she could return to reality.

After a while, Hannibal slowly raised his blue hand, pushed his sister's wheelchair, and sent her back to the women's dormitory.

A suffocating silence enveloped the two of them, and an invisible gap appeared between the brothers and sisters who were once close and friendly.

Fort Lecter, which was once happy and warm, has turned into a cage, imprisoning the hearts of the two people in a square inch, and driving them crazy.

After sending Lilian to the women's dormitory, after washing her, putting her on the bed, and covering her with a quilt, Hannibal remained silent without saying good night as usual, turned around and left.

As soon as he walked out of the women's dormitory and returned to the corridor, Hannibal's pent-up anger burst out, punching and kicking the colonnades like crazy.

He didn't blame his sister for resenting him, even seeing his sister suffering from illness every day, he forced himself to smile to please those scumbags, so he wished he could kill his incompetent self.

But even so, he still selfishly wanted his sister to survive.

Survive, and escape here together... The young man's handsome face is hidden in the backlight, and his eyes are cold.

"Destroy public property, Hannibal, go back to your lair." A sneering voice suddenly appeared next to him, Hannibal looked over coldly, and saw that it was an instructor who usually found fault with him.

Thinking of his sister's words, Hannibal closed his eyes, suppressing the desire to kill someone in his heart, and followed him to the confinement room without saying anything.

The man was locked, and Hannibal was locked in a cold dungeon.

There was only a dim oil lamp in the dark dungeon, and Hannibal was very familiar with it because he was often locked up.He found a stone bed that he had built before, and curled up to sleep.

But inexplicably, my heart is always uneasy, as if something big happened.

Suddenly, a flirting and malicious look flashed in his mind, and Hannibal sat up in a jerk.

During dinner today, he noticed Ilst looking back at Lilian deliberately.

No, no.

Hannibal raised the lamp to find a small hole on the innermost wall that was covered by debris, and quickly got out of the hole.

This passage can lead directly to Ilse's room. Hannibal was often locked up in confinement. He discovered the secret passage of this dungeon by accident.Because I didn't dare to act rashly before, I haven't used it all the time.

He had to go out to make sure Lilian was fine before he could rest assured.

With an oil lamp in his mouth, he climbed the iron ladder, moving faster and faster, and the anxiety and fear in his heart spread.Later, I even threw away the lamp directly and used it with both hands and feet.

Faster, faster...

"Go away!"

As soon as the roof of the passageway was lifted, Hannibal heard the familiar, stern cry, and the scene that caught his eyes made his eyes tear open, and his heart almost stopped--