[Comprehensive Manga] time and time

In order to survive, even becoming a monster is acceptable.

She used to think so.

But after I really became a monster, my thoughts began to change again.

This may be human beings, who are always unable to be satisfied with the status quo, and always want better results.

How great would it be if you could always go on as you wanted?

If... how good would it be if her fate could be decided by herself?

"Really? That's really a pity." After Xu said this sentence, he was sure that Xi Shi really had no thoughts in this regard, and because of the exhaustion of his own strength, he temporarily evacuated.

Xi watched Xu's departure, and was greeted by Shenwei.

The young man looked at Xinghai Fangzhu who was lying on the ground, his eyes darkened, and the first sentence he said was "stand up", and then, regardless of Afutu's voice to stop him, he attacked angrily.He didn't seem to see Xi standing beside Master Xinghaifang, or he was sure that she would not stop him.

Xi really wouldn't stop him, but his rushing pace was stopped by Gintoki and others who fell from the sky.

Come on, hold on a little longer.If you want this life, it will be given to you, if you don't want it, then you can just die like this.

So be a little more honest, and you can't forget the past.

"Afutu" looked at the scene in front of him, Xi turned his head and looked at Afutu who was standing beside him.

"what?"

"After Shenwei, I will leave it to you." She smiled softly.

Seeing her expression, Afutu paused, and his voice seemed to sink.

"Now I finally understand why that guy Takasugi asked you not to smile at him." Afutu turned his head away and didn't look at her again. "It's really...displeasing."

"Really?" And she just felt that it should be done.Probably this has become a bad habit too.

The master Xinghaibo, who was wrapped in flames, looked at her and uttered a syllable "You..."

"Father and son, you are really... idiots." Xi looked down at Master Xinghaifang, and withdrew his own flame. "In this case, I shouldn't be able to die, right? I think Jianghua...will not accept you now."

Xi took one last look at Kamui, the huge black wings spread out behind him, and the moment his black hair and black eyes turned into silver hair and blue pupils, he flew towards the young man, passing by the shocked Gintoki and the others, and took a picture of Kamui shoulders.

She said - "Go back"

Go back to your family.

You still have a home, don't you?

Black feathers fell from the sky, and the girl's figure disappeared where the feathers fell, and then there was a battle called guardianship.

And Xi came to Jianghua's tomb, put away her black wings, and landed on the ground.

She just felt a little itchy throat, and after a light cough, there was pain, and blood slipped from the corner of her mouth.She looked at her blood-stained palm, then wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth.

"This time, have I kept the agreement?" She squatted down, looked at the tombstone in front of her and chuckled.

"I'm sorry I didn't bring a bouquet of flowers to see you."

There are actually three flower-like women she has seen, one is Alice, the other is Elena, and the third is Jiang Hua.

However, the results of the three have also become the same.

She may also hope from the bottom of her heart that one day, there will be a tomb for her, and she will lie quietly in it, no more dreams.

"But soon, family members will come to see you, right?"

In fact, in her opinion, rather than Jiang Hua entrusting Shenwei to her, it is better to say that she has occupied Shenwei for ten years.

That's right, it's been ten years now.

She watched Kamui grow up, from a child to a teenager now, and she was a little bit reluctant to leave now.

But she...has never seen the growth of the child born from her womb.If possible...she would like to take another look.

If she dies this time, where will she go?

Xi Yang raised his head and looked towards the gloomy sky.

Very similar, isn't it?and that time.

It was still the battlefield, with explosions everywhere and the smell of blood.It is not difficult to know whether the battle is over, because the spaceships above have begun to evacuate, and when she returned to that place again, what she saw was Gintoki and the others surrounded by spring rain, and lying on Kagura's lap Kamui who seems to be asleep.

Chunyu's people didn't come here to find fault this time. From this battle, they had respect for the warriors, so they ceased fighting.

"Even if you are going to fall... you can only fall when you are defeated, until the number of people reaches the limit..." Afutu said as he stood in front of Shenwei.

Then the boy stretched out his hand and let Afutu pull him up.

"I won't...lose again!" When he said that, he more or less admitted that he lost this time.

His words are not wrong, because maybe he really won't lose again, no matter if the enemy is someone else or her.

He still left with Afutu, but this time, it was no longer an escape.

——Look ahead, then go further afield.

There is no more confusion.

The boy didn't look at her, even though she was standing where he was looking, so Xi knew what the other party meant.

It seemed that he didn't want her life.

Next, he will lead the Spring Rain members here.

It's okay to continue being a pirate, because at least he's free.

Xi watched the other party go, feeling someone approaching.He wrapped his arms around her waist behind him, and embraced her in his arms.The smell of blood came from behind her, and she knew who it was even without turning her head, so Xi just reached out and covered the palm of her waist, and the white flame passed from the palm to the opponent's body.

"Did you just stay by this bastard's side for ten years?" He said, burying his head in her neck.

"Yeah, really...a bastard." He didn't even say goodbye to her.

"Since he left just like that, and you didn't follow...then can you stay by my side?" He asked cautiously, only the strength from his arms around her was strong, and he didn't give her any strength at all. chance of escape.

Xi wanted to look back at his expression, but found that this action was already impossible.She felt that the strength in her whole body seemed to be emptied in an instant, and the moment she fell down, she could only feel that the other party squatted down in a hurry and pulled her into his arms.

...it's a little cold

In fact, neither the oxygen cylinder nor the drip had any effect, but it somehow made her open her eyes for the last time.

She heard the sound of "Didi" from the machine, and what she saw was the snow-white ceiling, and a silver-haired man wrapped in bandages was sitting beside her, and his blood-colored pupils shone slightly when she opened them. .

Xi moved her lips, wanting to speak——

"Don't say anything, don't say anything." The voice in front of him was very soft, but with a very obvious pleading.

All she would say was "thank you" or "sorry".

...he stopped listening.

Xi's hand was a little cold, so when the other party's palm held her hand, she could feel the temperature from the other party very clearly.

...But he, it hurts her to hold it.

"Sorry for not being able to protect you when you wanted to live."

"But now you, can you try again?"

——"Try hard to stay once."

The other party will say this, that means they already know the conversation between her and Xu, right?

You also know that I am a monster.

That's why you don't say "don't die" but "stay".

Xi closed his eyes and did not answer his question.

In fact, he knows better than anyone that the answer to this question is correct.

If I can live in this world forever, and then die, I am also very happy.

But...

"Yin, Songyang is a monster." You already know this, right?

"And I am a monster above Songyang."

The power in her embrace is much stronger than his, and her words can end the other party more than anyone else.

This is the fact she clearly perceived when she saw Xu.

But there is another one, the monster above her, who has been manipulating her, making her keep circulating, unable to end.

"I won't die either...but I can't stay either."

Seeing that the bloody eyes in front of Xie Xi seemed to become silent, she looked up at his face, unable to ignore the oncoming sadness no matter what.

She reached out and touched his cheek lightly. "Don't make such an expression."

"Maybe—I'll come back."

Her words caused the other party's pupils to shrink suddenly, and they began to shine unbelievably.

Even if it's just a lie.

Even... so, I don't want these eyes to be dull.

At least hope.

Because there is still a battlefield that you must go to, and that person still needs you to end it.

....cannot live without you.

"Will we see you again then?" he asked

"Um"

"Are you ready?" he asked again.

"Well, it's agreed." Xi stretched out her hand and raised her little finger.Yin Shi looked stunned, and then entangled with her fingertips.

"Have you already said that?" He tightly wrapped her little finger around her, his blood-colored eyes looked straight into hers, "I will wait for you until I die."

"No... I will not die before this, Ah Yin, absolutely not."

With a soft smile on the corner of "En" Xi's mouth, she gently closed her eyes.

She felt her slipping hand being held, with a very warm feeling.

In fact, she remembered that she had promised him at that time.

She knew it too, he still remembered it.

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——If I really can come again, I will fulfill my promise at that time.

The author has something to say:

【Be your wife】

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A handful of glass shards, I finally coded it out today! ! !

In fact, I prefer to code at night, because it is easy to get emotional, but staying up late...is really not good for the body.

I always post after typing, so I still keep my eyes open at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night ==

No, I can't stay up late anymore, night owls always say it and forget it ==

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The long-lost landmine ahhhhhhhh

Thank you QWQ

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