My Feelings Can Wait

Chi Dong was young in his fifties, entered the industry as a singer at the end of the 90s, and then participated in a movie by chance, and won the best newcomer award that year in one fell swoop.After that, she gradually gave up music and devoted herself to movies.She is an actress of the Mesozoic era with great aura and strength, and has been listed as one of the top ten actresses who have influenced Chinese films in the past 50 years. In the past 20 years, she has nominated Jin Que, Jin Feng, and Hua Lai several times for best actress, but she always regrets running away with her.Until four years ago, when she was over forty years old, she finally won the first Best Actress in her life. She shed tears on the spot and moved countless fans and movie fans.

As the most senior senior at this table, Chi Dongqing was unexpectedly unassuming, very easy-going and talkative.When Jing Xiu made a toast to her, she couldn't hide her appreciation and liking in her eyes, and she praised Jing Xiu for being a formidable young man, and the future can be expected; although she didn't know Liang Zhen and Su Lihang very well, she also praised a few words of face.

However, the most unexpected thing was that when Ji Yuyan toasted her, Chi Dongqing smiled and said that he had been paying attention to her all the time.

Ji Youyan was flattered, and everyone at the table also exclaimed "Wow."

Chi Dongqing saw Ji Youyan's doubts, and explained to her kindly: "Guo Wen is my junior sister."

Guo Wen is one of the representatives of the Mesozoic female singers in the music scene in recent years. Both Chi Dongqing and Guo Wen were introduced into the music circle by Zeng Fengnian, the godfather of music, so they can be regarded as coming from the same school.

Many years ago, Ji Youyan had a brief encounter with this song queen who advertised as an original singer - she once gave up her signature and sold a song lyrics to Guo Wen.

After the song came out that year, Jing Xiu also sent a message to ask Ji Yuyan: "I recently discovered a new song, the lyrics and melody are a bit similar to the short section you hummed to me before?"

It took a long time for Ji Youyan to reply to Jing Xiu: "Maybe it's a coincidence?"

Jing Xiu also returned to her after a long time: "Maybe it is."

Later, Jing Xiu never asked about it again, and Ji Youyan never mentioned it again.

At this time, when Ji Youyan heard the name "Guo Wen", he froze almost imperceptibly.She subconsciously looked at Jing Xiu's expression, Jing Xiu raised her hand and poured a glass of wine, keeping her expression on.

Ji Youyan felt a little relieved.She responded to Chi Dongqing and said, "Did Sister Guo and Sister Chi talk about me?"

Chi Dongqing knows the origin of this, and he and Ji Youyan have a tacit understanding, so naturally they won't put it on the table.

She said falsely: "Yeah, Xiao Wen listened to your song back then, and admired you very much, and chanted it to me several times. I listened to it, and I also felt very appreciative. Let’s talk. It’s just that work was delayed for a while, and when I think about it, I’ve already heard that you’ve switched to film and television and don’t sing.”

Guo Wen admires her very much, but only appreciates her lyrics and music, and hopes that she will be her shadow behind the scenes and cooperate with her for a long time.The song she sold to Guo Wen is still one of Guo Wen's classic songs.

Ji Youyan didn't know whether what Chi Dongqing said was true or not, and said with a very flattering look: "That's because I gave up halfway and missed Sister Chi's kindness."

Chi Dongqing waved his hand, and said disapprovingly: "No, no, you can't say that. This is not called giving up halfway, but finding a way that suits you better. You see, I also sang first before acting."

Ji Youyan said flatteringly: "Hahaha, Sister Chi, how can you be the same as me? Sister Chi's song was popular all over the country back then. You called it, and you sang it, while You performed it."

Chi Dongqing had a popular song back then, but it was never as popular as Ji Youyan said.

She waved her hand and said angrily, "Xiao Ji, your mouth is exaggerating." Although she said so, the smile on her face still showed that she was very useful.

She couldn't let her talk all by herself, Ji Youyan looked at Liang Zhen and Su Lihang with unnatural expressions on the side, and knew that his limelight should be restrained, so he tactfully drew the topic out: "I'm not exaggerating at all. .”

She swung her wine glass slightly, leaned towards Su Lihang and said, "Sister Chi, look, there are a lot of your fans and movie fans at this table. For example, Mr. Su, you don't know. When he heard that you were coming, he specially prepared an autograph." Ben, thinking about getting an autograph from his goddess."

"Ms. Su, why don't you take it out now?" She teased.

The eyes of the whole table suddenly turned from Ji Yuyan to Su Lihang.Su Lihang was very cooperative, and immediately feigned anger and said: "Why did you just say it! I haven't woken up from the trance of seeing the goddess yet." After blaming Ji Youyan, he really took out a small notebook from his suit and handed it To Chi Dongqing, she softened her voice and said shyly, "Sister Chi, can you sign me?"

It is completely different from the cold eyebrows and cold eyes at Ji Youyan just now.I don't know who said: "Sexy Teacher Su, online double standard." Laughter broke out in the whole box one after another.

Everyone laughed, and Ji Yuyan also frowned with a smile.She habitually turned her head to look at Jing Xiu, only to realize that everyone was laughing, only Jing Xiu with long eyelashes drooping, sipping red wine one after another, silently out of tune with the excitement around her.

Ji Youyan pursed her lips, and the smile gradually dissipated.

Because Chi Dongqing still had rehearsal work at night, the dinner did not last as long as the previous few times, but it broke up after more than an hour.

The snow fell heavily as Ji Yuyan guessed, but when they came out, the snow had stopped.Only the layer of silver wrapped in the rockery and tree branches in the garden is left, reminding Ji Youyan that she had indeed shared an umbrella with Jing Xiu just now, walking through the wind and snow.

She secretly looked at Jing Xiu who was walking beside Chi Dongqing.Jing Xiu's expression was indifferent, and there seemed to be an unresolved Xiao Suo between his brows.Ji Youyan tried to strike up a conversation with Jing Xiu, but Jing Xiu didn't refuse to answer her, but just gave her a complicated look, responding to any question, but obviously not interested in chatting.

Sitting in the car back to the hotel, Ji Youyan recalled Jing Xiu's depressed appearance, and his heart gradually sank.Seeing that she was not in a good mood, Lin Yue didn't dare to disturb her.

The two returned to the hotel and got out of the car at the door, just in time to see a few people who looked like cleaners walking out of the lobby, with brooms in their hands, obviously ready to sweep snow.

Ji Yuyan stepped on the snow and walked a few steps in, then stopped suddenly, turned his head to stare at the cold snow on the road, and told Lin Yue, "Yueyue, go upstairs and find two plastic bags for me."

Lin Yue was puzzled: "What are you doing with the bag?"

Ji Yuyan told the cleaners on the side to leave an area for her without sweeping the snow, and replied to Lin Yue: "I will decorate the snow and make two little snowmen."

Lin Yue was stunned for a while: "Huh?? Sister Ji, are you serious?"

Ji Yuyan looked at Xue, and finally showed the first smile on his face since the journey, and said softly: "What are you teasing? Go, I'll wait for you here."

Lin Yue hesitated, but seeing her high spirits, she couldn't bear to disappoint her, so she agreed, "Oh, okay, then I'll get it." After walking two steps, she said worriedly, "It's cold outside, Sister Ji, why don't you come in first and wait?"

Ji Yuyan squatted down, stretched out his hand to grab a handful of snow, and responded to her without looking back: "It's okay, you go quickly."

Lin Yue was at a loss for her sudden childlike innocence.

It wasn't until she helped Ji Youyan back to Ji Youyan's warm room with two heavy bags of snow in her arms that she realized what she had done. "Sister Ji, put this snow in the room and it will melt soon."

"No." Ji Youyan opened the bay window.The moment the cold wind hit, Lin Yue couldn't help shivering.

"Sister Ji, you'll catch a cold like this." Lin Yue said earnestly.

"No." Ji Youyan lifted the blanket on the bay window, poured out the snow and piled it on the tiles.

Lin Yue looked at Ji Youyan's hands that were already red with cold, and said distressedly: "Sister Ji, aren't you afraid of frostbite?"

"Not afraid." Ji Youyan said stubbornly.She seemed a little impatient with Lin Yue's chirping, she smiled and pushed Lin Yue out the door and said, "Okay, it's getting late, Yue Yue, go back and rest."

Lin Yue has nothing to do with her, looking at Ji Youyan's expression is like an old mother looking at a wayward child: "Sister Ji, play for a while, go to rest when it's almost time. It's okay if it melts, I'll clean it up tomorrow."

Ji Youyan said obediently: "Okay, I see, good night." She sent Lin Yue away impatiently, returned to the bay window, lay down, and began to pinch the snowman with a smile.

The north wind blew into the house, making Ji Youyan's cheeks turn red from the cold.Ji Youyan didn't notice anything, just focused on watching his men's movements.

First there is a round head, then a chubby body, then two small ears, and four fat and round lower limbs.

She adjusted the prototype carefully before moving her frozen fingers. She got up and went to the desk to find a pen and paper, and drew two large black ovals and a slightly smaller black dot to make a panda. For the eyes and nose, find a red hair tie and cut a section out.Finally, she put the eyes, nose, and a little red between the unique brows on the snowman.

A vivid and naive panda appeared in front of Ji Yuyan.

It's quite satisfactory, Ji Youyan rubbed his hands, moved his five fingers, and continued to draw gourds in the same way, and pinched the second one out.

She looked at the two pandas, her eyes fluttered, she took out a cardboard box, and wrote "Sorry, I was wrong" six black characters on the left and right on the blank inside the box, and then, she put Two pandas were placed in full bloom.

She hugged the box, went out the door, stood in the living room, and could vaguely hear Jing Xiu's hair blowing in the room.After making sure that Jing Xiu was still asleep, she walked to Jing Xiu's room with confidence.

However, while walking, the sound of hair blowing inside the door suddenly stopped.

Ji Youyan was stunned.She stood there in a daze for a while, then continued to walk to the door, raised her hand and knocked on the door lightly.

Xu Shi's hands were so cold that the collision between his knuckles and the wooden board actually hurt a little.

Dozens of seconds passed, and Jing Xiu didn't respond to her, let alone open the door.It was as if the people in the house had fallen asleep.

Ji Youyan twisted Qu's frozen five fingers, and knocked on the door three times with courage.

For a long time, there was still no response.

Ji Yuyan's eyes gradually dimmed.Is Ah Xiu pretending to sleep and not wanting to talk to her?

She bit her lip, but decided to put down the box.When putting the box down, she deliberately made a rustling sound.

She walked back to her room with heavy steps. When she closed the door, she paused, and deliberately squeezed the doorknob twice, making an obvious closing sound.

Immediately afterwards, she leaned against the door panel and stretched her ears to listen to the sound outside the door.

3 minutes passed, 5 minutes passed, and it was very quiet outside.Ji Youyan felt that his heart seemed to be frozen along with his frozen body.

finally!Ji Yuyan's eyes lit up!

She heard a faint sound of opening the door from a long distance away from the living room.

Jing Xiu opened the door, looked down and saw "Sorry, I was wrong" and two snow-white and honest pandas in the small box at the door.She squatted down and picked up the box, and looked at the panda silently, and the panda silently watched the unrestrained tenderness and sadness on her face...

Not long after, Ji Youyan heard the sound of the door closing.She waited patiently for a few more minutes, and after making sure there was no movement, she opened the door again expectantly, and tiptoed to the living room to check.

With just one glance, she saw that the box and the snowman were still firmly in the positions she had just placed.

Ji Youyan's heart sank to the bottom.

The author has something to say: Sister Ji is dead: I guessed the beginning, but I couldn't guess the ending.