why are they still in love

Xiao Chining didn't expect that the quick glimpse in front of the woods would be the last time he and the living Hu Yingxue would see each other.

Before he had time to ask anything, Hu Yingxue became a piece of bloody flesh on the concrete floor.

Where and what had she been doing during the seven hours she had been completely out of touch?Why is she going to the woods?If she had something to say, why did she get in the car without hesitation?

There were so many things Xiao Chining couldn't figure out. For ten days, he lay on the bed without thinking about food and drink, thinking hard, but he still couldn't understand this death.

In the past, he thought that Hu Yingxue was a very simple person, straightforward, with a clear distinction between likes and dislikes.The students in the class consciously keep a distance from the hard-working academic master, and few people talk to her, and she is also happy and quiet, never worrying about social relationships.

Xiao Chining deduced it over and over again, and finally found only one reason - "So, if one day I really kill myself, it must not be because of how much I hate, on the contrary, it must be because I cannot stop loving."

If he had been vigilant when Hu Yingxue said this, would the result ten days ago be different?Hu Yingxue can find other ways to end hate, and have other choices to stop love.

Xiao Chining regretted it so much that he lost nine catties in ten days and completely ruined his body.

Xiao Zhaoshan began to order meals for two from the hotel, and would come downstairs to drink porridge and eat side dishes with him every day when the meal was over.But Xiao Chining always vomited after eating a few mouthfuls. Instead of gaining a few taels of meat, he continued to lose two catties.

This day, when he dropped his spoon and rushed to the bathroom again, Xiao Zhaoshan did not sit at the table and wait for him to vomit and continue eating like the previous two days, but got up and went back upstairs to change his clothes for going out.

As soon as Xiao Chining came out of the bathroom clutching his stomach, he bumped into him walking downstairs while wearing cuff buttons.

"Are you going out?"

"Go and change clothes."

The two said in unison.

A hint of surprise flashed across Xiao Chining's pale face: "Can I go out now?"

The day he just came out of the room, Xiao Zhaoshan felt that he was in a bad state, so he specially called his homeroom teacher to make up for a period of leave, and asked him to stay at home and finish venting what he wanted to vent, and leave when he wanted to be decadent. Go back to class.Therefore, he has not stepped out of the house for thirteen days.

Xiao Zhaoshan glanced at him when he passed by, and asked, "Aren't you going to the woods?"

Xiao Chining hurriedly followed behind him to confirm: "I don't need to gain weight? Can I go to the woods?"

Xiao Zhaoshan confiscated his house key the day before yesterday, and unilaterally stipulated the prerequisite for him to go out, that is, he must grow three catties of flesh.At that time, he thought it would be easy to gain three catties. Once he resumed his diet, he would be able to go to the woods to find the answer Hu Yingxue left him in two days, so he readily agreed.

However, recently he has been farther and farther away from the target set by Xiao Zhaoshan.

He couldn't taste, couldn't feel full, and couldn't tell whether he was thirsty or hungry. No matter how light and delicate he ate, he would vomit it all up within 10 minutes.He was very tired from life, even if he slept seventeen or eighteen hours a day, he was still exhausted, unable to cheer up and exert his strength.

He thought that his body was decayed by Hu Yingxue's blood.

He once had the idea of ​​fleeing in the middle of the night, wherever he wanted to go, as long as his dying body could be revived.But he was sure that if he really escaped, Xiao Zhaoshan would immediately change the lock of the house, and he would completely lose his home.He's the kind of guy who walks the talk.

However, this man who kept his promise broke the agreement first and agreed with him to go out.

"When you get fatter, it will probably be next year." Xiao Zhaoshan put on his leather shoes and pushed open the door, then turned to him and said, "I'll just wait in the underground parking lot for 3 minutes, you can watch for a while."

Xiao Chining was flattered, and hurried back to his room, took off his home clothes, changed into a shirt and casual pants, and rushed to the underground parking lot.

Sitting behind the windshield, Xiao Zhaoshan saw him running towards him. His frail figure could no longer support a shirt, so he frowned unnaturally.

"Not more than 3 minutes, right?" Xiao Chining fastened his seat belt out of breath, and pretended to be a good boy on purpose, "Dad, am I very obedient?"

Xiao Zhaoshan stepped on the accelerator, and replied with a short and deep "hmm".

Xiao Chining smiled palely and softly.

The car drove onto the road, neither of them spoke, and there was a loose silence in the car.

Ten minutes later, Xiao Chining saw that the scenery on the side of the road was not right, he turned his head to look at Xiao Zhaoshan, who was so calm and undisturbed, his face softened: "This is not the way to school, where are we going?"

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't answer.

Xiao Chining wanted to ask again, but after a while the red cross sign in front of him told him the answer.

The Cayenne had already turned off the ignition, Xiao Zhaoshan got out of the car and went around to him, opened the passenger door, and said only two words: "Get out of the car."

Xiao Chining asked vigilantly, "What are you doing in the hospital?"

Xiao Zhaoshan seemed to have heard a nonsense, straightly leaned his upper body into the car, bent down and unbuckled his seat belt: "What else can the hospital do besides see a doctor? Get out of the car."

Xiao Chining didn't move, his worried eyes followed him: "Dad, are you sick?"

Xiao Zhaoshan suddenly put his hands on the leather seat behind his shoulders, breathed very close to him, and said with a smile: "Xiao Chining, put on less, asking questions knowingly is not good for you or me."

Xiao Chining's face was sullen, and the worried look disappeared immediately: "I'm not sick."

Xiao Zhaoshan pulled his co-driver down without any effort, grabbed his waist and pushed him against the car door: "Do you know that you look like a skeleton now?"

"What's wrong with a skeleton?" Xiao Chining chuckled angrily, "There is no blood or flesh. The wind can pass through me, the rain can drench me, and swords, guns and sticks can't hurt me. I think it's good."

Xiao Zhaoshan tightened his fingertips and pinched his lower back, and said with a sigh: "Sure enough, you can't offend a young man, who said you want to be my lover?"

Xiao Chining raised his eyes to look at him, his gaze was like a torch.

Xiao Zhaoshan saw the spark in his eyes, and said honestly: "I don't like to sleep with a skeleton in my arms."