My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Youyan followed Lu Fang to the director's office to find Ji Changsong's attending doctor.The doctor is an authoritative expert in this field. He was called back urgently during the holiday, and he felt somewhat complained that the holiday was wasted.But he still did his best during the treatment, and when facing Ji Youyan and their family members, he was quite amiable.

After all, if you don't look at the monk's face, you have to look at the Buddha's face.

The attending doctor said that Ji Changsong was rescued in a timely manner. Although he fell into a coma during the treatment, fortunately there was no brain damage. The acid correction and myocardial infarction were relieved smoothly. At present, there are no other serious complications during the treatment. Much improved.However, the specifics will depend on the situation in the next 24 hours. For more, we have to wait for Ji Changsong to wake up before making observations. They dare not speak too absolutely.

Ji Yuyan thanked him politely, expressed his determination regardless of the cost, and tried to give him a red envelope.

The doctor didn't dare to accept it and declined.After thinking about it, he decided to ask Ji Youyan for a small gift.

He asked Ji Yuyan for an autograph, and said: "My daughter likes you very much. Today is her birthday. I helped her celebrate halfway through the celebration. Now I bring your autograph back home, which is considered an apology."

Ji Youyan was a little bit dumbfounded for a while, so naturally he left him an autograph without saying a word, and also wrote a happy birthday.

Lu Fang stood behind her, with admiration and loneliness in his eyes.He watched her bow her head to sign, and her eyes fell on her feet inadvertently.

After coming out of the director's office, Ji Youyan wanted to make connections with his contacts, so as to strive for better medical resources for Ji Changsong.

Lu Fang stopped her and told her: "Yanyan, no need, as far as I know, this Director Zhang is the most authoritative person in our city. When Auntie said the rescue, a team of experts had already arrived. The long ones have come forward."

Ji Youyan was stunned, and subconsciously said: "Did...my mother contact you? Or you..."

Lu Fang didn't dare to take the credit, and said frankly: "It seems that the neighbors of my uncle and aunt contacted you. When the time comes, remember to thank them well."

It's true that distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors, Ji Youyan felt emotional.She nodded.

Back outside the custody room, Wei Yizhen and Lin Yue had already bought something and came back.After everyone had supper, Ji Youyan thanked Lu Fang's parents again, and asked their family to go back to rest first, and Wei Yizhen to accompany his mother back first.She said that it would be nice to have her guarding here.

Lu Fang's family returned with a few polite words, but Zhong Qingyu refused to leave, and wanted to stay and guard together.There are many things in her heart that she wants to say to Ji Yuyan, but she doesn't know where to start.

Ji Youyan persuaded her: "Mom, go back and rest first, even if you only sleep for a while. After Dad wakes up, he will definitely have to stay in the hospital for a period of time to check. At that time, Mom, you have to continue to work hard. This is a protracted battle. So you must take care of your body and don't fall down. I am here, and if there is any news, I will notify you immediately."

"Go back first." There was a bit of incredulity in his tone.

She really grew up, not the child they thought they could keep under their wings forever.Between Ji Yuyan's eyebrows, the youthfulness of his twenties had completely faded away, and Zhong Qingyu unconsciously developed a sense of conviction and dependence with his calmness in dealing with people.

Zhong Qingyu compromised: "Then I'll go back first, and come over at five o'clock tomorrow morning to change shifts with you."

Ji Youyan softened her voice and said, "It doesn't matter if it's a little late." She glanced at Wei Yizhen and said, "If you want to trouble Sister Wei, you should make another trip. Sister Wei, you can find a hotel nearby to rest, and after you settle down, send the driver Come back and pick up Yueyue."

"Sister Ji, no need, I'll be here with you. Sister Wei and I are worried about you alone." Lin Yue said sincerely.

"If... If you don't mind, there is a clean guest room at home, Miss Wei and..." Zhong Qingyu said unexpectedly.

Lin Yue took the initiative: "Auntie, my name is Lin Yue."

"Miss He Lin, you can rest in the guest room first."

Ji Youyan was a little surprised by Zhong Qingyu's proactive attitude, she asked Wei Yizhen with her eyes.

Wei Yizhen murmured: "Well, then Yueyue and I will chat with Auntie all night. I will go back with Auntie and rest in the guest room first. At three o'clock, I will come and change shifts with Yueyue. When Yueyue goes back to sleep, I will accompany you .Yuyan, do you think it's okay?"

Both Ji Youyan and Lin Yue nodded in agreement.

Before finally leaving, Zhong Qingyu asked Ji Youyan cautiously: "What do you want for breakfast tomorrow?"

Ji Youyan was flattered, and said with tears in his smile, "It's all right, I love whatever you cook, Mom."

Zhong Qingyu choked his throat and looked at Ji Youyan with complicated eyes, but Ji Youyan saw the long-lost kindness and warmth.

After Zhong Qingyu left, Ji Youyan and Lin Yue were the only ones left in the corridor. Both of them were a little out of spirit, leaning against the wall with their eyes closed to rest.

I don't know how long it took, the sound of leather shoes kicking came from a distance, and as they approached, Ji Youyan opened his eyes vigilantly and looked at the person coming.

It turned out that Lu Fang went and returned.

With three paper bags in his hands, he walked to the chair and stood still under Ji Yuyan's surprised eyes.He took out two blankets, handed one to Lin Yue, and the other to Ji Yuyan, saying: "It's a bit cold at night, I'm afraid you'll catch a cold if you stay here."

Then, he squatted down, took out a shoe box from another bag and opened it.It's a brand new pair of sneakers.

While wearing the shoelaces, he explained: "I just saw that your heels are worn out. It's still uncomfortable to run around in high heels. The shoes are new and bought according to your previous size." After finishing speaking, he He raised his head and blinked, as if jokingly said: "You seem to have grown taller, and I don't know if your feet have grown along with it."

Ji Youyan looked at him as gentle as before, and felt a little uncomfortable.It's moving, it's guilt, and it's a heavy burden.

She wanted to ask him, where is there a place to buy such a pair of shoes now that it is so late.But she also felt that maybe the answer was something she didn't even want to know.

"It's too much trouble for you, thank you." Ji Youyan said.

Lu Fang noticed her embarrassment and bewilderment.He put on the shoelaces, loosened the opening of the shoes, posed to Ji Yuyan, stood up and smiled and said, "Why are you polite? Try it, I'll go back first."

The appearance of him pretending to be strong overlapped with the figure of the young man who suppressed his sorrow and blessed her many years ago, Ji Youyan's nose was a little sore.

"Lu Fang." Ji Youyan stopped him.

Lu Fang turned to look at her.

"I'm sorry." I'm sorry that her hesitation back then gave him hope that he shouldn't have, and I'm sorry for the care and love he gave during those years growing up together.

Lu Fang's eyes dimmed, and then he pulled the corners of his mouth nonchalantly.He stretched out his hand, patted Ji Youyan's head twice, and said freely: "I'm sorry for what? Didn't you say before that you treat me like your brother? Why are you so unfamiliar with your brother?" Like it is his wishful thinking , it's Ji Yoo-yeon's right not to like it, so there's nothing to say sorry for.

Ji Youyan seemed to want to distinguish the authenticity from his expression, he calmly faced him, and then waved: "Okay, I'm really leaving, and I have to go to work tomorrow." He was willing to stay and watch the night with Ji Yuyan, but he knew that Ji Yuyan didn't need it .

Ji Youyan looked at Lu Fang's leaving figure, then looked at Ji Changsong in the intensive care unit, and sighed long.It's best to be true, the past can pass, and everything can start again.

Lin Yue helped Ji Youyan cover the blanket, cared about Ji Youyan and said: "Sister Ji, you can sleep for a while, I will help you look after it."

Ji Youyan shook his head and said, "No need, go to sleep, I've been tired after following me all day."

Seeing that she couldn't convince Ji Youyan, Lin Yue had to open up her blanket, and tentatively asked while covering it: "Sister Ji, this... seems to be the first time I have come into contact with your family?" What I saw and heard today, It really made her feel too much curiosity.

Ji Youyan closed his eyes and said lightly: "Well, I haven't been back for many years."

Lin Yue was stunned, but seeing Ji Youyan's expression of not wanting to say more, she didn't dare to ask any more.

Ji Yuyan closed his eyes, his body was very tired, but his thoughts were very active.From the moment she received the news from her father, she has been examining the past and reflecting on herself.

After reliving her life, she tried to use a more objective and mature perspective to look at the conflicts and disputes between her and her parents during those years.She began to see her own shortcomings.

Thinking about it now, she blamed her parents for not understanding her enough, but in fact she never understood her parents.The older a person is, the harder it is to accept new things and new concepts, and the easier it is to stick to the old ways.It seems that she didn't give her parents enough time to buffer and accept every decision she made, so she naturally asked her parents to understand, and she didn't have enough patience to impress them a little bit.In any case, her parents did not treat her badly in the first 20 years. As a child, like her, she has been ignoring her parents for many years, and it is true that she did not do enough.

How similar their family is, everyone is so proud that they are almost self-centered and stubborn.

In the last life, she and Jing Xiu went to such a field, and the influence of family education on her character cannot be said to be insignificant.Thinking of Jing Xiu, Ji Youyan thought of Jing Xiu's gentleness in the Lancheng lounge a few hours ago, and... his own roughness towards Jing Xiu?

Ji Youyan was suddenly restless.She wanted to apologize to Jing Xiu and report that she was safe, but she took out her mobile phone and found that it was already past two o'clock in the morning.It was too late, Ah Xiu probably fell asleep.Afraid of waking Jing Xiu up, Ji Youyan took back the phone again.

She didn't know that in the Lancheng Hotel, Jing Xiu was worried about her affairs, waiting for her news with anticipation but not expectation, and stayed up all night.

Finally, at dawn, she got her news from Jiang Chun.

One after another, there are ambiguous photos of Ji Youyan and a tall and straight man in the hospital.The man seems to put shoes on Ji Yuyan, the man covers Ji Yuyan with a blanket, the man gently rubs Ji Yuyan's hair, and Ji Yuyan "reluctantly" watches the man leave...

In the dialog box, Jiang Chun deletes, deletes, and deletes, hesitating to speak.It was Jing Xiu who asked her to help check the news about Ji Yuyan from the media.She was afraid that Wei Yi would be too busy to avoid some omissions.

Jiang Chun thought it would only be an ambiguous photo of Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu, but she didn't expect that it was this kind of photo that she helped stop in the end.

Jing Xiu looked deeply at Ji Youyan's blurred figure in the photo, and bit her lower lip lightly.She calmly replied to Jiang Chun: "Stop them first and send them to Wei Yizhen."

Jiang Chun said "..." in his heart, and in the input box, he still agreed to Jing Xiu rationally: "Okay." She knew herself.The parties involved are so calm, so what can she do to stir up trouble.

Jing Xiu exited the chat window with Jiang Chun, looked at Ji Yuyan's still silent dialog box, and his expression darkened.

On the afternoon of the second day, the doctor said that Ji Changsong's vital signs had stabilized, and it depended on when he would wake up.Wei Yizhen got in touch and asked for a separate family room for them so that Zhong Qingyu and Ji Youyan could take care of Ji Changsong during this time.

Wei Yizhen saw that Ji Changsong had stabilized, so he communicated with Ji Youyan about work matters.She told Ji Yuyan that in the near future, except for an endorsement event and a magazine inner page shooting that cannot be postponed, everything else has been basically negotiated. "National Production" also communicated, and the program team said that they found someone to save the scene, and they could let Ji Youyan go.

Ji Youyan was relieved just now, but Wei Yizhen was puzzled again: "There is something that I have already dealt with, but I think I still need to tell you."

"Sister Wei, tell me."

"Mr. Lu came to deliver you a blanket yesterday, and was photographed by the media."

Ji Youyan frowned, "I was negligent. Sister Wei, I don't want Lu Fang, and my parents, my private life to be exposed under the lens of the media."

Wei Yizhen nodded and said: "I know, yesterday was too hasty, so we didn't do a good job in this aspect. But don't worry, I have taken care of everything now. It's just..."

"Ok?"

"It's just that those ambiguous photos were stopped by Jiang Chun to inform me. Therefore, Jing Xiu may have seen these photos."

Ji Yuyan's face suddenly changed.Afraid that Jing Xiu might misunderstand, she hurriedly said to Wei Yizhen, "Sister Wei, let me make a phone call first."

Wei Yizhen tactfully exited the room first, giving Ji Youyan his private space.

Ji Yuyan wanted to call Jing Xiu, and then she remembered that just like she didn't have her mother's phone, she didn't have Jing Xiu's phone either!She could only choose to use WeChat to send a call request to Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu just got off the plane, on the way to the hotel where they stayed in Lingzhou.

As soon as the call was connected, Ji Youyan's familiar voice came: "Ah Xiu, have you returned to Lingzhou?"

"Well, I just arrived." Jing Xiu's attitude was very calm.

"It was too late last night. I was afraid of disturbing you, so I didn't report to you." Ji Youyan said sincerely, "My father has basically stabilized now, but he hasn't woken up yet."

"Did the doctor say when to wake up?" Jing Xiu asked with concern.

"No. So I have to stop working temporarily, and I won't be able to go back to record the show tomorrow."

"Yeah. Uncle is important." Jing Xiu was reasonable.

Ji Youyan's heart was pounding, and he couldn't understand Jing Xiu's attitude at all, whether he saw the photo or didn't see it.After a long while, she said involuntarily, "Ah Xiu, have you... seen the photo that Sister Jiang stopped?"

Jing Xiu drooped her long eyelashes, and replied in a calm manner: "I saw it."

Ji Yuyan eagerly explained: "Ah Xiu, that is the son of my mother's good friend. When I didn't arrive yesterday, someone from their family stayed with my mother in the hospital. Later, his parents went back, and he brought me and Lin Yue. I bought some things for the night. As a result, I was caught by the media, scribbling out of nothing. Ah Xiu, don’t get me wrong.”

Listening to her talking about these things in the hospital last night, Jing Xiu felt dense pain in his heart.He is someone who can justifiably behave in front of her parents; but she is someone who is not qualified to be by Ji Yuyan's side.

After a few seconds of silence, Jing Xiu replied with a low "hmm".

Ji Youyan couldn't hear Jing Xiu's emotions, but he didn't know what to say to explain clearly and make Jing Xiu feel more at ease.The conversation suddenly fell into awkward silence.

Something flashed through Ji Yuyan's mind, and he asked Jing Xiu tentatively, "A Xiu, thank you for notifying me in time. How did you... know about my father's accident?"

Jing Xiu's knuckles curled up. "I've investigated you." Jing Xiu said frankly, with imperceptible anxiety.

Ji Yuyan's throat tightened.

A few light words fell into Ji Yuyan's ears, and weighed heavily on Ji Yuyan's heart, but it seemed to weigh a thousand catties.Compared with the fantasy of Jing Xiu being reborn, it's not like she didn't think about this possibility yesterday.It's just that she doesn't want to believe that Jing Xiu will use this method on herself.

Before, during the Ruan Ningwei incident, she felt uncomfortable when she heard Jing Xiu talk about the investigation.It is a disrespectful behavior to investigate other people's privacy in private.Disrespectful and arrogant.

The other end of the phone was as quiet as she expected.Jing Xiu's heart welled up with sadness.She knew Ji Yuyan's pride and self-esteem, so no matter how puzzled and curious she was before, she had never done such a thing.

"Without your consent, I do this kind of invasion of your privacy. I apologize to you. I'm sorry." Jing Xiu's heart ached, but her voice didn't reveal the slightest bit.

Ji Youyan heard her apology, not only did not feel comfortable at all, but even more uncomfortable. "Ah Xiu, you don't need to apologize to me. I don't really blame you. Besides, the result is not too bad."

"I'm just, I'm just a little uncomfortable for a while. I don't like the way you get to know me." She confessed, "If you want to know anything, you can just ask me." She promised that she would learn To be honest, why can't Jing Xiu trust her more?

Listening to the voice of her trying to control her emotions, Jing Xiu felt grievances overflowing her heart uncontrollably.She raised her head to hold back the tears that wanted to fall, suppressed her choked sobs, and asked Ji Youyan: "Didn't I ask you?"

About her parents, hasn't she asked Ji Youyan in the past six years of dating?In the first year of being together during the Spring Festival, Ji Youyan didn't go home, so she asked Ji Youyan, and Ji Youyan vaguely said that she had some conflicts with her parents, and she didn't dare to force her if she didn't want to say more.Later, she asked too many questions, and she was afraid that Ji Yuyan would be annoyed, so she gave up.She desperately waited for the day when Ji Youyan would really open up and tell her, but until the end, she didn't wait.

Ji Youyan opened his mouth, but was speechless for a while.For her now, if Jing Xiu asked, she would definitely answer.But in the last life, she did keep her mouth shut under Jing Xiu's repeated inquiries.

"I have to ask you everything before you are willing to tell me, right? If I ask you, you will tell me frankly, right?" Jing Xiu sniffed and said in a low voice, "Okay, let me ask you, Is Lu Fang really just your mother's good friend's son?" She didn't want to worry Ji Yuyan by saying these things at this time.

Ji Youyan didn't know how she felt when she first found out that there was a girlfriend who had been with her for many years and refused to disclose family information, and a childhood sweetheart fiancé.

When Ji Youyan heard that Jing Xiu could accurately call out the name "Lu Fang", his mind exploded.Ah Xiu... how much has been investigated, and is it the complete truth?

She uttered with a pale face: "A Xiu..." she got stuck.

The language organization ability in her mind collapsed, and she didn't know how to explain it in a few words, so as not to become more and more wrong, and the description became darker and darker.

"Sister Ji! Sister Ji! Your father is awake!" Lin Yue broke into the door.

Ji Youyan's spirit lifted.

Jing Xiu also heard it through the phone.She said in a low voice, "Forget it, let's go see uncle." After a pause, she still added: "Pay attention to your body."

While running to the intensive care unit, Ji Youyan begged, "Ah Xiu, wait for me, and when I go back, I will definitely give you a complete explanation."

The network in the aisle is not good, Ji Youyan didn't hear clearly whether Jing Xiu promised her.

Jing Xiu terminated the call.

The author has something to say: Sister Ji kneels on the washboard: Ah Xiu's tears are like a star in the sky.

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Sister Ji is dry: love me again, woo woo woo