My Feelings Can Wait

Looking at the interface where the WeChat call was terminated, Ji Youyan was in a daze.Lin Yue ran ahead of her, saw her stop, and called her strangely: "Sister Ji?"

Ji Youyan came back to his senses, responded, and quickly followed after holding the phone tightly.

When they arrived, both Zhong Qingyu and Wei Yizhen were waiting outside the custody room.In the intensive care unit, doctors and nurses are examining Ji Changsong.

Zhong Qingyu clasped his hands together in front of his chest, and Ji Youyan put his arms around her shoulders, giving her support: "Wake up, you'll be fine."

After a long time, doctors and nurses filed out.The doctor said that the critical period is now over. The preliminary examination showed that the patient is very conscious and his limbs are conscious, but there is a little inflammation in the lungs. Other complications need to be prevented, and he needs to be observed for two more days.Follow-up examination, if everything is stable, you can transfer to the general ward.As for the heart problem, it depends on the subsequent recovery and physical condition before deciding whether to have surgery.

Zhong Qingyu was overjoyed, thanked heaven and earth first, and then took the doctor's hand to say thank you.

Ji Youyan's heart finally fell to the ground.The stretched strings suddenly loosened, and she felt a little dizzy.

She looked at Ji Changsong in the ward through the glass window, and found that Ji Changsong's eyes were open, as if he had been looking at them outside.She asked the doctor, "Can we go in and see him?"

The doctor said: "Yes, let's go in one by one. The time should not be too long. The patients still need to rest."

Ji Youyan agreed, then went through the formalities, brought a mask, hat and shoe covers, and went in after Zhong Qingyu came out.

The last time I met my father face to face was ten years ago.Ji Youyan pushed open the door and stepped into the intensive care unit, as if he was shy from his hometown, his legs and feet were sore and his breathing was heavy.

She clenched her five fingers and approached Ji Changsong step by step, looking at the haggard and weak old man on the hospital bed.He was completely different from the father she remembered.Half of his once black hair had turned gray.It seemed that she was not as serious and unapproachable as she always remembered.

Ji Changsong was wearing a ventilator and watched her approaching intently.

Ji Youyan stood still a few steps away.She opened her mouth, but choked up and couldn't make a sound.

All kinds of unwillingness and even resentment in the past, at this moment, all turned into sadness and guilt.

Lying on the hospital bed is indeed the father who told her bedtime stories when she was a child, the father who carried her through the stagnant water on a rainy day, and the father who took her to summer camps, traveled, and The father who has seen the vastness of the world...

Did she once, just in ignorance, lose him forever...

She squatted down, looked at Ji Changsong at the same level, opened her mouth again, and finally called out the long-lost "Dad..." with tears in her eyes.

She suddenly remembered that her mother once told her that when she was young, she liked her father very much, because the first thing his father did when he came back from get out of class was to hug her and tease her.Even the first sentence she learned was not "Mom", but "Dad". The word "father" was taught to her by Ji Changsong coaxing her again and again.

Ji Youyan lowered her head, tears wet the back of her hands.

Ji Changsong twitched his lips, closed his eyes, and a tear slipped down the pillow along the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes.

Ji Yuyan stopped the soreness, sniffed his nose, calmed An Ji Changsong's heart and said: "Dad, the doctor told me that you are fine and you will get better soon. You can rest in peace of mind. My mother will take care of you. don’t worry."

Ji Changsong looked at her quietly, as if there was a chaotic "um" sound.

Ji Yuyan forced a smile.

The strangeness between father and daughter has accumulated for so long that she doesn't know what to say to Ji Changsong now.A lot of what she wanted to say, she was afraid that Ji Changsong would not like to hear it.

There is no rush at this moment.

In the end, Ji Youyan picked up and said a few words related to his mother, and then recounted the summary of the news from yesterday to today to Ji Changsong.

In the past, their family subscribed to newspapers, and before eating every morning, Ji Changsong always read the newspapers to learn about major events in the world.

The nurse reminded that the time was up, Ji Youyan stood up, and said goodbye to Ji Changsong.Ji Changsong watched her off for a long time.

In the evening, Zhong Qingyu cooked and delivered the meal. After the four of them ate, Zhong Qingyu saw that Ji Youyan's eyes were red, and she was covered in dust and fatigue, so she asked her to go home to take a bath and have a good sleep.From the rehearsal the day before yesterday to today, Ji Youyan has been working and running around intensively. Wei Yizhen is also worried that she will not be able to hold on, so he agrees to persuade her to go back and rest.

Considering that his father's situation has stabilized for the time being, Ji Youyan compromised and agreed to let Lin Yue accompany Zhong Qingyu, and he and Wei Yizhen went back to sleep and came to change shifts in the middle of the night.

On the way back, Ji Youyan sent a big red envelope to Lin Yue and Wei Yizhen via WeChat.Wei Yizhen couldn't help but smile, and didn't show any politeness to her, so he clicked on and accepted it.

She and Ji Yuyan reported on today's work situation: "This New Year's Eve concert, everyone was really amazed by you, so the popularity went up by ourselves, and we only added a little firewood. The human assumption has stood up."

"The publicity of "The Legend of Yaohua" has also been contacted, and it has already begun to use the opportunity to promote it." After Ji Yuyan took the camera, he exploded, and the stock that had been under pressure was turned out.

Ji Youyan thought for a while and asked, "Are we being on the trending searches too frequently recently?"

Wei Yizhen also worried about this issue.But there is no way, Ji Youyan made a high-profile appearance on the hot search that was not in the plan before, and now the show is going to be broadcast, and you have to do it if you don’t do the promotion in the contract with the film studio.

Wei Yizhen said frankly: "Most of the comments now are praises. After all, we do have the capital to brag. Of course, it is true that some people have often seen you a little annoyed on the hot search recently, saying that you are afraid that you bought the hot search. Search package year."

"However, don't worry." Wei Yi said with confidence, "I've considered all of these. I'll contact the crew of "Trust in the World" for the direction of the publicity. It can basically be finalized. When the time comes, the official announcement will be made. Let’s send these dissatisfied people a lead first, start the fire, and let them vent. When the fire is almost over, we will reverse it. In this way, the enthusiasm for publicity will be there. After the reversal, based on the compensation psychology, we can also heal the whole body Retire." "Trust in the World" is Ji Yoo-yeon's new drama that will join the group after the variety show ends.

"It's just that you may be wronged and scolded for a few days." Wei Yizhen said slowly.

Black, black, red, and red are all propaganda methods, and Ji Youyan has learned to accept them.She rubbed the center of her brows, acquiesced, but said first: "It can't be a reversal of the scandal."

Wei Yi really didn't take it seriously and said: "Can I not know?" She said teasingly: "I know, you can only be fired with Jing Xiu for the scandal now."

Ji Yuyan showed his first real smile today.It was just a touch, and soon dissipated on the corners of the lips.

She clicked on WeChat again, watching her and Jing Xiu's short call time lost in thought.

In the afternoon, Ah Xiu asked her, "Is Lu Fang really just your mother's good friend's son?", indicating that Ah Xiu obviously found out that she and Lu Fang had more than that kind of relationship, so she panicked all of a sudden.I'm sorry for my concealment, and I'm embarrassed for my hesitation.She didn't know how much Jing Xiu knew, and whether there was any error in what she learned.

She has known Lu Fang for a long time, and Lu Fang's parents are colleagues and friends of her parents.Since childhood, they went to the elementary school attached to the university where their parents worked, and they often went to and from school together. They grew up together and went to the same middle school, high school, and university together.Lu Fang likes her, and everyone knows that they should be together, including their parents.Except herself.

She doesn't like Lu Fang, she has always only regarded Lu Fang as her brother.But in the face of his incomplete and measured overtures, she hinted that she declined, but she didn't make up her mind to embarrass both parties.Maybe it was her attitude that misunderstood the parents of both parties. They felt that maybe they were just little girls who were reserved or their mentality hadn't changed, and they would understand after dating for a while.

So, in the year she was in graduate school, Lu Fang was going to study abroad, and the parents of both parties discussed it, and the two got engaged first, and it was settled.Feelings can be developed slowly, anyway, there is still time before the two of them finish their studies and get married.The family is right, the golden boy and the jade girl are a natural couple, and they should be cherished.Everyone advised her so.

She also tried to convince herself that maybe liking is the same thing, and many people have never really loved someone in their lives, and they also lived a good life; Lu Fang is very good in all aspects, and has a good temper. Maybe it wouldn't be too bad for them to live together.Most people are so well-behaved and live a peaceful life, and she probably can too.

However, the closer the engagement day came, the more she understood.She can't, she can't do it, she is not willing, she is not willing!So she exploded.

When she met Jing Xiu, fell in love with Jing Xiu, and understood what a heartbeat is and what love is, she realized more and more how right and lucky it was that she did not give up her right to love someone back then.

It's a long story.If she answered Jing Xiu no, it would deepen the misunderstanding if she didn't explain clearly in time; if she said yes, it would become a self-deception with solid evidence.At such a chaotic and urgent moment just now, how should she explain it to Jing Xiu in a few words without making more mistakes?

She needs a chance to calmly talk to Jing Xiu.

Ji Youyan's parents' community arrived, and it was a closed community. Wei Yizhen showed the owner's card before entering.

The location is not good, it's a bit remote, it's a bit far from the previous house, and it's also far from the school.Ji Youyan wondered why his parents would buy a house here.

Wei Yizhen heard Ji Youyan's dissatisfaction, and helped to explain: "When I was picking up my aunt, I had a few chats with my aunt first, and I also talked about the problem of the location of this community."

She paused and said, "Auntie said, after you... after you acted in a TV series, people from your family would come to your door from time to time to inquire, or even interview. Neighbors in the neighborhood often gossip behind their backs, and they couldn't bear the disturbance, so they changed houses."

Ji Youyan was stunned, and then he blamed himself surgingly.She thought they changed houses because they really didn't want to contact her.She thought that if she kept silent, she could really erase the connection between them, but she never put herself in their shoes and considered what kind of trouble her fame would bring to their lives.

She entered the room, stood in the hallway and looked in, and saw the family portrait next to the TV cabinet at a glance.Moisture filled the eye sockets.

Wei Yi really remembered the heart-wrenching "disgraceful family style" that Ji Youyan said to her before. Seeing how Ji Youyan got along with his parents, he also guessed that there must have been a deep estrangement in their family.

She comforted Ji Youyan and said: "Yuyan, a family is always a family, so sit down and communicate well. I see your parents, they have you in their hearts."

Ji Youyan picked up the photo frame and stared at it for a long time.

Wei Yizhen revealed: "The guest room I slept in yesterday actually seems to be your parents' study room on weekdays. When I borrowed the desk, I noticed that there was a novel "North City Bells Evening" and a few fashion magazines in the bookcase behind. And the paper rolled up like a poster, there is a magazine I scanned and found that the cover is the one you just took a while ago."

She pointed to the room in front and continued, "And this room, your mother said it was your room. You see, they are actually expecting you to come home."

It turned out that there were people who were looking forward to her return home. She was not really a homeless duckweed, a lonely soul with nowhere to go after death.

Ji Yuyan's tears finally fell silently on the glass of the photo frame, as if the whole family had wet their cheeks.

Wiping the tears on the photo frame, she responded to Wei Yizhen in a low voice: "Sister Wei, I understand, thank you."

Wei Yizhen patted Ji Youyan's shoulder, and said in a warm voice: "Okay, it's getting late, you go take a bath, take the time to catch up on sleep after washing. I'm going too."

Ji Yuyan nodded.

She pushed away the bedroom her parents had left for her. The layout of the bedroom was almost the same as her bedroom back then.Even the wall of awards was moved over one by one.

Ji Youyan slowly closed the door and stepped into the room.She glanced at the tables, chairs, beds and quilts in the room, and looked at the decorations on the table in the room: the piggy bank she kept for a long time, the plaster statue she made by herself in the summer camp, her most commonly used headphones... ...Everywhere is the breath of her life.

She touched the tables, chairs and bed quilts, but there was no dust at all, obviously they were often taken care of.

Why are they all so proud, so proud that no one would bow their heads to show favor first, so proud that they just missed their whole life.

Ji Youyan stood there, feeling so sad.

After a while, she took a deep breath and made up her mind.She turned around and went into the attached bathroom to wash her face, comb her hair, and feel a little more refreshed.

Then, she opened WeChat and asked Jing Xiu: "Ah Xiu, is it convenient to make a video?"

When she walked back to the desk and sat down, she received a simple reply from Jing Xiu: "Yes."

Ji Youyan clasped and loosened his five fingers clasped on the desktop, and pressed the video request.