this damn love

Lilian only felt a pain in the back of her head, and immediately lost consciousness, and fell softly into the snow.

The man nicknamed "Watchdog" knocked Lilian unconscious, took off her clothes, and was about to slit her throat to bleed, but at this moment, a man next to him suddenly reached out to stop "Watchdog" with a nervous expression, "You guys Did you hear anything?" He pointed to the north of the forest.

Hearing what he said, several people became alert and looked over there one after another. There was a faint rumble of something collapsing. Grutas lay on the snow and listened attentively. The ground seemed to be shaking slightly...

"It's a tank!" Grutas got up and shouted suddenly. They were people who had experienced wars, and they immediately understood that it was the tanks that were approaching.

"Go back and get the weapon! Run!" Grutas yelled to greet people, and the "watchdog" hurriedly threw Lilian to the ground, turned around and ran into the house.

No matter whether they encounter the German army or the Russian army, they will not fall well. They might as well pack up their things and leave quickly before the tanks come over.

No one cared about Lilian at the moment of life and death. Under the ice and snow, the temperature was dozens of degrees below zero, and the comatose young child had no clothes to keep out the cold, and soon his face was pale and his hands and feet were frozen.

And Hannibal was knocked unconscious long ago because of the previous struggle, and he didn't know about his sister's situation.

When the two woke up, they realized that the darkness was not over yet.

When Lilian woke up, she was still a little confused.

Shouldn't she wake up from the dream and return to reality after death? Why does she seem to be in the hospital?

The smell of disinfectant floated in the air, surrounded by pale walls.Lilian was on a ventilator and appeared to be in serious condition.

Could it be that she was rescued in a critical moment?But why did it become like this?

She tried to move her hands and feet, but suddenly realized something was wrong--

From the waist down, he seemed to lose consciousness.

Fumbling with trembling fingers, she felt the emptiness below the base of her thigh.

What about the legs...?

Her mind went blank, and it took a while to recover from the shock. She almost didn't think about it, and immediately pulled out the ventilator and the infusion tube in her hand.

The instrument beeped the alarm, and Lilian was lying on the bed, the suffocation feeling of lack of oxygen was gradually approaching, but she couldn't wish it to be any faster.

Death is a relief for her, and she can't accept this situation at all!

The door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and a small figure rushed over with an anxious face, "Lilian!"

Lilian's eyes widened, it was Hannibal!

The doctors and nurses who came in behind hurriedly came over to put her on a ventilator and re-infuse her.

"No, yes!" Lilian refused to cooperate and struggled endlessly. Hannibal had to throw himself on her body, suppressing her fidgeting hands and feet, tears streaming down his face, "Lilian! It's okay, it's okay." Get well soon! You'll be fine!"

"I don't want it!" Lilian screamed, flailing her arm and accidentally smacking Hannibal in the face.

The doctor ignored her resistance, put the ventilator back on with little effort, and gave her a sedative.

The effect of the medicine gradually came into play, and Lilian looked at Hannibal pleadingly through the blurred tears, "Brother, let me go see my parents...I'm so uncomfortable..."

Her slurred words could only be understood by Hannibal, and tears burst out instantly. He buried himself beside Lilian's bed and cried loudly, "I'm sorry Lilian...don't leave me...please!"

Hannibal, who has experienced disasters, matured much earlier than his peers. He knew what his sister meant, but he couldn't and didn't want to.

After his sister was taken out that day, he was beaten unconscious.When I woke up, I was already in the hospital.

It was only later that I found out that the Russian army happened to come over at that time, scaring off the group of "corpse pickers" and saving him and his sister.

It's just that Lilian was frozen in the ice and snow for too long, and had to have her lower limbs amputated to save her life.

It was a time of war when there was a shortage of medicines, and the doctors didn't plan to deal with Lilian's injuries. It was a waste of precious medicines on a half-dead child.

It was Hannibal who bribed him with a pearl necklace hidden in a teddy bear to agree to operate on Lillian.

He went out to find food just now, but he didn't expect to see this scene when he came back.

"I'm sorry, Lillian"

Hannibal wept bitterly. He knew what it meant to lose his legs at his age.But he can't give up, he has lost his parents, and he can't lose his beloved little sister.

This is what keeps him alive.

"Don't leave me...please"

Lying on the hospital bed, the young Lilian heard her brother's wailing and begging over and over again, and a tear slowly fell from her closed eyes.

She knows exactly what it means to lose her legs. It is not easy for a normal orphan to survive in this era, let alone her who is paralyzed.

She doesn't have that much courage to live in pain.

After that, as soon as Lilian woke up, she would try her best to get rid of the ventilator and the infusion tube, crying and crying in pain, wanting to see her parents.She had no will to live at all.

"Lilian...be patient, my brother will be with you..." At this time, Hannibal stood beside him every step of the way, coaxing him over and over again with tears in his eyes.He dare not even relax at night, and would wake up suddenly after lying on the edge of the bed for a while, and quickly check if Lilian is okay, and seeing her sleeping, he would lean over and kiss her tender little face, and beg, "Lilian, Please, please live on."

According to orphan treatment, the two people were given very little food. Hannibal tried his best to exchange some nutritious things such as rice cereal or milk with others to feed Lilian. After half a month, Hannibal lost weight. A large circle, the eyes are sunken.He was walking backwards, and his spirit was almost stretched to the limit.

However, because of Lilian’s inactive treatment and her desire to die, the amputation site was repeatedly infected. During the war, antibiotics were more precious than gold. The doctor only injected a small amount of her for the sake of pearls, and threw it away coldly. The next sentence, "Let's see fate." Turn around and leave.

"Doctor!" Hearing this, despair flashed across Hannibal's ashen face, and he hurriedly followed the doctor out.

Lilian on the hospital bed breathed a sigh of relief, she was never looking forward to the coming of death as much as she is now.

It's too painful. The level of medical care and facilities in this era is much worse than it is now. Even cutting off both legs is a major operation.After the anesthesia for the operation wore off, she suffered from pain all the time.The wound hurt like a knife, sometimes itching was unbearable, fever and body aches, even incontinence, lying on the bed like a disabled person, all had to be taken care of by Hannibal.With the mind of an adult, she felt humiliated and desperate, and every minute of her life was suffering.

Suddenly, she heard someone begging in the corridor outside, "Please, doctor, save my sister!"

"Antibiotics are so precious. If she doesn't have the will to survive, it will be a waste for her," the doctor said in a helpless and compassionate tone, with a hint of kindness in his advice, "Have you ever thought about how you can survive without your parents and relatives?" ? With a sister who has lost her leg and is almost paralyzed, you will have a hard time..."

"I'm not afraid of hard work!" The little boy retorted loudly, his voice was trembling, and his tone was extremely firm, "I don't have any parents anymore, I can't lose my sister anymore! I will take good care of her, no matter what I am asked to do! "

Immediately afterwards, his begging was heard again, and his forehead was smashed hard on the concrete floor, making a muffled "bang bang" sound.

"please!"

Over and over again, as if the other party can keep knocking if they don't agree.

After a long time, the man sighed, "I will only give her the last antibiotic, which is the limit of what I can do. Whether she can live or not depends on her."

The latter two seemed to say something, but Lilian hadn't paid attention to it.

She closed her eyes and let the tears rage, sliding down her temples and wet the pillow.

Hannibal, who was supposed to live comfortably in Fort Lecter, inherited his father's title when he grew up, and became an earl respected and respected by everyone in the local area.

He was supposed to be a noble person, but he fell to the point of kneeling and begging for help...

She has always regarded dreams as a game, and she doesn't care whether others live or die, and she can do whatever she wants.

But even if it is a game, some things are experienced and unforgettable.

Such as loving and being loved.

The little hand under the sheet was gradually clenched, as if to indicate that the master had made some kind of determination.

"Lilian," Hannibal walked in slowly, deliberately brushing his hair to hide the bruise on his forehead, and he never showed any grievances encountered when facing his sister.

With a joyful smile on his face, he walked to the bedside and touched Lilian's forehead with those hands that belonged to children, "It's okay, you will be fine. How about you live, my brother said he would take you back My dear, I will take you to play by the lake as before..."

"Okay." Lilian opened her eyes suddenly, staring at him quietly as if washed by water, reflecting Hannibal's stunned face.

Hannibal was caught off guard and completely stunned. He said this many times every day, so as to coax Lilian not to give up the treatment.But she never promised.

He laughed happily, with tears in his eyes, and shook Lilian's hand and nodded heavily, "It's a deal." He knew that his sister had never regretted what he had promised.

Lilian, who was lying on the hospital bed, smiled weakly at him and hooked her little finger.

Hannibal laughed through his tears, and the two interlocked their fingers, making an unbreakable promise--

"It's agreed."

"Ah."

If this is his wish, then she can live for him.

Even if the road ahead is bumpy and full of thorns, it is painful and torture that can be imagined.

She won't back down until... when she becomes a burden, preventing him from moving forward.