What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

Since Silong entered high school, he has become a standard military fan.He has read a lot of biographies and materials about the history of wars at home and abroad, and he is especially interested in the history of the Second World War.He also collected knowledge about firearms everywhere, but due to the lack of information in society at that time, he could hardly get in touch with real firearms. It was his great wish to get real guns as soon as possible.

At the same time, he was also very concerned about the international situation at that time, especially the situation in countries related to the border with China, which was even more on his mind.

In August 1959, the first armed conflict occurred on the Sino-Indian border (Longju), which opened the prelude to the military confrontation between the two sides.The death and injury of an Indian soldier caused an uproar in New Delhi.And the occurrence of this incident has also aroused the continuous attention of Yuan Silong, a small army fan who has just entered high school.

China in 1960 was in a time of internal and external difficulties.At that time, the sanctions and embargo imposed by the international community on China were not indefinite, and China’s big brother, the Soviet Union, had just broken with China, withdrew all the experts and materials that aided China, and demanded from China the Soviet Union’s aid to China during the War to Resist U.S. Aggression and Aid Korea. The cost of weapons and equipment is also the most serious period of domestic violence. The epidemic that has swept the whole country has brought China's national power to the lowest point...

The Indian side doesn't care about China's attitude at all, and has made comprehensive advances on the border, set up outposts widely, and armed patrols have repeatedly penetrated into forbidden areas.The Indian army successively crossed the border and attacked in Langjiu and Kongkashan (the western section of the border). Although the Chinese border guards have been ordered to retreat 20 kilometers behind the actual control line, and there is a rule that they are not allowed to shoot at 50 meters away from the enemy, but they are not afraid of rushing. The Indian army under their noses still responded with firepower (killing 9 enemies and capturing 7 enemies).

On September 1962, 9, the Indian army crossed the Kejielang River and launched a siege on the Chinese Chidong post.By mid-October, 20 Chinese officers and soldiers had been killed or injured. □□The Central Committee and the Military Commission Headquarters convened emergency meetings twice in three days. □□ personally presided over the Central Standing Committee and made the final decision on "Self-defense counterattack against India".

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(two)

Silong's original idea was to apply for a military academy after graduating from high school, and his ideal was to be the best soldier in China.At that time, in terms of his academic performance, it was very promising to apply for the national key universities, but he only wanted to be admitted to the military academy, and the teacher and Jasmine didn't have much opinion.

But when high school was about to graduate in 1962, the tense situation on the Sino-Indian border made the passionate young student Yuan Silong impatient.He decided to give up the college entrance examination and directly enlist in the army, hoping to catch up with the opportunity to go to the battlefield.He didn't discuss this decision with anyone at all. Jasmine just found out after he had graduated from high school and passed the medical examination to join the army.Now, Silong has given up the college entrance examination. As long as he passes the political examination, he will soon leave home.

Now Silong is about to turn eighteen, and he has grown into a tall and handsome young man.His face and figure are very similar to when I was young. His face has not experienced any vicissitudes, but is more carefree and sunny. He is a handsome young man who attracts attention.

In the past 18 years, he has never left home, and almost never left his mother.Although Jasmine knew his ideal long ago, and although she also knew that the child would leave home one day, she still felt somewhat unacceptable to his decision to join the army without authorization.In the past two days, I can only comfort Jasmine so that she can gradually accept this fact and gradually understand the child's eagerness to serve the country.

On a sweltering summer afternoon in 1962, Silong was filling out several forms for political review at home, while Jasmine was busy ironing a batch of clothes.I saw beads of sweat rolling down Jasmine's face due to the weather and the heat of the iron. She just wiped it off with her sleeve and started working seriously again.Recently, the □□ just ended, and her business has just picked up a bit, and she just received some garment processing work, and she is doing her work very seriously and dedicatedly!

After filling out all the forms, Silong looked at the father column on the form, and suddenly asked: "Mom, what is my father's name? I have always followed your surname, and I still don't know who I am. Dad, what is his last name and name? Also, is he really a tailor? I still remember that when I was a child, I often dreamed of him. He left a deep impression on me. I think his temperament is more like a soldier. Not a tailor. But after I went to middle school, I was probably too busy studying, so I never dreamed of him.

Mother, why don't you want to tell my father's name, and you don't want to talk to me about my father?Did my dad have any problems before? " Silong looked at his mother and asked suspiciously.

I know why Jasmine didn't tell Boa my name.Due to the great role and influence of the two Nantianmen battles in fighting against the Japanese invaders, many anti-Japanese stories about Nantianmen have been circulated among the common people in Zenda.People who are over 40 years old in Zenda now still remember the Sichuan Army Corps in Zenda and the legendary leader of the dragon.Since Jasmine wants to conceal my identity, concealing my name can protect Silong's background more thoroughly.

"Bao'er, don't think about it. At that time, the Japanese occupied most of China, and the lives of ordinary people were very cheap. Many Chinese died silently. It's normal that I didn't remember your father's name." .Your father is a good man and an upright man. You just need to remember this. Didn’t you say that this form needs to be stamped by the police station? Go there quickly after filling it out. Yes." Jasmine answered him softly, and then wiped the sweat off her face.

Silong stood up, looked at Jasmine who was sweating profusely, didn't ask any more questions, and went out with a look of doubt and disbelief.

(three)

Time flies, Silong's political review has been successfully passed, his wish to enlist in the army has been fulfilled, and now it is the last night before Silong leaves home.

After dinner, Silong packed his luggage by himself.This time Jasmine didn't do anything, she took a piece of clothing and was buttoning it under the lamp, she seemed very calm, but I knew the sadness and reluctance in her heart.

The luggage is packed, but it's not time to sleep yet.The little guy was a little agitated that day, and after walking around the room, he came to Jasmine.

"Mother, don't sew yet. Tell me about my father? What kind of person is he? I'm leaving tomorrow, and I may not come back for a few years, just tell me!" Si Long begged.

Jasmine put down the clothes in her hands and looked at Silong's face, she hadn't spoken yet but her eye circles were already red.She saw a young me in Silong's face, a vigorous and ambitious me.Her eyes were a little dazed and she didn't speak.

Si Long didn't wait for her answer, and continued to ask: "Mother, if you don't want to talk about him, can you show me his photo again. Although I still remember his appearance, I haven't seen him for many years." I've seen his picture again. Where's the picture?"

"It's not in the old place, it's in the box of my closet, here's the key, you go and get it yourself!" She took out the key she carried with her and put it on the table.

Sloan found the photo and I noticed that it was yellowed but still in good condition.He looked at it and said: "My father was still very young at that time! The fathers of some of my classmates already looked like old men, but my father was still young.

Oh, that's not right!What clothes is he wearing?It looks like a military uniform?This style of military uniform is a bit strange, doesn't it look like Chinese? ! ...

This is the military uniform of the US military during World War II. Is it the short windbreaker worn by officers?I said why it is so strange and familiar. I have studied many details of World War II. When I saw this kind of US military uniform, I felt like I had seen it before. So it is here!The military uniform he wears, so who is he?

Could it be that my father is a KMT?reaction? "Silong put down the photo and asked in surprise and doubt.

"No!" Jasmine stood up when she heard this, she picked up the photo on the table and turned it over, her eyes were frightened and painful, and her face was pale.

Ke Silong still said: "Mother, you have been lying to me, right? My father is not a tailor at all, he is a reactionary soldier of the Kuomintang, so you have never been willing to talk about him with me. In this photo The military uniform is right.

If my father is really a member of the KMT, do I need to confess to the organization?Then draw a clear line with my father? ? After all, Silong was still a child. He didn't notice Jasmine's paler and paler face, but kept asking questions anxiously. Perhaps, he himself was a little scared by the series of questions.

I don't care what Silong is saying now, all I care and heartache is Jasmine.Looking at her heartbroken expression, I feel that my heart is also turning into dregs and crumbs little by little...

(four)

"No, your father is not like that!" Hearing what Silong said, Jasmine's expression was anxious, angry and sad. She put one hand on the table and raised the other. hand.But looking at Bao'er's young and excited face, she slowly lowered her raised hand.Since Bao'er was a child, she has never been willing to hit him.She taught him patiently and softly reasoned with him, never saying anything serious.

"Mother, you want to hit me? Just because of a person who has been dead for more than ten years, you want to hit me?? I always thought that I was the most important thing in your heart..." Silong watched Jasmine put it down. Hand, yelled with grievance and dissatisfaction on his face, this arrogant child!

I saw a trace of anger flashing across Jasmine's face, I saw that she raised her hand and slapped Silong across the face without any hesitation this time, and then said word by word: "He is not someone who has been dead for more than ten years. Man, he has always lived in my heart. He is your father, without him, where did you come from? You just said these words, you really don’t deserve to be his son. My hard work...is in vain..."

But before she could finish her words, she tilted and then slowly fell down.

At this time, my mind was blank, and my eyes were blurred. The pictures and scenes in front of me were like a distant dream, and I was just a lonely soul floating in the dream.

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Many pictures kept flashing before my eyes, the pictures were so familiar and at the same time so jumpy.

"Within three meters, hurry up to the distance that I can slap with a slap!" The crippled Meng Fanlai dawdled behind me, forcing me to yell at him angrily, these guys don't let me worry goods.Having said that, but I was so angry that I kicked their ass twice. I have never really slapped the brothers.

Yu Shizuo's face appeared in front of me, and Yu Datiexue's slapping was always fast and ruthless, which caught people off guard. All my first-hand feelings about Erbazi came from him.And whenever his hand is waving, I always cover my face subconsciously, no matter where the hand is waving.

The picture flashes, we are on the west bank of the Nujiang River, at Fanla's parents' house in Tongbo Town, Fanla is angrily pressing a loaded cock against his father's chest.At that time, I couldn't understand his father's feelings, but my intuition and instinct made me make the decision to "bring the book".

The picture flashed back to my eyes again, and I saw Silong pick up his mother and put Jasmine on the bed in a trance.But his calls could not wake her up again.Silong left the bed, wandered around the room helplessly, and rushed out the door.

I didn't know where he went, and I didn't expect to follow him.I just looked at Jasmine and thought vaguely in my heart that I want to take her away, take her away from here...