[The Big Bang Theory] Cohabitation strategy

I froze for a moment, an indescribable sense of loss and panic welling up in my heart.I suppressed my nerves, shook my head involuntarily, and asked, "But why? You are very good, come back to China?"..."

Dou Xiaoyi over there sniffed, and still said to me with a smile: "My mother, she insisted on letting me go home. Besides, I am here... not good enough, Kado. Maybe I am not good enough in China. It's better, but not here. Let alone Marie Curie, I don't even know if I can finish my PhD." She finished the last sentence in English.

I tried to calm down, "Xiaoyi, if you have any difficulties, Yumo and I will do our best to help you. You—if you can, persevere, persevere... persevere."

Dou Xiaoyi didn't answer right away, I heard a low sobbing sound coming from over there, but immediately she smiled and said: "No, I've decided. I've decided no matter what.

"I..." I started, but didn't know how to go on.

"Xiaoka, the main reason is me, I can't do it myself." Xiaoyi said, "You know my problem, I... I'm too cowardly."

"...Just this time, Xiao Yi, don't you dare to resist your mother? You are 26, and you are an independent adult." I began to tremble with excitement, almost shouting.

Dou Xiaoyi didn't speak.I stopped talking.She said another word quickly:

"Don't believe in those dreams, they are unrealistic, Xiaoka. Mine, yours, and Yumo's are all unrealistic."

I covered the receiver and breathed heavily.

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I said goodbye to the 4A people and went back to the apartment.The tears didn't flow the way I thought they would, and I closed the door and sat on the couch.

Time flies, I keep thinking about what Dou Xiaoyi said, is it unrealistic?Are my efforts and dreams unrealistic?

No.

No, it's not like that.

"Boom, boom, boom!" "Kado?"

"Boom, boom, boom!" "Kado?"

"Boom, boom, boom!" "Kado?"

Sheldon is knocking on the door, and at this moment I feel like crying.

I opened the door, and Shelton pursed his lips before saying, "I heard your call just now, and I was thinking that you probably need a little help."

"... Sheldon." I bowed my head, "...you are always so nice."

He is always there when I need him.

"Well, it's obvious." Sheldon seemed a little helpless, "Would you like to talk?"

I didn't cry, I don't want to always present a pessimistic image in front of him.

Of course, I couldn't laugh, I just poured a cup of hot water, welcomed Sheldon in, and asked him to sit in his exclusive seat.

"According to my judgment, you have an 'excellent' friend who is debatable - going back to China, and you hope he can persevere, and the relationship between him and his mother is not good." Sheldon breathed out After saying these words, there was a slight pause, "So, I don't quite understand your confusion."

I staggered, "..."

I silently sat next to Sheldon, organized my language silently for a while, and then asked: "I just want to know, do you think my work-dreams are correct? I want to hear your opinion .”

Sheldon raised his eyebrows, "You mean your career as a cartoonist?"

No matter how much he lashes out at me for a while, I can bear it!I say yes."

Shelton put the water glass on the table, looked left and right with big eyes, and finally said strangely: "I think they are correct, what's wrong?"

I stare in bewilderment, "But you've been laughing at my profession, Sheldon."

"Well, Cardo, Cardo, Cardo..." I haven't seen Sheldon's expression for a long time, he sighed, "I thought you knew what 'everyone has his own ambition', you can never become me Such an excellent and intelligent person. If you can become an excellent cartoonist, it is already very good."

"...Well." I suppressed the urge to faint, "You're right... makes sense. But it's hard for me to say whether my direction is correct or not,"

Sheldon interrupted: "Are you referring to the comics you're drawing now?"

Am I referring to the current comics?

I nodded, but I felt that it was not just that simple.

The corners of his mouth curled down, his eyebrows raised high, and he spread his hands, "Okay, bring the setting and outline of your comic, and I'll help you see it."

He help me see?I blinked twice, well, Sheldon has been a fan of comics for many years, I believe he still has the ability to see my shortcomings.

I swiftly took the outline and script out of the work folder and clamped them.Sheldon took it and flipped through it.I can't help but think of Reid in "Criminal Minds". He has an IQ of 187. Why can he read 1 words in one minute... But I can't tell Sheldon this sentence. He has an inexplicable hatred for Reid. About two people have an IQ Quite, so Sheldon is unhappy...

Shelton's reading speed is still much faster than mine. After he finished reading, he said "huh" a few times, and began to express his opinions quickly: "Back to T Island, it turns out that T is the name of a heinous devil. And the heroine Tina Berg entered the island where T was imprisoned through a mysterious space... Wow, so this is the real face of T. I didn’t find this plot in the thirteenth issue of your serialization! I have to Said, your rhythm and progress are too slow. And the style of painting is Japanese-style, if I had to choose, I would definitely not read such a Japanese-style comic."

...Indeed, this is flawed.I said: "At least I can't change the style of painting in this book, otherwise it will be very strange."

Shelton thought for a while, then nodded.

"Well, even so. In fact, I think the audience of this manga is girls, right? If so, let's add more romantic elements."

"You know it all." Heartfelt compliments, really.

"NO, I have a great passion for everything—NONONO, except perhaps literature and geography.—Now do you see what I mean?"

I understood, and these words strengthened my heart even more.

"Sheldon, you are right, very right." I replied, "I, I'm just not sure what I think. Sheldon, I'm not inferior to you, and there is no distinction between us, some are just good at The direction is different - you are smarter than me, but I am not inferior to you!! Never!"

I finally said what I wanted to say! ! ! !

"You must understand me, Sheldon, you understand me in your heart!!"

Sheldon opened his mouth slightly in surprise, looking cute and cute, but I grabbed his sleeve fiercely and finally said to him: "Sheldon Cooper, can you understand me?"

He swallowed, and answered me after a long, long time: "...Maybe I can?" His tone was very uncertain, "But, Alex said that dream was just the result of my physical and psychological shock."

What and what... how did Alex get involved... Now I can't keep up with his brain circuit, and stare at him with dead fish eyes.

Sheldon's restless state lasted for a long time before he said, "I can."

I laughed and said, "Don't be brave."

Sheldon shot back, "Oh! Everything I say is something I can do, and there's very little in this world I can't do."

arrogance...

I imitated a gesture from Raj, folded my hands together and then flattened my hands in an instant, with my middle fingers pointing up and down, and asked him provocatively: "Can you?" I practiced this specially, and I thought it was fun at the time.

Sheldon glared at me bitterly, "Rajesh's little Indian trick!"

"NO, this is obviously a super interesting coordination game."

Sheldon looked away in displeasure, but I laughed more and more happily.It seems that the haze has been swept away by him, and the sun has come out again.

As Sheldon left, I called him over and said, "Thanks, Sheldon."

He nodded, "You're welcome, Cardo."

I suddenly opened my arms and said like a hooligan, "Hug~"

Sheldon sternly refused, "NO!!"

I insisted, "hug~~"

He has nothing to say this time.

Persistence is victory, "Hug!!"

Sheldon was angry, walked towards me slowly, and hugged me with open arms.Being embraced by him, I sighed, his embrace was so warm and wide that one couldn't help but want to cry.

"……do not Cry."

"I know, Sheldon." I still shed a few tears, but tears of contentment and joy and peace.

"You're still crying."

"Because I'm happy." I explained seriously, "Sheldon, you're a nice guy."

I don't mean that emotion, but... I'm really complimenting him.This is different from when I felt his goodness when I watched TV dramas, this time he made me feel it personally.So I can say this conclusion frankly and firmly.

And, my heart is beating fast...

This feeling……

I let go of him abruptly, took two steps back, and stared at Sheldon.He pouted helplessly.

"Oh, you finally stopped this hug."

"Yeah. Sheldon...I, thank you..." I said, slightly flustered, but I managed to hold myself back.

"It's the second time to say 'Thank you'. Are you so grateful to me?" Sheldon shrugged. "Allright, allright, you're welcome, Cardo."

He still said helplessly: “So, another hug?”

I immediately said, "No!"

Then I almost persuaded Sheldon to go back. He rolled his eyes in doubt, but he probably didn't think of a reason.

I closed the door, my face burning.

I slowly cover my face.

... Sheldon Cooper!

The author has something to say: the next update will be in the evening~ today's double update will make up for yesterday's

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