My Feelings Can Wait

In late May, Ji Youyan's new drama "Trust in the World" was about to be completed, Jing Xiu was not convenient to visit the set, so he quietly asked someone to contact the restaurant and the vehicle, and planned to arrange a seafood buffet feast for the whole crew in Ji Youyan's name.

Ji Youyan also wanted to invite the crew to dinner. During the video, he talked to Jing Xiu, and Jing Xiu said flatly, "If you don't mind, I have already contacted you, and you can use it now."

Ji Youyan was very pleasantly surprised.

The dinner that Jing Xiu contacted was set in a five-star hotel, and the whole floor was reserved, which was richer than expected.The whole team felt that they were sincerely respected and liked by Ji Yuyan, and their sense of self-worth was greatly satisfied. In addition, Ji Yuyan was good at dancing with long sleeves and good at speaking, thank you for everyone's care during this time, and sorry for the previous period Because of the turmoil he gave birth to, his kindness and sincerity, and his lack of airs, everyone's favorability towards Ji Yuyan rose.

Even the director and producer who held a small meeting with Ji Yuyan because of standing in line before toasted Ji Yuyan several glasses of wine, politely said that if he said something that made Ji Yuyan uncomfortable because of his position, I hope Ji Yoo said don't take it to heart.If there is anything you can use in the future, just ask.

After eating a meal happily, Ji Youyan had almost finished eating, and slowed down his eating speed. Seeing the second male opposite and the girlfriend who came to visit the class whispering intimately from time to time, he felt a little lonely.

She excused herself to go to the bathroom, got up at the door and took a panoramic picture of the hall, then went out, entered the empty hall directly opposite, sat down, and sent the photo to Jing Xiu.

"Want to eat?" She teased Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu only ate a simple takeaway at the theater at night, and now he has just returned home from rehearsal, looking at the food in the photo, he suddenly felt hungry.

But she sat on the sofa, too tired to make any more fuss.She pretended not to be tempted and asked back: "Is it still to your liking?"

"It suits them well." Ji Youyan replied.

Jing Xiu worried: "Not to your liking?"

There was a little smile in Ji Yuyan's eyes, and he bit his lips and said, "If you're not by my side, I won't taste anything."

With one blow into the heart, Jing Xiu's heart was overwhelmed with sweetness.She stretched her eyebrows and pretended to question: "Who was still crying to me a few days ago, saying that he was fat?"

Ji Youyan said rationally: "I'm not fat."

"That's because I can't sleep alone every night, and the insomnia wants you to get fat." She made a pitiful expression and said sincerely.

Jing Xiu slandered Ji You, but the smile on his lips deepened.

A message from Lin Yue popped up on the phone at the right time. After Jing Xiu briefly replied to Lin Yue, there was a voice outside the words: "Then after the filming, start to lose weight."

Ji Youyan looked at this line of words in a daze, wondering if Jing Xiu's phrase "lose weight" meant what she thought.Footsteps sounded outside the hall, and Ji Youyan subconsciously looked out the door, and saw a large bouquet of delicate and warm roses at a glance.

Her heart skipped a beat inexplicably, and she immediately shifted her gaze to look for the flower bouquet.However, it was Lin Yue's docile and well-behaved face that caught his eyes.

Ji Yuyan was disappointed, and murmured in a low voice: "Yueyue, it's you."

Lin Yue couldn't see the change of Ji Youyan's expression before and after, she closed the door, and joked as she approached: "Sister Ji, you sound so disappointed, are you looking forward to something?"

Ji Youyan stood up, slapped Lin Yue on the forehead, and said angrily, "Why don't you eat well and come to make me happy?"

Lin Yue said "Ouch", handed the rose to Ji Youyan, and said aggrievedly, "I'm here to bring you happiness, Sister Ji."

Ji Youyan thought it was a regular closing gift from the company, so he took it nonchalantly.Lin Yue stepped forward and lowered her voice, "Teacher Jing asked me to wish you a happy ending."

Ji Yuyan's eyes lit up, and he felt that the weight of the bouquet in his hand had changed instantly.She lowered her head and smelled the flowers intoxicatedly, with a shy smile on her face, people are more beautiful than flowers.

Sure enough, women in love are the most beautiful.Lin Yue was so amazed that she wanted to take a picture with her mobile phone, but she raised her hand and realized that she was still holding a small box.

"Sister Ji, there is another final gift."

Ji Youyan's eyes fell on Lin Yue's outstretched hand, his eyes were like water.She took the box, handed the flowers to Lin Yue temporarily, untied the ribbon of the box, and opened the lid of the box amidst the beating of her heart.

Inside the box lies a flat, card-shaped object.

Ji Youyan's heart beat like a drum.She pulled out the contents from the card case, and saw that the card case contained an owner's access card and a red note cut into the shape of a key, with a string of numbers written on it——

This is the freedom of entry and exit of Jing Xiu's house that she returned to Jing Xiu after the breakup.

Jing Xiu delivered it to her again.

Ji Youyan opened her thin lips slightly, overjoyed, her heart was so happy that her nose was sore.

But Lin Yue was still in front of him.She concealed her gaffe, put the card and the note into the inner pocket of her handbag, and told Lin Yue to go back to eat first, and she would go back later.

Holding the flowers in her arms, she called Jing Xiu, and asked sweetly and nervously, "Is this an invitation?"

Jing Xiu knew that Ji Youyan called directly after so long, so he must have received the gift.She said duplicity: "No."

"Huh?" Ji Youyan couldn't help being nervous.

"I'm just missing someone who can cook supper for me." Jing Xiu said naturally. "You can come if you have time to think about it."

Ji Youyan laughed softly, and said ambiguously: "I have time. It's just right, you are in charge of treating my insomnia, and I am in charge of...feeding you."

The three words "feed you" were bitten by her with meaningful meaning, and Jing Xiu's ears felt hot when he heard it.She changed the subject and said, "Have you gone back? Is it okay to talk nonsense?"

Ji Yuyan wanted to tease her, "Where is the nonsense?" Lin Yue opened the door again.Lin Yue reminded her with mouth movements that the director was looking for her.

Ji Youyan had no choice but to end the call with Jing Xiu first, and go back to the opposite hall to socialize.

She went out empty-handed, but when she came back, she was holding a large bouquet of flowers, and her face was full of spring breeze, which aroused everyone's curiosity.Everyone jokingly asked her which suitor gave it to her?

Ji Yuyan replied jokingly: "It was given by the lover of my dreams."

Everyone booed even louder, but Ji Youyan smiled and said nothing, having enjoyed enough of such secret sweetness, Lin Yue said that it was her gift for the company's finale.

She looked at the flowers beside her, and then at the girlfriend next to the male second, feeling lost. She understood more and more why Jingxiu hoped that she would speak out for her rights in the past, and hoped that one day they would make their relationship public.

Next year, she plans in her heart, when the bill is passed next year, as long as Jing Xiu wants, she can do it at any time.

"Trust in the World" was officially completed. After Ji Youyan participated in two TV festivals, affected by the previous turmoil, he accidentally vacated a two-week rest period without work at all.

After participating in the TV festival, she returned home with Wei Yizhen and flew back to Ranwen headquarters in Beicheng to have a tripartite meeting with Tao Xingruo, and initially decided on a future contract renewal cooperation plan.

Afterwards, she directly stayed in Tao Xingruo's office, waiting for her to finish her business and send her to Jing Xiu's house.

Tao Xingruo was angry and funny: "Can't you go by yourself?" My wife is at home, and she is also in a hurry to go home.

Ji Youyan said embarrassedly: "My own car and sister Wei's car are too obvious, I'm afraid that something will happen out of the way."

I shouldn't go if I'm afraid of extra problems.

As if seeing the boss's slander, Ji Youyan changed into his cousin-in-law and explained: "Ah Xiu's drama will be on in a few days, it's rare that I just have a rest and can accompany and take care of her."

Jing Xiu's play will be staged five times in a row at Beicheng Theater in three days, which is hard to say.The good cousin Tao Xingruo was moved.

She sent Ji Youyan to Jingxiu's house without complaint, and also promised to take Ruan Ningwei to accompany her to the theater to watch dramas and cover for the first and last scenes.

If Tao Xingruo didn't go upstairs, he sent Ji Youyan into the community and left.Ji Youyan dragged his suitcase and swiped his card into the building where Jing Xiu lived alone. Looking at the floor numbers constantly changing in the elevator, he felt a sense of nostalgia.

When they were together in the past, in this house, she accompanied Jing Xiu to entertain Jing Xiu's friends who were either rich or expensive.Jing Xiu's friends stared at her vaguely, making her feel that she couldn't find a place for her to stand in this house.

So because of their self-esteem, they actually rarely live here.Jing Xiu has been accommodating her all the time, as long as she is also in Beicheng, she will live with her in her own house, which is far inferior to this place in terms of travel conditions and accommodation conditions.

With trembling hands, she used the password to open Jingxiu's house.After closing the door, she saw the couple's slippers in the hallway as before, the ceramic cups they made together on the bar, the painting she gave Jingxiu hanging in the living room, and the panda doll she gave her on the sofa... ...Everywhere you look is the breath of her life with Jing Xiu.

It's like this two-year breakup never existed.

It was as if Jing Xiu had been waiting for her to come home.

A strong sense of guilt and belonging came to Ji Youyan, causing her to choke her throat and her eyes wet with tears.

How could she have felt that there was no home here?Wherever Ah Xiu is, home is right there.

She sat on the sofa to calm down, felt the gentle evening breeze blowing in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, watched the night completely fall outside the window, and enjoyed the long-lost happiness of waiting for her lover to come home.

She texted Jing Xiu tentatively, "Do you want to practice more tonight?"

Jing Xiu saw the message after 10 minutes: "Well, let's go back at about 08:30." She thought Ji Youyan was routinely asking for a convenient video time.

Ji Youyan frowned and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

There is still more than an hour.

She got up and turned on the light with ease, went into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to check the ingredients.Thinking about what to do, she neatly tied up her long hair with a hair tie, rolled up her sleeves, and prepared supper for Jing Xiu just like Jing Xiu's joke.

Near nine o'clock, Ji Youyan cooked the soup to be used next, and heard the sound of unlocking the coded lock outside the door.She quickly put down the spoon and walked out quickly, just in time to meet Jing Xiu who opened the door and entered.

Jing Xiu closed the door, turned around and found that the sweetheart she had been thinking about day and night was wearing an apron, standing under the warm light and smiling at her, she was surprised and delighted at once, and was stunned in disbelief.

"Welcome home." Ji Youyan approached Jing Xiu with a smile.

Jing Xiu leaned on the door panel and looked at Ji Youyan, the corners of her lips were filled with happiness that she wanted to hide but couldn't.

"Where is the snail girl from?" She stroked Ji Youyan's apron, and joked tenderly.

Ji Youyan grabbed her hand and pressed it to his heart, pecked Jing Xiu's red lips, and whispered in her ear: "Didn't it come from your heart?"

The author has something to say: China’s good cousin Tao Xingruo: Okay, I’m ready for the salary.