[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

The author has something to say: rewrite the previous chapter, if you find that you can’t connect, please read the previous chapter again, okay=3=

happy New Year!

The beautiful goddess showed a happy smile, she turned sideways, and made an inviting gesture.The deep purple gate of the underworld opened in front of Jasmine, and the boundless night gathered towards her.She closed her eyes, ready to bid farewell to this world that filled her with pain, and embrace eternal peace.

"Jasmine too!" Akashi could only stand on this side of the barrier, calling her name in vain, watching helplessly as the black mist surrounded her, unable to do anything!

"Damn, hate! Let go of Jasmine, let her go!" Why can't it be opened, why? !

No matter how you attack, the barrier will block between the two without any change, separating two completely different worlds.

"It's too late, Jasmine is also an important person, you didn't choose the correct answer." In the thick and gloomy black mist, the voice of the Goddess of Huangquan came from an ethereal, unhurried, but gave him a resounding sound. Slap.

"I gave you a chance, but you didn't take it."

It was not accidental that she chose Akashi among those people, everything was intentional.She holds the power of the underworld, and if she doesn't want to, no one can enter her kingdom, even if it's just a balcony.

"Open." He lowered his head and pressed his trembling palms against the barrier.

He doesn't have the time to think about the purpose of the goddess now, what she wants to do.There's only one thing on my mind right now...

"It's too late."

"Open it!"

"This side is my country. Once a mortal sets foot there, he can never go back."

"Stop talking nonsense and open it!"

The goddess was silent for a while, and did not speak again, but the barrier really disappeared without a sound, just like when it appeared without warning.Akashi didn't have any extra thoughts to consider the consequences, he took a step without hesitation, rushed into the black mist, and hugged the brown-haired girl whose back was facing him.

"Jasmine too!"

She seemed to have just woken up until this moment, and found that Akashi had also appeared in the black mist, showing a flustered expression for the first time today.

"Why did you, Zheng-kun-"

"Didn't you say that it would be too lonely to go to God alone, and you want me to go with you." He hugged her tightly, and the sense of satisfaction that was lost and found swept through his body. There has never been a moment like this assured.

"I can't stop you, I can only be with you."

"I'm not..." She didn't mean that, she didn't want to, no!

"Great~" He sighed contentedly in her ear, "You are still by my side."

Finally, after almost abandoning everything, his words once again successfully reached her heart.

"In this case……"

Jasmine's tears, which she had managed to stop, burst again, and she covered her face in collapse.

"Isn't everything I do meaningless?"

"It's okay if it doesn't make sense." He didn't care.

"No, no!"

"Jasmine too, he's already chased here, how about telling him?" Izanami's voice came lightly from all directions, "Although it doesn't really mean anything, even if it's death, you have to let him die Understand, right?"

"But--"

"Maybe if you tell him, he will want to leave?" She continued to encourage irresponsibly, "After all, I am the goddess of mercy. If I want, he still has a chance to go back alive."

"...Is what you said true, Miss Shimi?" Jasmine also let go of her hand and asked dully.

"I won't leave Jasmine alone." Akashi only felt that this goddess had ulterior motives.

"Heh, a man's promise is less credible than a pig that can climb a tree."

Back then, she was also so sure of the promise between the two of them, that he would definitely take her back when he went to Qiongbi and fell to Huangquan.But what happened?

The countless lonely days and nights entwined with regret and doubts spent in Huangquan are the price of her credulity.Rather than waiting with hope, it is better to have no expectations in the first place.

That man also chased after Huang Quan, and the moment he pushed open the gate of Huang Quan, she also thought that she had grasped happiness.However, Izanagi turned his back on her at the last moment.

So just stepping into this land, it doesn't mean anything, it's just the beginning of the test.

Jasmine too, keep your eyes open and watch carefully—see if this person in front of you can put aside all appearances and see the real you.

"I never lie, Jasmine too. I said that I can let him go back alive. As long as you tell him about it and see his attitude, I promise to seriously consider it."

Her figure appeared in front of the two of them, and she also smiled at Jasmine.

"So, come on, tell what you've been keeping in your heart all this time, tell your secret. See if he'll treat you the same after knowing that."

As long as she tells the secret, Zhengjun will still have the opportunity to leave the Kingdom of God and return to the eternal world.

As long as he knows this secret, he will definitely hate her and leave her.

But she is already in the underworld, and there is no other place to escape for a long time.Instead of continuing to be entangled in such meaningless things, why don't you simply point it out and settle it once and for all.

She wanted to break free from Akashi's embrace first, but she couldn't.

"No matter what you have to say, I will never let go."

Don't do this, don't say such things again...

How can I bear the disgust and contempt you are waiting for?

But no matter how reluctant or unwilling, she had to say it, because this was the only way for him to return to the normal world.

"I..." Jasmine also trembled, "I have betrayed our agreement, I want to give up music and continue to be your violinist."

No longer be his violinist?

Obviously these are the words he has been looking forward to for a long time, but why can't he feel any joy at this moment?

That's right, it's because she doesn't even want to leave him with this last shackle, and wants to leave him completely!

No, he will not allow this to happen, absolutely not!

He has already chased here, and he will never let go!

The hand holding Jasmine was clenched even tighter, almost pressing her whole body into his own flesh and blood.

"Why? For something more important than music?" Even though his reason was on the verge of collapse, he still restrained his emotions that were about to explode, but the suppressed voice still vividly rendered the feeling of tyranny.

"...Yes." Her waist was about to be strangled, and the hands around her shoulders pinched her, but she could only hold back her words.

"What the hell is that? It's more important than our agreement, more important than our relationship for so many years?!" For that, she abandoned the belief she had insisted on until now, abandoned herself who had made an agreement with her, even in his After chasing Huang Quan down, she still intends to push him away!

"It's someone I like! He only likes my music, he can't see me at all. Instead of doing this, I might as well give up music completely!"

The flames of jealousy burned crazily, devouring his remaining sanity, leaving him no time to discern what kind of answer the information revealed in her words pointed to.

"Who? Tell me, who is that person?" It's all that person's fault, it's all that person's fault!He wants to find him out and cut him to pieces!

"Don't you understand?" Jasmine also cried and covered her head, "It's you!"

The atmosphere that was about to explode suddenly fell silent, and in the empty world, only Jasmine was left crying sadly.

Akashi still couldn't react.

Who did she just say?

The person who "only likes her music and can't see her at all" is himself?

How is this possible? Since when did he only like her music? What he has always liked is her?

No, no, did Jasmine just say that she likes him?

Wait a minute, liking...is that the meaning of liking?

and so--

"You said, you don't want to be my violinist, do you mean that you want to be my girlfriend?" He asked blankly.

After a long silence like waiting for the doomsday judgment, what Jasmine also waited for was Akashi's words.This feeling that something is not right but everything is right has tormented her for a long time, and she doesn't know whether to be angry or laugh!

"I..." The feeling of sadness was swept away, and shame and helplessness took the upper hand in an instant.She decided not to answer the question and tried to bring the topic back to the point.

"Aren't you angry? Don't you think I betrayed your expectations? You tried so hard to get me back on the stage but I wanted to give up. You obviously chose me as your violinist because of my beautiful sound, so— —”

"What are you talking about?" Akashi continued the situation, almost relying on conditioned reflex to answer: "Even if you don't play the violin anymore, you are still you. I have never cared about the violin, it has always been you."

"... Huh?" Jasmine was also dumbfounded.

Is that so?This is completely different from what she thought.

"Then... you hug me and kiss me, it's not because I'm your violinist?"

"Of course not, why do you think that?" What a strange brain circuit, "It's because I like you."

Like... Zhengjun just said that he likes me?

Am I dreaming?I can't believe that such a thing happened? !

No, this is a scene that I dare not imagine in my dreams.

The person you like also likes yourself...

"I've finished answering your question." After going around for a long time, Akashi, whose IQ was finally back online, took the initiative to turn her face and faced him.Then he looked into her eyes and asked again with extra seriousness:

"So Jasmine also wants to be my girlfriend?"

This question is too sudden!

Her face was flushed, and she didn't know if she was nervous or shy.He seemed to want to open his mouth to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything, and just nodded his head almost invisibly.

Akashi immediately bowed his head and kissed, without waiting for a second.

He waited for too long, so long that he thought he had lost hope.But he finally waited until this day.

It was completely different from the gentle and tender kiss before, as if he wanted to devour her completely, he wantonly plundered every inch of space in her mouth.The tip of the tongue swept across the gap between the teeth and the roof of the palate, dancing together around her tongue.After the first unprepared kiss, Jasmine once again felt an extremely strong sense of suffocation, her scalp was numb and her whole body was trembling, and her heart sounds were almost stretched into a straight line.Heat spread from the skins where the two touched, and quickly swept through her whole body, burning her brain blank.I could only hold on to the clothes behind him tightly, close my eyes and bear silently.

The long kiss that seemed to last to the end of the world finally ended, and Akashi hugged her into his arms again, unable to suppress the joy in his tone:

"Thank you, Jasmine too. I'm very happy, I'm really happy."

Her face was flushed red, and she couldn't tell whether it was from shyness or lack of oxygen. She could only lie on his shoulder and pant, unable to say anything.Her heart was still beating wildly, making her dizzy for a while, but at the same time, she could feel a peace that she had never had before.

Because of the miracle that still makes her feel like a dream, and because of the warm breath that truly embraces her.

"Congratulations, Jasmine too."

The goddess who had not opened her mouth to disturb them all this time disappeared again unknowingly, leaving only the faint voice floating around.

Jasmine also raised her head from Akashi's arms, and a golden beam of light fell from the sky and shone into her eyes.The black mist churned and slowly faded away, and the surrounding scenery became clear again.

The forest with fluttering yellow leaves, the sparkling pool, the grass staggered with yellow and green, only the boulder by the pool disappeared silently.The sunlight has returned to this terrace that belongs to the gods, and it also illuminates the other side that has always been shrouded in shadow.

They are back?Or...in fact, you never left?

"Miss Shimi!" Jasmine looked around and called, "Where are you?"

"As expected, you are more suitable for the world over there."

That's great, too, Jasmine.That person in you breaks through his limitations and finds the real you.

You became friends because of music, because of music, you know each other and fall in love, just like me and him back then.We all thought that our relationship with each other was unswerving and could stand any test.Facing the unrecognizable me and you who don't want to pick up the violin anymore, Izana abandoned me and left, but your Masaru still chose to reach out to you.

You will be happy.

I am also very satisfied to witness your happiness.

Goodbye, my predestined person, it is indeed a pleasant fate to meet you.

"Goodbye, my fate~"

With the last sigh, the morning light completely illuminated the grass by the pool.There are no more layers of Higan flowers, no more deep passages leading to Huangquan Biliangsaka, and no trace of the goddess with a terrifying face but a gentle heart.

Instead, there was unknown when the fine snow fell silently, and landed on his shoulders, between her hair, the palm of his hand, and her eyelashes.

"Miss Shiya..."

"If there is fate, we will meet again."

She turned her head and looked at the people around her.

Akashi's red hair was more dazzling than before in the morning light, and the brilliance of the eyes looking at her flowed, and a halo of breathtaking halo was set on her reflection, which made people intoxicated.

"Well, that's exactly what I said."

Standing on tiptoe, she hugged his neck and closed her eyes in the familiar and reassuring breath.In the silent first winter snow, listening to the heartbeats of the two gradually reuniting into one sound, she said softly:

"Thank you for coming to see me."

"Don't leave me again, Jasmine too."

He raised his hand and tied something in her hair.Jasmine also touched it, and that familiar touch told her the answer.Seeing Akashi's loving eyes in the morning light, she buried her head in his arms again.

"……kindness."

In the ears, the fluttering and chirping of birds can be heard everywhere, the wind blows up the fallen leaves, raises snowflakes, and brings some other things.

"Jasmine too!"

Yuno's voice came through the barriers of layers of trees, and Jasmine also glanced at Akashi. The latter let go of his embrace, but the clasped hands were unwilling to part for a moment.

Yuno's iconic long pink hair appeared in front of her eyes within a few breaths, seeing Jasmine standing there properly, her restless heart finally fell to the ground.The whole person stood in a daze a few steps away from Jasmine, as if confirming whether she really existed.Before Jasmine could say anything, tears welled up in her eyes, and she rushed over, hugging her and crying loudly regardless of her image.

"Jasmine too, that's great..."

Jasmine also patted her friend on the back helplessly, feeling half guilty and half happy.

Yuno really cared about her. She never shed a tear when she was treated so cruelly before, and never bowed down in the face of the ravages of fate, but she would cry to the heart because of her "running away from home".

"I'm sorry, Yuno, for making you worry..."

"Idiot! Idiot, idiot, idiot! Whoa, whoa, whoa..."

"Okay, I'm an idiot."

After speaking, she looked across, Yato, Yukine, Natsume, Cat-sensei, and two strangers were all looking at her with a smile on her face.

"Everyone...thank you..."

Obviously, she kept pushing everyone away, but at this time, everyone still came to save her regardless of the past.

"There is nothing to thank, you are my loyal believer, Lord Yato!"

"It's true that you can come back, woo...that's great, Miss Kuroki..."

"Oh, Mr. Xueyin is crying~ Do you want Sister Xiaofu to buy you candy?"

"I, I didn't cry!"

"Hey little girl, this time my uncle's labor fee needs to be fried with thick fish, 100 pieces!"

"Mr. Kitty, last time you cheated Miss Kuroki into a month of dorayaki..."

"Huh? Why don't I know what you're talking about? Oh, it's snowing! The weather is so nice today~"

It turns out that she has always been so deeply loved by everyone...

The sockets of her eyes were hot and sore, she tried to raise her head, and endured desperately.

Faced with such deep friendship, she didn't want to express it by crying.At this time——

They should be thanked with the brightest smiles.

In the first fine snow covering Yayuan, beside the desolate spring pool, Jasmine also showed a big smile with tears in her eyes.

"Thank you, thank you very much... I'm back!"

"Welcome back, Jasmine / Kuroki / Miss Kuroki!"

In this blissful bliss, Jasmine also turned her head to look at her side, facing the gentle gaze Kami Akashi was looking at her.

Snowflakes fell on the top of her hair, and the red hair band and brown hair were entangled in the wind, just like the hands of the two who had been interlocking, as if they would never be separated again.