After the years have passed

Maybe all good starts

It's all just a blindfold

but you still believe

I walked in front carefully, and he walked behind me half a step away.

I can feel his gaze from the top of my head, so I dare not look back for a moment.

It was getting a little hazy.

We went into the parking lot and found the little Barbie fan.

Standing by the car, I picked up my helmet a little embarrassedly.

"That... the car is a bit small"

"No, just right"

Jin Taehyung's voice was particularly gentle, slightly deep, and his words were full of indulgence.

My hand holding the hat trembled slightly, and handed it to his chest, "Take it on."

Kim Taehyung didn't answer, but suddenly squatted down, looked up at me and smiled evilly.

"Annoy, bring it for me"

As he spoke, he pushed the hood over his head back.

Confused by his sudden movement, she pursed her lips and put it on his head very lightly.

After standing up, he picked up another helmet hanging on the front of the car, raised it over my head, and just buckled it off.

Holding my head slightly in front of him, I almost bumped my face into his arms.

"That~ I'll do it myself"

He turned sideways anxiously, and hastily stretched out his hand to buckle the strap on his chin.

Then I heard a chuckle from above, and I was so shy that I quickly turned around and sat in the car, "Come on!"

Kim Taehyung raised his leg handsomely, and sat behind me while supporting my shoulder.

"Where?"

"my home"

Along the way, Kim Taehyung's hands were resting on his own knees, even if I braked abruptly, which was not skilled enough, his hands never touched me.

Taking out the key from the bag and opening the door, he was immediately amused by the two pairs of slippers placed in the entrance.

"This is... I made it by hand, isn't it weird?"

The voice was so thin that only he could hear it.

"Handsome because that's my face"

As he spoke, he put on the slippers with super funny expression packs printed on them, and then put the off shoes neatly by the door.

"Let me make you a cup of hot cocoa"

He took off his jacket and hung it on the wall.

Kim Taehyung also put down his backpack, walked into the living room, stood beside the coffee table and scratched his head unnaturally.

"Sit down, don't just stand around"

I looked at him funny, so you would be embarrassed too?

The tension in my heart gradually disappeared a little.

"Do you know what I like to drink?"

Kim Taehyung didn't listen to me, he just came to the kitchen, we were separated by a dining table.

"Well, of course I know~ I think the ARMYs who like you know it too."

"Does Na Nuna like me too?"

"Well, I like it, didn't I say it at the autograph meeting before?"

I turned around and put the cup in front of him.

"Didn't that mean you forgot?"

"That's what I said on purpose ~ hee hee" she stuck out her tongue at him with a playful face.

Kim Taehyung just smiled and looked at me with the corners of his lips drawn. After being stared at for a long time, his cheeks gradually began to heat up again.

Turning his face away, he walked towards the balcony.

Kim Taehyung also followed, holding the cup.

“Cocoa bubbles are delicious”

"you like it"

"Well, I like it"

When I heard this sentence, I still couldn't help but feel a little bit moved.

She secretly raised her head and looked at his side face, what a familiar outline.

The person who used to be seen only through the image is now standing beside me, drinking the cocoa I make for him, looking at the scenery that I can also see in my eyes.

He is exactly one head taller than me, and maybe he can lean on his shoulder with a slight tilt of his head.

It's just that this impulse is not too daring for the time being.

Stubbornly suppressing the throbbing in his heart, he withdrew his gaze and stopped looking at him.

After a long time, his magnetic voice sounded again.

"I might be leaving in a while"

"... so fast?"

I lowered my head, feeling an indescribable sense of loss.

“Going to a party tonight”

"It's a TV show's celebration party"

"Um"

Kim Taehyung turned his head to the side, just in time to meet the loneliness in my eyes, and the eyes that looked at me softened even more.

"What time is the flight?"

"Probably still more than two hours." He looked at the watch on his wrist.

"There is still some time, let me cook something for you, what do you want to eat?"

Went into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator, it was empty.

There were only a few bottles of water lying upside down, "There's nothing to eat at home, why don't I go downstairs and buy it for you?"

Just as I was about to turn around, Kim Taehyung was already standing behind me.

Raising his arm, his slender fingers rested casually on the refrigerator, and he hung his head.

The eyes moved on my slightly panicked face, and the extreme temptation was revealed between the brows and eyes, "I'm not hungry, I just want to stay with you for a while"

As if possessed by a demon, I stretched out my hands involuntarily, and wrapped my arms around his waist tightly.

Feeling his body trembling for a moment, his face was pressed against his chest, and he heard a heartbeat that was clearer and faster than one.

"Kim Taehyung, I have liked you for a long time~ so come home with me"

I spoke leisurely in a voice of infinite tenderness.

It seems like a treasure.

"Aren't I already here?"

Kim Taehyung hugged me back, supported my head with his palm, and put warm lips on my forehead...

It was the first time he kissed me, and it was only 23 days since he smiled at me for the first time.

It turns out that in love, there will always be such a small gap, quietly taking advantage of the gap, occupying other people's crystal shoes, but still complacent about yourself.

Little did they know that all of this was so natural, as if it had been arranged long ago, just waiting for me to follow the steps.

……

Composition studio of BigHit in Seoul.

Fang Shihyuk's entire face was gloomy, and he sat with his back to Kim Namjoon, looking at the computer screen with a serious expression, with embarrassment on his brows, "You are coming back soon, why are you giving me such a problem now?"

"I'm sorry, I'll tell him well when I get back." Jin Namjoon put his hands together and stood respectfully.

"When will V be back?"

“Should arrive in the afternoon”

"Call him over as soon as you get back"

"Yes"

Kim Namjoon backed out and closed the door, as if he was relieved, but his expression was still ugly, he took out his cell phone and dialed Kim Taehyung's number.

"Taehyung, where have you been? Have you returned to Seoul?"

"Brother Namjoon, I just arrived"

"Let's go to the company first, Fang PD will find you"

"Got it, I'm coming"

A taxi stopped downstairs of Big Hit company. As soon as Kim Taehyung got out of the car, he was spotted by ARMYs squatting at the door, and they all surrounded him.

Kim Taehyung waved to the ARMYs with a smile on his face, and entered the elevator.

"Brother Namjoon, I'm back." Kim Taehyung took off his backpack and threw it on Kim Namjoon, smirking.

"You still laugh, wait for you to cry, hurry to the composition room, Fang PD is already here"

"What's wrong?" Looking at Jin Nanjun's eyes, he instinctively told him that he was discovered.

"Let's go in first and talk later." Kim Namjoon knocked twice, then opened the door, and entered the room with Kim Taehyung.

"Fang PDnim, V is back"

Kim Taehyung didn't make a sound, but stood behind Kim Namjoon with his back straight, his head slightly lowered.

Fang Shihe turned around with the chair, folded his arms on his chest, and looked at the two people in front of him expressionlessly.

"V, what's the moment for you right now?"

"Team Rise"

"So what did you do?"

Kim Taehyung was at a loss for words when asked, his head drooped even lower.

"It's going to be a song in a few days, where have you been?"

"China"

"I don't care who you want to associate with, but your current behavior has affected the team"

Fang Shihyuk stood up and walked in front of them. The pressure from the pavement made Kim Taehyung take a step back.

"Feel sorry"

"If you miss a day, the whole team will not get the best rehearsal. If this happens again in the future, I will let you choose between her and the members"

"Yes, I understand"

"Go out"

As soon as he went out, Kim Taehyung let out a long breath. Fortunately, there was no danger. Fang PD didn't stop him, as long as he pays more attention in the future and doesn't affect the team.

"There will be a wrap-up banquet later, right? Go back to the dormitory to clean up, and come to the practice room after the banquet is over."

Kim Namjoon patted him on the back in fear and sent him to the elevator.

……

As soon as I got back to the dormitory, I went into the bathroom, and when I got out, I immediately changed into the prepared suit and rushed to the venue.

Sitting in the nanny car, the makeup artist took the setting powder and patted Kim Taehyung's face a few times for the last time, "Your expression is very good today, you must be happy."

"Well, I'm in a good mood"

"The filming of the TV series is over, so it's a lot easier."

"Well, it's a lot easier"

Kim Taehyung replied casually, his thoughts were already full of that shy and lovely face.

Maybe I never doubted it from the very beginning, it turns out that to stay in my heart, only one look is really enough.

Three years of trainee career, three years of hard work in debut, I once just wanted to give up.

It is because she is still here that she has her first appearance.

What if you change your identity?Will it still be so?

……

January 2016, 12, Overcast

Mu Qingxing Studio

I came out of the studio and went into the lounge.

In the past two months, he has hardly rested, except for the haggard face and the huge dark circles under his eyes.

And apart from saying goodnight to each other every day, we don't have too many words anymore, even though we don't actually sleep.

In addition to winning the No. [-] spot on all music programs for this comeback, the sales of the new album and related peripherals are also very good. At the end of the year, the big awards of major TV stations are also soft.

And I, in order to protect the design of the "In the Mood for Love" series, I can only design another set of wedding dress series comparable to it, but it has already been completed.

24 beautiful hand-made wedding dresses are arrayed in the work room.

This time the theme has an extraordinarily sad name -- Begonia flower.

Begonia has no fragrance, because Haitang has a crush on her, and she is afraid that others will find out what is on her mind, so she gave up the fragrance.

This is the flower language about Begonia flowers, just like the mood I have always had with him.

Leaning on the corner of the sofa, I opened the ins, but there was still not a single message.

He's just busy, that's why messages are returned very slowly, and calls are sometimes missed. He doesn't ignore me.

Some bitterness comforted himself.

"Miss Xiaosi, are you asleep?"

Muzi walked up to me and patted my shoulder with worry on his face.

"not yet"

"Why don't you go back and rest, it's almost done here"

"If you don't want to go back, just stay here"

I shrank back and closed my eyes.

Muzi brought a blanket to cover me, turned off the light, and closed the door gently.

It seemed that he had slept for a long time...and didn't want to wake up.

Noon, no wind.

Someone pushed a door open.

The room was a little dark, and the light could only barely shine through the heavy curtains.

After looking around for half a week, he found the little man curled up on a sofa against the wall.

He walked very lightly, approached slowly, squatted down halfway, and stared at the sweet sleeping face in front of him.

After a long time, his extremely delicate kiss fell between the eyebrows, the corners of the eyes, and even to the lips.

I let out a soft "huh" from the itching on my face, and rubbed my eyes lazily.

Dreaming again, why did I see his face?

"are you awake?"

After hearing the sound, I sat up soberly in an instant, stared blankly at the person in front of me, my head seemed to be short-circuited, and I didn't turn the corner for a long time.

Kim Taehyung looked at me and laughed softly, pinching my cheek with his fingers.

"Hey Yigu~ I slept like a little pig"

"You... why are you here?"

I widened my eyes in surprise, held up the handsome and smirking face in front of me, and moved closer to the distance where I could kiss just by pouting.

"I miss you, that's why I came"

"Yes, but this is... how do you know it's here?"

"Don't Nuna know that the spokesperson for S's wedding dress is BTS?"

As he spoke, the corners of Kim Taehyung's lips outlined a sexy arc.

"I know~I know~but but..."

"It was the company employee who asked, and found this place. In fact, I went to your house first, but you were not here."

I pouted, and I didn't know where to put my hands. I simply continued to hold his head, watching his pupils with fog.

"I... I was afraid of disturbing you, so I didn't dare to call you all the time, and I didn't dare to leave you too many messages. I know you are very miserable. I am afraid that you will be annoyed. I am afraid that people will see you. , will affect you...you will hate me..."

As he spoke, he cried out aggrieved.

"Why are you crying? Don't cry..."

Kim Taehyung was a little flustered, and wiped away my tears indiscriminately.

He hugged me in his arms, patted me softly along my back.

I was comforted, but I cried more and more, like a lost child, and finally returned home.

"Don't cry, don't cry..."

His words were full of unbearable, and his arms holding me became even tighter.

After a long time, I leaned on his shoulder and stopped sobbing.

As if crying enough, she lifted herself up from his arms.

"...it seems to have stained your clothes"

After speaking, I burst into tears and smiled, looking at the distressed face in front of me, I raised my lips and pecked lightly on the tip of his nose.

Kim Taehyung looked at me obsessively, and then slowly said "Nuna, come with me to Korea, I will support you"

I suppressed my smile, and then showed an incomparable face.

"Inside~"

……

There are only three years, and I would like to lose myself for three years for you.

It's like a greedy mouse, but you accidentally teased me, and then soaked in the honeypot.

Voraciously absorbs all nourishment.