After the years have passed

or have a romantic relationship with him

or with him many times

Or it's just a dream

Mu Qingxing looked a little displeased.

Standing by his side, Kim Taehyung held my waist with one hand and smoothed the hair around my ears for me.

"It turns out that you made up your mind to leave because of him"

In fact, I don't want to let more people know about my relationship with Kim Taehyung, especially those around me.

But up to now, it would be better if there is an objection that is not allowed, but also a justifiable explanation.

"I have always designed according to your needs. Of course, except for the "In the Mood for Love" series, I have completed everything you asked for."

Mu Qingxing looked at me silently, as if he was trying to find out if there was room for maneuver in my words.

"Professor, I was able to stay here at the beginning because of your appreciation, and later I was recognized by my own efforts, and now I just want to go to the place I want to go, to see the scenery I want to see, to love and to love people, that's all"

Gently broke away from Jin Taehyung's hand, walked behind Mu Qingxing, pushed the wheelchair forward a few steps, pointed to the wedding dress displayed in front of him and continued.

"This is the last design work I will show in your name, and I will not take any of the proceeds this time. I only hope that you can be healthy and stop doing anything for that vain name."

After listening to this conversation, Mu Qingxing didn't say another word until Kim Taehyung and I left, and his back sitting stiffly seemed to be getting old, and he was no longer as brave as before.

Maybe people always have to go crazy once before they can know whether the hidden nature is step-by-step or cynical.

And I seem to belong to the middle, unable to be high-spirited, and unwilling to follow the crowd.

Just choose your own mind, even if you end up in vain.

……

I was sorting my luggage in the bedroom, and Kim Taehyung was sitting on the sofa in the living room flipping through some design manuscripts. It took me a long time to push a cardboard box and walk out.

"I'm going to throw these things away"

After speaking, he put on his shoes and went out the door.

After I came up, Kim Taehyung put all my manuscripts and drawing tools into the packing box completely, and knelt on the ground to stick the seal.

Standing there and watching him and his serious actions, I couldn't help but feel a little disgusted in my heart.

A bunch of things that come out of my own hands but are named after others do not belong to me.

"In fact, these things can also be thrown away"

There is indifference between the words.

"Why? Aren't these all the results of your hard work?"

Kim Taehyung looked at me a little confused, stopped what he was doing and came to me, took my hand and sat on his lap.

"Those are only my paintings in my eyes, but in the eyes of the world they are all created by Mu Qingxing, so what's the use of keeping other people's works?"

He looked at me with worry and understanding in his eyes, and raised his hand to touch my head.

"In fact, two years ago, I had the ability to sign my name on every page design"

Helplessly shaking his head, the corners of his mouth twitched with bitterness.

"The show at that time was too important to Mu Qingxing, but he suddenly lost his creative inspiration. Due to a long period of sleepless nights, he was in a car accident while driving. Just when everyone thought he was exhausted, this The show was an unprecedented success.”

I rested my head on his shoulder, stretched out my hands and looked at the empty drawing table through my fingers.

"I have always been Mu Qingxing's assistant. In the eyes of outsiders, I am envied. I can work under the master's hand. The shows I attend and the contacts I contact are all high-ranking people in the fashion industry, but they don't know. After that show, all of Mu Qingxing’s designs are from me, including that show of course.”

"Anger is a fool"

Kim Taehyung's voice was muffled, like a growl, and he held my hand and pressed it against his chest.

"Alright, at least I really don't owe him anything anymore. If it weren't for Mu Qingxing, I might not be able to graduate, let alone my current life. Besides, I still have you now, don't I?"

After speaking, he rubbed against Kim Taehyung's neck, smiling shyly.

Feeling the more and more warm breath coming from above, and the gradually heaving chest, I looked up at Kim Taehyung's face, it was already unbelievably red.

"Well... can you get off of me first?"

I suddenly realized something, stood up from his lap immediately, and trimmed the ends of my hair in embarrassment.

"Well, the luggage is almost packed, I'll go to the kitchen and cook something to eat."

Escape also seems to run into the kitchen.

Hiding to the corner of the wall, patting his blushing face, really, what am I thinking!

……

Seoul Incheon Airport.

Kim Taehyung walked in front of me with his head bowed in a camel coat wrapped up to his feet, a white mask and a black wool cap.

His popularity is obvious to all, no matter how much he pretends, someone will always recognize him.

Is he really happy who lives under the eyes of others every day?

His status as an artist has brought him praise and applause, but what about the future?How many people will still remember.

That handsome young man with a bright youth gave up too much just to make you smile?

Looking at his back, and those crowds around him, I couldn't help feeling infinite sadness in my heart.

We kept a distance of less than three meters between us.

Whenever I was pushed to the back by the crowd, he would subconsciously stand there and wait for me.

It's just that this move, in the eyes of fans, is a great benefit.

After leaving the airport gate, Kim Taehyung boarded the nanny car, while I stood where I was, waiting for the car I called in advance to pick me up.

As soon as I got in the car, I received an ins from him.

"Nu Na, I'll go back to the dormitory to pack my things first, and call me when you get to Apartment C"

"Nei~ I know"

It's December, and it's really cold.

In just over three months, many incredible things happened. I got to know Xiang Lala, met the dream woman, fell in love with Kim Taehyung, left my original life, and came to another country. What will happen?

Through the car window, all the strange houses and streets passed before my eyes. Although they were beautiful, the fear and loneliness in my heart filled my whole body and lasted for a long time.

Until the car stopped at the apartment building, the sudden winter wind made me shiver.

I wrapped my coat tightly and pulled the suitcase and walked in.

Standing in the room, I saw that every piece of furniture and knick-knacks in front of me was in my favorite style, so I couldn't help laughing.

Kim Taehyung has a good vision. Although the space is not big, it is decorated very warmly, and the originally slightly cold mood has a little warmth.

As soon as he let go of the luggage at hand, the door was opened again.

"I am back"

Hearing the sound, I turned my head and smiled picturesquely at the square grinning mouth and the handsome man holding the tree fork.

"Welcome home"

……

After coming out of the bathroom, he stood in front of the long mirror and shook his head casually. The water droplets were splashed on the mirror surface, forming layers of mist, and the bathrobe on his body was also loose. of temptation.

Turning his head away, not daring to continue looking at him, his heart beating violently, he picked up the remote control and randomly changed the TV channel.

I thought I was pretending well, but when I heard him laughing lowly, it wasn't just my face that became hot.

"Why don't you blow your hair? The clothes on your shoulders are almost soaked"

Kim Taehyung sat next to me holding a hair dryer, "Let me help you"

"Then I'll sit on the ground, it's more convenient for you"

She obediently hugged the cushion and sat at his feet.

I picked up my long hair with my fingers, blowing it very lightly and patiently until my hair was almost dry before I was ready to blow it for myself.

"Then I will help Taehyung too"

After speaking, he jumped onto the sofa, went around behind his back, and started blowing with the hair dryer.

His hair is very soft, but a bit thick, feels good to the touch, and the gloss is also very shiny, smooth to the touch.

It's not like my own, it's thin and velvet, and it's especially easy to break.

"Ah... hot ~ angry, don't keep staring at one place, your hair will burn."

Kim Taehyung covered his head and looked at me in turn, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

"I haven't blown my hair before, so... I'm sorry~"

Somewhat at a loss, I could only obediently return the hair dryer to him, "You should do it yourself."

Jin Tai stared at me for a while, thinking he would be angry, but suddenly lifted me up into the air.

With a whimper, my slightly frightened heart made me conditioned to hit his head with a hair dryer.

Kim Taehyung supported me and fell to the ground together, covered his head again with a wry smile and said, "It hurts... Ah! Nuna, this hair dryer has a grudge against me, you should throw it away!"

He hurriedly dropped the murder weapon in his hand, and immediately hugged his head and rubbed vigorously, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it!"

I was so ashamed that I didn't know what to do, my heart was beating so fast that it almost jumped out of my throat.

I could only hold his head tightly and rub it again and again.

After a long time, I realized that the person buried in my arms had not moved, and the hand that was covering my head was around my waist at some point.

It was a very ambiguous action, which made me a little shy without timidity.

He pressed me lightly with his own weight, and then he lay his whole body on the ground, with his palms resting on my ears, looking at me with deep affection in his eyes, and his breathing also became dull.

I understand what this means, and I know what will happen next. I don't need any mental preparation, because it has already been done.

"I……"

He hesitated to speak, and blushed.

I laughed, seductively.

She hooked the back of his neck with both hands, raised her head slightly, attached his lips, and kissed him lightly.

"I don't want to be on the living room floor"

Kim Taehyung hugged me into the bedroom, and gently put me on the bed, followed by more and more deep kisses.

It felt like the lips and teeth were knocked open by the tip of the tongue, sweet and greasy intertwined, and all the clothes on her body were slowly being taken back...

This is our first night, two months and four days since the first kiss.

……

When the morning light shone white, I was already cooking meals in the kitchen.

He leaned lazily next to the refrigerator, accompanied me with drooping eyelids.

"Go on to sleep before you wake up, you can't help here anyway"

It was funny to see him blankly, but he still stepped forward and pushed him into the room.

In the middle of walking, Kim Taehyung suddenly turned around and hugged me upright, rubbing his chin against the top of my head lightly.

"No, unless ~ Nuna sleeps with me"

I pretended to be angry and slapped his ass hard, seeing that he didn't respond at all, I had no choice but to use the way I dealt with Xiang Lala, and sure enough, I let him go immediately, and he almost laughed out loud on the ground.

It's a pink to bubbly morning, I have the sweetest smile, and he has the bright laugh of a big boy.

Abandon those busy and helpless, only romance echoes at this moment.

Perhaps too happy everyday always makes people obsessed.

It seems that forgetting how sweet sugar is, how poisonous medicine will be.

It is often unbearable and irreparable.

Five days later, there will be a launch event for themed wedding dresses jointly launched by China and South Korea.

It is also the beginning of a trajectory of change.

Unfortunately, all of them fall victim to it.

……

The venue of the press conference is set in Shanghai.

BTS is the spokesperson of the Korean side, so they went with the relevant personnel of the S wedding dress.

Naturally, these two days I can only guard the vacant room alone.

"I'm leaving, don't miss me too much, as long as you miss me so much~"

Kim Taehyung stood at the door and drew a super big heart on his chest with both hands.

"I see, Taehyung~ Be careful, eat on time, wear more clothes, and..."

Before I finished speaking, he hugged me, and printed a very reluctant kiss on his lips.

"wait me back"

The voice was low and deep, very gentle.

I nodded vigorously towards him, and then waved my hand. I didn't turn around until the elevator door was closed and I couldn't see his figure anymore. Then I went into the room and closed the door tightly.

Kim Taehyung, I will definitely miss you thousands of times a day.

After he left, I was washing the dishes and listening to music, and I was startled by the sudden ringing of the phone call, it was the little girl Xiang Lala.

"Oni~ I'm in Hong Kong with you, I've been chosen! Hahaha, I'm so happy~"

As soon as she picked up the phone, her eardrums hurt from the shock of her high-decibel magic voice, and she pulled the phone away in disgust.

"Die! If you are deaf, you support me."

"I don't want to raise it. Anyway, O'Neill has someone to support you. Isn't the world between the two of you very comfortable?"

"Come on less, talk quickly if you have something to say, hold back if you have farts"

"Oni~ I've been selected as the Chinese-Korean translator for tomorrow's "Begonia Flower" 24-color press conference!"

Xiang Lala's words were full of pride and excitement.

"Xiao Nizi got the certificate so quickly?"

"Yeah! Got it, I'm good."

"Yo~ great"

"You can see my fruit tomorrow, not as a fan, but this time as a partner!"

"Partnership is not enough, it's only fine if you're a couple~"

"Okay, when tomorrow is over, I will report the battle situation to O'Neill, peace~"

"Hmm, wait for your good news, bye"

After hanging up the phone, I curled up in the swing chair and read a book leisurely.

No matter the hustle and bustle of the outside world, the heart at this moment only has the beautiful words and the face that never forgets.

Everything looks like him.

……

December 2016, 12, light rain

Shanghai conference site

The infield was decorated in a dreamy way, and the lighting was very warm. Begonia trees were placed on both sides of the runway, and the logo of this theme was scrolling on the big screen.

The crabapple flower is very beautiful, but it is a pity that it lives on trees, so it lacks a little beauty, and a little more arrogance and loneliness.

Fragrance-free is the biggest weakness, and it has become a thought that can be seen through at a glance.

The thoughts of secret love.

The show kicked off with BTS' "butterfly."

The seven people are in the world of sea of ​​begonia flowers, young and graceful, just like fairies.

Then the model dressed in white gauze came slowly, and she displayed her stunning beauty in the eyes of the world. She was so beautiful, like a dream like a mirror.

"Just stay by my side, okay?

promise me

Will it fly away if you touch it with your hands? Will it shatter?

scared scared scared

can time stop

if this moment passes

Will it become something that never happened

will lose you

scared scared scared

Butterfly, like a Butterfly

Like Butterfly, bubutterfly

Butterfly, like a butterfly

Like Butterfly, bubutterfly"

Perhaps the coincidence in the world is so just right, neither early nor late, neither urgent nor slow, only appearing at the time that should appear.

The last one to come out was the finale of the show, and also the most gorgeous one.

Dressed in a wedding dress full of flowers and snow, to the center of the focus of the audience.

With the lightness of the steps, blood-red crabapple flowers gradually bloomed on the soles of the feet.

Winding upwards, encircling it, spreading to the waist, until covering the entire dress.

Blood-red liquid flowed out from the corner of the skirt, soaking the entire runway, and the person in the gown suddenly fell down and lay in a pool of blood, which was shocking.

The sudden change made everyone hold their breath.

The music stopped abruptly, and after the deathly silence, screams and fear filled the entire venue.

Deafening!