Cherishing each other with a thousand bones

The night is as cool as water, the moon is as white as practice, and there is silence all around, only the rustling sound of the wind blowing the leaves, standing there in a daze, looking at everything in front of me, strange yet familiar, the swimming pool, the swing frame, the street lamp...these are all me The home of the previous life.She had just separated from her master and was sleeping on the bed before, could it be that she was dreaming again?But it's so real, it doesn't seem like it's in a dream.

For a moment, I couldn't tell whether it was in a dream or if I had really returned to the previous life. Qingruo didn't worry about it any more. She walked towards the house through the familiar small garden. Before she got close, she felt a sense of sadness. As it got closer, the sadness became more and more intense. This sadness made Qingruo want to cry and couldn't bear to move forward, but the curiosity in her heart made her move on.She opened the door and walked in slowly. The living room was still the same, nothing changed. There was a man and a woman sitting on the sofa. Their backs looked like her parents in the previous life, but she remembered that the parents in the previous life paid great attention to maintenance, and their hair was black. Unlike the two people on the sofa with gray temples.She walked towards the couple quietly, wanting to go in front of them to see if it was her parents, when the two sitting on the sofa spoke.

"Did I do something wrong from the beginning, which led to the tragedy between their brothers and sisters?" The gray-haired old man asked with a choked voice, with a bit of confusion and regret.Before the other party answered, he continued talking to himself: "When they were young, I always treated them as equals and taught them carefully. Later, Qingling fell ill for no reason. Although he was cured in the end, his health deteriorated. I pity them. She lost her own mother when she was young, pitied her for her ill-fated fate, and her health was no longer healthy, so she spoiled her a little bit more, but she didn't expect to spoil her so much that she lost her heart, shot at her sister, and gave Qingruo sleeping pills to make Qingruo sleep forever Awake."

"Don't talk about it, I thought that I was not good enough to Ah Ruo in the past. People said that being a mother is strong, and what I did. When she encountered quarrels with her brothers and sisters, I always taught her to be patient. When she encountered The scene where you love Qingling, I always persuade her sister to be in poor health, to let her more, I always feel that we are a family and should be harmonious. And I am a latecomer, and I gave birth to Qingruo, our mother and daughter Stealing the fatherly love from their siblings, but forgetting that she is just a child, she also needs fatherly love. Seeing her father treat her sister differently from herself, she will feel heartbroken and jealous. If I had known she would be gone like this, I You should treat her better and support her more, instead of persuading her to suppress herself." The woman sitting next to her was crying as she talked, and finally burst into tears, completely ignoring the image of a lady she cared about before.

"It's not just that you are not good enough for her, how can I treat her well? Qingling was not in good health before. Apart from work, I spent the rest of my time at home either raising my son or taking care of my eldest daughter. Qing Ruo had so little time on her body, and in the end it was really hard for her son to suppress those clansmen, so I thought about changing people, and then I thought of Qing Ruo. I think Qing Ruo was disappointed with my father, and at first I was worried that she would steal my brother's money. Inheritance, I guarded against her everywhere, and later asked her to come back and let her give up the career that I had just started. When she comes back, she will love Qingruo after all."

But for a moment, Qingruo stood here and straightened out the past in this previous life, and understood it. It turned out that they also had a sincere love for themselves, and they did not simply use themselves as pawns to grow the family. Satisfied, after all, her father is not just her child, there will always be times when she is partial, she doesn't want to be too demanding, as long as her father loves him a little bit.

The two old people on the sofa were still crying, tears streaming down their cheeks, Qing Ruo felt distressed, her heart was soft, and she was no longer as hard as before.Even if they didn't do well in the past, they were her parents after all. She persuaded them, but the other party didn't respond. Only then did she realize that she had been standing in front of them for so long without being noticed.She stretched out her hands to wipe away their tears, but found that her hands had passed through their bodies, and she couldn't do it. She was so anxious that her sleeves were blown by the wind, and the books on the table were rattling. The lobby is particularly harsh.

"Qingruo, are you back?" There was a wind in the originally windless living room, and the books on the table were blown. The old man who never believed in the superstition of the older generation couldn't help but asked in a tone of expectation. He didn't know what he was expecting.

Qingruo looked at her father's cautious eyes, looked around to find herself, wanted to cry, but she didn't cry, she couldn't help flicking her sleeves, and stirred up the books that had been lying there quietly, expressing to her father that she was here .

"I knew you were back," the old man repeated like a child, but he didn't know what suddenly came to his mind, and he cried out in grief, "I have caused you to be like this, what should I do?"

Seeing her father and mother crying so sadly, Qingruo couldn't persuade her, so she walked up and down in a hurry, accidentally staring at the sand table in front of her, and sighed in her heart, it's a good thing I learned sand painting for a while back then, otherwise where would I come from? On the sand table, she flicked her sleeves and quickly wrote a sentence, "Dream back here, I have been reincarnated, everything is fine, don't read."

Supporting each other, the two old men staggered to the side of the sand table, looked at the content on the sand table, and read it out of their mouths, tears came out of their eyes again, and the old hands tremblingly wiped away the tears on their faces, choked up and said: "Everything is fine, as long as you are still alive, don't come back in the future, this place is not a pleasant place for you, it was because Dad was not good enough for you..." Before the old man finished speaking, he hummed burst into tears.

Qingruo put the word "forgive" under the sand table again, in fact, she had forgiven a long time ago, but she was a little unwilling, that's all, she dreamed back to her previous life after reincarnation.

Unexpectedly, the two old people cried even more sadly when they saw these two words. Qingruo heard her father keep chanting: "Qingruo forgive me".She still wanted to say something, but she heard someone calling herself "A Ruo", and she became more and more anxious. She listened carefully to Master's voice, and before she had time to think about what was going on, she felt her body was changing, and her heart was full of panic , she only had time to drop the word "return" on the sand table, her body twisted, and she lost consciousness.

Bai Zihua was originally meditating in his room, his mind was filled with a haggard face, he was preoccupied, and he was so worried that he couldn't meditate and practice, so he simply gave up cultivation, closed his eyes, and used his thoughts to feel the presence of Qingruo. What to do, after all, if Qingruo is sleeping at night, he is not good at using microscopic techniques.

Qingruo in the next room happened to dream back to her previous life, and Bai Zihua could feel the difference in Qingruo just by painting it. In Taoist language, it is said that the soul of a person is composed of "three souls and seven souls", and Qingruo's soul is obviously missing one soul. This is a major event, if this soul does not come back, it may not be able to wake up from now on.His heart tightened, he opened his eyes, and cast the formula, his figure disappeared into the room, and slowly landed in Qingruo's room.

Usually, if you lose a soul in a dream, you only need to wake her up, and that soul can return, but he has called Qing Ruo for so long, and Qing Ruo just doesn't wake up.In the end, Bai Zihua had no choice but to help Qingruo to sit up, and used the technique of summoning the soul to forcefully get Qingruo's soul back, and this was the scene where Qingruo heard the master's cry for the last time.

Although Qing Ruo's soul was forcibly summoned back, she is still unconscious.Bai Zihua gently put Qing Ruo on the bed, and covered her with the quilt, his face was still calm, but there was a tenderness in his eyes that he didn't even realize.The worries in his heart had just been put down, and another worry came to his mind again. If Qingruo's soul was forcibly recalled, would it affect her future cultivation of immortals?He simply sat in Qingruo's room and waited for her to wake up, also to prevent accidents.

After a while, Qing Ruoyou woke up, didn't she return to her previous life just now?She also saw her father and mother. When she thought of her parents, her tears could not stop falling on the pillow cover with the corners of her eyes. Bai Zihua had just seen Qingruo wake up, and before he could be happy, he saw her crying. She held her in her arms and comforted her, "If you have anything to tell Master, Master is here to accompany you and help you solve it."

"I miss my parents." Qingruo was immersed in grief, she just kept crying, but she didn't realize that there was another person in the room, and she didn't realize how gentle her master's voice comforted her, unlike the cold and cold Changliu Shangxian in the past .Maybe it was because Bai Zihua's aura was too familiar to Qingruo, and she didn't have any defenses in her heart, so she didn't notice something wrong at the first time.

"Then I'll send a letter to your parents, telling them to go to Changliu to find you, then we'll pack up and go back to Changliu to wait for them." Bai Zihua thought that Qingruo's parents were referring to his parents in this life, and gently He patted Qingruo on the back and suggested.

"No...Master?" Qing Ruo, who was going to say something bad at first, remembered Changliu. Isn't this the sect of cultivating immortals after reincarnation? She looked at the environment and the person holding her, and it turned out to be her own. Master, he called out immediately.

"I am here"

The cold and icy voice, this answer gave her a sense of security at this time, and just two words brought her warmth. When she was most vulnerable, there was someone by her side, and she was not alone.She looked at Master's eyes, which were originally cold, but now they were worried and anxious, all of them were worrying about herself.

Bai Zihua gradually stopped patting, and found that the person in his arms had calmed down and stopped crying.He couldn't help but looked down, and found that Qingruo was looking at him, and his moist eyes became brighter and brighter. He was uncomfortable being looked at by Qingruo, so he looked away, only to realize that Qingruo was only wearing a moon-white dress. Pajamas, suddenly felt a little hot in the soft body in his hands.He gently let go of Qingruo with both hands, turned his head, and pretended to be indifferent and said: "Ah Ruo, you lie down or put on your coat first, and we will continue talking."

Only then did Qing Ruo realize that she was only wearing pajamas in front of her master, which was too impolite. Qing Ruo, who always paid attention to her own attire, blushed a little, and quickly put on her coat. "Master, I'm ready."

"Don't you miss your parents? We'll go back to Changliu tomorrow and wait for your parents to come and see you." Bai Zihua continued the previous conversation and said again.

"Okay, we'll go back tomorrow." Qing Ruo thought that she hadn't seen her parents for more than a year, and she missed them very much. After seeing her parents in her previous life, she felt more and more precious about family affection.

Bai Zihua thought of seeing Qing Ruo's incomplete soul just now, and asked, "What did you dream about before, how could you have incomplete soul?"

"Master, can I not say it?" Qing Ruo thought for a while, and felt that the previous life was too unbelievable, so it's better not to scare the master.

"Okay, it's up to you, we can talk when you want, but remember not to do this next time, it's very dangerous for the soul to leave the body, and you may never wake up." Bai Zihua had nothing to do with her, so he had to warn her.He also said: "You sleep a little longer, I will meditate here and watch you, so as not to happen again."

Qingruo nodded, indicating that she remembered.When she heard that the master wanted to protect her here, she wanted to refuse, but thinking that the master had said this, she must have been very worried at the time, so she stopped objecting to reassure him.She thought that she did not sleep well, and she was not hypocritical, lying on the bed and sleeping with her clothes on.

The author has something to say:

For the finger, in fact, Qingyi wrote about Ah Ruo's past life to express that she was not born with smooth sailing, it was only because her past life was a little more tempered than others that her current life was smoother.In addition, I also want to express a point of view when writing about the past life. People in the world often say that the love of parents is the most selfless. Sometimes we also see that parents treat their children unbalanced, let alone other people, so sometimes they encounter unfair treatment, or Sad things, we have to be more open and tolerant. This is not the feelings of the Virgin, but to forgive the mistakes of others, stop entangled in the injustice of others, and thus let go of ourselves and face our own life with a smile.

Qingyi didn't know if he had expressed his point of view clearly~