[The Big Bang Theory] Cohabitation strategy

I ran, but Sheldon's voice kept ringing behind me, "Kado, Kado, Kado..."

I covered my ears and yelled, "Go back, Sheldon! There's no way I like you!!"

But Sheldon seemed to sigh helplessly, "Oh, Cardo, is self-deception your virtue?"

I was stunned, turned around, and asked cautiously: "Then, then you...do you like me too?" The mood at that moment was really as sweet as eating honey, and I grinned involuntarily ...

But Sheldon's face was infinitely enlarged, and he was still helpless, "Cado, although I can probably understand your feelings, but I have no feeling for a person whose IQ is [-] points lower than mine, let alone you are just a An unrefined cartoonist..."

Bad cartoonist...

I opened my eyes suddenly and woke up.Frightened into a cold sweat, I stared at the ceiling in horror and gasped for breath.

... What dream did I just have?To Sheldon Cooper?me?

I covered my head with the quilt in great pain, unable to believe this fact.

When did he occupy such a place in my heart?I used to just think of him as a wise friend...

Could it be yesterday?Or Blake's patience with me the night he hurt me?

But whether this is "like" or "love", I... It's hard to say.It's more like I suddenly noticed him...that's why he broke into my heart.

I covered my eyes, trying to escape the question.If this is the case, then I am in love with a person who reproduces by mitosis and whose EQ is infinitely close to zero, that is to say, there is a 99% probability that my like will become unrequited love and become my obsession.

I sat up and the blood rushed to my brain.

I don't want such feelings! !

But it would be nice if this kind of feeling is something I can control at any time.I found myself resentful, irritated, and I started to get angry at myself for why I liked him.This negative emotion seemed to take root in my heart in an instant.But at the same time, I felt an inexplicable joy that I discovered his advantages.

——In any case, I must find a way to cut off this relationship.

Because I feel like, this isn't right and I'm wasting my life and time chasing a relationship that doesn't respond.

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I'm going to Los Angeles by car today to see Xiaoyi off with Yumo.My heart was already heavy enough, and after seeing Sheldon downstairs who was picking up the mail and returning, it became even heavier, mixed with a little bit of unspeakable sourness.

"Hey, sheldon." I greeted as naturally as possible, but Sheldon was very happy, and said, "Oh, hey, Cardo, that's great, I just need you to accompany me to Los Angeles, Wil Wheaton Invite me to join the Star Trek fan party, you can barely join!"

I wanted to say no, but I was also going to Los Angeles.Even if you can't go to the party together, it's okay to take the car together on the way.

"Okay, Sheldon, let's go to LA. But I can't go to the party with you, because my best friend is flying out today." I said, trying to suppress the joy in my heart.

"Um, I'm sorry." I'm sure Sheldon said this purely for "social etiquette", "Wait for me, I'll go and put the letter back."

"Okay." I replied.Take a few deep breaths, pull out a smile, very good, just get used to it slowly.

Shelton quickly came down from upstairs, carrying a messenger bag, and said happily, "Let's go."

And then I had a hard question, which was, "Sheldon, I'm going to take the bus, can you?"

Sheldon said: "Oh! As smart as I've thought of this problem - I asked Raj to drive us together."

Hearing his words, I immediately set up the following clues in my brain:

Raj drives → can't drink → can't talk to me → this raj is much cuter → everyone is happy.

Well done Sheldon!I nodded in agreement, but... why did he still ask me to go?

Is it...

I pretended not to care and expressed my doubts, and listened to his answer with pricked ears.Sheldon said frankly: "Whedon said it's best to bring a female companion. Penny and Leonard went on a date, so I found you. However, he didn't say that he must bring it, so it doesn't affect you. Don't worry."

I:"……"

I don't know what to say... Forget it, I know Sheldon's reason is not what ordinary people imagine! !

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Raj drove pitifully, with me in the back and Sheldon in the passenger seat.Along the way, he popularized a lot of knowledge, probably due to a change of mood, I think it is very interesting.

Anyway, at most I just keep my liking for him in my heart, and it may disappear after a long time.

So I just listened intently.

Sheldon said happily: "Then, I'm going to start a puzzle game next. Let's use physics nouns to do word solitaire. Of course, physics celebrities are also fine. Since Raj can't speak, then, Kado, you must Play well~"

I:"……"

Raj: "..."

Shelton said, "So I started, first with 'Vector Coupling Coefficient', with t at the end, it's your turn."

I heard him go around a long string, but the only useful one is a "t".I racked my brains and thought about it, but I was helpless. Although I was good at physics at the beginning, the translation of physics terms into English was completely blind... Now I don't want to give up easily...

But Shelton didn't have that much patience. He quickly replied: "Oh, it should be 'end pressure'. The ending is e, um! This is really simple."

I can barely answer this: "'Electric neutrality'. Uh... the ending is, should it be 'y'?"

Sheldon answered quickly: "'Thomasyoung', his last name begins with a y...and ends with a g."

I'm blind again.

But Sheldon had a good time asking and answering himself, and just talking and laughing (really?) along the way, we came to Los Angeles.

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Yumo and I sent Xiaoyi to the airport, the three of us looked at each other with red eyes.

"...I was too pessimistic that day, don't believe it." Xiaoyi wiped her eyes and whispered, "You guys have to work hard, Xiaoka, Yumo, and become better..."

We held her hand tightly, Xiaoyi said loudly: "Just this time!! I compromised for the last time!!"

She laughed, hurriedly pulled two suitcases forward, and finally waved to us.

"Goodbye! Must work hard!!"

I wiped away my tears and grinned, this is Xiaoyi who is carefree.

Looking at Xiaoyi's back, I suddenly became firm.

I want to be better.

I want to be excellent, for myself, and hope that one day I can truly stand on an equal footing with Sheldon.

I want to work harder!

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