[Comprehensive Manga] time and time

"Silver time, beautiful time is not long"

This sentence is like a nightmare, it seems to be rooted in my mind.He often dreamed of her smiling face, and the next second it was fire, or disappeared into the snow.

— That day was like a flash in the pan.

Apart from the fact that the pink hairpin was held tightly in the palm, there was nothing to prove whether that day was real or not.

I asked myself countless times whether it was a dream or reality, and if it was true...why didn't I come to see him?

—he couldn't find the answer.

He survived.

That's right, lingering, dragging that tiny bit of hope that can't be any smaller, building a house of everything that only you can do, squeezing out your own value, and desperately helping others to protect their important things.

It is precisely because of the loss that we know its pain.

It was precisely because of the loss that he didn't want others to show the same expression as himself.

Maybe it's just that I don't want to see my expression anymore, it's just a kind of self-inflicted psychology.

After endless waiting, it gradually took root in this street, and nine years later, there was a new master house.

Although they were just a group of difficult brats, they actually filled his empty heart to some extent.

Actually really happy.

And when I saw her for the second time, it was already the grown-up appearance in my memory.

Still sixteen or seventeen, the age at which she died.

Calculated, if the childhood she he saw at that time was real, then she should be at this age now.

How ironic, it almost instantly reminded him of the scene he wanted to forget the most.

Compared with him who saw each other at a glance in the crowd, she didn't seem to see her. She looked down at the small book in her hand, and then bought various things.

And he carefully followed behind her, without taking his eyes off at all, afraid that he would lose sight if he was not careful, and he always stopped his movements before he wanted to move forward.

What the hell is this?Like a stalker myself.Isn't it like, that gorilla?

Then watching her leave on the spaceship, he never had the courage to go up and say hello calmly.

What should he say?

"Are you still alive" or "Long time no see"?

Ah.

But compared to these, there is no momentary throbbing when they really face each other.

It's true that even he himself was caught off guard by such a meeting, but at least he had already prepared, so he didn't show any surprise, and felt a little guilty looking at the phone that was crushed by his e-donkey.And her black eyes were as soft as in memory, without any blame, only a little helpless, as if she would definitely not recognize her, she left with him.

How could it be impossible to recognize it? Not only has your appearance not changed in any way, but you have already written your concern so clearly on your face, haven't you?

How could I admit my mistake?

Even if there are no scars on the palm of your hand, even if you don't seem to have any growth.

No matter what you become, as long as you stand in front of me, I can recognize you.

"My name is Feng Xi, just call me Xi."

It's just that you... abandoned me?

So I casually found a reason to leave, and tried my best to look up at the sky, so as not to let the soreness in my eyes get worse.

"Hey, old man, I beg you, can you cultivate for a little longer?"

No matter how cunning, he also wanted to keep her by his side like this.

...It would be nice to have a little longer.

Let me see your face more, feel your temperature, let me truly feel that you are still alive.

Even if I don't know why you became like this, the fact that you are still alive is enough to make me feel at ease.

It's just that something has changed.

When the bomb fell on the ground, her indifferent face was imprinted on her pupils.

Why not hide?

The plot where her figure disappeared into the sound of bombs and flames can still be recalled to this day.

No... This was the nightmare he had been having endlessly since the moment she died.

The body is much faster than the brain, so he hugged her to avoid the range of the explosion.

How can I see the picture of you disappearing in front of me again.

How to allow it to happen?

He has never hidden his intentions, so Kagura and the others saw it as inevitable, and even the mother-in-law downstairs started asking him.

"I can't tell, Yinshi, do you like little girls?"

Because it looks too small, right?

Because they have begun to have a gap, right?

"That's not the case, because it's her, so I like it." He looked down at the wine glass in his hand and responded softly.

It's not something to be ashamed of, is it?So he can admit it frankly, and even thinks it's good, at least...she will come to see him, at least...she's still here.

"Will you pour me a glass of wine?"

—Would you like to pour a glass of wine just for me?

This may be human beings, always unsatisfied, always expecting to be better.

It would be great if it could be as he imagined.

I want to reach out and hold her in my arms, I want to lock her up and lock her in the house.

——want to be together forever.

But there was one more bastard that she cared about.

Slightly upset.

"Anyway, she can only spend a short lifespan to accompany you."

When Fengxian said these words, he felt cold all over his body. Even though the sun was scorching hot in front of him, shining on the opened Yoshihara, he didn't feel any joy at all.

"Can you tell me more? About her."

What have you been like during the nine years I haven't seen you?

He knew it from the mouth of the sun wheel.

Knowing that she is Yoshihara's second master, she was bound by Fengxian not to be his enemy.

Knowing that she is very strong and has been in Chunyu.

Got it...the thing about her protecting the sun disk.

It hasn't changed, has it?

——Still so gentle.

When she becomes a cat, she can nestle into each other's arms as a matter of course, and she doesn't even feel ashamed to please him. When her palm touches his head, the warmth reaches the bottom of her heart.

When she knew she had a new family, she was both happy and unhappy.

At least for the past nine years, she has had a good life.

He always remembered the day she died, but he never thought that it was also the day she was reborn.

"Happy birthday"

He can't deny the day of her return, can he?

So he accepts, so we all stop pretending.

You don't have feelings for me, do you? 1

You haven't forgotten me either, have you?

Even if everyone forgets me, forgets Sakata Gintoki and only knows Sakata Kintoki, just know that you still remember me.

I'm really...satisfied.

——"I will wait, I will wait forever"

Waiting for you to come back to me.

Even if we become such old men and old women, I will leave my arms to hold you and die in my arms.

But that was just a distant dream after all.

Just like watching you disappear behind the fire at that time, now you are in front of me, but I can't stop you from leaving.

—How many times have you died?

——How many times have you experienced this kind of thing?

Sorry for not being able to protect you when you still wanted to live.

I'm sorry I couldn't be by your side.

Sorry, he can't do anything.

Sorry

Sorry

Sorry

"Maybe—I'll come back."

In fact, I know better than anyone that you are lying to me.

But even if you know that what you said is a lie, you still have a fluke mentality.

Because I... can only comfort myself like this.

I can only... think so.

Why didn't I say that I loved you in the end, why I still couldn't hug you in the end, why...

Can't you just try again?

Make an effort to stay once.

--for me.

Sakata Gintoki stretched out his hand, reaching towards the dazzling sunlight in front of him.

The blood-colored pupils are quiet, and the silver hair has already turned white in time, and will wither soon.

"Hey, Grandpa Sakata, can you tell me more? What happened when you were young."

"Yes! I heard from my father that Grandpa Sakata is a hero of the earth!"

The children beside him were chirping, surrounding him lying on the bench.

——He, Sakata Gintoki, should have died laughing surrounded by his descendants.

He smiled and looked at the children surrounding him one by one. Even if they were not as beautiful as he thought, they were still surrounded by these bastards, right?

"Grandpa, when I was young, I fell in love with a woman."

"Hey? What kind of woman is it?"

"Like Kaguya Hime?"

"Is it as beautiful as my mother?"

The children started chatting and chatting, which really gave him face.

And he stretched out his hand and waved, "Bastard, how can your mother compare to the woman I like."

"What kind of woman is that?"

You see, I am still not convinced.

Sakata Gintoki smiled, closed his eyes, and painted in his mind the face that he would paint many times a day.

Turns out...I'm getting old, and you...are always like that in my memory.

However, I will not regret it.

"That's just a woman who ... cheated my heart."

Gave him the best dream, and then left with the dream.

— never came back.

He seemed to hear the children around him making a "cut~", and he showed his usual most playful smile.

"So a kid is a kid"

But one day, you will also understand, my feelings.

Ahhh, the sun is too bright, so it's starting to become unreal.

I seem to see you walking towards me, it seems that you are more mature than what I remember, but that's all.

It seems - I kept my promise.

—I won't die until you come back.

But you are still the same, and I have already changed.

Getting older... getting like you said - slightly uglier.

The touch of fingertips brings warmth, and the bastards around have already seen it straight.

——I just said, isn't it beautiful?

It's just a little change this time, instead of me watching you leave, at least let you watch me die.

In fact, my wish is very simple.

As long as there is you.

As long as...with you.

The author has something to say:

【good dream】

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This is... the Gintama ending of the main storyline.

I'm thinking about three chapters or two chapters, depending on fate ==.

In fact, I think the consequences of not having a branch line are more serious than sprinkling sugar for tutoring and sprinkling outside the fan...

What do you say...

Do you all come to my house in the middle of the night [hugging yourself and shivering]

Even though I'm usually awake in the middle of the night...

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Ahhhhhhhh baby, hug me and give her a big kiss.