[Comprehensive Manga] time and time

When I sat at the window and looked at the dark Milky Way outside, I suddenly felt that it would be good to go on like this.There's no end to it like this, and then just look ahead and never look back.

— and will never look back.

A gentle smile flashed in his mind without warning, God gritted his teeth fiercely, and closed his eyes.

No matter how much I hope there is darkness in front of me, I can't stop the light flashing through it. Memories flow through my mind like flowing water, but they don't flow to other places, but circulate in my mind. no.

It’s like it’s already engraved in my heart. If you want to forget it, you have to use a knife to cut off the previous imprint, which will only bring more pain, and it will only make it harder to remember. It’s not easy to forget.

.... When I saw her for the first time, I had no impression of her at all.

It's just that his mother seemed very happy to have her around, so he didn't reject her existence.Because she looks weak and can't do much at all.

Even if he knew she was from "Chun Yu", it wouldn't matter, would it?

So he never thought that one day their bond could be so deep.

The real contact was after he joined the Seventh Regiment.

In this group of seven with a strong sense of respecting the strong, her existence is too strange.

"Want to play with me?"

Then he was completely suppressed by the other party's strength, and that feeling was even stronger than Fengxian's.

She is strong.

The gaze that seemed to look down on everything was gentler than anyone else.

Then after a fight with him, he fell down.

Just because her body is too weak.

[She, like her mother, is a person who needs protection. 】

Since when, I have had such an idea.

"Instead of dying like this, how about dying in my hands?"

But what you just said casually got a serious response from you.

You really thought about it, and you said yes.

but--

- he can't do it

Since when, he accepted that she was by his side.

Since when, he accepted her to help him heal his wounds.

Since when, she accepted that she stopped him from messing around.

Since when, as long as he is in front of her, he will be very obedient.

Since when, as long as the other party said a word, he could stop the movement of his hands.

Because it is important.

——If you decided to leave from the very beginning, then don't come to my side!

He finally accepted his mother's departure, but did it bring him this feeling again?

It's not that he has no strength, but that even if he has strength, he can't do anything. The feeling of powerlessness that arises from the bottom of his heart can only give up on himself in the end, pull a bitter smile from the corner of his lips, and never look at her again.

He escaped again.

It was like running away from my mother back then.

"Deputy leader, Mrs. Xi...is she...really not coming back?" Just as he stepped out of the room to gather, he heard a member of the group ask.

Such a scene would be repeated several times a day, and then Afutu's answer came out of nowhere.

"Yeah, haven't I already announced it? It's really annoying, don't ask me this question again." Afutu turned to the members of the Seventh Regiment who asked him, and said impatiently.

As he said so, he grabbed his hair indiscriminately, walked forward a few steps quickly, and then paused.

"Really, I forgot what I was going to do."

Even if you say "Ah, go to hell, you bastard!"

"Afutu, you're duplicity again." He laughed at him, and then he would be blocked again.

"Yeah yeah, better than some guy who keeps smiling when he doesn't want to."

Shenwei still bent his eyebrows when he heard the words, making Afutu look away first, and then slowly withdrew the smile on his face.

It may be him who leads the Seventh Regiment forward, but she is the center of the Seventh Regiment.

He didn't feel bad about it.

She once said—"Shenwei, just do what you like."

She never objected to what he wanted to do, and the only reason not to let him kill his partner was because of Afutu.

She attaches great importance to kindness, so she can let Fengxian arrange it.

"Yeah, that guy patted his ass and left after saying something like 'I'll leave it to you'!" Afutu told him this, he was not surprised at all, because it was completely expected .

Hey, in fact, I'm not a kid anymore.

I don't like negotiating with the higher-ups, not because I don't know how but because I don't want to.

He saw Chun Yu's situation very clearly, and there was no problem with his command.

It's just that you have always regarded me as a child, so you always feel that I have not seen through it.

And his feelings for her arms?

In fact, he doesn't really understand.

It's just that when she is by her side, she feels at ease, and even her heart can calm down, but when she goes to the earth and doesn't return for a long time, she feels a little anxious.

Perhaps he defines it as his own, but he also understands that it is absolutely impossible to become his own.

——I realized it clearly after seeing that silver-haired samurai.

You didn't notice that your eyes would change when you were facing him, nor did you notice that the other party's eyes were full of nostalgia when he looked at you.

—You have a past.

Those that I don't know, the more distant ones, the past that you may remember hard, but you don't want to think about.

Whether it's that silver-haired samurai or Jinsuke, have you ever treated them like this to me?

In other words, be more careful.

So they should be very important to you, so to them, you are even more important than their lives.

He might not be as good as them, because he would not give up his life because of her.

He had already decided that the way this life was decided to be used was only to defeat that man.

--"Let's go back"

Ah.

Where do you want me to go back?

Do you really want me to go back, or are you just using this to leave me behind.

He just admits that he lost, lost to his sister.

But he swore he would never lose again.

Even if they are connected by blood, it may not be possible for them to go back to the time when everyone sat around laughing and talking.

— Only one person is missing.

It used to be mother.

It's you now.

Now I don't expect you to be by my side anymore.

I just want...you to be within my reach.

— that's enough.

The author has something to say:

Now that I have collected a basket of blades, I will not hide them. Watch me sprinkle them on you.

In the past two days, I have been working part-time and my mobile phone has no traffic. The whole person has fallen into a different dimension.

Happy new year is coming soon, I'm going to collect red envelopes, and then buy a little skirt!

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Thank you my sweetheart!

It's better to blow me up than a blade, hahahahaha!

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I remember the children who often leave messages (づ￣3￣)づ