this damn love

Ilse was pressing Lilian on the bed, riding on her and tearing her clothes frantically like a beast!

"I'll kill you!" Lilian desperately resisted, and slapped the opponent hard.Even if she is killed, she is not willing to bear this kind of humiliation!

Ilse touched the place where his face was hurt, and raised the corners of his mouth ferociously, "You bitch, if I didn't have a face to look at, I wouldn't be interested in you as a cripple!"

As he said that, he wanted to tear Lilian's clothes again.

"Go away!" While struggling, Lilian's horrified eyes passed over Ilse and fell behind him, with an imperceptible stare--

Hannibal was walking on tiptoe, quietly approaching Ils's back like a ghost.Seeing that Lilian noticed him, his bony index finger was erected between his lips. His expression of savage rage was like that of a ghost, and the knife in his hand reflected a cold light.

This is the dagger that Lilian hid in the plush bear back then. He has been carrying it with him for so many years, and it is the amulet of the brother and sister.

Lilian pretended not to see him, and continued to yell, desperately resisting, "Help!"

"You call whatever you want, I have already told them not to come in, ha, who can save you?" Ilse was completely absorbed by her struggle, and she didn't notice that someone behind her was quickly near.

Ilse held Lilian down, leaned up to kiss her and said vaguely, "Your damned brother was locked up in a dungeon by me, and no one will come to rescue you!"

"Pfft..." The blade pierced into the flesh and made a splitting sound, accompanied by the young man's hoarse and sinister voice, "I will come to save her."

Ilse's body trembled, and he turned his head in disbelief, his eyes widened in horror when he saw Hannibal's face, and he opened his mouth to shout.

But Hannibal didn't give him a chance to scream, he tore Ils off the bed, put one hand on his mouth, and pulled out the dagger stuck in his vest with the other, stabbing him several times in a row. The knife pierced the flesh deeply with each knife. With his movements, blood sprayed on the face that was deformed and distorted by anger, and the whole person seemed to come out of the blood.

It wasn't until the people under him were completely out of breath that he slowly stood up panting, threw the knife, and rushed towards Lilian on the bed eagerly, "Lilian!"

"Brother," Lilian covered her naked body with broken clothes, forced her to calm down, and comforted him, "I'm fine."

Hannibal trembled and stretched out his hands to hug her. As soon as he reached out, he saw the blood stains on his hands, and a strange look flashed in his eyes. Lilian embraced her, blaming herself and heartache, "I'm sorry, brother is late."

Thinking of letting the scum almost bully his sister, Hannibal's cold eyes swept over the corpse lying on the ground in a pool of blood, and a tyrannical impulse surged in his heart.

"It's a good thing you're here. Don't worry, I'm fine." Lilian patted him on the shoulder, and the young man's thin bones due to malnutrition could be felt.His shoulders burned her face, but she didn't want to let go at this moment.

It's so warm, my brother's embrace.

The closed eyelashes trembled and were quickly wetted by the oozing tears.

Finally, she was not alone. When she was in distress, someone finally came to rescue her.

I really can't bear to...

However, the cruel reality did not give her more time to immerse herself in this warmth.

Reluctantly opening her eyes, she glanced at the corpse lying in a pool of blood, and she had already made a quick decision.

"Hannibal, listen to me," Lilian said calmly, leaving his embrace, pointing to the drawer of the desk, "the second drawer contains our family's letters, which my mother didn't take with me when we left. .You go and see."

The reason why she has been hanging on Ilse is also because she accidentally learned of the existence of the letter before, and she tried every means to get the letter from the other party.

When Hannibal heard the words, he immediately went to get the letter. He had been like this since he was a child. Don't ask why, as long as his sister said, he would definitely do it.

"Huh?" He looked at the address on the letter, took a few quick glances at it, his eyes were filled with shock and ecstasy, and he walked back to Lilian's side quickly, with a low voice that could not conceal his excitement, "This It’s a letter from my uncle in France, he’s a count, he lives in a castle in France, and he invited us to visit us. We can go to him!”

The orphanage is guarded, but not particularly strict.The two had also considered fleeing before, but Hannibal took the disabled Lilian with him, and they didn't even have a household registration, so they couldn't survive even if they went out.

And now, the uncle who took refuge in France is the ray of hope!

In France, Lilian's eyes were calm. If I remember correctly, the mainland of France suffered very little loss because of its voluntary surrender in World War II.It seems really feasible, but the long map drawn in the mind, from leaving Lithuania to passing through the Soviet Union, East Germany and West Germany, and finally entering France, seemed very difficult in the post-war Cold War period.

Of course, it's not completely hopeless, but at least the premise is that there is no such burden as her.

"Lilian, shall we go to France?" Hannibal held her frail shoulders, his eyes were filled with joy, and his whole body was full of vitality.

It is rare for him to look so lifeless on weekdays, he is radiant and full of hope for the future.At this moment, although his face was covered in blood and his clothes were shabby, he exuded vigorous vitality from his bones.For a moment, that handsome face coincided with the elegant and steady father in memory.

Lilian stared at him intently, nodded slowly, "Okay."

Hannibal smiled, and when he smiled, there was a small dimple on his cheek, and there was a shallow scar on the dimple, which was stabbed by the instructor here to protect Lilian.

Hannibal leaned over to hug her, but Lilian stretched her frail arms around his neck, raised her head and said softly, "Brother, this is enough."

Feeling that the people under her were stiff, Lilian continued cruelly, "I'm already tired and want to rest."

Hannibal held her tighter, Lilian half leaned against the head of the bed, and he stood in front of the bed, almost bending his entire back to hug him tightly, he didn't realize it was a very uncomfortable position, but his voice trembled, "Lilian, can you trust my brother? I can definitely take you out. Let's go to France. Uncles and aunts are good people, and they will like you very much..."

Following his description, Lilian seemed to see a kind-hearted uncle and a gentle and beautiful aunt in front of her eyes. She pushed Hannibal away with a smile, stared at him with tears falling, and shook her head stubbornly, "Even if I really arrived in France , it doesn’t make any sense to me. My leg will never recover, and I will have to be taken care of for the rest of my life. I don’t want this.”

Before finishing speaking, Hannibal interrupted eagerly, "I will take care of you for the rest of my life!"

"But I don't need it!" Lilian shouted, the atmosphere froze, and the two confronted each other for a moment.Lilian closed her eyes, not daring to look at Hannibal's expression, and said heart-wrenching words, "Don't make me hate you anymore, Hannibal."

For a moment, there was a dead silence like suffocation.

She turned her head to avoid seeing Hannibal's expression.But even if he didn't see it with his own eyes, he could still feel that the person in front of him was lifeless as if he was dead.

"Bang" he couldn't stand anymore, he staggered back a few steps, until he supported the cabinet so as not to collapse on the ground.The young man stared at her in pain and despair, the sadness in his eyes was unbearable to look at, "I'm sorry, I know I'm selfish... I promised my parents will protect you, I don't want all my relatives to leave me, so I always I beg you to stay alive and stay with me... But we made a promise!" He waved his arms suddenly, his expression frantic, "You promised me that I would stick to it!"

Lilian sighed wearily, "Of course, I promised, and I have been working hard. But I have worked so hard until now."

"If you really love me," she leaned on the bed, looked at him quietly with tears in her eyes, and pleaded, "then let me go, brother."

The two looked at each other for a long time, the stubborn determination on the young girl's face was reflected in the young man's eyes, blurred in the water light, he stood stiffly in front of the bed like a stone sculpture, even his suppressed breathing was swallowed by the silence.

The pitch-black pupils were like black holes that annihilated the last ray of light, as if some kind of vitality was completely extinguished in his eyes.

After a long time, he said--

"Of course, Lilian, I love you. I'm sorry that I have caused you to suffer for so many years because of my selfishness. If this is your wish, I will grant it." Just like before, as long as it is her request, he will not reject.The only time he insisted made his sister suffer even more, and now he regrets it very much.

So she laughed with satisfaction, "I love my brother too, just like I love my parents."

Hearing this, the boy's cheek muscles twitched violently, his eyes glistened, "You don't hate me anymore?"

Lilian shook her head, "I'm really happy to live with my brother for the extra eight years. I just don't hope that one day hatred will overwhelm love...Brother, you don't want to either."

The siblings stared at each other, the tall boy seemed to have an invisible weight on his shoulders at the moment, making him overwhelmed and almost unable to stabilize his body, collapsed in despair.

Lilian reached out to him, "Brother, give me the knife."

He lowered his head slowly, and walked towards the blood-stained dagger that was discarded on the ground.When he bent down to pick it up, the inch-long knife seemed to weigh more than a thousand catties. His hands trembled and he could hardly hold it, but Lilian kept staring at him. When he picked up the knife, his consciousness seemed to be stripped from his body, and he walked mechanically towards the knife. My sister walked over.

Tears glistened in the boy's eyes, and his hands showed their sharpness.

Lilian suddenly stretched out her little finger into a hook shape, "Brother, let's make an appointment."

He stood on the head of the bed and stretched out his hand obediently.

Lilian smiled gratifiedly, it was always like this, regardless of the reason, as long as she said it, he would do it.

Hooking their little fingers together, Lilian said, "The content of the agreement is--"

"Hannibal, live."

As soon as the words fell, Hannibal seemed to have been slapped severely, his body and mind were shocked, and his eyes were bloodshot and he growled, "Are you kidding me!"

"It's not a joke," Lilian clasped his fingers tightly, and when Hannibal tried to break her fingers, she didn't dare to use too much force for fear of hurting them, so she couldn't open them for a while.

Lilian said seriously, "Go to France, you can definitely do it by yourself."

"You are the last heir of the Lecter family, and your parents have high hopes for you. Forget the hatred and live a new life."

"We will be here waiting for the day when you return home with honor."

"Okay," she let go of her hand and looked at him with a smile. "If you make an agreement, you can't go back on it. Otherwise, we won't see you after you die, not even in a dream."

The girl spoke easily, with a calm expression and a determination to seek death.

Hannibal stood there stiffly, his little finger still had the warmth of the other party, and his heart was as cold as iron.

He said slowly, "Don't do this, Lilian, it's too cruel. You can't do this!"

His face was ashen, begging, the despair in his tone was like a dying person.

Lilian smiled, "I can't go back on my word, my dear brother."

"The keys to all the doors are in the last cabinet of the desk drawer, and the money saved by Ilse is hidden in the second book in the third row on the shelf."

"Let's go while no one is guarding outside now," she looked at Hannibal with a calm smile, "let me watch you on your last journey."

Hannibal stared at her, his heart seemed to have stopped beating.He walked forward slowly, a line of blood and tears slowly slid down his face from the corner of his eyes, the young man at this moment seemed to have returned from hell, flirtatious and treacherous, "No, let me see you off for the last time."

Lilian was surprised at first, then smiled with relief, he always did this, and he didn't want her to suffer a little.

So even this kind of thing has to be done personally, lest she can get hurt repeatedly if she can't master the strength.

He bent down, hugged her vigorously, buried his face deeply on her shoulder, and whispered softly, "Lilian, I love you."

Hot tears fell on the skin, with a temperature that irons people's hearts.

There was a sound of silk tearing suddenly coming from in front of him, followed by a chill in his heart, he used the knife quickly and accurately, causing her to approach death with almost no pain, and it became difficult to breathe.

"Go to sleep." Hannibal gently put Lilian down on the bed, tucked the sheets for her, and gazed tenderly with tears in his eyes, "Brother is watching over you."

Lilian stubbornly refused to close her eyes, she was already speechless, her lips moved.

Hannibal saw what she meant, and lightly branded a kiss on the forehead, "Okay, you give me another ride."

He stood up, took one last deep look at his sister who was dying pale, and turned his head.

At that moment, all the tears and his heart dried up, and since then it has been like a barren land without a blade of grass.

There was no expression on his face, his eyes were numb and indifferent, he took the oil lamp in the house, took out the stored lamp oil, and sprinkled it on the bed and Lilian.

He couldn't allow Lilian's body to fall into the hands of others.Since there is no way to take it away now, it is better to simply destroy it.

The fire gradually ignited and enveloped the entire big bed, and through the scorched and distorted air, one could see the peacefully closed-eyed girl on the bed sleeping peacefully like a painting.

Hannibal reluctantly kissed the blood off the blade like kissing his lover, his lips were stained with blood, looking weird and seductive.

He carefully put the dagger in his waist, took advantage of the raging fire to attract others, went back to the dungeon and opened the door with a key, and left the orphanage that had trapped them for eight years alone.

From then on, began the story of Hannibal.

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"Ah!" Waking up suddenly from sleep, Hao Meng rubbed her chest in shock, the last...what the hell is it?

After Hannibal left, surrounded by flames, when she was dying, she felt something approaching rapidly around her in a trance. She wanted to raise her eyelids, but they were so heavy that she could barely open them.

All I saw was a treacherous black shadow suddenly appearing out of thin air in the raging flames. The flames were crushed by its stern momentum and separated to the two sides like Moses dividing the sea, turning into a gloomy blue will-o'-the-wisp. The black robe, as thick and deep as the night, covered the whole body tightly, only a bony finger was exposed, holding a huge silver scythe and waving it fiercely towards her!

Her eyes widened in horror, she lost consciousness at the last moment, and then woke up to find that she was back in the real world.

Gradually regaining consciousness, Hao Meng touched her intact legs and almost burst into tears. When she wanted to get up, her legs became stiff and she almost fell to the ground.

I was also very unaccustomed to walking, and it took me a while to get used to how to use my legs.

She looked at the time and exclaimed, "I'm going to be late!"

I hurriedly packed my schoolbag and went out, thinking about that mysterious and treacherous shadow while walking on the road.

What was that black shadow that appeared when she was about to die?

I seem to have seen it before, every time when she was about to die, but never as clearly as this time, close enough to see the huge scythe in his hand--

Wait, sickle?

If she guessed correctly, that black shadow that only appeared when she was about to die should be the god of death.

Although it is a bit unbelievable, compared to being able to travel through various worlds in a dream, the appearance of the god of death seems not to be a big surprise.

Shaking her head to shake off the speculation about the god of death, Hao Meng rushed to school.

……

"A Luo, lend me your phone." Taking advantage of the recess, she hurriedly asked her deskmate Li Luo to borrow her phone.

"You want to make a call?" Li Luo handed it to her casually.

She shook her head, "No, look for information online."

Enter the three characters Hannibal in Baidu, and thousands of indexes pop up.

With a trembling heart, she clicked into Baidu Encyclopedia and quickly browsed the content.

When Li Luo went to the bathroom and came back, as soon as he sat down, he saw Hao Meng holding her phone with her head down, tears streaming down the screen.

"Huh? Mengmeng?" Li Luo hugged her in surprise, "What's wrong?"

Hao Meng buried her head on her shoulder, tears flowing uncontrollably, "I just saw the introduction of a movie, it was too cruel."

The cruel world she and Hannibal experienced turned out to be a movie.Moreover, after Hannibal escaped from the orphanage shown in the movie, he became a perverted murderer who took pleasure in killing, which made her extremely sad.

Li Luo teased her, "Mengmeng, you are so sentimental, you could cry just by reading a profile."

"Woo..." In exchange for Hao Meng holding her, she cried even more fiercely.

She is selfish and cold-hearted, and she is always jealous. If she is wronged, she will definitely take revenge.But for the first time in his life, he sincerely hoped that others would forget about revenge and start a new life, but the ending was also so unsatisfactory.

elder brother……

Afterwards, she even took a part-time job and went to Li Luo's house to watch the complete series of Hannibal movies.I even plan to revisit it when I have time.

There are so many movies in that series, she keeps traveling, and one day she will be able to re-enter that world.

As long as he lives, there must be a day of goodbye.

It must be... yes?