Cherishing each other with a thousand bones

In the early morning, the sun shines through the half-open wooden window in the small building. Qingruo sits at the table with her head half-supported in her hands in a daze. She doesn't know what's going on recently. Every day when I met Master's probing eyes, I had no way to talk about it, so I had to hide.She thought that she had been reincarnated for so many years, and she had obviously let go of it, so why did she still remember these things? Could it be that she was still unwilling in her heart?

"Dong dong..." There was a light knock on the door, and Qingruo's thoughts were interrupted for a moment. Before she had time to say anything, a familiar voice came from outside the door: "Ah Ruo, I am Master, you have woken up!" ?"

"I'm up, and I'll open the door right away." Qing Ruo stood up, and walked quickly to open the door. It must be that she didn't go downstairs today, and the master came to find herself.

Qing Ruo opened the door, stepped aside, with her head half down, not wanting Master to look at her pale face.Bai Zihua walked in, how could he not pay attention to her face, A Ruo's health is not good recently, he has been listless, he is very worried, but if A Ruo doesn't say anything, he can't help much.But Ah Ruo didn't go downstairs today, he was worried that she had some health problem and didn't get up, so he knocked on her door.

"Why don't you go downstairs for breakfast?" Bai Zihua asked directly. He was waiting downstairs for Ah Ruo to have breakfast, and he hadn't seen anyone for a long time.

"I'm not hungry... I'm not in the mood to eat." Qing Ruo originally wanted to say that she was not hungry, but seeing Master's clear eyes, she had to tell the truth.

"You have to eat if you're not hungry. You haven't cultivated the immortal body yet, so you can't stand hunger. Come down and eat, I'll wait for you downstairs." After Bai Zihua finished speaking, he turned around and walked out, leaving Qingruo standing alone land.

It was rare to see Master insisting so much. Qing Ruo knew that she should not be too self-willed, no matter how anxious she was, her body was her own. She packed up her clothes, closed the door and walked down to the hall downstairs.

Bai Zihua ordered some breakfast, and waited for Qingruo to arrive. Soon, he felt relieved when he saw Qingruo descending the stairs slowly.

"Master, why did you order so much food?" Qingruo looked at the table full of food, white and tender buns, exquisite dumplings, fragrant fruit porridge, and noodles... Even if she and Master eat these I can't finish three meals.

"I saw that you couldn't eat recently, and you didn't have much appetite, so I remembered that when you just arrived in Hangzhou, the breakfasts you ate, you said they were delicious, but I didn't know what you wanted to eat, so I called the shop Xiaoer every They were found from every household." Bai Zihua looked at Qing Ruo's surprised eyes, concealed his uneasiness, and explained calmly that he secretly said that his apprentice was not in good health, so Master should pay more attention, it's human nature.

"Thank you Master, I like it very much, but what should I do if I can't finish it? Isn't it too wasteful?" Qing Ruo was touched by Master's concern. Being a good apprentice can't dampen his enthusiasm, but this is too much, throw it away It's such a pity.

"Isn't there a storage ring? Put the food in the storage ring, what you put in, and what you take out. If you can't finish eating, just put it in the storage ring." Bai Zihua thought about storage after a little thought Jie, sometimes he watched Ah Ruo make some cakes and put them in the storage ring, and took the Jueqing Temple to share with Ni Mantian and Qingshui.

"Okay." Qingruo's smile froze when she heard Master's answer, and only Master could think of using storage rings to store these soupy foods.She never thought that Bai Zihua's idea came from herself, sometimes Qingruo didn't want to carry the basket, and temporarily put the cakes in the storage ring for cheap, this scene happened to be seen and remembered by Bai Zihua, so he said so.

Bai Zihua watched Qing Ruo finish his breakfast slowly, thinking that he should take A Ruo out for a walk to relax. Before, he thought that A Ruo needed to rest, but now seeing A Ruo's haggard face, he thought that his method was wrong. No, she shouldn't be left alone in the room thinking wildly.

"Ah Ruo, the weather is fine today, let's go for a walk."

Hearing Master's voice, Qing Ruo stopped what she was doing, was a little surprised, then thought that she should go out for a walk, and replied: "Well, wait for me for a while, let's go out."

The street was crowded with people, Qingruo and Bai Zihua visited a lot of places, did not buy much, but was contaminated by the bustle of the world, Qingruo forgot what happened in the dream for a while, and took Master to squeeze into the crowd , Didn't stop until I was a little tired.

"Master, there is a tea house in front, let's go up and rest for a while." Qing Ruo stopped, turned her head and asked, she was only thinking about watching the excitement, and forgot about Master Xijing.

"Okay." Bai Zihua nodded, followed Qingruo's footsteps and walked in.

Most of the people who come to the teahouse are literati and elegant people, and they are all elegant people, but they are quite quiet.Qing Ruo and Bai Zihua walked in and found a seat by the window. Although the teahouse guests were attracted to look at them, they soon moved away. Kudos to what a handsome couple who won't be rude enough to keep staring.

Not long after Qingruo sat down, there was a quarrel outside the building. She looked downstairs slightly, and it turned out that it was them. The two young men in scarlet clothes I saw with Master last time, I don’t know why this time. are arguing.

"Second brother, did you go drinking with those people again? Daddy will scold you if he finds out."

"It's none of your business who I drink with. If you don't tell Dad, he won't know."

"Daddy is also doing it for your own good. Those people are all playboys. How many of them are motivated? You'd better stay away from them."

"I don't need you to kindly preach here."

The two brothers walked further and further away slowly, and their voices gradually became weaker and weaker, until they could not be heard at last.

Qing Ruo thought that he and these two brothers were really destined, and only a few days later, they met again.At this time, the voices of two middle-aged men came from behind her, discussing the two brothers who had just left.

"Ah..." the man with the long beard frowned and let out a long sigh.

"Why is old brother sighing? But because of..." another slightly fatter man asked, obviously knowing the reason, but it's hard to say.

"You also saw the argument between the two brothers just now. I'm not for my two sons. The eldest is better, but the younger one gives me a headache and doesn't listen to anything." The bearded man The man is obviously the father of Mr. Feiyi's brother, and happened to see his two sons arguing, and felt it for a while.

"Look out, at least one of the two children is fighting for it." Qing Ruo's mouth twitched slightly when she heard this, it was the first time she heard such comforting words.

"Actually, my youngest son was very clever and well-behaved when he was a child. It's all my fault that he has become like this now. At the beginning, I saw that the eldest son was very capable and could inherit the family business, so I thought that the younger son would not need to be like this. Work hard, as long as you rely on the shade of the family to survive, and he is so smart, I am afraid that there will be scenes of brothers fighting against each other in the future, so I don’t strictly discipline and pamper him. I don’t know where he heard that I prefer the eldest son , The personality gradually changed, so that it became what it is now." The old father talked about the cause and effect with a bit of regret, but he did not expect the result to become like this.

After hearing this, Qing Ruo understood that it was not that the father didn't love the youngest son, but that he treated the two brothers well in his own way. He thought it was the best solution for the two children, but he didn't expect that it caused the child's anger. Misunderstanding, maybe he loves the eldest son more than the youngest son, but he didn't realize it, because in his heart he treated him fairly.What about the father?Does he think it's fair for him to be different from his brothers and sisters?

Some fragments kept flashing in Qingruo's mind. They were what her father and mother said. She didn't know how to judge for a while, did she believe that her father loved her, or did her father just treat herself as a pawn?

"Qingruo, this is the fruit your mother told me to bring you, try it." It was the first time I lived in school, my mother went back to her natal family for business, and my father came to see me on her behalf.

"Don't disturb your sister, her body needs to rest." That's what my father said when I went to talk to my sister, and the stern eyes seemed to hurt my heart.

"Ah Ruo, in fact, your father loves you, but he doesn't know how to express it. Probably all his love was given to your sister. After all, she is weak and needs to be taken care of." After scolding, I felt very depressed, and happened to watch my father treat my sister tenderly. If my mother persuaded me, my mother was a traditional woman who never quarreled with my father, so I could only persuade myself with words.

"Qingruo, your sister is not in good health, you should let her in and accommodate her more." This is what my father said to me when I believed my mother's words and went to talk to my father.These words shattered my good mood and my expectations.Maybe my father loves me, but my father's love is after my sister, and my mother loves me, but this love is under my father's arrangement.

People in the world often say that the word love hurts others. This hurtful love does not only refer to love, but also family affection.How much you trust each other, how much you care about each other, the deeper you will be hurt when you are finally let down.Maybe if there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment, but everyone is deeply connected with their parents from birth, hoping to get their love and trust from their parents, how can there be no expectations.This meant that he was destined to care too much, and he would eventually get hurt.

Originally, Qingruo was in a good mood when he came in to drink tea, but after meeting the two brothers, Mr. Feiyi, his expression became gloomy, and he fell into deep thought again. Bai Zihua, who was sitting opposite her, naturally understood the change in her, thinking that he saw the brother Two, Ah Ruo's mood was affected, but the time of contemplation was too long, he thought that Ah Ruo must be because of other things, so she couldn't let her continue to think about it, and said: "A Ruo, have you rested? Let's go for a walk."

Qing Ruo nodded, stood up, followed Bai Zihua out, and walked towards the end of the street.The two of them were silent along the way, Bai Zihua was thinking about how he should ask about the situation, while Qingruo, who was a step behind, was struggling with his father's attitude towards him.

By the lake, Bai Zihua stopped, turned his head, and asked, "Do you need my help?"

"Master can't help, it's up to me to figure it out." Qing Ruo shook her head, the troubles of this past life can only be solved with the help of others, so she can only figure it out by herself.

"Well, remember that one thought becomes a devil, one thought becomes a fairy, and you can't be too obsessed with it." Bai Zihua was also a little helpless. Since Ah Ruo said that others can't help, it must be that they really can't help. I hope she can untie it soon. Knot.Ah Ruo's mind wandered over and over again, but he was not as energetic as before, isn't it a sign of a knot in his heart.

"I understand, Master, don't worry too much, I will handle it myself." Qingruo nodded, she didn't want to live in the shadow of her previous life, she had to get out.

The author has something to say:

Qingyi has seen such parents who treat the two children differently, but they themselves don't think it's bad. They think that the age gap between the two children is large, and the economic gap is also large. The small one wants the two children to achieve the same standard of living, so that the big one is ignored.

I have also experienced that it’s not that I don’t love, it’s just that I don’t love enough. I personally think that in this situation, you don’t have to force yourself. Love yourself more and cherish yourself. After all, if you don’t love yourself, how can you hope others love you? love others.In the end, this is not to teach you to be selfish~