Cherishing each other with a thousand bones

During this trip to the West Lake, the two left in high spirits, and returned in a disappointment. Bai Zihua and Qingruo lost the mood to play, and went straight back to the inn where they were staying.

The words of Mr. Feiyi reminded Qingruo of the past, the past life buried deep in her heart that she did not want to recall, and she was in a very gloomy mood. She followed Bai Zihua's footsteps and stepped up the wooden ladder silently, unlike her usual life. style.Bai Zihua stopped at the door of the room, turned around and was about to talk to Qingruo, when Qingruo accidentally bumped into her, and was supported by a pair of jade-like hands, with a cold fragrance blowing towards her face, she said uncomfortably : "Master, I didn't notice just now, I didn't know you stopped."

Bai Zihua didn't care, and waited for Qingruo to stand still, then withdrew his hand, looked at Qingruo's sullen expression, and asked with concern, "Ah Ruo, what's wrong with you? Since you came back from the lake tour, you've been listless all the way, but you still don't care. Are you angry about what happened before?"

Hearing Bai Zihua's question, Qingruo didn't know what to say for a moment, could she say, "Master, your apprentice is the reincarnation of a soul from another world, he has memories of his previous life, and accidentally remembered the disputes between his parents and brothers in his previous life, My mood has become gloomy." If she said that, Master would think that she was bewitched by evil spirits, but she didn't want to deceive Master, so she squeezed out a pale smile and said, "I'm not angry about what happened before, and I don't take it to heart. I'm not so narrow-minded, you're just a little tired." Isn't she tired, because of the unpleasant memories of the previous life, she has already been reincarnated, and she still remembers what to do, she should forget .

With this pale face, pale smile, and perfunctory words, Bai Zihua didn't believe that Qing Ruo was just tired. He obviously looked preoccupied, but everyone had their own secrets, which he should keep to Qing Ruo. If there is a certain space, let her solve it by herself, and she will know when she is willing to tell herself.Seeing that Qingruo was about to fall into deep thought again, he could only remind him: "Since you are tired, go to your room to rest, get a good night's sleep, and don't think about other things. If you can't figure it out, come to see me at any time." I'll help you."

"Yeah." Qingruo nodded, obviously not thinking about the conversation with her master, not even the usual etiquette, she pushed open the door and walked into the room.

The wooden door closed softly with a creak, and Bai Zihua was forgotten by Qingruo outside, and he didn't care about Qingruo's rudeness just now, it should be said that he ignored her rudeness, and he was overwhelmed by Qingruo's pale face and apathy. His eyes were full, and he was a little worried about whether Qingruo had encountered any problems. He believed that Qingruo was a human being, and would not be distracted by other people's disrespectful words, so something must have happened.The sky was getting dark gradually, he couldn't bother Qingruo any more, even if there was something to do, he had to wait until tomorrow to solve it, he sighed softly in his heart, glanced at Qingruo's door, turned and walked to the next room.

On the carved mahogany bed, the apricot-colored gauze curtain was half-drawn and half-drawn. She lay quietly on the bed of the same color as the gauze curtain, her mind was empty, her eyes were looking at the gauze curtain, and she didn't move for a long time. Although she wanted to sleep, But as soon as I closed my eyes, I thought of my previous life, and my heart was full of troubles, and I couldn't fall asleep for a while.After a long, long time, her eyes were very tired, she fell asleep unknowingly, and she seemed to return to modern times in her dream, but she became the same as when she was a child.

It was when Qing Ruo was still in elementary school. She got full marks in the mid-term exam and was very happy. She was bouncing around and walked towards the school gate. When she saw her parents who came to pick her up, she ran over quickly. He shouted cheerfully: "Dad, Mom, I got full marks in the exam today, and the teacher praised me. Look, this is my test paper." The bun face begging for praise is very cute, but it didn't get the praise from the parents. It was the frowning of the father, and the hesitation of the mother, but she didn't understand.

"Qingruo, when your sister comes later, don't say that you got a perfect score in the exam. Your sister is in poor health and can't stand stimulation." The father said in a discussing tone, but there was no doubt in his tone.

At that time, Qingruo was a good child who was very obedient. Regarding her father's instructions, she put away her smile, nodded, and stood at the door with her parents waiting for her sister.Maybe she may not be very obedient, but she is talented and intelligent, and she is very good at reading people's faces.

From Qingruo's memory, her parents and older brothers and sisters are very good. Although the older brothers and sisters do not love the younger sister like other families, they have never treated her badly. As half-brothers of the big family Brothers and sisters, they are doing very well.Later, my sister became ill for no reason, it was very serious, and she dropped out of school for two years. It happened that the mother of the elder brother and sister came back. She was a strong and domineering woman. My father didn't believe this, but my elder brothers and sisters believed it, and the family became more and more secretive.Later, my sister recovered from her illness, but her health was always poor and fragile. She was in the same fifth grade as her two-year-old self, and her grades could not keep up.Once, when my elder sister heard that she was being compared with herself, she felt out of breath for a moment and fainted at school. My father never allowed me to talk about my grades in front of my elder sister. At that time, my father spoke very harshly, which was shockingly harsh.This time it was just because she was in a good mood and forgot her father's instructions. She didn't want to be scolded, so she obediently agreed.

Suddenly the picture changed, it was no longer a child, it was no longer at the school gate, but in a low-key and luxurious hall, Qingruo sat opposite her father and mother, and beside her were brothers and sisters, this posture almost caught up with the third class Tried, serious and solemn.

"Qing Ruo, Dad has something to tell you, don't be angry." The man pinched the bridge of his nose, a little tired, with wrinkles on his face, he was no longer handsome as before, but his temperament was more restrained and mature.His son and two daughters caused him a lot of headaches. The eldest son was not talented enough to inherit the entire family and could not suppress those in the family. No successor made him anxious.The eldest daughter is weak and innocent, and has reached the age of marriage, so it is difficult to choose a candidate. She finally said that she found one, but it happened to be the one that was planning to marry Qingruo before, so what should I do.The second daughter is talented and intelligent, able to take charge of the whole family, but he can't see through her, as if like a gust of wind, he dare not let go and pass on the family to her.

"Father, just tell me what's wrong, you don't have to go around in circles with me." Qingruo smiled gently, sipping the tea in the cup calmly, watching her mother's anxious eyes, her father's embarrassed eyes, and the twinkle in her sister's eyes. The proud look in the past, and the disapproving eyes of her brother looking at her sister, there is something she doesn't understand, probably because of the one who was on a blind date before.Over the years, with growing up, the struggle between my brother and sister has become fierce, fighting back and forth, but only for the position of the next head of the family.Ever since my elder sister's health deteriorated, in order to make up for her, my father always favored one or two. This delicate elder sister would always pretend to be pitiful and take away any good things he had, and then show off his father's love for her in front of her. In the eyes of his father, he was just a simple and lovely child who should be pampered. Gradually, he had no status in the eyes of his father.Now that my father speaks like this, it must be that this elder sister has gone too far, and my father himself feels ashamed to continue talking.Recently, the one who can make my elder sister think about it, but also makes my father unable to open her mouth, is probably the one I am about to marry. The son of the right family, knowledgeable and gentle, is the best candidate for a good husband. If it is like this Marriage for the sake of marriage can really live a lifetime, and it is a good choice, but this person has a gentle personality and is very kind to everyone, especially to women. He treats every woman with a tender heart, and this is him deadly character.My brother and sister must have met, and the delicate sister must be very satisfied with this man, otherwise the elder sister would not act like this, and the elder brother may not be satisfied, but it has nothing to do with me.

"Didn't I plan to make a fiancé with you before? Their family is planning to come and hire you." The father finally opened his mouth to mention the marriage, feeling a little guilty and embarrassed in his heart, but he pretended to be innocent. Just looks.

"Really? Their family is here to offer a betrothal gift, so should I prepare anything?" Qing Ruo deliberately asked with a somewhat cheerful tone. She was sure that the betrothal gift was not given to her. Well, it can make people change people temporarily, no, it should be my father's ability.

"You don't need to prepare anything, they are here to give your sister a dowry, saying that the seniority is orderly, and they will marry your sister temporarily." The father gritted his teeth in his heart, and said it directly. After he finished speaking, he looked at the second daughter's unbelievable The look in the eyes, the guilt in the heart again, this time it is the guilt for the little daughter.

"Sister, I know I'm sorry for you, but my sister really likes him, so please help her." My sister looked at Qingruo, crying so sadly that she almost knelt down and begged her.

Looking at such a delicate elder sister, Qing Ruo knew that she had to agree if she didn't agree, otherwise she would cause her father's dissatisfaction. Marriage, since people are rushing to ask for it, how can she not make it happen, and fortunately, the person she is betrothed to is not the one she likes, otherwise she would have to spend a lot of effort to fight for it.

"Since my sister likes it, Qingruo is perfect. There is nothing wrong with me, so I will leave first." Qingruo bit her lips, said with a bit of sadness, and ran upstairs quickly after speaking. I went to the room, ignoring the call below.

Qing Ruo who came back to the room was not as reluctant as she showed, she threw herself on the bed, rolling around childishly, but after a while, she stopped, thinking of her father's behavior, she was a little bit chilled, both Daughter, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get a single compliment from him, while her sister was doing so well, but praised again and again.Thinking of everything in the past, her eyes couldn't help moistening, her eyelashes were soaked and stuck together with tears, maybe she was used to her father's injustice in her heart, from the initial sadness to the current indifference.

Soon, the picture rotates again, this time into the father's study.

"You come back to inherit the family, and stop wandering outside." The father's indifferent and serious voice sounded, without giving her a moment of buffer time, and there was no room for negotiation.

"Reason" Since I need to go back to the family, there must be a reason, she doesn't want to come back inexplicably.Before, she was squeezed out by her brothers and sisters, and she asked to leave home to start a business outside, and now she was recruited back, so she must be in trouble.

"The whole family needs you, is that enough reason?"

Qing Ruo stopped talking, the family needed it, he brought his elder brother into the family two years ago, and now he wants to come back by himself, it seems that his elder brother does not conform to his wishes, so he thought of his little daughter, in fact, she is a pawn in his hand She will come and go when she is called, but it is a pity that she is not good at being a chess piece, and she will not live in peace according to his arrangement.

"I have been doing business outside for several years, doing charity work. I think it is very meaningful. I am afraid I will not have time to come back." Even if my father is so tough, I still have to work hard and tell him my ideals and that I don't want to go back to the family. .

"How can that little business be compared with the huge Mo family? Don't let me invite you back." This "please" is not a polite way, and it is not too much to escort her. If she really doesn't go back, her father will probably destroy her. Spend your own hard work, but it was accumulated with great difficulty.

After so many fights, she was tired after all. Since her father asked her to come back, I hope he will not regret it in the future. Don't wait for him to put the Mo family on the right path. It's not so easy to talk.You must know that she agreed to join the family not only because of his request, but also because of her own thoughts. She will never give up her ideals at any time. The Mohist family has more funds and wider contacts. When the time comes, it will be able to expand public welfare undertakings. How can she Happy not to do it.

Gradually, Qing Ruoyou woke up, touched her cheek, it was moist, and she actually cried, is she so sad?She thought about how long she hadn't cried, and she couldn't remember clearly, she just remembered a long time.She looked up and saw that the lights in the room were like beans, but it was quiet outside, and there was no movement at all. She guessed that it was not dawn yet, and wanted to continue to sleep, but she was very awake and couldn't fall asleep again.She could only sit on the bed and stare blankly, thinking about what happened in her dream, it was so clear and real, just because it was what she had experienced in her previous life.Speaking of which, she can be regarded as the proud daughter of the sky. She is like a fish in water outside, but her parents are not related. , a child like myself who has no parental love can only fight for it by himself.

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