[The Big Bang Theory] Cohabitation strategy

Looking at the Bridge of Sighs in front of me, I couldn't help but sigh.The bridge spans two buildings and connects the former courthouse and prison.Prisoners can't help sighing when they pass the Bridge of Sighs as they walk from the courthouse to the dark prison.I think it does not have a grand and magnificent structure, but this story has a kind of shocking magic.The Bridge of Sighs is a building in Venice, Italy.Italy, as the birthplace of the Renaissance, has countless beautifully structured buildings, which makes people who come here inexplicably delighted.

I walked slowly down a small street that was exotic and calmed down.And I still think about Sheldon, and how happy it would be if he was by my side and I could hold his hand and tour with him.

But I also calmed down.I try to step out of my own situation and look at my feelings as a bystander.My love for Sheldon really isn't indelible.I've had crushes before, and I've felt the same sadness and anger—even if not as intensely as this time.But time has faded this emotion.If we can't create a relationship between lovers - and it's impossible - even the greatest love will disappear.

I'm flying back to Pasadena tomorrow.I must express this feeling to Sheldon.But I don't want him to feel uncomfortable about it, so it's easy and natural.I wrote that note.I have to do it too.

I don't love Sheldon anymore.At least, sooner or later I will stop loving him.I want to straighten my back!

Looking back at my previous attitude towards love, I didn't bow my head to Ji Xi, but I was too stupid to myself.Why should his mistakes make me suffer?Maybe I was too vulnerable in the new environment then, but that was wrong too.Now Ji Xi seems like a distant memory to me.The love dissipated, and the loathing dissipated.Only the contempt remained.

And to Blake, that wasn't love.That's just my longing for a stable and warm life.His irascibility that night made me jump out of my weird crush.

Sheldon wouldn't be the "right guy" either.Maybe I need a normal flat relationship.It's just that I don't have this idea now, I want to work hard... I'm 27 years old this year!Could it be that she has become a leftover woman just like this... I automatically made up my mind that when I go home next year, the seven aunts and eight aunts will ask with smiles on their faces, I, I feel that there is nothing to love...

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Penny emailed me asking for a date to go back.I sent it to her and asked by the way: "I brought you a new style of nail polish, is there anything else I need to bring?"

"Oh, thank you, sweetheart! No more."

Then Blake emailed me, also asking when I would be back.After I told him he said he could come pick me up.He has free time tomorrow afternoon.I felt embarrassed, but then I wanted my friends to help each other, and there was nothing wrong with that.

Lying on the soft bed of the hotel, I soon fell asleep.The four-day itinerary brought me peace.I found happiness in nature, and found that the root of happiness in life does not lie in the communication with others, but in my own inner peace and reflection.

Huang Yumo texts me every day.Leonard, Howard, Raj have all emailed or texted me too.

Only Sheldon didn't.I said to myself: I don't care.

But whether I really care or not, only I know.

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I came out of the airport with my suitcase and was looking for Evelyn's car when the phone rang.Evely called.I don't think he can't come because of something, right?

"Kado, welcome back." Ivory's voice sounded smiling, "Turn around, I'm at your seven o'clock direction."

I turned around and saw him.He was waving at me.I laughed too, and said, "I saw you, Ifli. Thank you."

I dragged the box and walked over.We smiled and hugged.

He opened the trunk and helped me carry the suitcase in.It was a long drive back to Pasadena, but Evely and I had a great chat.I told him what I had seen and heard in the past few days, focusing on a few small castles I saw in Germany.If I can buy one in the future, I will have no regrets in this life!And the EU|EU membership is beneficial, and it is very convenient to go out for fun.Ifli has been to these places.I couldn't help but think of a sentence: People should die for comparing people, and throw away goods for comparing goods...

But this is something I can't change.

Soon we were in Pasadena, and I was getting nervous uncontrollably.I asked Blake, "You say, what do you do when you're very nervous?" Actually, I knew what to do, breathe, motivate myself...but I just wanted to talk to someone about it.

Ifli said, "Talk to the one you love."

His answer is really innovative.But I felt bitter, and said heart-to-heart: "The person I love is Sheldon Cooper."

Ifly whispered, "I know. Sheldon Cooper."

I can't say if Evelyn loves me or not.But whether it is or not, I don't want to hurt anyone.

The car was parked downstairs, and I stretched out my little finger and said to him: "We are good friends. You are also my good friend forever." I bit "friends" very hard, sorry, we can only be good friends.He can leave whenever he wants, and I won't hurt him.

Ifli laughed, nodded and said, "Good friends forever."

He stretched out his little finger and pulled it with me to seal the seal.We are good friends forever.

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Ifli insisted on helping me carry the heavy suitcase up.I help him carry it, half of each person.We went upstairs while talking and laughing.I don't know if it's an auditory hallucination. I seem to hear Petunia's voice deliberately lowered, but I can't make out what it is.I really miss them.

Immediately to the fourth floor, Evelee asked me with a smile: "Are you nervous, huh?" I nodded honestly, "It's just one o'clock!"

We continue upstairs.When the platform on the fourth floor appeared in front of me, I was stunned.

Sheldon, Leonard, Howard, Raj, Penny, Bernadette and Alex were all present, and Huang Yumo was there!Ribbons are hung everywhere, like a festival.This is not the most surprising thing, the point is that Sheldon is wearing a smart suit and holding a large bouquet of roses! !I'm stunned!At that moment, I almost thought he was going to give it to me! !Sheldon is really handsome in this outfit.

But I was also stunned seeing their expressions.Several people looked at Sheldon together.His eyes widened and his eyebrows raised as he looked at us.

My heart was beating like a drum, he thought...

So Sheldon said the first words when he saw me: "Cado, you can't stay with Evelyn Blake!!"

The corners of my mouth couldn't help curling up, I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't help it.Or rather, I'm a bit blindsided.Evely asked, "Oh, Mr. Cooper, why?"

I have a more and more positive answer in my heart, but I just can't believe it.Why?He loves me?But why?It's like I've been hit by luck... I shouldn't have.But I just want to laugh!I am so happy!

Sheldon looks at this and that, but doesn't look into my eyes.It was a long time before he said, "...Well."

...what the hell.What is the tone of voice at this time.

I continued to smile and asked, "Yeah, Sheldon, why?"

Sheldon finally looked at me, pursing his lips, hesitant to speak.He suddenly said: "Oh, I see. What I want to tell you is that after four days of inquiry and investigation, I found that our genes can be combined to produce an excellent next generation. And the love hormone secreted in my body, such as benzene Ethylamine, dopamine, norepinephrine have all reached the point where I'm excited. We all know that the production of these substances will eventually dissipate, so we can only hope that endorphins and pituitary hormones can continue to secrete."

I could barely hear him expressing his love for me.But he just won't say "I love you" to me.

I said, "Well, I understand. I also have something to say." Sheldon's expression immediately became unnatural!He said: "If you want to say, Um, you want to say that you don't love me anymore... well, well, I recommend you not to..."

I planned to do this before, but not now!Since Sheldon loves me too, can I pretend to say "no" cruelly?

Seeing his flustered expression, I couldn't bear his misunderstanding.I said, "No, it's not like that. I want to say... I've thought a lot in the past four days. Indeed, I wanted to stop loving you before. But now I've changed my mind."

"Oh!" Sheldon exclaimed in a good mood, "Isee...you still love me, don't you? I knew it." He turned to Evelyn, "and... this Mr. Blake, I have reminded But you, you and Cardo have no future. At least not in terms of genetics."

"Sheldon!" I glared at him. "Don't say that, it's rude!  …I'm sorry, Evelyn."

Evely has never blushed with Sheldon before - I always thought he was too embarrassed to be angry with Sheldon ==... same this time.

Petunia guessed that the scene was going to be crooked again, and said, "Comeon, Sheldon, what do you want to say to Cardo now?"

Sheldon walked up to me unnaturally and handed me the flowers in his arms.I hugged it, only to feel the buzzing in my ears—it turns out that I can still have this kind of happy feeling.

"Sheldon," I said involuntarily, "what are you trying to say?"

Sheldon took a deep breath, looking extremely nervous. "I..." he said, "...I..."

I don't want to force him.

"I love you, Sheldon." My voice trembled slightly.

I am very nervous.

Sheldon cleared his throat pretending to be forceful, and said, "Well, the word 'love' is rapidly regulated, so I decided not to say it. This is a language that mortals can speak."

"..."

I hugged Sheldon through the bouquet of roses.There is nothing more joyful than this... the dream scene came true and I held him as "the one who loved him" and was no longer just a friend.

Sheldon circled me stiffly, but slowly I felt him relax.Everyone went "Oh!!" and started booing.Howard also yelled: "Kiss her! Sheldon, hurry up!!"

I don't want to let go of him, I just want to hold him.I said, "Howard, not now!" We couldn't have kissed so soon.

Sheldon has returned to normal, and calmly popularized the knowledge of love hormones to Petunia.I turned my head, Evelyn Blake left without knowing when.The suitcase was quietly put aside.He didn't say anything and walked away without a sound.

Life always brings us torture.This kind of torture comes from others, from lovers, or from a love that cannot be asked for.Ifli will not indulge in torture.He just doesn't want to look.He is much stronger than me.

Sheldon said seriously: "Cado." I looked at him with a smile, and he said, "I think now that our relationship has been confirmed, then I will consider drafting a love contract. This contract can effectively It stipulates the rights and obligations of the two of us, and you can participate in the revision."

I was dumbfounded, ha, I actually forgot this! !He laughed angrily: "Oh, if you insist, I think I will go to Evelyn Blake in a few days."

to die! !She was so sweet just now, but now she is saying such unpleasant things!

Sheldon said very dissatisfied: "Go to him? Of course not! Is your loyalty so fragile? Or is it because your pituitary hormones have completely dissipated?"

I wanted to talk, but the surrounding crowd with their staring eyes... I said, "Come on, let's go to a quiet place to talk?"

Shelton said, "Okay, I was just trying to talk to you too. Have you ever thought about how out of order this love would be if we didn't have such a contract?"

I drag him into my apartment and close the door.I carefully placed the bouquet of roses on the table and sat down.

I asked, "Then have you ever been in love? Sheldon, love doesn't need such hard constraints."

Sheldon crossed his arms and said loudly: "NO~ You can't bring your love experience with those extremely mediocre people here. My roommate relationship with Leonard is because of the agreement to maintain harmony."

I do not believe!What's the point of a treaty without love!

I took a deep breath and calmed down, still staring at him.Then I slowly took his hand, and he shook slightly without resistance.

"Okay, Sheldon, you can try it if you insist," I said, "but it's up to me to modify it."

Sheldon lowered his eyes and nodded reluctantly, "Allright, I promise you."

"Are you happy, Sheldon?" I took his hands and looked him in the eyes.I am very happy!

"Well, if you mean a kind of spiritual pleasure and relaxation, I am." Shelton rolled his eyes, "But~! Don't shake my hand casually, this will appear in the contract."

I pinched him and said, "Okay, now I'm vetoing that."

"Hey!!" Sheldon said righteously, "Then you can deny any terms! It's not fair!!"

"But there is at least one thing I won't deny." I said innocently.

"Well, what is it?" Sheldon shook his head in disbelief.

I pretended to be profound, and then said: "We are a couple." I really wanted to laugh!

Sheldon's expression was...confused, "This is the truth. You can't deny the rest."

"Okay, okay," I said, "you sketch it out first."

Then I stepped forward and hugged Sheldon again.I want to hold him now.

"...Kado?" Sheldon asked uncertainly, "What are you doing?"

I said in a surprised tone, "Whoa, Dr. Cooper doesn't know what I'm doing? Well, I'll tell you, it's called a hug..."

"Oh, yeah yeah, of course I know that." Shelton closed his eyes speechlessly and waved his hand, "But, I thought we had hugged just now."

I hugged him and didn't let go, "Sheldon, what you need in love is not a hard target, but a kind of...feeling. When I want to hug you, I will hug you, and you can refuse. Of course I respect your choice." But kiss , I think it's better to take it slow... I also can't accept being...so close when we just established a relationship.

Sheldon asked, "Are you angry?"

I honestly said, "Yes."

"Hey!"

"I'll be angry, but I won't show it." I felt like I was channeling him, "We need to respect each other."

Sheldon nodded thoughtfully. "Okay, I think I get what you mean. That's what's in the love contract."

Me: "...um."

Life is still long, and love has only just begun... There is no rush, no rush.

The author has something to say: Confession, confession, confession... This is Sheldon's initiative, right! !

Diving is rough!rough~

2015.7.21: Catch bugs, Bridge of Sighs in Venice.Thank you for helping to catch insects, students Rabbit and Hu Buluo~~

In addition, Sheldon's "I love you" was deleted.Looking back and re-examining, I wrote this chapter too romantically, a little bit collapsed, I am sorry for the students who were struck by lightning.