My Feelings Can Wait

On the plane, Jing Xiu clasped his hands tightly in front of him.

That was her unconscious action when she was nervous, and Yao Xiao felt sorry for her: "Ms. Jing, please sleep for a while. Auspicious people have their own signs, Mr. Lin will be fine."

In order to meet Ji Youyan, Jing Xiu has been traveling to and from several cities at home and abroad almost non-stop in the past few days, leaving no time for himself to rest at all.She ran around with Jing Xiu, her whole body was exhausted, and she felt alive after sleeping in the dark yesterday.But as soon as she saw Jing Xiu today and heard her hoarse voice, she knew that Sister Ji must have become wild again last night!Teacher Jing must not have had a good rest.

Jing Xiu pulled the corner of his lips at Yao Xiao far-fetchedly, "Yes."

She leaned back in the chair, closed her eyes, and her thoughts were confused.

This should never have happened.Grandpa had a serious illness a few years ago, so he paid special attention to health preservation, refrained from impetuosity and anger, and has always controlled it very well.Although Tao Xingruo didn't say it very clearly on the phone, she still heard that the reason for the quarrel between her grandfather and uncle had something to do with her previous grievances with Xiao Die.

How big a tornado does the flapping of a butterfly's wings attract?Jing Xiu was flustered, she was the one who caused the old man to suffer.

Arriving in Beicheng, she contacted Tao Xingruo to inquire about the latest situation as soon as she got off the plane.Tao Xingruo said that she was waiting for her outside the airport, and reassured her that Lin Zhaoyuan was sent to the hospital in time, and his blood pressure and angina were relieved.The doctor said that there was a sign of stroke, and he needed to stay in the hospital for treatment and recuperate quietly.

Jing Xiu breathed a sigh of relief, left the airport and took Tao Xingruo's car directly to the hospital.

"What's wrong with your voice?" Tao Xingruo wanted to ask on the phone.

Jing Xiu cleared his throat unnaturally, and said lightly, "Maybe I have a cold."

Tao Xingruo didn't suspect him, and just wanted to care about her, when he turned his head, he suddenly found an imperceptible red mark behind her ear.She thought about it, "You came from Calgary?"

"Ah."

"Youyan seems to be over there too?" She raised her eyebrows and asked Jingxiu deceitfully.

Jing Xiu bit her lip and didn't answer right away, Tao Xingruo knew it.She joked with a brisk tone: "Is it the cold that Yuyan passed on to you?"

Jing Xiu's ears began to turn red visibly.She changed the subject and said, "You didn't make it clear on the phone just now, what's going on?"

When Tao Xingruo talked about the business, his mood sank again. "I heard that grandpa has been arranging to lure Xiao Die into the bait for a while, and he is about to close the net soon. It turns out that my uncle has violated the law, so he broke the net first."

"After my grandfather found out, he called my uncle to the study. I don't know what the uncle said, and the father and son quarreled. Then my grandfather was so angry that he threw the teacup on the uncle, and the uncle turned around and wanted to leave. Before walking out the door, grandpa collapsed while clutching his heart."

Jing Xiu pursed her lips, full of self-blame.

Tao Xingruo saw her thoughts and comforted her: "Don't think too much, it has nothing to do with you. Grandpa and uncle have accumulated a lot of conflicts in the past few years, especially in the past six months, uncle has seen the family neglected. , began to have the idea of ​​setting up another family and leaving a way out. Xiao Die's matter can only be regarded as the fuse."

"Xiuxiu, the Lin family..." She didn't finish her sentence, and said euphemistically: "During this period of time, Ting Yizhen has given feedback that Jiang Chun's handling of things is not as convenient as before. You have to make mental preparations early."

Jing Xiu closed his eyes slightly, and let out a barely audible "hmm".She has also noticed these things during this time.

It was already late at night when we arrived at the hospital.In the quiet corridor, a middle-aged man leaned on the seat half asleep and half awake.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, the man followed the sound and looked over.Seeing that it was Tao Xingruo and Jing Xiu who came, he frowned.

"Uncle." Jing Xiu nodded and greeted him politely and distantly.

Lin Wenying nodded back to her, opened his mouth to say something and held back.He gestured for a cigarette, got up and left.

Tao Xingruo said that his grandfather would not see him after he woke up, so he could only stay outside the ward.She pushed open the door of the ward, and saw that there was only a small lamp on the bedside in the ward, and the old man was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he had fallen asleep.

The two were hesitating whether to go in, when the old man suddenly opened his eyes and looked towards the door.

"Xuxiu, are you here?" The old man made a weak voice, raising his arms as if to get up.

Jing Xiu and Tao Xingruo quickly stepped forward, one helped the old man sit up halfway up, and the other adjusted the angle of the hospital bed so that the old man could lie down comfortably.Tao Xingruo went out to call his mother to report that he was safe. Jing Xiu sat on the edge of the old man's bed and asked in a soft voice, "Grandpa, are you still feeling bad?"

Lin Zhaoyuan said indifferently: "It's okay, it's just an old problem."

"I'm sorry, I made grandpa suffer." She said guiltily.

Lin Zhaoyuan patted Jing Xiu's hand with callused hands, shook his head and said, "What stupid things are you talking about?" After he finished speaking, he seemed to have thought of something, and sighed, "Grandpa is getting old..."

"I'm old and useless..." People said that the tree fell and the monkeys scattered, but they didn't expect that even their own son was the same.

This was the first time Jing Xiu saw Lin Zhaoyuan showing such a discouraged old look. She felt sad and shook her head and said, "Where is it? It is said that an old man is like a treasure. Grandpa, you just need to take a break."

Lin Zhaoyuan smiled and said, "Our Xiuxiu Chinese is getting more and more authentic." After he finished laughing, his eyes darkened, and he said in a low voice, "Xiuxiu, I have missed the promise of you, Grandpa." After planning for a long time, he realized that It turned out that he had been kept in the dark by his son.Lin Wenying has no backbone, and he doesn't want to offend the Xiao family at all, and doesn't want to make any more troubles.He said that the Lin family is no longer what it used to be, and the favor is reserved so that we can meet each other in the future.It's time to make plans for the future.Now he has more than enough energy.

Jing Xiu couldn't see the old man's embarrassment when he said that he was going to miss the appointment, so he said sensiblely: "It's nothing. Grandpa, I am already very satisfied that Xiao Die can get the punishment he is getting now."

She gave an example: "Grandpa, do you remember? Five years ago, when he was canvassing for same-sex unions, Xiao Die stood on the opposing side, fought with me several times overtly and secretly, and pissed me off several times. But this time , You can see that he didn't dare to speak at all, saving me a lot of energy."

The old man was so coaxed by her, he nodded her nose and said lovingly, "You..."

He has been paying attention to Jing Xiu's voice all the time, and praised: "Those uncles of yours act timidly, and don't know who they look like. You are like your mother, resolute and resolute." Although Jing Shurong and He doesn't kiss, but because he owes Jing Shurong and her mother, and because Jing Shurong's personality is the most like him, he has always favored this daughter the most in his heart.He loves Wu and Wu, and among his grandchildren, he loves Jing Xiu the most.

But he changed the subject and said earnestly: "But Xiuxiu, there's nothing wrong with being brave, but you must also remember to protect yourself. Grandpa doesn't want you to be wronged."

The old man Jing Xiukuan said in his heart: "Grandpa, I'm not wronged. It's hard to be perfect in life. I can get the one I want most, and I'm satisfied."

Gains and losses are up to others, likes and sorrows are up to you.

Lin Zhaoyuan admired and felt helpless: "I like him so much? Is it worth it?"

Suddenly exposed, Jing Xiu's eyes were rippling, and shame appeared on his face.

Lin Zhaoyuan said lovingly: "Okay, you are happy for yourself, and grandpa is also happy for you."

"However, if grandpa wants to vaccinate you, even if the draft is passed, there is still a long way to go to change the overall concept of this society. So this road is difficult to walk, not to mention you and her standing like this In a conspicuous position, you have to bear more than others. You have to be really prepared, weigh the pros and cons, and think more about yourself and her future. If you are not wronged, don't let her be wronged."

"If possible, grandpa hopes that I can pave all the roads for you, but grandpa may..." Before he finished speaking, Tao Xingruo came back from the phone call, and Lin Zhaoyuan stopped his depression.

The three of them talked for a while, it was getting late, it was time for Lin Zhaoyuan to rest, and Tao Xingruo and Jing Xiu left.

On the way back, Jing Xiu was very silent.She understood what Grandpa hadn't said.

The loss of power of the Lin family and the opposition of Ji Youyan's parents made her more and more aware of how embarrassed and sad Ji Youyan was when he was restrained in the past.

"Tao, tell me, if I don't renew the contract with Guangyu, is it feasible to bring Jiang Chun out to set up a studio?" Jing Xiu said softly.

Tao Xingruo asked in surprise, "Why did you suddenly think of this?"

"Because we need to leave a way out." Jing Xiu's face flickered in the moving light and shadow, weak yet firm.She can ignore herself, but she can't ignore Ji Yoo-yeon.

Tao Xingruo was moved.She knew that Jing Xiu's original intention was simply to make good movies, which was what she liked and also her artistic pursuit.Even a pure idealist like Jing Xiu has begun to learn to compromise with reality.

"It's feasible." With the contacts Jiang Chun and Jing Xiu have accumulated in the circle over the years, Jiang Chun's execution ability, Jing Xiu's vision and reputation, whether it is signing a newcomer, making a film or investing in a movie, the prospects are very promising.

"However, once you set up a studio, you don't just have to just film." Tao Xingruo reminded her.

"I know." Jing Xiu said calmly.This plan has been in consideration since she met Ji Yuyan's parents.If one day she and Ji Yuyan have to bear something publicly, then she can at least make up for Ji Yuyan's career loss and win more opportunities for her by turning behind the scenes.

A pop-up window popped up on the phone, and it was Ji Youyan's WeChat message to her after the night show.

She wrote poetry literaryly: If I had never seen the sun, I could have endured the darkness.

When Jing Xiu saw her news, his expression softened.

She replied coldly with a string of ellipses.

Ji Youyan replied in seconds: If I had never hugged Xiu Xiu, I could have tolerated the panda.

The attached picture is a "bleakness.jpg" of a dog wrapped in a small quilt.

"It's hard to sleep alone." Ji You said pitifully.

A smile overflowed from the corner of Jing Xiu's lips.

Tao Xingruo said clearly: "Yuyan looking for you?"

"Ah."

Seeing her sincere joy, Tao Xingruo dissipated all his dissatisfaction with Ji Youyan, and revealed: "Speaking of the studio, Yizhen also tested my tone a few days ago."

Hearing Wei Yizhen's name, Jing Xiu diverted his attention to Tao Xingruo's words.

"Yizhen is not very satisfied that Yuyan regards you more than career, but she also appreciates Yuyan's personality, so on the balance, she hopes to carry out a new form of in-depth cooperation with Ranwen, and wants to establish a partnership with Yuyan Studio, and then signed a contract with Ran Wen in the form of an artist studio. This way, resources can be shared, and Yizhen, as a partner, can continue to lead Yuyan, and at the same time, he can also bring other artists.”

"It can make Yizhen worry about her love so much, this time I can see Yuyan's sincerity to you." Tao Xingruo joked.

"She's not a love brain." Jing Xiu couldn't help defending sweetly. "She just juggled career and life."

Hearing Tao Xingruo's affirmation of Ji Youyan, and watching Ji Youyan's coquetry and cuteness on WeChat, she felt an unprecedented sense of security in her heart.

Yanyan no longer made her wishful thinking alone as before.

She fought side by side with her, and worked hard with her for their future.

Is there anything else worth asking?

The author has something to say: Sister Ji: She is such a coquettish girl.

Teacher Jing: It's good to be a woman. (Cross out .jpg, the on-site teacher's skills are also very good)

Author: What a sweet girl! (Akimbo.jpg)

If I had never seen the light, I could have endured the darkness.From Dickinson.