My Feelings Can Wait

Jing Xiu has always been a person who does more than talks. He is obviously a passionate Frenchman, but his temper seems to follow his mother's introverted restraint. The words "like" and "love" were spoken by Ji Youyan at other times, except when he broke the ambiguity back then, Jing Xiu seldom heard it.

Such a person who is used to protecting himself with aloofness and calmness, but at this moment he unreservedly opens his body to accept himself, opens his heart to express his love, and still wants to comfort himself in such a situation.Ji Youyan's heart hurts.

How Jing Xiu loves her.

This is her lost treasure.In the blink of an eye, Ji Youyan burst into tears again.

Jing Xiu gently wiped her tears with his thumb, and said hoarsely: "Who is the little crying bag?"

Ji Youyan stopped tears and smiled embarrassedly.She tilted her head and kissed Jing Xiu's palm and said, "Who are you talking about?"

"Which little crying bag made the pillow wet?" She took Jing Xiu's hand and pressed it on the pillow, leaning down and whispering in Jing Xiu's ear.

Jing Xiu felt the slipperiness between Ji Yuyan's fingers and the wetness on the pillow, thinking of his performance when he was in love, he was so ashamed that he wanted to bury himself.

She withdrew her hand to cover Ji Yuyan's mouth, annoyed: "You talk a lot."

She turned sideways and wanted to change her posture to fight back. Ji Youyan had been prepared for a long time, and quickly rubbed his knees with his eyes and hands. Jing Xiu was still in the aftertaste, and was caught off guard, overflowing with a low groan, and fell limp in an instant.

She glared at Ji Youyan with charm, and Ji Youyan was not afraid at all. "Ah Xiu, it's okay if you don't remember." She coaxed, "Let me take you to recall."

Like an iceberg that has been covered in snow for many years being melted, and like a volcano that has been sleeping for many years being awakened, Ji Youyan knows the taste by eating his marrow and is tireless, while Jing Xiu is half-pushed and half-stopped, defeated.

The night is deep, and people are not quiet.

"Yanyan... no more..." Jing Xiu's voice was completely hoarse.

Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu who was as soft and deceitful as a little milk cat, full of love.She withdrew her hand peacefully, rubbed the tip of her nose and said, "Okay, no more."

She lay on Jing Xiu's pillow, hugged Jing Xiu and waited for her to calm down, then dragged her limp body, got out of bed to get a clean towel, wet it with warm water, and went back to the bed to help Jing Xiu clean up the mess she left.

Jing Xiu folded his legs: "I will do it myself."

"Moving around will cause the gun to go off." Ji Youyan pressed Jing Xiu's shoulder and said with a smile.

Jing Xiu bit her lip, covered her eyes and let Ji Yuyan move.

Ji Youyan brushed Jing Xiu's long scar with his fingertips, and Jing Xiu curled up his fingers unconsciously.

Different from the one in the video, the long scar from Jing Xiu's lower abdomen to the chest, in addition to the line of "forgive", there is also a blooming red rose, the branches and tendrils just right along the scar, completely covering the scar. that scar.

The jade-like skin and the fiery rose complement each other, glamorous and moving, Ji Youyan was so amazed just now that he couldn't move his eyes.

"Why roses?" Ji Youyan asked softly.

Jing Xiu removed the hand covering his eyes, stared at Ji You and said, "Because I look like you."

Ji Youyan was puzzled, and Jing Xiu said lightly: "Rose has thorns, and it is easy to be stabbed if you hold it tightly in your hand."

Ji Yuyan thought of the grievances he had made Jing Xiu suffer, and guilt appeared in his eyes, "Ah Xiu, I..."

Jing Xiu interrupted her with a slight smile: "But its thorns are born to resist the external environment, keep water and protect itself. Roses have thorns to grow into roses."

She hooked Ji Yuyan's little finger with her little finger, and led her to slide to the "forgive" under the rose: "I really understand it, so I really forgive it."

Ji Youyan looked into Jing Xiu's beautiful and gentle eyes, her heart felt hot along with her fingertips.

She lowered her head and kissed the petals of the rose along the branches of the rose, pious and gentle, taking the itching all the way.

Jing Xiu's body trembled with her kiss. "Yanyan..." She couldn't bear to lift Ji Youyan's face slightly.

Ji Youyan raised her head obediently, and pressed Jing Xiu's hand to stroke her face: "Rose trusts the flower picker and is willing to cut off all her thorns."

Jing Xiu's heart is vivid and his eyes are like water.

Ji Youyan said again: "Even if there are still stabs left, they must be gentle." She rubbed Jing Xiu's palm with a pun and said, "Just now, did I stab gently?"

? ? ?Jing Xiu froze for a moment, and realized what Ji Youyan was saying, her face flushed red.

She pulled the quilt over with one hand to cover herself, then withdrew her hand from Ji Yuyan's hand, and slapped Ji Yuyan's thigh hard.

In fact, she couldn't exert much force at all now, but there was still a dull "pop" in the air.

"Ouch!" Ji Youyan wailed exaggeratedly, and the charming atmosphere disappeared.

Jing Xiu felt distressed, and felt that he had acted too hard.She pretended to be cold and said, "Okay, I'm going to sleep."

Ji Youyan was wronged: "My baby is so ruthless, you won't recognize anyone if you put on the quilt." That's what she said, but her subordinates carefully helped Jing Xiu straighten the quilt and tuck the corners of the quilt.

"I'll go make a shower, and I'll come out right away." She kissed Jing Xiu's forehead, and helped Jing Xiu turn off the light.

After rinsing, she was afraid that Jing Xiu had already fallen asleep, so she carefully opened the quilt and climbed onto the bed, and gently moved close to Jing Xiu.

"Does it still hurt?" Jing Xiu said abruptly.

Finding that Jing Xiu was still asleep, Ji Youyan let go of his hands and feet, and grabbed Jing Xiu into his arms, "What hurts?"

Jing Xiu was hugged by her, feeling warm all over. "The one I took."

Ah Xiu still remembers?Ji Youyan's heartstrings were plucked, and he said affectionately: "Fool, it doesn't hurt a long time ago."

Only then did Jing Xiu feel relieved, "Go to sleep, good night."

"Good night." Ji You said that she was warm and fragrant, and she fell asleep contentedly with sleepiness.

On the second day, Ji Yuyan fell asleep and woke up naturally.It was almost noon, Jing Xiu was lying on her side on the pillow, still soundly asleep.

Ji Youyan looked at her sleeping face made of jade and ice, and a smile overflowed from the corner of her lips.It is to have the satisfaction and stability of the whole world.

She stared at Jing Xiu's long curled eyelashes without blinking, and counted one by one...

The phone on the bedside suddenly vibrated, and Ji Youyan quickly reached out and pressed it.

She turned her head to see Jing Xiu's unaware appearance, and breathed a sigh of relief.

The call was from Yanzhou's mother, Ji Youyan frowned, and wanted to put the phone back and call back later, but the phone vibrated again.

Or Zhong Qingyu.

Ji Yuyan hung up the phone again, sat up reluctantly, got out of bed lightly, went to the bathroom to call back.

I made two phone calls in a row, thinking it was something urgent, but after calling back, I found that it was just a short daily chat between parents?

Ji Youyan spoke in a low voice in the bathroom, but he was still worried about disturbing Jing Xiu, and wanted to find an excuse to make a long story short.

She was about to hang up when Zhong Qingyu stopped her and revealed the true intention of the call.

"Are you being too high-profile recently? Even my colleagues are asking me about your public support for same-sex marriage." Zhong Qingyu tried to slow down his tone, but the tone of his mouth was still hard on Ji Yuyan's heart.

"So?" Ji Youyan asked in a deep voice.

"What do you mean? It's too late for many people to hide from this matter. It's good for you to stand in front of it, for fear that it will not attract enough attention?" She read the media summary, and Ji Youyan had already lost many cooperations because of this matter.

"Everyone hides like this and is unwilling to stand up, so who will speak out? Even if I am not, I enjoy more social resources than others, and I should take more social responsibilities and contribute to the progress of this society. Speak up. What's more, I am?" This is the responsibility that Jingxiu once hoped for her but she dared not have. She was so timid once, and she regretted it later.

"Is it up to you to decide whether it will pass or not? Just because you are, you should be more cautious. Don't you know what's going on with you and Jing Xiu? Yanyan, I don't want people to ask me again next time, The question is directly about the scandal between you and Jing Xiu." She originally wanted to not want the matter between Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu to be exposed, because it would mean that Ji Yuyan's future would be frustrated.

But listening to Ji Yuyan's ears has another meaning.

"Are you afraid that I will be exposed and make your faces dull?" Ji Youyan asked in frustration. "People like us should hide in a corner and live quietly, right?"

Zhong Qingyu choked.Dull face?What light is on her and Ji Changsong's faces?Ji Youyan, who was regarded by everyone as a role model for her children back then, gave up her bright future. She and Ji Changsong have been the laughingstock of everyone for many years since she repented of her marriage and dropped out of school.Not to mention that she wasn't doing it for face today, even if she was doing it for face, shouldn't she be blamed?Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu wrote letters every week, trying to make them understand them a little bit more. Thinking about it in another way, they asked Ji Youyan to understand them a little bit more, shouldn't they be considerate of their embarrassment of coming out of the closet?

Zhong Qingyu's heart also turned cold.

The two parted unhappily.

Jing Xiu woke up in a daze when the second phone call came, and when Ji Youyan entered the bathroom, she woke up completely when she heard a faint voice.

The conversation in the bathroom ended in a palpable unpleasantness.Jing Xiu's heart sank.

Fearing Ji Yuyan's embarrassment, when he heard the sound of the bathroom door opening, Jing Xiu quickly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Ji Youyan sat back on the bed, dazed for a while, Jing Xiu pretended to just wake up, and put his arms around Ji Youyan's waist.

Ji Youyan was pleasantly surprised, and a smile instantly appeared on his face.She turned around and half-lyed, put one hand on the pillow, raised the bridge of Sha Jingxiu's nose with the other hand, and said, "My little lazy pig is awake."

Sunlight leaked in through the thick curtains, and under the dim light, Ji Youyan's smiling eyes seemed to twinkle like stars.

There was pain in Jing Xiu's heart, for Ji Yuyan's pretending to be strong at this moment, and also for Ji Yuyan's countless times of pretending to be strong that she might not have discovered.

"If I'm a pig, then you're a pig too." She buried herself in Ji Yuyan's waist and abdomen and said in a muffled voice.It's good to be like a pig, carefree, if only she could make Yanyan happy like a pig.

Enjoying her rare attachment, Ji Youyan rubbed the fine hair on the back of her head and said, "I'm not. You are a pig, and I'm a pig breeder."

As soon as the words fell, Jing Xiu bit her angrily, and Ji Youyan laughed out loud while screaming.

Since Ji Yuyan had a rehearsal for the crew tomorrow, after lunch, the two warmed up again. No matter how reluctant they were, Ji Yuyan had to leave.

Staggering Ji Yuyan's departure time, Jing Xiu left the hotel in disguise at night.

On the way to the airport, she received a call from Tao Xingruo.

"Xiu Xiu, where are you? Come back soon, Grandpa was sent to the hospital by uncle's anger." Tao Xingruo said anxiously.

The author has something to say: Thinking about it, hahaha, I said before that I would blow my hair in Chapter [-], so I did.Congratulations to Sister Ji for saving her almost frozen head.

Teacher Ji is very happy: I also received a lot of spicy sticks~

Teacher Jing was ashamed: shut up.

The melon eaters who lost the spicy strips were heartbroken: Where is Seiko? !It's too disappointing!