why are they still in love

In the afternoon, there were many parents who came to take their children to see a doctor in the hospital. Xiao Chining sat in the lobby waiting for a gastroscopy, and glanced at Xiao Zhaoshan next to him from time to time.

The bench was very low, and Xiao Zhaoshan managed to sit comfortably by crossing his legs.He put his left hand on his right knee, tapped his index finger on his trousers, and was listening impatiently to the voice sent to him by someone else on the phone.

Xiao Chining originally thought it was the gallery staff who reported some bad news to him, but after listening to the voice, Xiao Zhaoshan's expression suddenly changed when he brought the phone to his mouth, and smiled as usual: "Where is Professor Qu, it won't be Trouble. It just so happens that my family has a sudden illness, and I'm in the hospital now, and I may not be able to arrive on time, so let's meet at eight o'clock instead."

After he finished speaking, his smile disappeared immediately, and he became impatient again.

Seeing it, Xiao Chining thought about it, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Is there anything you want from someone?"

Xiao Zhaoshan put the phone back into the inner bag of his suit, and answered without hesitation: "Yes."

Xiao Chining thought of his tone when he begged him to save Hu Yingxue, it was a thousand times more degrading than his apologetic smile, and the moment he felt a little bit of relief, it disappeared.

"It turns out that there will be times when you need help from others," he said.

Xiao Zhaoshan looked at the name and number on the electronic scrolling screen above the window: "Otherwise, what do you think?"

"I thought, I thought you were omnipotent."

Xiao Chining stared ahead, also looking at the electronic screen: "That's why I subconsciously called you that day instead of calling 110."

Xiao Zhaoshan frowned and looked at him.

Xiao Chining turned a blind eye and continued to calmly say: "I thought you could do everything you wanted without anyone else. I thought you could find her, I thought you could hold her, I thought you could save her."

Although his face was blank, Xiao Zhaoshan could hear the irony in his words.

"That's just what you think." He withdrew his gaze and said displeasedly, "In modern society, you have to manage your connections, train your abilities, and cherish your life. There is no one in the world who is omnipotent and who has the time to save others every day. If it weren't for seeing that she was your classmate, do you think I would go downstairs to save people without a good meal that day?"

After hearing these words, Xiao Chining was unexpectedly not angry, and even nodded in agreement: "Well, so I just found out, I was wrong, everyone is actually an ordinary person, including you, Dad."

"I used to feel that I was different from other children. I had no illusions or expectations about you and Chi Yan." He was silent for a moment and said, "But in fact, I seem to be no different from them. I hope I can have a gentle and considerate mother, and an omnipotent father."

He looked at Xiao Zhaoshan sadly: "Unfortunately, we are all ordinary. When we ask for help, we have to laugh against our will. When a friend dies, we break down and cry. When we are sad, we can't eat. When we are sick, we have to go to the hospital. waiting."

"I don't know what went wrong, and things turned out like this." He turned his head to look at the electronic screen again, and sighed, "It's like playing a stand-alone game that only has this kind of ending, no matter how I look at it. No matter how careful and cautious I am, no matter how many times I start over, how many different choices I make, in the end I just experience this ending again and again.”

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't show off his expression of tolerance and understanding, but felt even more annoying.

After all, Xiao Chining was disappointed, disappointed that he was not an omnipotent superman, disappointed that he could not escape the conventional self, and disappointed that life did not move forward according to the expected track.

"You are so young, where are so many sighs?" Xiao Chining's name appeared on the radio and the electronic screen at the same time, Xiao Zhaoshan put down his legs and stood up from the bench, turned around and stretched out his hand to him, "Since you are an ordinary person, don't Always dreaming of a genius, the only thing you can do now is accept it. Go in and check."

Young people have never heard the words "only accept", Xiao Chining looked up at him with a cold face, and after a long while of silent confrontation with him, he still took his hand reluctantly, and walked into the gastroscopy examination room with him .

Traditional gastroscopy requires a flexible tube connected to the endoscope to be stretched from the esophagus into the stomach and duodenum. The process is notoriously painful, and the end is notoriously uncomfortable.

When Xiao Chining first arrived at the hospital, he was very resistant, because he knew that he would definitely do this project according to his own situation. He vomited for two days in a row, and he really didn't want to suffer again.

Xiao Zhaoshan was speechless after hearing his reasons for not wanting to check in the parking lot, and forced him into the outpatient department, telling him to spend less time on skateboarding and watch current news and pay more attention to the level of technological development.

Xiao Chining didn't know until he saw the payment slip handed over by the doctor that the price was more than five times higher than that of traditional gastroscopy.

"The family will take the patient out later to drink about 10 milliliters of warm water, and walk around for [-] minutes after drinking." The nurse glanced at the watch, wrote the time on the register, and instructed, "Walk slowly, try not to talk, Come back if you feel a little bloated in your stomach.”

So Xiao Chining drank half a glass of liquid medicine with a light fruity aroma given to him by the nurse, and came out of the examination room with Xiao Zhaoshan after sitting for 2 minutes.

Xiao Zhaoshan went to the guidance desk and took two disposable paper cups, then queued up in front of the water dispenser to get the water. After Xiao Chining drank a little, he took him to the yard behind the outpatient department for a walk.

Now is a good time to come out before sunset, and the benches in the yard are filled with people in twos and threes.Xiao Chining walked slowly, watching those inpatients with coats on their shoulders talking side by side with their relatives and friends.

Xiao Zhaoshan circled the boulevard as if he had completed a task, and only after finishing the arrangement of the next affairs did he find that Xiao Chining didn't keep up with him at all.

He put away his mobile phone and looked back for a while, and saw Xiao Chining still landed on the last corner, staring motionlessly at the bushes on the side of the road.

He frowned, and walked over to see what he was staring at, but before he could stand still, a yellow shadow rushed past his feet.

Xiao Chining's gaze followed the disturbed orange cat to another bush. Xiao Zhaoshan frowned even more when he saw him so reluctantly: "Like cats?"

Xiao Chining followed the doctor's advice and did not speak. Turning back, his face was still expressionless, but the little flame that suddenly ignited in his eyes had already given the answer.

"Want to raise?" Xiao Zhaoshan said, "Just nod if you want to."

Xiao Chi quietly observed his expression for a while, and then nodded slightly after confirming that he had a tendency to soften.

Xiao Zhaoshan put his right hand into his trousers pocket and stood loosely. He lowered his head and smiled, raised his head again, and asked softly, "Do you really want to raise it?"

Xiao Chining nodded, expressing that he really wanted to raise her.

"That's it." Xiao Zhaoshan suddenly stopped laughing, and his attitude turned 180 degrees, "No, this house has cats without you, and you have no cats."

Xiao Chining realized that he was being tricked, and almost swears a bunch of obscenities.But he thought of the result of his several times of arguing with Xiao Zhaoshan and then broke up, so he finally endured it and turned to go to the outpatient department without saying a word.

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't know that there was such a relationship between him and that girl, and he was deliberately teasing him just now, after all, Xiao Chining, who only talked with his eyes, was much cuter than when he spoke.

After the inspection, Xiao Chining, who was able to speak early, was still angry and kept silent.

The results of the examination would not come out until three days later, Xiao Zhaoshan planned to send him home to supervise him after eating, and then go out to meet with people at the agreed place.

However, as soon as the car drove out of the hospital parking lot, Xiao Chining knocked on the car window before the first traffic light: "Keep to the right at the intersection."

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't intend to slow down, and drove into the left-turn lane: "Where are you going?"

Xiao Chining turned his head and looked at him with a look of "what do you think?", and then he remembered: "Oh, going to the woods that the girl said?"

"She has a name, and her name is Hu Yingxue." Xiao Chining emphasized, "Gu Yuehu, Ying who stands out from the crowd, and Xue who is smart."

Xiao Zhaoshan lost his temper because of his food-protecting appearance, and turned his head with the steering wheel: "Okay, Ying who stands out from the crowd, Xue who is smart and smart. I'll take you there, alright, where are you?"