What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

Since Silong went to middle school, he went to Wangqi Village once a week, and went to the master's house every week to see and get together. This has become a habit.In fact, most of the kung fu of Sangmen Xing has been taught to him, and now he just needs to practice constantly to make the martial arts more refined.

In the first year in Wuhan, life in Wangqi Village was also very difficult.There are no natural disasters here in Yunnan, but when it is time to plant food, the villagers are called to the mountains to cut trees, dig mines, make steel, and engage in various sports.Good to be delayed when it should be delayed the least.You must know that "people mistake the earth for a while, and the earth mistakes people for a lifetime"!And in the end, when the commune reported its grain production, it inevitably exaggerated and falsely reported, so the rations left by each family were pitifully small.

Sangmenxing has a family of five, two adults and three children. The adults can still afford to be hungry, but the three children Chuanchuan, Junjun and Tuantuan are still young, and they are always hungry. The children cannot hold on .

Once Silong came back from Wangqi Village, he told Master Jasmine's plight, and said that the youngest Tuantuan was about to be sick from hunger.When Jasmine heard about it, she hurriedly filled the rice jar with half a bag of rice, and took out a few eggs that she had saved for a few days.Said to Silong: "Bao'er, you have to work hard again, and send these things to your master. These eggs have been boiled, so they are easy to get on the way. When you get there, you give the eggs to your younger brothers The younger sisters are divided, let them eat right away, don't let it go any longer. Go, mother will wait for you to come back for dinner!"

Later, Hehua's uncle Weitou secretly took out the dried steamed buns and dried rice grains he had accumulated during the "▫□" period in 58 and sent them to his niece. Those dry foods are now life-saving things.

The hunger and predicament at home forced the honest Sangmenxing to come up with a solution.He came to Jiqi Slope every night to reclaim wasteland, and secretly planted corn, sweet potatoes, potatoes, pumpkins and other melons and vegetables that could be eaten and could replace food.But these actions cannot be done openly, because this is not allowed by the commune, and it belongs to the stuff of "cutting the tail of capitalism".

The brethren don’t know what the “tail of capitalism” is, but every night the brethren see the Sangmen Star working hard in the remote place of Jiqi Slope, and they all express their wishes to God together.I hope that God will bless you, so that there will be a good harvest on the land reclaimed by Sangmenxing.

I also quietly prayed to God in my heart. The only thing I prayed for was: I hope God can bless Sangmen Xing, and his behavior of opening up wasteland and farming will not bring any adverse influence on his politics.

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(two)

A few months have passed, and the land that bears the hope of everyone in our cannon fodder regiment has borne fruitful fruits.We saw Dong Dao's excited smile during the harvest.That is the guarantee that the family can eat well and live well, and it is also the hope that he can spare no effort to help others.

When the first batch of melons and fruits were harvested, we saw that Sangmen Xing divided two batches of melons and vegetables and sent them to Fanla's family and Moli's family respectively. We saw the pride and joy on his face at that time. All happy for him.Later, he expanded the planting area. Of course, he had to spend more time and energy on self-cultivation.

There is no impenetrable wall in this world. The story of Sangmen Xing opening up wasteland and growing vegetables on Jiqi Slope gradually spread in Wangqi Village.Fortunately, Dong Dao's family is very popular in Wangqi Village, and after he has a harvest, he will always help his neighbors as much as possible. Although this matter has been made public, it has not been used by some people with ulterior motives. grounds for attacking him.The folk customs in the Zenda area are still very simple, and the villagers were inspired by what they saw, and they all followed suit to find a suitable wasteland and grow vegetables.

In the last two years of the war, the villagers of Wangqi Village secretly planted the wasteland they reclaimed, except for the things arranged by the commune, and at least they were able to be self-sufficient.The leaders of the commune adopted an attitude of "open one eye, close one eye" towards them. After all, the common people did not have high demands, they just hoped to have a full stomach and live their lives.Subsequent campaigns were still carried out one after another, but the villagers were busy working on their own fields between campaigns.

We are very relieved to see that Sangmen Xing, Fanla's family and Jasmine's family come and go, and help each other.In difficult times, this kind of help and communication is the most precious and fundamental thing in the world.

(three)

The person I'm most worried about is Jasmine.I know that this family has always been supported by her skillful hands and ingenuity.In difficult times, fewer people come to make new clothes, and Jasmine's business is not very good.Now Silong is at the most critical time to grow his body, Jasmine not only wants to feed him, but also uses his brains every day to make him eat well.I looked at her haggard face day by day, and I wanted to have a good talk with her.

And since Silong went to middle school, I seldom entered his dreams.It's not that I don't miss him, it's not that I don't want to communicate with him face to face, it's just that when he can really ask his own questions about life and society, I'm not sure that I can have a good influence on him.If I can't give him the right influence, I might as well not give him any influence at all.

Like most motivated children of that era, Silong also became a passionate revolutionary youth after he entered middle school.The influence of the social environment on children is almost impossible for parents to change and intervene.I can only look at him from a distance, at his high spirits, and at his unavoidable extreme left and radicalism.

When he was young, I carefully explained to him the most basic principles of life, and hoped that he could walk on the right path of life.In fact, life does not matter the most correct path, and we cannot predict the path of life for ourselves or our children. I just hope that he can always maintain an upright attitude towards life. As for whether he will take a detour and how far he will go, it depends on Everyone's good luck and fate.

Children grow up and gradually have their own personality and thoughts.Parents, whether rationally and consciously, or helplessly and passively, should let go of their children and let them make their own way.The only thing parents can do is to cultivate good habits and establish the most basic principles for the child when he is young; and when the child grows up, keep a little distance from him in spirit and life, and give him tolerance. .

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(four)

That night, I went home, and it was time for me and Molly to gossip again.

"Jasmine, I haven't been to Baoer's dreams recently, you know? Now, I will spend more time with you at night, okay??" I looked at her face, noticing her every moment With a subtle expression, he said slowly.

"I know. If you don't go to see Bao'er now, are you afraid that he will ask you what did you do before?" She looked up at me and said with a smile.

"You are really smart, you can guess right. I really don't know how to answer this question. It will take a long time to talk about this question. Besides, I don't want Bao'er to know that I used to be an officer of the national army. His innocence and enthusiasm for politics, if he knows, it will definitely affect his political future in the future. I still understand this, so I can only avoid Bao'er." After finishing these words After speaking, I smiled meanly at Jasmine, but I was really helpless in my heart!

Molly looked at me, and her eyes told me that she could feel the pain and sadness in my heart through that mean smile of mine.She approached me lightly, and at the same time said softly: "You have seen this political atmosphere in our current society, and it is a bit overkill. I usually dare not say this to anyone, for fear of causing disaster. of.

Although Bao'er has grown up, he is still too naive psychologically. It is better for him not to know some things.So, he used to ask me all the time what his father does, and every time I replied that he was the same as me, a tailor.I didn't have a second answer to him, and he stopped asking later.For this, don't be angry with me!Right now, I still have no way to tell him clearly what kind of person his father is.But one day in the future, when he really matures, I will definitely make this clear to him.I must also make him proud of you.

Don't worry, be patient and wait until this day.Now, it doesn't matter if you don't go to see Bao'er, just spend more time with me! After saying these words, she hugged me tightly and closed her eyes.

I know that she has been very tired recently, and she hasn't eaten much. Seeing her mentally and physically exhausted, I really want her to rest early, but I suddenly remembered that there is still the most important thing I haven't said to her.

"Good Jasmine, don't sleep yet, I still have something to tell you, I'll leave after I finish, and let you have a good rest alone."

"Don't go. I didn't sleep. I just rested on your body for a while. Tell me, don't go." She held my hand and opened her eyes quickly.

"Okay, let's not go now. There is a very important person, probably the most important person to me besides Bao'er, and I ask you to take care of it for me. Can you help me do it?" I whispered softly asked.

She tilted her head, looked at me and laughed: "It can be done, what can't be done?! Since I met you, every time you come here, you always ask me to help you with something. First, I help you fight Anti-gun, and later the map of the West Bank, tell me, what did I fail to do?

Who wants me to take care of now, which brother of yours or a family member of your brother?Do I know you? "

"Good Jasmine, the one who is the most important in my heart, the one that even Bao'er can't compare to, the one that I love like a treasure in my heart, is you!

You have always been so smart, but why are you so dull today?Don't you know until now that you are the treasure in my heart, a treasure that is much more important than Bao'er!In the future, when you distribute food, can you not favor your son, can a bowl of water be flat, and don't starve my treasure? ! "Before I finished speaking, Jasmine's tears were already falling. She was crying so sadly, but she was also crying so relieved...

I patted her on the back and let her cry in my arms.Being able to make her cry happily, cry out all her grievances and bitterness, and let her vent her long-suffering emotions is also a way for me to love her, and it is the only thing I can do for her at present.

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